The whole world thinks I'm inscrutable

The day after Feng Tang's identity was revealed in the company, the "chess genius boy".

The monster who had been paying attention to Feng Tang's identity asked Feng Huai, "Your son is competing today, why don't you come and cheer him on?"

Feng Huai didn't care, and while concentrating on classifying the documents, he replied casually: "No need?"

The monster was a little dissatisfied: "You are too irresponsible."

Xia Jun said: "It should be that Feng Tang has played too many games, so I'm used to it. This time it's another city-level competition, and the venue is not far away, so there's no need to make a special trip there, right Brother Feng?"

Feng Huai glanced at Xia Jun gratefully, and helped the clumsy man to say what he wanted to say but didn't say: "That's what it means."

"Cut~" the monster said: "It's really a winner in life, you don't have to worry about adopting such a good child."

Xia Jun said: "Do you also know that he was adopted?"

The monster slipped his mouth inadvertently: "Don't you know this kind of thing once you smell it? You—"

What are you, that monster and Feng Huai got stuck together, motionless, pretending to be down and unresponsive.

Xia Jun: "Huh?"

The monster and Feng Huai cooperated very tacitly: "Let's watch the live match of Feng Tang."

Feng Huai: "Okay."

Xia Jun: "????"

Was he hallucinating just now? ? ?

The three of them got together in front of the monster's office computer, turned on the live broadcast and began to watch.

That monster didn't know anything about chess, not even Xia Jun, and asked, "What are they knocking on wood for? Are they building blocks?"

Xia Jun asked suspiciously: "Which step is this? Why do I feel that Feng Tang's chess pieces are less than that of the person opposite? — Ah, another one was eaten."

Feng Huai frowned unconsciously.

The more Xia Jun looked at it, the more he felt something was wrong, and asked strangely, "What's going on? How do you feel—"

Do you feel that Feng Tang is at a disadvantage?Could it be that he, a layman, can't understand?

Feng Huai said: "Tangtang is about to lose."

Without even thinking about it, Xia Jun said, "Impossible! How could he be in this kind of place..."

Then, he turned his head and saw Feng Huai's expression that wasn't in a good mood, and shut up wisely, unable to continue.

Feng Huai was puzzled and said: "Tangtang learned to play chess from my side at first, and I have been practicing chess with him all these years, so I know a little bit about chess... What's wrong with him today, why is his chess style so bad , he was indecisive and stalemate in offense and defense, and his chess moves were upside down, and he didn't even display one-tenth of his skills."

Xia Jun hurriedly found a reason, and said, "It must be because he is not in good condition, or he is not feeling well."

Feng Huai shook his head: "Even if his condition is not good, he is obsessed with the chessboard every day. Even his instinct is enough to easily solve the current mess, but his current chess..." The more I look at it, the more unsightly it becomes. It's like being blind with your eyes closed.

He couldn't bear to read it halfway through, got up and left his seat, and returned to his desk to continue working at his desk.

The monster said: "What? The world champion is about to lose?"

"Even if he loses here, it probably won't affect his world ranking." Xia Jun said, "After all, it's a ranking approved by Link. This kind of domestic city-level competition doesn't count."

The monster seems to understand: "Oh..."

Xia Jundao: "But now it seems that Brother Feng has the foresight. In a world where you either win or lose, it's not good to pay too much attention to the results of the game. How can anyone win for a lifetime?"

Like Feng Huai is now, the cloud is calm and the wind is light, and the mentality is stable. He has a stomach and can withstand the ups and downs of honor and disgrace.

After speaking, he got up and left the seat, leaving only the monster staring at "a few pieces of wood" in a daze.

……

...

Feng Tang, who lost the game, left the venue with a pale face, took a taxi with the help of the organizer, and went to the school to continue his classes.

The teachers of the school seemed to have already got the news, and told the students in the class not to bring up the matter of the competition in front of Feng Tang, so even if everyone saw that Feng Tang's face was wrong, no one came to expose his scars, Mention sad things.

Feng Tang's personality is also tough. He obviously just suffered a disastrous defeat like Waterloo not long ago. He was beaten on the chessboard until his whole body was about to fail. He did whatever he wanted, he was very decent in his dealings with people, and his behavior was still prudent, but it was a pity that his overly gloomy face betrayed his emotions at this time.

After school, Feng Tang hailed a taxi at the school gate. Along the way, his mind was confused like a paste, as if he had thought about everything, and he seemed to have thought about nothing. Before he knew it, he came to the vicinity of the company.

The taxi driver drove around the world and the surrounding area in a daze, and said to himself: "It's weird, it's right here, why can't you see such a big building? ?”

Feng Tang didn't bother to care about this little detail, so he asked the driver to stop the car in the park, and came down with his schoolbag on his back.

Passing by the eye-catching statue, a loud noise suddenly attracted my attention.Seeing that all the people in the group were making a wish devoutly, Feng Tang paused, and also stopped in a strange way.

In school, he had also heard about this statue that was said to be very effective at making wishes.

So he turned his footsteps, turned his body towards the statue of the fairy bone, raised his palm respectfully, and begged in a low voice: "During today's game, my mind was very confused, I made many mistakes one after another, and in the end I lost The game... Dad must be able to see something wrong at a glance, I don't know how to face him later... I hope Dad won't blame me later, don't be angry with me..."

He was very afraid that Feng Huai would show disappointment in his eyes, and he was even more afraid that Feng Huai would be dissatisfied with him because of this. He no longer wanted to make Feng Huai unhappy because of his own affairs.

After earnestly making his wish three times, before the people around him recognized his identity, Feng Tang trotted away with his schoolbag on his back.

When we arrived at Shihe Building, we pressed the elevator on the sixth floor familiarly.The elevator stopped halfway on the second floor, and several colleagues from Feng Huai walked in.

A few people were a bit careless, or they simply had a lack of brains. When they saw Feng Tang, they greeted him with a smile and said: "Hey, Tangtang, I heard that you lost the game?"

The corners of Feng Tang's mouth that always smiled when he saw people froze, and he couldn't speak fluently: "..."

"It's okay, it's a game, it's normal to win or lose!" The group of monsters said: "If you want me to say, you can understand the rules of those wooden blocks! You can't understand my words at all. !"

Feng Tang responded with a pale smile, feeling very uncomfortable.

Of course it is normal to win or lose the game, if the strength is not as good as others, he will naturally lose, but his situation today is not like this at all.

Just because he was asked a few words by the reporter before the game, he was defeated all the way by a chess player who was far inferior to him. This kind of shameful deed is like a black history that will never be erased from him. It made him ashamed and ashamed.

A group of people went up to the sixth floor together, Feng Tang walked heavily behind several adults, and came to Feng Huai.

"Feng Huai, do you think who is here?"

"Your son is really filial. He goes to and from school every noon and afternoon, and visits you whenever he is free."

Feng Tang stood behind them, with something on his mind, he carefully glanced at Feng Huai, and said, "Father..."

A desperate look of a death row prisoner facing the final sentence.

In the end, Feng Huai was not as angry as he imagined, or in other words, his expression, eyes, and tone were exactly the same as usual, without any change at all, with a calm attitude and a soft voice: "Are you back? Tired from school?" Come on, you go home and rest first, you don't have to come to the company to see Dad every day."

Feng Tang's face was pale and his eyes were wide open, as if he couldn't believe it.

He couldn't help but said, "I'm competing today..."

"Father knows, it doesn't matter if you lose." Feng Huai said, "Don't take it too seriously."

Unexpectedly, Feng Tang not only did not feel comforted, his eyes became more and more flustered, he said: "But I lost... I lost in chess!"

Feng Huai: "If you lose, you lose, it's no big deal."

Feng Tang's emotions, which he had held back for a whole day, suddenly erupted at this moment. He let out an unacceptable cry. Tears burst out from his eye sockets. He turned around and pushed everyone away with all his strength. He ran out with a dashing look in his eyes for some unknown reason.

"……What's going on here?"

Feng Tang trotted all the way to the park, and cried to the statue from a distance: "Why do you want to be effective? It's all your fault, it's all your fault!"

After crying, before everyone in the park could react, he held his tears and ran away sadly.

So hard to study things, after losing, I am far more regretful and unacceptable than those bystanders.Rather than carefully avoiding talking about it, or softly comforting him, he actually hopes to be scolded severely, asking him why he can't work harder, why can't he win this game of chess? return.

As a result, everyone said to him without any tension, "It's just playing chess, if you lose, you lose", as if playing chess is just an insignificant leisure game to them, rather than Fengtang using a dozen of his own. Years of hard work and bloody battles in this world.

He regretted making that outrageous wish.

After running away, a white light flashed in front of Feng Tang, who was out of breath. It was a hallucination after running to exhaustion. At this moment of weakness, countless pictures of getting along with his father flashed in Feng Tang's mind .

……

He was adopted by Feng Huai when he was five years old.

Having lived in the orphanage for two years, Feng Tang, who has begun to understand some right and wrong, knows very well that he may have to spend the next ten years with this person in front of him, and rely on him to live.He was afraid that he would be sent away again, so he tried desperately to please Feng Huai, to win Feng Huai's favor, and to stay in this warm and spacious home.

So in order to attract Feng Huai's attention, in order to get in touch with Feng Huai more, he put his idea on the chessboard that Feng Huai stared at all day long, secretly took a book and taught himself the basic rules of chess, and then walked timidly one day He went to Feng Huai and said that he wanted to play chess with his father.

Feng Huai was easy to talk, smiled and invited Feng Tang to sit down, then patiently played chess with him, never disliked his bad chess skills.Soft-spoken, elegant and gentle, Feng Tang, who had never been treated like this before, was excited and nervous, and extremely happy.The eyes looking at the chessboard between him and Feng Huai became more and more concerned.

The days of playing chess with Feng Huai were Fengtang's happiest time in these years.Only by sitting in front of the chessboard, could he spend so long with Feng Huai face to face, feel the other's thoughts and emotions, and make the other's attention always focus on himself.

In order to keep Feng Huai from getting bored, he didn't play video games or go out to play. He sat in his room all day long, studying chess records and boards, cracking the endgame and observing the games of his seniors, constantly improving his chess skills, and then constantly fighting Feng Huai. Huai played chess on the chessboard.

Seeing Feng Huai showing a surprised expression and shifting his gaze from the chessboard to his face was once the happiest moment in Fengtang's chess career.

—He actually doesn’t like playing chess.

He just likes the person who is by his side when playing chess.

Just because that person likes to play chess, so he also plays chess.

Later, his chess skill gradually surpassed that of Feng Huai, and it was very difficult for Feng Huai to beat Feng Tang when the two played against each other.

At this time, Feng Huai suddenly said that playing chess with him would only waste Fengtang's time, why not take Fengtang outside and play against more and stronger chess players.

Feng Tang was actually not happy at that time, he only played chess to please Feng Huai, if he couldn't play chess with Feng Huai anymore, then what's the point of him studying chess.

But when he learned about the game, Feng Huai would ask for leave and not go to work, but would stay by Feng Tang's side, and when sending him to the competition venue, Feng Tang agreed without hesitation.

On the way back and forth to the competition venue, the father and son stayed together. Although they didn't stay in front of the chessboard, they were still closely connected. Feng Huai's attention was always on him, worrying that he would get lost. I was afraid that he would not have a good life on the road, the feeling of caring made Feng Tang feel that he was needed and loved by Feng Huai.

Maybe, he won't be abandoned like the pair of adoptive parents he met before.

As long as he can still play chess, he won't be given up by Feng Huai, and he can still have a place in this family.

Feng Tang has always thought so.

So he worked hard to study the chess records, and put more and more time and energy into the chessboard, studying and thinking day and night, just to see the smile Feng Huai showed to him after the game was won.So no matter what, he won't lose.

In this way, he won all the way and grew up all the way. Without him noticing, he has been walking on the chess road for ten years. When he looked up, there was no opponent in front of him.

He has stood on top of the world.

If this continues, how can he continue to let Feng Huai stay by his side, let Feng Huai keep looking at him?

Therefore, regardless of the size of the competition, as long as he can play chess, he must compete. He mercilessly swept all the chess awards around the world and won countless honors and trophies.

He thought Feng Huai would be satisfied...

But now it seems that this is not the case.

The moment he stood in front of Feng Huai and admitted his failure to him, the fear in Fengtang's heart was not at all the fear of asking his parents to sign after failing the first grade exam, but it was ten thousand times more serious than that kind of thing.

Because the effort and painstaking effort put in are not at the same level at all.

But he never imagined that Feng Huai would have that kind of attitude!

He would rather Feng Huai scold him and tell him "chess is very important to you, you can't play chess with this attitude" instead of saying "it doesn't matter whether you win or lose", as if Feng Tang's efforts were in vain, Feng Huai didn't care about these things at all.

If even Feng Huai didn't care, then why did he struggle for so many years?

Who is he playing a one-man show for?

His efforts are actually nothing but a joke from beginning to end!

He suddenly didn't want to play chess any more...

He knows better than anyone how hard it is to play chess.There are countless possibilities in the square grid, and he must master the ability of each chess piece in the countless possibilities, and use them to deduce countless walking diagrams. Protect your own chess pieces, fight with the enemy, crush the opponent, and plan the direction of dozens of steps in the future.Just like marching and fighting, every chess game is a battle that cannot be sloppy, and it consumes a lot of brain power.

Moreover, there is no shortcut to playing chess.He has no sure way to win, nor is he lucky. His survival is purely the product of both sides' rich chess playing experience and never-ending thinking.Feng Tang, who is only 15 years old, wants to win those veterans who have played chess for decades, and the sweat and energy invested in it can be imagined how huge it must be.

Tired, too tired, so tired that she wanted to give up, but she had to keep working hard for Feng Huai.

Apart from Feng Huai and playing chess, there was almost nothing else in his life.

but now……

What's the point of continuing to work hard on something that even Feng Huai doesn't care about.

Absently preparing a table of meals, they will eat together when Feng Huai comes back from get off work.

Seeing the tired Feng Huai with the same attitude and appearance as usual, the more Feng Tang thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt.

While eating, Feng Huai asked Feng Tang how he was doing at school recently.

Feng Tang seemed to be self-torturing, his heart pierced like a knife, but strangely, he felt some pleasure that could not be ignored, and said to Feng Huai: "Father, I don't want to play chess anymore."

He wanted to see the unbelievable look in Feng Huai's eyes, and even hoped that Feng Huai would put down his job and come over and scold him severely.It's best to grab his collar, reprimand him to stop saying such stupid things, then stare at him and re-enter the chess room, forcing him to continue learning.

results.

Hearing this, Feng Huai was taken aback for a moment, then said to him: "You decide for yourself."

Suddenly Feng Tang's mind went blank, as if struck by lightning, his whole body was icy cold, and he didn't know where he was or what he was doing for a moment.

It wasn't until this moment that he finally understood that his efforts were really in vain. Feng Huai didn't pay attention to him, his chess, or his efforts at all. He was just immersed in self-righteous fantasies these years Can't help it, just doing an extremely stupid stupid thing.

Feng Huai didn't see anything at all.

Almost like fleeing for his life, Feng Tang escaped from this suffocating place, hid in the room, buried his body in the quilt, and began to tremble involuntarily.

He felt that his world was collapsing at this moment.

……

...

When Feng Tang came to the world and went to find Feng Huaili, Ke Shao'an was not in the company.

He took Yin Sijin and Ke Jingyang, who didn't go to school on leave, to the aquarium and amusement park for a day, and went to various large and small shopping malls for a few laps. The family of three had a great time playing outside. Gifts Almost bought two cars.

Ke Shao'an kept a close eye on Yin Sijin's movements throughout the whole process, and he could understand Yin Sijin's thoughts with just one look. Whenever the other party looked at something for two more seconds, he would immediately ask someone to wrap it up and take it with him. go home.Seeing Yin Sijin say what he likes, he can't wait to bring over the origin of that thing and give it to Yin Sijin.Firmly keep in mind every sentence in the "Si Jin Encyclopedia", do what he likes, show great hospitality, and even eat his own son's jealousy when necessary, it is simply shameless.

"Si Jin was smiling at me just now."

"Father is obviously smiling at me!"

"That's because he saw me, so he smiled."

"It was me waving with my father, and my father smiled at me because he saw it!" Ke Jingyang was mad.

The two were arguing with each other, but in the end it was Ke Shaoan who asked Yin Sijin to smile at him alone, and managed to stop the little unbalance in his heart just now.

With the bag in his hand, he intentionally left the other hand free. He looked around and put on a show for a while, and finally saw the right moment and stretched out his hand tentatively toward Yin Sijin.

Originally, he had calculated the angle, confirmed the direction, and made sure that Yin Sijin's hand would be held in a short time.

Unexpectedly, a Cheng Yaojin suddenly popped up halfway, and Ke Jingyang, who was exuding the brilliance of a light bulb, forced his way in between the two of them, holding one hand with his left hand and the other with his right hand, with a grin on his mouth and a smile on his face. Exudes the light of happy children.

Ke Shao gritted his teeth angrily.

Really shouldn't have brought this guy out.

If Yin Sijin hadn't said that he wanted Ke Jingyang to see what the aquarium and playground were like, he wouldn't have brought him here!The leave note was written by him himself... It's really asking for trouble.

So the evil came from his heart, and he deliberately went to a toy store and bought a lot of toys that Ke Jingyang never said he wanted.

Ke Jingyang with his hands full: "...???"

"Dad, let's call things consignment."

Ke Shaoan bought so many things just now, and they all wrote down the address and asked someone to check them back.

Ke Shaochen: "What is it called consignment? Can't you take this little thing? When you were your age, your father ran [-] kilometers with a load every day! You know how to spend money to save trouble, do you know that it is very hard for your father to make money, In order to provide for you to eat, drink and study, life at home is very tight!"

Ke Jingyang looked down at the thousands of toys in his hand: I might be a fake rich second generation.

The thing looks big, but it is not heavy at all to him, it just takes up a lot of space, and there is no way to squeeze it between two people, otherwise it will be difficult to walk.

So he had no choice but to accept his fate, carrying a lot of things in his hand, and followed the two adults step by step, still laughing and having fun as before, without realizing the "hard work" of his "hard work" old father.

As night fell, the whole day of shopping was almost finished. The family of three returned home with big bags and small bags. In the car, Yin Sijin asked, "Is the company not busy now?"

Ke Shaochen: "It's okay, a very capable guy came to the company in the past two days, I can rest assured about business matters."

Yin Sijin just asked casually, and after asking, he said to Ke Jingyang who was sitting in the back seat: "Yangyang played for a day, go home and take a shower and go to bed early."

Ke Jingyang reluctantly let out a "hey~" while accepting the homework sent to him by the teacher.

"Father help me wash."

As long as Yin Sijin does it, taking a bath is a matter of two sorcerers.He washed his body with water and dried him with warm air. He didn't need to move a single bit during the whole process. It took only a few blinks of his eyes to complete the work, and he felt extremely comfortable and relaxed.

Ke Shao was dissatisfied and said: "Your father has to accompany you to take a bath, how old is it?"

"Then dad didn't let father wash with you?"

Ke Shaochen murmured in his heart that of course he thought about it, but after all, there is a gap between the facts and the reality, and he didn't want to admit the fact that "Luke Jingyang has one head", so he didn't speak.

It turned out that Yin Sijin was subtly silent, so he couldn't help but glanced sideways.

Unexpectedly, he found that Yin Sijin's face was about to burn red, and he turned his head away shyly, biting his lip and remained motionless.

Ke Shao'an was so shocked that he couldn't be more shocked, as if he had been struck by lightning, envious, jealous, and jealous, the bottle of vinegar in his heart was overturned, and he was extremely sour.

They actually washed them together!

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The father and son are playing a tragic scene, is it appropriate for you to throw dog food here?Let me ask you, is Mr. Ke suitable?