The whole world thinks I'm inscrutable
Chapter 28 Bitterness Part 1
"Then, if I told you now that I could send you back to when you were a child, would you agree?"
Ke Shaoan immediately raised his head, fixed his ecstatic eyes on Yin Sijin's face, and said cautiously: "...Really?"
Yin Sijin confirmed: "Really."
"..."
After a deathly silence.
Ke Shaoan, who seemed to have rehearsed thousands of times in his mind, replayed his life several times, finally let out a long sigh of relief, and his expression gradually changed from excitement to calmness.There are no distracting thoughts in the mind, as if I have driven all my thoughts out of my body, and I have become apathetic and indifferent.
Yin Sijin said: "You have reached a conclusion."
"Yes." Ke Shao'an said with tired eyes, "I won't go back."
Yin Sijin: "Look, it really is."
"But I don't know what you think." Ke Shao said angrily, "I'm just afraid of trouble."
Yin Sijin was puzzled.
"What are you going to do after you go back? Re-experience what I have experienced before, and pick up what you have now bit by bit?" Ke Shao said angrily: "I don't want to do such a painful thing again. Go experience it for the second time. And even if I go back, the other personality will still appear when it should appear, and the troubled problems will still trouble me. Maybe at that time I already had enough power to counter him, but even if I win the fight So what, it's just that the troubles outweigh the benefits."
Yin Sijin didn't quite understand, he said: "Why bother?"
"Butterfly Effect, do you know? It's a movie." Ke Shao said: "The protagonist can go back to the past through a medium, and then change the history of the future - although it is different from your ability to reset time, it is also Almost there - the characters in it often just change the small details of the past period to make a huge impact in the future. Although I don't have any good memories in my life, the suffering has long passed, and now my life has become enough Alright. If the rights and money that I have finally obtained have changed due to the reason of 'rebirth', and there are extra problems, then the gain will not be worth the loss."
Yin Sijin didn't understand, so he could only say: "So you don't want to go back."
"Only people whose lives are unsatisfactory right now will think about going back to the past to change their lives. My life is already perfect enough, there is no need to change it." Ke Shaoan said: "Besides, you know how tempting your ability is. Is it estimated that in this world, apart from me, who had a miserable childhood and didn’t want to go through it again, and now I’m at the top and don’t need to work hard to start over again, anyone in this world will have one or two things that I regret and hope to change, in case it is known That's no joke."
"Don't worry, only you know my abilities." Yin Sijin said, "Unless I trust someone absolutely, I won't reveal anything."
This ability is like a double-edged sword. Although it is powerful and unsolvable to use, it poses an extremely great threat to him.He doesn't have the memory of the time that was reset, and he doesn't know anything except the person who went back with the memory.If he mistrusts someone, his life and safety can no longer be guaranteed, and he may be regarded as a prisoner and trapped and forced to use his ability continuously, or his ability may be leaked, and he will be targeted by people or demons all over the world, and he may be regarded as enough to influence The threat to the world order is eliminated directly.
Therefore, it is not a last resort, he will not actively use the ability.
Unless it's Ke Shao'an's request.
……
...
Standing at the dining table, Zhang Yilai, who was concentrating on eating grilled chicken drumsticks and fried steak, suddenly spotted a pair of familiar figures.With excellent hearing, she could easily hear the conversation between the two whispering.
Feng Qi: "Why are you here?"
Na Xi: "This was originally a banquet held by that group of people. We had dinner together at a nearby hotel just now, and now we are planning to come here. I will go ahead and come to see you."
"Where is Master?"
Na Xi seemed a little dissatisfied with which pot the other party did not mention, and said in a muffled voice: "What do you care about this? - He is also on the way."
Feng Qi: "...Is that so."
Na Xi's tone was a little hopeful, and she said: "Don't you always dislike such occasions? Now that my dad and I are here, you can go home and practice the piano, how about it?"
Feng Qi didn't know if he really wanted to stay and finish the matter, or he remembered the "reminder" that Qi Lan would face death tonight, and said, "No, I still have something to do here, and if I'm not here, the master will still have someone over there." It's annoying and it's very rude."
"You don't have to worry about these things! It's because these things always disturb your mood that you can't write songs, and the sound of the piano becomes like that. Isn't it good to play the piano with peace of mind?" Na Xi pulled Feng Qi's hand, eyes full of distress: "You don't have to..."
"I just want to help." Feng Qi said, "I want to lighten your burden."
"I don't need you to do these things!" Na Xi's voice suddenly became louder, but still taking into account that it is a public place, she tried her best to restrain her emotions, avoiding the eyes of people around her and whispered: "I can't play the piano anymore, but You're okay! Don't you know what I'm hoping for? Why do you always do this!"
"But……"
"You just need to inherit my dream and just keep playing! It doesn't matter who you play to or where you play it! Why do you have to listen to my father's words!" Na Xi said: "Now is the same as before. It's different, everything has changed! Only you, still stuck in three years ago!"
"..."
After the excitement, Na Xi quickly calmed down, she resumed her usual tone, and apologized: "I'm sorry, because I encountered something just now, I accidentally vented my anger on you."
"...It's okay." Feng Qi said, "What happened to you?"
"Even if I told you, what can you do?" Naxi shook her head helplessly: "You can only be a peacemaker, keep agreeing to other people's requests, taking on trouble for others, and nothing else. "
"……sorry."
Na Xi smiled, and gently caressed Feng Qi's cool and handsome face with her long-knuckle, soft and tender palm, and said, "You don't have to say sorry to me."
The most innocent victim in the whole incident was Feng Qi from beginning to end.
"Feng Qi, do you know...I treat you..."
From a very young age, when she was just a little girl, she had already fallen in love with Feng Qi at first sight.
Over the years, she has never changed her mind.
Feng Qi listened quietly, waiting for the second half of Na Xi's unfinished sentence, but Na Xi shook her head in relief, smiled, and said to Feng Xi: "It's nothing, someone is looking for you over there, you first Let's go."
Feng Qi looked back and saw that the manager next to the singer had something to discuss with him, so he nodded, leaving Na Xi standing where he was, watching him from afar.
"What's wrong with you? Did you quarrel?" Zhang Yilai chewed the meat on the steak ribs with relish, his mouth was full of oil, and with a plate full of food in his hand, he leaned over to Naxi: "Just now You all seem a little unhappy."
Na Xi looked at Zhang Yilai's face, with a look of vigilance and jealousy involuntarily in his eyes, but there was nothing wrong with his expression and words: "Sorry, is my voice so loud? I'm sorry."
"No, it's because I have good hearing." Zhang Yilai said nonchalantly.The few people she knew in the whole venue were all busy, so she could only talk to Na Xi whom she had met once: "Speaking of which, you look so beautiful, you wear such nice clothes, you live in such a big castle, you look like a princess Why are you still unhappy when you live the same life?"
Princess?Na Xi laughed bitterly in her heart, and said: "'All the gifts given by fate have already been secretly priced'. Everything I own requires me to pay a price to repay."
cost?repay?
Zhang Yilai blinked, stared at the beef ribs in his hand, and understood the other party's words in his own way: "...all the delicious things have already marked the calories in secret?"
Naxi: "..."
"What's the matter? Why are those people looking at me?" Zhang Yilai put down his bones, licked his lips, and said protectively, "Could it be that you want to eat something in my hand? But there are still so many on the table. !"
Naxi: "..."
The picture of a person who looks like an iceberg queen holding a bone with relish is not eye-catching.Na Xi euphemistically said: "Maybe it's because you eat well and envy you."
"Really!" Zhang Yilai handed Na Xi a fragrant and attractive prawn: "I'll eat it for you!—I didn't say it, you are really too thin!"
"I got used to it from before." Na Xi said with a smile: "I want to perform, so I have to keep my body in shape. When I meet something I like to eat, I also learn to restrain myself from eating it. Now I don't need to perform, but I still forget this habit no matter what. not drop."
"Before? You don't play the violin now? Ah, yes." Zhang Yilai said without hesitation: "When I saw you playing the violin just now, your hands were shaking like that. Are you feeling unwell somewhere?"
Na Xi Wanru's heart was stabbed severely, and his expression changed immediately.
Her eyes flickered, and she lied and said, "I... took the medicine, this is a sequelae."
Zhang Yilai asked concerned: "Is your health really bad? What's wrong with you? We have a doctor there! She's amazing!"
Na Xi found that Zhang Yilai seemed a bit stupid, so he said, "It's a heart disease, and there is no cure."
"Then just take medicine?" Zhang Yilai asked curiously.
"Well, it's a medicine that can make people forget their troubles and experience supreme happiness after taking it."
Na Xi suddenly laughed, her eyes turned dark, and she looked a little evil.
Ke Shaoan immediately raised his head, fixed his ecstatic eyes on Yin Sijin's face, and said cautiously: "...Really?"
Yin Sijin confirmed: "Really."
"..."
After a deathly silence.
Ke Shaoan, who seemed to have rehearsed thousands of times in his mind, replayed his life several times, finally let out a long sigh of relief, and his expression gradually changed from excitement to calmness.There are no distracting thoughts in the mind, as if I have driven all my thoughts out of my body, and I have become apathetic and indifferent.
Yin Sijin said: "You have reached a conclusion."
"Yes." Ke Shao'an said with tired eyes, "I won't go back."
Yin Sijin: "Look, it really is."
"But I don't know what you think." Ke Shao said angrily, "I'm just afraid of trouble."
Yin Sijin was puzzled.
"What are you going to do after you go back? Re-experience what I have experienced before, and pick up what you have now bit by bit?" Ke Shao said angrily: "I don't want to do such a painful thing again. Go experience it for the second time. And even if I go back, the other personality will still appear when it should appear, and the troubled problems will still trouble me. Maybe at that time I already had enough power to counter him, but even if I win the fight So what, it's just that the troubles outweigh the benefits."
Yin Sijin didn't quite understand, he said: "Why bother?"
"Butterfly Effect, do you know? It's a movie." Ke Shao said: "The protagonist can go back to the past through a medium, and then change the history of the future - although it is different from your ability to reset time, it is also Almost there - the characters in it often just change the small details of the past period to make a huge impact in the future. Although I don't have any good memories in my life, the suffering has long passed, and now my life has become enough Alright. If the rights and money that I have finally obtained have changed due to the reason of 'rebirth', and there are extra problems, then the gain will not be worth the loss."
Yin Sijin didn't understand, so he could only say: "So you don't want to go back."
"Only people whose lives are unsatisfactory right now will think about going back to the past to change their lives. My life is already perfect enough, there is no need to change it." Ke Shaoan said: "Besides, you know how tempting your ability is. Is it estimated that in this world, apart from me, who had a miserable childhood and didn’t want to go through it again, and now I’m at the top and don’t need to work hard to start over again, anyone in this world will have one or two things that I regret and hope to change, in case it is known That's no joke."
"Don't worry, only you know my abilities." Yin Sijin said, "Unless I trust someone absolutely, I won't reveal anything."
This ability is like a double-edged sword. Although it is powerful and unsolvable to use, it poses an extremely great threat to him.He doesn't have the memory of the time that was reset, and he doesn't know anything except the person who went back with the memory.If he mistrusts someone, his life and safety can no longer be guaranteed, and he may be regarded as a prisoner and trapped and forced to use his ability continuously, or his ability may be leaked, and he will be targeted by people or demons all over the world, and he may be regarded as enough to influence The threat to the world order is eliminated directly.
Therefore, it is not a last resort, he will not actively use the ability.
Unless it's Ke Shao'an's request.
……
...
Standing at the dining table, Zhang Yilai, who was concentrating on eating grilled chicken drumsticks and fried steak, suddenly spotted a pair of familiar figures.With excellent hearing, she could easily hear the conversation between the two whispering.
Feng Qi: "Why are you here?"
Na Xi: "This was originally a banquet held by that group of people. We had dinner together at a nearby hotel just now, and now we are planning to come here. I will go ahead and come to see you."
"Where is Master?"
Na Xi seemed a little dissatisfied with which pot the other party did not mention, and said in a muffled voice: "What do you care about this? - He is also on the way."
Feng Qi: "...Is that so."
Na Xi's tone was a little hopeful, and she said: "Don't you always dislike such occasions? Now that my dad and I are here, you can go home and practice the piano, how about it?"
Feng Qi didn't know if he really wanted to stay and finish the matter, or he remembered the "reminder" that Qi Lan would face death tonight, and said, "No, I still have something to do here, and if I'm not here, the master will still have someone over there." It's annoying and it's very rude."
"You don't have to worry about these things! It's because these things always disturb your mood that you can't write songs, and the sound of the piano becomes like that. Isn't it good to play the piano with peace of mind?" Na Xi pulled Feng Qi's hand, eyes full of distress: "You don't have to..."
"I just want to help." Feng Qi said, "I want to lighten your burden."
"I don't need you to do these things!" Na Xi's voice suddenly became louder, but still taking into account that it is a public place, she tried her best to restrain her emotions, avoiding the eyes of people around her and whispered: "I can't play the piano anymore, but You're okay! Don't you know what I'm hoping for? Why do you always do this!"
"But……"
"You just need to inherit my dream and just keep playing! It doesn't matter who you play to or where you play it! Why do you have to listen to my father's words!" Na Xi said: "Now is the same as before. It's different, everything has changed! Only you, still stuck in three years ago!"
"..."
After the excitement, Na Xi quickly calmed down, she resumed her usual tone, and apologized: "I'm sorry, because I encountered something just now, I accidentally vented my anger on you."
"...It's okay." Feng Qi said, "What happened to you?"
"Even if I told you, what can you do?" Naxi shook her head helplessly: "You can only be a peacemaker, keep agreeing to other people's requests, taking on trouble for others, and nothing else. "
"……sorry."
Na Xi smiled, and gently caressed Feng Qi's cool and handsome face with her long-knuckle, soft and tender palm, and said, "You don't have to say sorry to me."
The most innocent victim in the whole incident was Feng Qi from beginning to end.
"Feng Qi, do you know...I treat you..."
From a very young age, when she was just a little girl, she had already fallen in love with Feng Qi at first sight.
Over the years, she has never changed her mind.
Feng Qi listened quietly, waiting for the second half of Na Xi's unfinished sentence, but Na Xi shook her head in relief, smiled, and said to Feng Xi: "It's nothing, someone is looking for you over there, you first Let's go."
Feng Qi looked back and saw that the manager next to the singer had something to discuss with him, so he nodded, leaving Na Xi standing where he was, watching him from afar.
"What's wrong with you? Did you quarrel?" Zhang Yilai chewed the meat on the steak ribs with relish, his mouth was full of oil, and with a plate full of food in his hand, he leaned over to Naxi: "Just now You all seem a little unhappy."
Na Xi looked at Zhang Yilai's face, with a look of vigilance and jealousy involuntarily in his eyes, but there was nothing wrong with his expression and words: "Sorry, is my voice so loud? I'm sorry."
"No, it's because I have good hearing." Zhang Yilai said nonchalantly.The few people she knew in the whole venue were all busy, so she could only talk to Na Xi whom she had met once: "Speaking of which, you look so beautiful, you wear such nice clothes, you live in such a big castle, you look like a princess Why are you still unhappy when you live the same life?"
Princess?Na Xi laughed bitterly in her heart, and said: "'All the gifts given by fate have already been secretly priced'. Everything I own requires me to pay a price to repay."
cost?repay?
Zhang Yilai blinked, stared at the beef ribs in his hand, and understood the other party's words in his own way: "...all the delicious things have already marked the calories in secret?"
Naxi: "..."
"What's the matter? Why are those people looking at me?" Zhang Yilai put down his bones, licked his lips, and said protectively, "Could it be that you want to eat something in my hand? But there are still so many on the table. !"
Naxi: "..."
The picture of a person who looks like an iceberg queen holding a bone with relish is not eye-catching.Na Xi euphemistically said: "Maybe it's because you eat well and envy you."
"Really!" Zhang Yilai handed Na Xi a fragrant and attractive prawn: "I'll eat it for you!—I didn't say it, you are really too thin!"
"I got used to it from before." Na Xi said with a smile: "I want to perform, so I have to keep my body in shape. When I meet something I like to eat, I also learn to restrain myself from eating it. Now I don't need to perform, but I still forget this habit no matter what. not drop."
"Before? You don't play the violin now? Ah, yes." Zhang Yilai said without hesitation: "When I saw you playing the violin just now, your hands were shaking like that. Are you feeling unwell somewhere?"
Na Xi Wanru's heart was stabbed severely, and his expression changed immediately.
Her eyes flickered, and she lied and said, "I... took the medicine, this is a sequelae."
Zhang Yilai asked concerned: "Is your health really bad? What's wrong with you? We have a doctor there! She's amazing!"
Na Xi found that Zhang Yilai seemed a bit stupid, so he said, "It's a heart disease, and there is no cure."
"Then just take medicine?" Zhang Yilai asked curiously.
"Well, it's a medicine that can make people forget their troubles and experience supreme happiness after taking it."
Na Xi suddenly laughed, her eyes turned dark, and she looked a little evil.
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