The whole world thinks I'm inscrutable

Dongfang Su raised his head suddenly, and said incredulously, "What did you say?!"

Yin Chen was a little embarrassed: "I'm not the kind of hard-hearted, brave and decisive person, if I see you again, it arouses some thoughts that I shouldn't have, greedy for life and afraid of death, what should I do if I don't want to do it? "

"Then, then—!" Dongfang Su's eyes flickered, and he said without conscience: "Actually, it doesn't have to be..."

"I knew it." Yin Chen sighed, stepped forward and opened his arms, hugged Dongfang Su with gravity, and said, "Asu, you are the best brother in my life."

Finally, Dongfang Su couldn't bear it any longer, and hugged him back with gravity, tears streaming down his face: "I know, of course I know."

He hugged Yin Chen tightly, but he was reluctant to let go.He even wanted to take this opportunity to bring Yin Chen back to the world, and never let him come back again.

Otherwise, if he let go of his hand, it would be tantamount to letting go and watching Yin Chen die.

But Yin Chen still let go of the hug slowly, Dongfang Su retracted his arms weakly, lowered his head, as if he had suffered a huge blow, bent over old, never daring to look at Yin Chen and look at himself eyes.Tears cowardly fell on the ground, and he turned around with a painful look and forced himself to leave quickly.He didn't dare to stay any longer, he knew that if he had the chance, he would definitely do something to Yin Chen.So, he fled, not daring to stay in this suffocating place for another second.

This separation is destined to be a farewell forever.

Yin Chen watched Dongfang Su disappear outside the "door" with a sense of loss, lowered his head and looked at the palm in a daze, there seemed to be a trace of that person's warmth on it.Then he shook his head with a grin, turned his head to look at Si Jin lying on the box, and hugged it to his shoulders.

"If you don't feel well, just rest at home."

A year later, Si Jin still has this pitiful, languid appearance. He doesn't know how nervous "being a parent" is, and he is still sticking to his weak body and drowsy face as before. By Yin Chen's side, wanting to play with him.Yin Chen sometimes even wondered whether his awakening would last for several years, but fortunately, Doudou and the others said that Sijin's aura was getting stronger and stronger. Can wake up wise, learn to speak.

Yin Chen really hoped that he could talk to Si Jin before saying goodbye to Si Jin.We have known each other for almost ten years, but the little guy he raised has remained the same as before.It was as if time had stopped on his body, leaving no trace.

"If I leave, will you still remember me?" Yin Chen rubbed the little guy's chin and said, "I really hope you can remember me...but I hope you don't remember me at all."

Sijin didn't understand what Yin Chen meant by such complicated words, he just squinted his eyes in enjoyment, raised his chin, and let Yin Chen stroke it.Yin Chen laughed when he saw this, thinking he was a carefree guy, kissed Sijin's chubby cheek affectionately, took out a few floating talismans from his sleeve, and pasted them on the box.Then he returned to his residence with this pile of treasures floating in the air that seemed to weigh as much as a feather.

He had to get everything over with as soon as possible, before more trouble popped up.

Doudou and other monsters didn't know what Yin Chen was going to do, they only knew that he had started a long study again, and no sensible person came to disturb him casually.

In the small bamboo house by the mountains and rivers, Yin Chen and Si Jin depended on each other as companions.There are not many colorful and interesting new stories, but the quiet and leisurely, plain and comfortable days, playing the piano and playing music from time to time, is also a comfortable way of life.At least, for Yin Chen, this is the most perfect ending of his life in his mind.

On this day, after entrusting all the treasures at hand to Dongfang Su.As if aware of something, Si Jin became more depressed and silent, lying on the bed for three days without eating, drinking or moving.

It can be seen that Si Jin wants to wake up earlier, return to Yin Chen's side, and play with him.But Yin Chen couldn't wait much longer.

Sitting in the elegant garden outside the hut, holding Si Jin in his arms.It seemed that Si Jin hadn't gone out with Yin Chen for a long time. He stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked Yin Chen's fingers, as if hoping that Yin Chen could accompany him.Yin Chen caressed Si Jin's head, his eyes were unusually calm and peaceful, like a leisurely man who had returned to the mountains and forests, aloof from the world, open-minded and leisurely, he couldn't see what earth-shattering event he was going to do next, and change the future of the two worlds .

Sijin was more and more attached to him. Although he couldn't speak, his wisdom had already appeared ignorantly. He was always by Yin Chen's side, and he was far more able to detect the traces of some details than Doudou and other monsters.It is precisely because of his intangible intuition that his eyes always follow Yin Chen, like a little beast that is attached to his family, reluctant to part, and subconsciously wants to stay by this person's side and not to leave.

Yin Chen said: "Si Jin, I haven't been out for a long time, shall we play hide and seek?"

Si Jin nodded slightly, and stood up from Yin Chen's lap psychically.

"Don't worry." Yin Chen flipped his wrist and took out something.It is a small and exquisite copper bell with a piece of red rope tied on top.Tie the bell with a red string to the snow-white forefoot of the four catties, he said: "This bell is here with you, please put it away carefully."

Si Jin didn't understand why Yin Chen put the bell used to summon him on his feet, and tilted his head in doubt. "The competition must be fair, isn't it? If you put this here with me, you won't be able to hide anywhere." Yin Chen said with a smile: "If someone else takes the formation engraved on it, it can also summon you." .So you must not hand it over casually, understand? If it really doesn’t work, it doesn’t matter if it is destroyed.”

Sijin raised his front foot curiously, and the bell made a jingling sound. He seemed to like the sound very much, so he shook it back and forth again, and circled around twice on the spot vigorously.

Yin Chen stroked Sijin's hair for the last time, put him on the ground gently, and said, "Okay, you go, remember to hide it well, don't let me find out."

Sijin let out a joyful cry, as if to say "definitely", and then went to the side to fetch his favorite toy, which is the crystal ball with Yin Chen's image, and ran away happily.

Yin Chen watched Si Jin leave with a slight smile, and the last worry that he couldn't let go was finally settled.He got up slowly, and went to the distant forest, the center of the eye array he arranged.

Halfway through the walk, Yin Chen heard a familiar voice, turned his head to look somewhere under the bushes, and saw a fluffy little beast lying beside a crystal ball, only a The imperceptible little head secretly looked at him with sly eyes.The corners of the mouth were slightly curved, as if he was snickering.

Yin Chen couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, pretending he didn't see it, and finally called out "Sijin".The little beast lay on the spot and did not come over, still shrunk its head and looked at him from a distance, so it looked away a little bit reluctantly, turned around, and continued to walk forward.

It's good to separate like this.

There was a world of ice and snow in front of him, covered with white snow, and the icy cold air rushed towards his face, carrying an inhuman chill.Although Yin Chen loves every moment of the year, he still loves the warm and pleasant early spring when the sun is everywhere, full of hope and vitality, which makes people happy.

Unfortunately, he will never see it again.

Si Jin sat where he was, watching Yin Chen leave, while silently waiting for Yin Chen to return.Although his body was still groggy, as long as he could feel Yin Chen's presence, he would feel at ease.Trying to hold back his breath, imagining how Yin Chen will look when he finds him soon, he will definitely smile and talk to him in a nice voice, and then gently hold him up with warm palms...

Thinking about it, Sijin's vision gradually became dim, and he was about to fall into a deep sleep again, to survive the uncomfortable awakening period...

I don't know how long it took, but when I woke up, the sky was already dark.Si Jin suddenly opened his eyes, and his heart tightened suddenly, as if some fatal place had been severely grabbed, his eyes were about to split open.

Seeing the frightened birds flying around in the distance, and the forest where the atmosphere suddenly became dull, Si Jin seemed to feel an unbearable pain, and it became difficult to breathe.Suddenly, a human-like, clumsy, and jerky voice came out of his mouth, intermittently chanting Yin Chen's name, "Jiu... Jiuzhou...", as if the soul and body were cut apart, a wave like a tide The surging fear and despair instantly enveloped him.

The demonic energy emanating violently from his body enveloped the land in an instant, and the woods kept trembling and screaming, as if they were roaring, as if they were trying to hold back, holding back those thousands of miles away. s life.

The soul was suddenly hit by an unbearable blow, Si Jin's eyes went dark, and he passed out without warning.Not long after, he spit out a breath of air from his breathless mouth, as if he forcibly broke through the sleeping dream that was used to protect him with his will, and climbed up from the grass with a trembling body, but what he saw was a pair that he had never seen before. There was a red string tied to the palm of the white and slender boy's wrist.

Not paying attention to this abnormal change at all, Si Jin tried to stand up on the ground and take two steps, but fell down staggeringly, and stood up again with trembling knees, aiming at the place that made him feel extremely uncomfortable. uneasy distance.

Before the person arrived, the painful cries had already reached Sijin's ears.It was like the uncontrollable scream of a dying person, shrill and desperate.

"no, do not want--!!!"

The smell of fresh blood spread into Si Jin's nose, and the next moment, the person who was like a broken puppet, powerless and lying on the ground came into view without warning.The young man in a Taoist robe was hugged by the monsters beside him again and again, trying to wake him up from the endless sleep, but his powerless body just hung down, and his eyes, which were as bright as stars, could no longer wake him up. Open up.

Si Jin staggered forward, his eyes full of stubbornness and panic that he did not want to admit.As if they smelled a familiar smell from him, everyone looked at the white-clothed boy, tears streaming down their eyes, and they cried to him, "Four catties, what to do with four catties! How could Kyushu be like this, how could he be like this ah!!"

Sijin didn't know how to describe his emotions at this time, he just felt that a certain part of his chest was about to be torn apart, and he was about to pass out from the pain. He walked to the man's side step by step unconsciously, knelt on the ground, Fingers caressed the man's face.It was so familiar, yet so cold.It was as if something had been pulled out of this once vivid and eye-catching body, and there was only an unresponsive body that only had the appearance of the person he loved the most.

Why didn't he move...why did he not move...

Sijin expressed his doubts as if begging, but what he got was the unbearable grief and wailing of the monsters around him.Despair spread in the air, like a dark hell, overwhelming everyone.

Si Jin used his hands to hold Yin Chen's body with deep and visible wounds everywhere, and he dared not imagine how much pain this man had suffered before.Wanting to block the gurgling blood from the wound, as if to use this method to retain something that was passing away, there was an unbearable intermittent sobbing sound in his mouth, as if he was about to collapse in the next moment.

"Jiuzhou, Jiuzhou, wake up..." Sijin shook Yin Chen's shoulders, and said in a low voice, "Come back soon, didn't you say that you want to play hide-and-seek with me? You said that as soon as the hide-and-seek is over, you will It will appear... why are you lying here, why are you ignoring me..."

"Four catties..." Doudou looked at the young man with pained eyes, lowered his head unbearably, and said sadly, "Jiuzhou can't come back, he's dead."

"Why can't I come back? What does death mean?" The boy murmured, "Isn't he here? He said that as soon as the hide-and-seek is over, he will appear. He won't lie to me."

Doudou choked up, sobbing choked up, clutching Yin Chen's palm hard, trembling all over.

"I want to see him, I want to see Kyushu..." Si Jin lost his mind, looked down at his palm, his uneasy tone gradually became quiet: "I can see him... I can save him..."

The next moment, Doudou's pupils shrank suddenly, and he looked at the young man whose aura suddenly became extremely terrifying, and the next moment, the young man suddenly bent his body, as if he had suffered some huge blow, and sent out two tearing waves. With a heartbreaking wail, he raised his head in pain, looked at Yin Chen with incomprehensible eyes, and said in a low voice, "Why, why not..."

After finishing speaking, he used his ability again to send his consciousness back not long before the ability awakened.

The will to save Yin Chen is extremely firm, but during the period when his ability was looming, his mind had not yet sprouted, but his mood fluctuated for a moment, and his weak and immature ability wiped out all his future memories.Only the remaining thought of wanting to see Yin Chen made him take weak steps to find Yin Chen who was standing at the other end of the world to open the passage and summon him with a magic weapon.

Yin Chen looked at him, and seemed to find that he was not energetic, so he smiled tenderly and caringly at him, and asked him "what's the matter".Sijin felt that he seemed to want to do something just now, but he didn't know what to do, but the desire to be by Yin Chen's side was extremely strong, so he let out a soft cry, and lay quietly in Yin Chen's arms... Yin Chen hurriedly brought him back to the demon world, and asked Doudou and other monsters what happened.

Then, there is the past that once appeared.

The warm memories seemed to be engraved deep in his soul, making him obsessed.The time spent with Yin Chen is full of accumulation in every corner of his heart, so happy that it makes him intoxicated.But a year later, the unavoidable death scene was like that sharp sickle, tearing open his soul with huge wounds, one by one, hurting him all over his body, beyond human form.So, he once again ignited the idea of ​​wanting to see Yin Chen, forgetting the fact that he had traveled through it, and couldn't help but go back again to want to see Yin Chen...

Unfortunately, after saying "I can save him", Sijin was caught off guard and suffered the sudden blow.Finally, he realized that he had made countless attempts like this.Excessive memory washed away his brain not long after he became wise, and every corner of it was filled with Yin Chen's shadow.It seems that hundreds of years of time with Yin Chen have been spent together in a flash, and the panic when witnessing Yin Chen's death hundreds of times... Traveling time and time again, recalling Yin Chen's goodness again and again, and bearing the pain again and again... The pain of parting in despair.The memories were superimposed, and the huge beauty and unbearable pain split him into two extremes. Excessive nostalgia and excessive collapse almost drove him crazy.

It is unacceptable to lose once, let alone hundreds of times... The strong emotions almost drove him crazy, and he finally lost the strength to go through again, and directly because of this huge memory, he collapsed and passed out unbearably.

……

After waking up again, Si Jin's first thought was to find Yin Chen.He is greedy for the time with Yin Chen, knowing that even if he will encounter the current situation sooner or later, he is still willing.No one knows what happened to Sijin, who was lying quietly on the bed after Yin Chen's death. They only know that when he saw him again, the boy's eyes had lost their luster, and it was pitch black as if there was no bottom. I just shed tears silently, muttering to myself "next time, next time it will be fine".

In the end, it was Doudou who discovered something was wrong in time, and realized that Si Jin's emotions had reached the verge of collapse that would be irreversible if not stopped. On the seventh day after Yin Chen's death, he stopped Si Jin who "had not yet accepted the reality" back.

"What do you mean by 'can save him', and what exactly do you mean by 'next time'."

Doudou looked at the boy in front of him seriously with a firm and undeniable gaze, and said, "You mean, can you save Kyushu?"

Sijin's pupils were dilated and his eyes were hazy, as if his soul had long been gone. It took him a long time to finally focus on Doudou who was patiently waiting for him.It took a lot of effort to understand the meaning of Doudou's words, and said weakly: "I can save him..."

Although it was exciting news, Sijin's appearance that he was about to be on the verge of madness made him not excited at all.He said in a deep voice, "How do you save?"

With the last bit of strength that seemed to be squeezed out from the depths of his body, Si Jin spoke out intermittently his "these years" of experience in a weak voice.

Doudou was shocked that Sijin had such a special ability. After listening to it, her emotions were surging and she couldn't calm down for a long time.Then his face was pained again, and his silent eyes seemed to be crying, but he was so sad and distressed that he couldn't even cry.

"You don't want to go." Doudou said with difficulty, "It's impossible to go on like this."

"No..." Si Jin shook his head slowly: "I want to see him."

"But what you are doing now is just tormenting yourself!" Doudou's tone was uncontrollably agitated: "You are driving yourself to death!!"

Sijin lowered his head helplessly, and sobbed: "But I really miss him... What should I do, I can't control myself not to go to him..."

The hundreds of reincarnations with Yin Chen and the obsession to save Yin Chen have long been engraved into his bone marrow and soul, and have become an insurmountable barrier for him.The more he searched in samsara, the deeper the trace Yin Chen left in his heart. By now, it had already become a scar that could not heal, and he could never forget it.

Doudou said: "Do you think Jiuzhou wants to see you become like this for him?"

Sijin didn't speak.

Doudou: "There is another way."

Sijin looked at him silently.

Doudou: "You can send me back."

Sijin's eyes widened suddenly.

Doudou: "Didn't you say that when you go back, it's the moment when your ability awakens? As long as you send me back to that time, I can remind Kyushu to be careful and not be killed by other demon kings." .”

"What did you say?" Sijin's voice was hoarse, and a fierceness that could not be ignored flashed across his face: "...Kyushu was killed by the demon king?"

"It must be!" Doudou's tone was resentful, with unforgettable hatred: "Only they can do this kind of thing! Only they can force Kyushu to death!"

Sijin struggled to sit up from the bed and said, "...I can't send you back."

Doudou said anxiously: "Why!"

Sijin looked thoughtfully: "This ability can only be used on myself now...but it doesn't matter!"

Doudou was puzzled: "What do you mean?"

Sijin: "I remember, there is a demon king with the ability to transfer his power to other monsters, right?"

Doudou hesitated and said, "That's right..."

Sijin said: "If you peel his skin and study the magic on him like Kyushu, then you can understand how he did it."

Doudou has no intention of resisting this plan, no matter whether it is to fight desperately with the demon king or fight against the power of the demon king, he is willing to do it for Yin Chen.But what disturbed him was how could such a thing be done by them alone.

"But that's the demon king..."

"So what about the demon king." Si Jin's tone was strong, with a firmness that cannot be ignored, a flash of determination flashed across his face, and he whispered: "With my ability, there is nothing I can't do."

As long as he doesn't die instantly, he can challenge the demon kings countless times.Even if there is only a one-thousandth chance of winning, if you repeat the challenge a thousand times, you will always find some hope.The same is true for learning things. You only need to repeat the same day over and over again. On the second day, the memories he has learned countless times the day before will instantly flood into his mind, and he will grow so fast that others may not even be able to do it in hundreds of days. the point.

He has been invincible since the beginning.

"I will definitely let Kyushu survive..."

Si Jin stared at the void, his eyes finally changed from the previous gloomy and hopeless eyes, and they were once again dyed with a lively light of hope.

"must."