*****

"Your time is running out, tell your family to spend the last time with you."

"Thank you doctor."

Zhong Yuanzhong also rolled up the physical examination report handed over by the doctor, stuffed it casually into the pocket of the sweater, opened the door and walked into the hospital crowd with words of thanks indiscriminately.

His name is Nakahara Chuya, he is 22 years old, and he was diagnosed with terminal cancer.He was clearly at the peak of his career, and his life would be over if such bad news came out.

What's more, he still has a lot of unfulfilled things.

Zhongyuan Zhong also took out the key from the pocket of the sweater and opened the door. Before he could say the words "I'm back", he was heard by an ambiguous voice.He and Osamu Dazai share a set of four, and there are some "beautiful" memories everywhere in the spacious big house, but this does not mean that Nakahara can also bear the "beautiful" imprint of Osamu Dazai and others.

"Oh~ I'm really good at it."

Osamu Dazai was sitting on the sofa facing Chuya, and it was self-evident what he was doing to Osamu Dazai lying on the ground alone, but Chuya Nakahara never expected Osamu Dazai to greet him without changing his face.

"If you want to break up, you don't need to deliberately cheat in front of me, Osamu Dazai."

Zhongyuan Zhong also felt very tired, not only because of going to work, not only because he got the news that he was seriously ill at the best age, not only because he saw his cohabiting lover cheating with his own eyes after all these happened.He was limp and tired, and he had no energy left to fly into a rage.

"Oh. Now that Chuya understands righteousness so well." Osamu Dazai blinked, and curled the corners of his lips playfully. "Then let's break up."

"it is good."

Nakahara Chuya's pride couldn't possibly beg for peace with a shy face after the other party said the word of breaking up, so he packed up the simple clothes amidst the ambiguous sounds made by the two, opened the door and left.

No one thought that perhaps this time's departure was the separation between man and nature.

*****

Knowing that he was ill and at the same time catching his cohabiting lover cheating on the spot, Zhong Yuanzhong also felt that there was probably no such clever thing in this world.

Carrying his own small bag of luggage, Zhong Yuanzhong is also thinking about whether he should go on a trip first to relax, or to quit his job first-although he was a workaholic known as a model worker before, this does not mean that he is willing Stay with overtime before dying.

Or quit your job and travel.

Zhongyuan Zhong has never been a character who would struggle for too long. Now that he has made a decision, he called: "Hello, Mr. Mori? I want to resign. It's nothing. I just found out that I have cancer and plan to wait for death while traveling."

"Huh? Sounds like a pretty romantic way to die."

Mori Ogai chatted with him, and when Nakahara Nakaya was thinking about hanging up, panic screams erupted from the crowd, Nakahara Nakaya turned his head and saw a disheveled girl rushing towards the strong man call out.

"Help me, the thief stole my bag!"

The law and order in Yokohama really seems to be a problem.

Zhongyuan Zhong also watched the thief rush towards him, and without thinking about it, he threw his heavy suitcase at the opponent's leg.

Then, he was taken to the police station by the police on the charge of intentional wounding.

"........."

Nakahara Chuya: Sure enough, you shouldn't do good deeds.Now the travel plan is completely ruined.

*****

Chuya Nakahara repented to himself, and soon someone came to the prison for bail. Surprisingly, the bailee was Osamu Dazai's father.

Osamu Dazai is from a family of literary giants. He ran away from home because of his rebellious and suicidal hobby, but it cannot be denied that Osamu Dazai's father is really a very elegant gentleman.

He was wearing a decent three-piece suit and gold-rimmed glasses. He was elegant and decent, exuding the bookish temperament of a literati.

"Hello?" Zhong Yuan scratched his hair in embarrassment. "I don't know why you came to bail me out, but I broke up with Osamu Dazai."

"I'm sorry my son made you sad."

There is nothing to be happy about the cheated man's father apologizing, on the contrary it is even more embarrassing.

Zhong Yuanzhong also touched the tip of his nose in embarrassment, but the old gentleman changed the subject and took out a crumpled hospital report.Zhong Yuanzhong can also tell at a glance that this is his own.

Did it accidentally drop it just now?

Zhong Yuanzhong also quickly thought back, his icy blue eyes showed alertness: "So what do you want to do? I don't intend to use this to continue to be with your son. As you can see, I am carrying my luggage and I am planning to go to Travel to spend the last time."

As a child's father, probably all he wants is not to involve his child.

Osamu Dazai's father shook his head gently. He looks gentle and elegant, but as the head of a literary family, he occasionally reveals a strong sense of majesty. "Since it's the last time. Why don't you go abroad? I just want to go to Italy to see my old friends, just to accumulate some virtue for my son who is not well-off."

Zhong Yuanzhong also raised his eyebrows unexpectedly.

*****

Nakahara Chuya finally went abroad with the old gentleman.While being treated, he was taken by the old gentleman to walk through various tourist destinations in Italy.

Dazai Osamu's father is well-informed, exudes a mature charm that has been accumulated over time from the inside to the outside, a pair of iris-colored eyes are bright and wise, with a gentle smile, and he also talks about the history of each building deeds.

It's a pity that Chuya Nakahara's treatment could not achieve what he wanted after all. In the autumn when the leaves turned yellow, Osamu Dazai's father sent away Chuya Nakahara, who was in a cloud of blue and turbid.

Before he died, Zhong Yuan Zhong also held the old gentleman's hand, smiled and opened his eyes wide, still unable to see the face of the person in front of him clearly, just said.

"Thank you for bringing me to Italy, it was a worthwhile trip."

The old gentleman didn't know what Nakahara was trying to express, but he guessed that Nakahara was also a smart kid. He must have known that he was called by that little bastard Dazai Osamu to bail out his lover, and he must also know that it was his son who asked him to accompany his lover. through his saddest time.

The stubborn and withdrawn son is terminally ill, but he doesn't know that his lover is also terminally ill. The elderly father is full of guilt and selfishness: he never told Osamu Dazai in Yokohama.

If two people don't live long, why not maintain their original intention: let the other person think that the person they love is still alive in this world?

The old gentleman buried Chuya Nakahara in a foreign country, and when he returned to Yokohama, he only told Osamu Dazai in the intensive care unit that his lover had traveled to another country.

Has successfully walked out of lovelorn.

Osamu Dazai drooped his black curly eyelashes in silence, and the young man who was so thin that he almost lost his human figure smiled wryly. "Oh, that's good, thank you father."

Dazai Osamu's father sighed softly and hugged his stubborn son tightly.

*****

Osamu Dazai never told Chuya Nakahara that he was dying of cancer.

In the past, he was such a man who was keen to commit suicide. When he was about to die, instead of feeling relieved, he suddenly panicked.If only Chuuya lives in this world, will Zhong also miss him until he dies of old age?Osamu Dazai, who has always taken pleasure in being bullied, couldn't bear it anymore.

It was probably only when he was dying that he realized his feelings for Chuya Zhongyuan.So Osamu Dazai intentionally created a misunderstanding to make Chuya give up on him.

………………

On a certain day, Osamu Dazai, who was so ill that he couldn't even get out of bed, had the idea of ​​going back to the villa to see Nakaya's room for some reason.

His father had never been able to hold back Dazai, so he could only move Dazai from the ward to the villa as promised.

"You all go, I want to be alone."

Osamu Dazai drove his father and medical staff out and asked them to wait outside.Tremblingly, he opened the door of Zhongyuan Zhongye's room.The skin on the hands is so shriveled that it doesn't look healthy and moist.

He is going to die.

very nice.This ugly appearance can no longer be seen in China, and the current China should be in some foreign country.Maybe you will meet someone you like and get married...

Osamu Dazai's eyes suddenly became foggy. He wiped his eyes and carefully sat down on the bedside of Nakahara Chuya. He felt a hard object in his hand and took it out to take a look, only to realize that it was a notebook the size of a palm.

From deliberately creating the illusion of cheating, to after breaking up.Osamu Dazai never stepped into the place where he once stayed with Chuya Nakahara.He was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable, and he was even more afraid that he couldn't help but tell Zhongyuan Chuya everything, and let him die with him.

But why should the notebook be stuffed in the pillow?Don't you want him to see it?

Osamu Dazai unlocked it in doubt, and opened the notebook. The notebook must have been used for a long time, and the pages turned yellow and curled. Such a carefree character.

Osamu Dazai turned to the first page of the diary, the fragrance of the ink was faint, and the notes were still immature.The time can be traced back to 7 years ago, when they were 16 years old.But what was written between the lines turned out to be all about his father.

From 16 years old to 22 years old in Chuya Nakahara.

Only then did Osamu Dazai understand, at that time, Naka also guessed that it was Osamu Dazai who asked his father to come, so he went along with the flow and stayed with the person he liked before he died.

Nakahara Chuya never liked him.

*****

Half an hour later, Osamu Dazai's father knocked on the door to ask if his son was okay.After waiting for a long time, everyone pushed the door open and entered, only to find Osamu Dazai lying on the bed, his body already cold.

…………

Osamu Dazai's body was cremated and finally buried in a cemetery in Yokohama.There are green trees and flowers there.

A few months after his death, an old gentleman came to visit the grave with flowers in his arms, and burned the diary Dazai held in his hand before his death.The iris color in the gold-rimmed glasses was dense, and she looked at the black and white photo of her son's tombstone smiling guiltily.

-Thank you for bringing me to Italy, it was a worthwhile trip for me.

"Sorry, sorry, son."

作者有话要说:感谢在2019-11-2922:18:39~2019-11-3015:47:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: zero hearing dull color, don’t know what it’s called 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Zuiwo on the battlefield; 2 bottles of Sang Moli;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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