Perfection

Silent night, strange city, dark streets.

Wen Jianing and Lu Jinlang parked the car on the side of the road and looked at each other silently.If it wasn't for Xie Ruoming's phone call tonight, Wen Jianing might have sex with Lu Jinlang on the big bed in the hotel room, and after the end, he would rest his head on Lu Jinlang's shoulder and fall asleep peacefully.

It has been so long since he wanted to reveal his identity to Lu Jinlang last time, Wen Jianing has been thinking whether he should not be hasty, whether he should consider the possible consequences clearly.He will also be greedy for Lu Jinlang's warmth, and he is also afraid that a momentary impulse will have an unpredictable impact on their relationship.

But the reason why impulse is called impulse is that it is unpredictable.

The first time it came close to speaking was on impulse, and this time it was still on impulse, and there was no second phone call popping up to interrupt the conversation between them.

The window of the car was closed, and Lu Jinlang breathed alcohol, and said, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

This sentence has already been said, and Wen Jianing naturally has no room for regret, so he said to Lu Jinlang again and again solemnly: "I say, I am Wen Jianing."

Lu Jinlang stretched out his hand, put it lightly on Wen Jianing's shoulder, and said, "Stop making trouble, go back and rest."

Wen Jianing asked him: "Do you think I'm not clear-headed?"

Lu Jinlang didn't deny it, but said, "You need to rest now."

Wen Jianing shook his head, "No, I don't need to rest. As I told you, I am not Ke Xinhang. The soul in this body does not belong to his original owner."

The two of them have known each other for so long, and they have been together for a long time. Lu Jinlang couldn't imagine how he would say such a thing except for the other party's sudden mental disorder.

He reached out and rubbed his forehead, and said, "Wen Jianing has been dead for a long time."

Wen Jianing opened his mouth and told the exact time, it was the second day of the Academy Award ceremony, and it was also the exact time of his death, "I drank too much alcohol that night and fell asleep, and when I woke up again , already in the current body."

"What is this?" Lu Jinlang was suddenly a little unhappy, "A fantasy story?"

Wen Jianing stared at him blankly, "I want to know too, maybe it is."

Lu Jinlang tugged on his clothes irritably, he realized that he didn't like hearing these words, he said, "What exactly do you want to prove?"

Wen Jianing said: "Prove my identity. The day I woke up was my funeral. I went to the cemetery and saw you at that time. I didn't lie, nor was I crazy. I told the truth."

However, Lu Jinlang felt that he couldn't accept these truths. He said: "After we go back, let's move out. It doesn't matter if we move back to the original apartment or my villa. Anyway, we can't continue to live in that house." Yes, you are delusional."

"This is not delusion!" Wen Jianing suddenly felt powerless, because no matter how he explained, the people he loved were unwilling to believe him. He even grabbed his hair and tried his best to think about what else he could say Come to prove yourself to Lu Jinlang.

But Lu Jinlang obviously didn't want to continue listening, he stretched out his arms to hug Wen Jianing, and said, "Can we go back to the hotel first?"

Wen Jianing didn't go against his intentions this time, and it's not appropriate for the two of them to argue here. There is no need for reporters at all, as long as a passer-by takes a photo with his mobile phone, they will be in trouble.

On the way back to the hotel, both of them fell silent.

Lu Jinlang opened the car window, and the cool night breeze quickly blew away the smell of alcohol on his body.His thinking began to become clearer and clearer, but at the same time it became more and more confused. He began to wonder whether Wen Jianing's words were true or false, and he looked out of the car window in a daze.

When the car arrived at the hotel, Wen Jianing parked the car in the hotel parking lot and took the elevator upstairs with Lu Jinlang.There was surveillance in the elevator, so the two of them restrained and kept a distance without saying a word.

Swiping the card to enter the room, the moment Wen Jianing reached out to lock the door, he repeated again: "Whether you believe it or not, I am Wen Jianing."

Lu Jinlang went to the bed and sat down to change his shoes. He looked up at Wen Jianing, "You need to rest."

Wen Jianing had summoned up all his courage by saying these words, he couldn't back down again at this time, he stood in front of Lu Jinlang, "Why don't you listen to me carefully?"

Lu Jinlang had already changed into his slippers, so he looked up at him and said, "You want me to hear what you said? How did you come back to life by reviving the dead?"

Wen Jianing looked at him, stretched out his hands and hugged his head in exhaustion.

If the person sitting here today was Wen Cuilan, he could find 1 reasons to make Wen Cuilan believe him.But the person sitting here is Lu Jinlang. Lu Jinlang's understanding of Wen Jianing can be learned by other people through various sources. It seems that no matter what he says, there is no way to convince Lu Jinlang.

The intersection of the two of them was probably during the filming of "The Duel".But it was all due to the nature of work, and there was no private contact.

After a brief silence, Wen Jianing said: "I came out to act when I was less than 20 years old. I started from a side role. The first film was a martial arts movie. I was accidentally hit by a prop rock on the scene and hit my back. It hurts. A few days..." He began to talk in detail about his experience since his debut.

Lu Jinlang didn't say a word, just sat by the bed and listened.

Wen Jianing talked for a long time, some of his experiences were very detailed, and some of them were fleeting.

"The first time I met you was actually a dinner party. Maybe you don't remember it. At that time, you were not very famous. I was dragged to accompany you, but they were very polite to you."

This is a small detail, Wen Jianing doesn't know if Lu Jinlang still remembers it, if he remembers the first time the two of them met, he should know that he is not lying.Because this kind of dinner has not been reported, outsiders have no way to understand the situation.

Lu Jinlang still didn't speak, he became more and more silent.

Wen Jianing later talked about a lot of details about the filming of "The Showdown". At the end, he said: "I have a birthmark on the root of my thigh. It is not big or obvious, but my mother knows it. She is still there. , you can call her if you have any questions. I can also give you her phone number in Canada. "

Lu Jinlang looked at Wen Jianing, and immediately took out his mobile phone, but he didn't call Wen Cuilan.He called Lu Yun'an and said, "Yun'an, check a few things for me." Then he gave orders one by one, all related to the things Wen Jianing told him just now.

Then he hung up the phone and said to Wen Jianing: "Since you must let me investigate, then I will investigate immediately."

It was impossible for Lu Yun'an to get the news immediately, not to mention it was so late, and he had to sleep when he should sleep.

It was just the first time that two people were lying on the same bed without touching each other at all.

Wen Jianing turned over, turned his back to Lu Jinlang, opened his eyes and looked at the darkness in front of him, he knew that Lu Jinlang was unhappy, but he didn't even know why Lu Jinlang was unhappy.

Because even Lu Jinlang himself didn't understand what this sudden anger was all about?The people around him lied to him?Isn't he Ke Xinhang?Or is he insisting on calling himself Wen Jianing?

In fact, at this time, if Wen Jianing was really just Ke Xinhang, he might have turned around and hugged his lover who was 12 years older than him, and acted like a baby to make him not unhappy, but unfortunately he was not.Although everything seems to be going in a bad direction now, he doesn't intend to stop there. This kind of opportunity to muster up courage may never be there again next time.

That night, Wen Jianing suffered from insomnia for a long time, as for whether Lu Jinlang slept well, he didn't know.It was almost in the middle of the night before he could not overcome his fatigue and fell asleep, but he kept dreaming throughout his sleep. He dreamed that he and Lu Jinlang were arguing, and then Lu Jinlang said: Since you are Wen Jianing, let's break up.Then he woke up, only to find that it was still dark, and he had slept for less than four hours in total.

Opening his eyes and dazed for a while, Wen Jianing pretended to be asleep again, turned over inadvertently, leaned lightly on Lu Jinlang's side, and touched Lu Jinlang's shoulder with his forehead.

After a while, Lu Jinlang put his arms around him, but Wen Jianing didn't know if he was asleep or awake.

Later, he seemed to fall asleep again in a daze, and when he woke up again, Wen Jianing saw that Lu Jinlang was already sitting on the bedside, talking on the phone with someone.

Seeing him open his eyes, Lu Jinlang got out of bed with his mobile phone and walked towards the balcony.

During this process, Lu Jinlang only gave a soft "um" twice.

Wen Jianing sat up and leaned against the head of the bed.

After a while, Lu Jinlang walked in from the balcony. With the cool morning air, he walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, gently touched Wen Jianing's face, and said, "Are you awake?"

Wen Jianing was a little puzzled, he raised his hand, covered the back of Lu Jinlang's hand, and said, "Isn't it Yun'an's phone?"

Lu Jinlang didn't answer him, but said, "Do you want to take a shower? I'm going down for breakfast."

Wen Jianing grasped Lu Jinlang's hand tightly, "Is it Yun An's call? What did he say?"

Lu Jinlang's face darkened slightly.

Seeing his expression, Wen Jianing suddenly realized that he was escaping. He suddenly realized that it was not that Lu Jinlang didn't know, but that he was trying to deny it, because he didn't like someone who was two years older than him. As a mature man, he has always liked young, beautiful and energetic newcomers in the entertainment industry.

A young man who has just entered the entertainment circle, clear and pure, just like Yan Ruowei at the beginning.But the longer he was in this line of work, the more things he was contaminated with, Lu Jinlang gradually lost interest, just like Yan Ruowei he met later.

Regardless of the point, Wen Jianing is definitely not someone Lu Jinlang would like.

Wen Jianing was restraining himself not to be angry, but he held Lu Jinlang's hand more and more tightly, and finally threw it away forcefully, saying: "You don't have to escape from reality, what did Yun'an tell you just now? Did you believe me? no?"

Lu Jinlang looked at him silently, and said after a while: "I hope I don't believe it."

Lu Yun'an was very reliable in his work, he drove back without sleep last night, helped Lu Jinlang find out a lot of news he wanted to know, and even went to the Red Forest Bar where Ke Xinhang used to be stationed for this purpose.There, he inquired about the same message given by many people who had been with Ke Xinhang before, that is, before he participated in the draft, his personality suddenly changed a lot.

In the past, Ke Xinhang was a bit cold and arrogant, with an introverted personality. He preferred to sing and play the guitar. He liked to sing original songs written by himself and unpopular English songs. He was completely different from the Ke Xinhang they saw on TV now.Including the draft, he has completely changed his personality.

Lu Yun'an also asked Su Shan, the boss of Red Forest, Su Shan didn't say anything, but Lu Yun'an tentatively asked Ke Xinhang, isn't he the old Ke Xinhang?Su Shan just raised his head and gave him a deep look, without denying anything.

There is still nothing to prove that Ke Xinhang next to Lu Jinlang is actually Wen Jianing, but at this point, Lu Jinlang believes more than he doesn't believe it. In the final analysis, it is because he is familiar with his lover, and he feels that he is not crazy or cheating. .

Wen Jianing felt a little hurt because Lu Jinlang was unwilling to accept it.He found that he was thinking too well. He originally thought that when the two of them were together, they were himself from the beginning to the end. Lu Jinlang should not resist, but could accept it more easily.

They didn't quarrel, and they didn't know what to argue about.

Lu Jinlang said: "It's time to get up, there is still filming today."

So Wen Jianing got up and went to the bathroom.

When he stood in front of the mirror, he thought maybe even if he was disfigured, Lu Jinlang might not be so hard to accept.

Today's filming was not going well. The reason was that the director was in a bad state. Several times he stared at Wen Jianing in a daze, as if he had completely forgotten what he was doing.

But Lu Jinlang looked at another Wen Jianing through Wen Jianing.It may be ambiguous to say so, but he can't help but recall the Wen Jianing he knew in the past.

The two of them have known each other for a long time. They have developed independently in this circle and have their own friends, but they have very little interaction with each other.When we met occasionally, we nodded and shook hands, and behaved like old friends to the public, but when it was just the two of them in private, the atmosphere was cold and nothing to say.

Lu Jinlang couldn't accept it, Wen Jianing felt it, but he didn't understand it completely.

The original Wen Jianing was handsome and elegant, and as a man, he was very good.And Lu Jinlang, who naturally likes men, certainly has a good impression of good men, but as an adult, Lu Jinlang knows how to measure his feelings.There is not so much love at first sight in this world, no matter how good and beautiful a man is, as long as Lu Jinlang judges it impossible, he will not have even a little more thought, because it is meaningless.

He likes newcomers who are new to the entertainment industry. Pure and simple is one thing, but more importantly, he will measure the possibilities and not create troubles for himself that are difficult to solve.

Wen Jianing in the past was a goal that Lu Jinlang never thought about, so there would never be a beginning between them. It doesn't matter.

However, the two of them have closed the communication channel to each other now, so Wen Jianing will not know Lu Jinlang's thoughts, he just thinks what he sees and hears.

But what Lu Jinlang can't accept is that he thinks Wen Jianing and Ke Xinhang are two people at all.What the other party said now is equivalent to telling him again and again that I am not the person you loved before, but another person.

Even though he knew and accepted that Ke Xinhang's body had always been Wen Jianing's soul, but whenever he thought of Wen Jianing, he still felt that it was another person, and he couldn't equate them.

It's not that he doesn't love him anymore, he just feels angry and resists. If he said it at the beginning, or never said it, it would not be the current situation.

It's true that Lu Jinlang is a mature and stable man, but no one can become an invincible barrier emotionally.