Perfection

In the evening, Wen Jianing waited for Su Shan at the bar, and Su Shan drove him back after he finished his work.

Wen Jianing found that he couldn't calm down, as long as he had nothing to do and calmed down, he would be very concerned about his current body.If one had to weigh gains and losses, Wen Jianing lost money, status, status, and honor, but gained a youth that nothing can be exchanged for. However, this young body lacked the most important thing for a man.

He wondered if he had done some heinous thing that he didn't even know about, so God deliberately punished him in this way and let him fall into this situation.

Wen Jianing was so confused that Su Shan called Ke Xinhang's name twice before he realized it.

"Huh?" Wen Jianing turned to look at Su Shan who was driving.

Su Shan asked: "You seem to be restless today, did something happen at home?"

Wen Jianing shook his head, "I'm fine."

Su Shanshan didn't bother with this question anymore, but said, "You know what I want from you, right?"

Wen Jianing really didn't know, he gave a vague "um" and waited for Su Shan to say the following.

Su Shan said: "I contacted the producer of the show for you, and they said that there will be no large-scale audition, and the contestants are all determined by the director team themselves. I told them about your conditions , They looked at the photos and found them very interesting, and told you to go and see them first when you have time, which is equivalent to an interview."

"Choose... the show?" Wen Jianing asked hesitantly.

Su Shan stepped on the brake all of a sudden, "Ke Xinhang, what's the matter with you?"

Wen Jianing felt that Su Shan was a little unhappy, he quickly cleaned up his messy thoughts, and said to Su Shan sincerely: "I'm sorry Brother Shan, something has been troublesome these two days, and I feel a little out of shape."

Su Shan's attitude was a little more relaxed, "Then why don't you tell me when I ask you?"

Wen Jianing said: "Because it's too personal..."

Su Shan didn't press him when he heard this, and said, "If you don't want to say it, you can deal with it yourself. If you didn't beg me for so long, I wouldn't bother you about this opportunity. Just grasp it yourself."

Wen Jianing nodded, "Thank you Brother Shan."

Su Shan drove him all the way to the downstairs of the community where Ke Xinhang was renting. After he got off the car, he backed up and left.

Wen Jianing stood there watching Su Shan's car drive away, and suddenly had the illusion that he was acting, as if he was playing a young man named Ke Xinhang, there was no NG, no ending, he needed to remind himself constantly Play the role well.

Back at Ke Xinhang's hut, Wen Jianing collapsed on the sofa. He found the TV remote control on the sofa, and then turned on the TV.

It was quite late at this time, and Wen Jianing changed channels at random, until he saw a channel that was replaying the previous entertainment program. It was an interview with Lu Jinlang by the reporter after the Academy Awards ceremony that day, and asked Lu Jinlang about Wen Jianing What to think of winning the Best Actor award.

Facing the camera, Lu Jinlang said calmly, "You deserve it."

The reporter asked: "Then who do you think deserves this award more, you or him?"

Lu Jinlang said: "Hasn't the organizing committee already announced the result?"

After speaking, the interview was interrupted, and Lu Jinlang left under protection.

And what was he doing at that time?Wen Jianing recalled that when he won the best actor trophy, he was at the height of his excitement. He participated in the banquet after the award ceremony, accepted interviews with reporters, took pictures, and then drank a lot of wine...

He raised his hand to cover his eyes. Could it be that if he didn't drink so indulgently at that time, there would be no such thing as today?

What is Lu Jinlang doing now?Will he be treated as a joke, just laugh it off?

Wen Jianing lay on the sofa for half an hour, got up and planned to take a shower.He was not familiar with this house, and he had to rummage carefully to find many things.

When Wen Jianing opened the bedside drawer to find the underwear, Wen Jianing was a little hesitant, because these old underwear were worn by the original owner, but then he thought, the original owner also had the same body, so he didn't seem to mind anything.It's just that Ke Xinhang's underwear is boxer shorts, which wrap his body tightly. He should be very afraid of being known about his body condition.

When walking into the bathroom, Wen Jianing couldn't help but turn his head to avoid looking at the mutilated parts of his body. He stood under the shower head and felt the hot water wash over his body.He suddenly held his breath, and raised his head to let the hot water hit his face. He persisted until he couldn't bear it, then he lowered his head and panted heavily, with one hand propped on the glass of the shower room.

When he was able to catch his breath, Wen Jianing stretched his hand down, he just wanted to know if this body was completely abnormal.But there was no way, and he couldn't tell whether it was because of the psychological effect or the body was too tired. There was no reaction from below, and his head was dizzy and he couldn't feel the comfortable feeling, so he had to wash his hands, put on his clothes and go out.

Wen Jianing thought that he would not be able to fall asleep that night, but unexpectedly he fell asleep as soon as he lay down on the bed. After all, his body was still very young. It was rare that he slept without dreams until the next morning. Clicked.

Wen Jianing felt that he hadn't tried to sleep so dead for a long time, he sat up and sat on the bed blankly for more than ten minutes before putting on his clothes and getting out of bed.

Wen Jianing didn't have anything to go out in the morning, so Wen Jianing began to look carefully at Ke Xinhang's things.

Wen Jianing didn't pay attention to many things in his hurry yesterday. In fact, after looking carefully today, he found that Ke Xinhang has more than one electric guitar at home, and the microphone in front of the computer also looks very valuable.

He turned on Ke Xinhang's computer and found that there were many music production software on the desktop, which he didn't even know.On the hard disk of the computer, Wen Jianing found a folder containing all the songs written by Ke Xinhang himself, and he also found the self-playing and singing that Ke Xinhang had recorded.

These were not important to him, and later Wen Jianing found a few diaries in Ke Xinhang's drawer.He took the diary and sat on the sofa, flipping through one by one. These diaries were all left by Ke Xinhang when he was studying, and he probably never wrote again after graduation.

But from the simple words, Wen Jianing got to know Ke Xinhang more or less. He was born with a disability. He went to the doctor and said that it was incurable, and he definitely had no fertility. Maybe he could only have cosmetic surgery.Ke Xinhang grew up with low self-esteem and sensitivity but was tenacious and competitive. He grew up with such contradictions. Except for his parents and an older brother, he carefully protected his secrets from everyone else. After graduating from high school, he never went to college and went out alone.

He likes music very much, and has liked it since he was a child. Although the diary has been cut off since he graduated, Wen Jianing can also think that he graduated from school, learned music by himself while working part-time, and saved money to buy a guitar. He must have suffered a lot.

Wen Jianing put down his diary and walked to the bathroom, looking at the beautiful young man in the mirror.He is obviously flawed by nature, but he is stubborn and unwilling. He wants to enter the entertainment circle, sing, release an album and hold concerts, but has he ever thought about what he will face once he enters that circle? Will this physical condition be known one day, exposed by people with ulterior motives, and ridiculed by people all over the world?

Reaching out to touch the eyebrows in the mirror, Wen Jianing felt that Ke Xinhang was still too young and naive.

After tidying up the diary, Wen Jianing continued to flip through Ke Xinhang's computer at random. He found the webpage in Ke Xinhang's browser favorites, and found that Ke Xinhang had the habit of sorting out his weekly schedule.Apart from singing in bars, Ke Xinhang now spends most of his time writing and singing songs. He even sent demos to record companies. I don’t know if he has received any response.

Later, Wen Jianing saw that Ke Xinhang's favorites had saved a web page for a singing talent competition advertisement. After clicking on it, Wen Jianing saw Lu Jinlang on the advertisement page at a glance.

He was stunned for a moment, and then read the introduction in small print on the webpage, only to realize that the name is singtosoul, and the singing talent show with the Chinese name "Sound of Soul" actually invited Lu Jinlang to be a judge.

The organizer of the competition is the most well-known TV station in China. It is not surprising that Lu Jinlang can be invited in terms of financial resources and connections. Except for Lu Jinlang, the other three judges are all ranked in the top ten in the domestic music scene. Only Lu Jinlang is not alone. Not a professional singer.

Wen Jianing instantly had a bad impression of this competition, always feeling that it was not serious enough, it was just an entertainment program produced for publicity and ratings.

But Ke Xinhang was obviously yearning for it, and he even kept this webpage on purpose, but he didn't know if the interview that Su Shan had mentioned to him before was the draft.

Wen Jianing intends to delete the webpage. If he has the opportunity to meet Ke Xinhang, he will definitely dissuade this young man from giving up his thoughts. There are countless costs behind the fame of the entertainment industry. He feels that Ke Xinhang's physical condition is really not suitable for him. develop in this direction.

But the moment he clicked the mouse to delete, he hesitated a little. He is not Ke Xinhang, so why should he make the decision for him?Now he is occupying someone else's body, and he doesn't know where Ke Xinhang is and whether he is still in this world. Is he going to rush to obliterate the other person's existence now?

He doesn't like singing, he can completely resell Ke Xinhang's expensive guitar and microphone, stop staying in bars, stop participating in any competitions, and then live the rest of his life according to his own wishes.

But what is he likes?acting?He dissuaded Ke Xinhang from singing, so could he use such a body to act?What should the future look like?How is he going to take this step?Wen Jianing fell into unprecedented doubts, sat in front of the computer, and didn't move for a long time.

The author has something to say:

To explain the setting, Xiao Shou is just infertile, but has the ability to harmonize. Now he can't do it because of psychological pressure. The original owner of the body is fine.Do you understand what I'm talking about... I always feel that every chapter has the risk of being locked

Also, I don’t know how long to write. I actually have an outline, but I don’t have any idea about the number of words. I think it’s quite long, and the outline may be finished in one go--

Yesterday, I saw a girl who said that she didn’t want to gain weight, so I was almost happy and sent today’s manuscript directly.