Net distribution master strategy battle

Chapter 88

Chu Su's voice was not heavy, but every word hit Chu Ye's heart directly. Just one sentence made Chu Ye feel cold all over his body, and he almost couldn't hold the cup in his hand. Reflexively avoided, and after realizing his reaction, he quickly looked at Chusu, only to find that he was sitting with a calm expression, as if he didn't care much about his reaction.

In fact, Chu Su was completely aware of Chu Ye's reaction, but he just didn't want to care about it. He didn't say anything after saying this, but calmly looked at the man in front of him who he called his father for 19 years.

"Little boy, what are you talking about?" Chu Ye looked at him, frowning in confusion, "What happened to me and your mother? We're talking about what happened to you just now, don't..."

"Don't do anything? Don't change the subject? Who is changing the subject?" Chusu interrupted him, and unexpectedly smiled, but there was an indescribable irony in the smile, "You really think that all I want to talk to you is The matter with me, Xiao Chen? No, this is just one of them, the most important thing is the matter with you and mother, and the woman just now." He paused, shook his head, and continued, "I won't say, It doesn't mean I don't know anything, so you don't have to hide it."

Hearing his words, Chu Ye's hand trembled, the water in the cup shook out, spilled on his hand, and slid down the back of his hand to the ground. At that moment, he didn't even have the courage to look into Chu Su's eyes.

The whole room was terribly quiet. Compared with Chu Su's calmness, Chu Ye's clenched hands on his knees were turning blue.

"Little boy..." After being silent for a long time, Chu Ye called out, his voice was extremely hoarse, he wanted to say something but couldn't open it, and finally he could only say, "... When did you know?"

"When I was in the third year of junior high school, I ran into you and Yang Jia by accident in X City. Later, I asked someone to investigate your affairs in private." Chu Su replied, after thinking about it, he said, "Sorry, I don't want to do this if I can." "Yes, if possible, who is willing to check whether his father has cheated, and checking if it is true will not be the result he wants, but he can't do it if he doesn't check.

Chu Ye didn't pay much attention to his apology. At this moment, he had no position to blame Chu Su for finding someone to investigate his matter. In the final analysis, if he hadn't made mistakes first, what happened later.Chusu said that he found out about him and Yang Jia in the third year of junior high school, that is, five years ago, this sentence smashed his self-righteous concealment for so many years. He thought he concealed it well, but he didn't know what he wanted most. The person who concealed it already knew clearly about his relationship with Yang Jia.

"Then why don't you ask..." Chu Ye said in a low voice, holding the cup with both hands, "Why didn't you ask me."

"Why." Chu Su repeated softly, and said, "Maybe it's because I'm afraid of getting confirmation from you, or maybe I still want to maintain the existence of this family." Chu Ye stared at the cup with complicated eyes, but he still said what was in his heart, "Because I don't want to be a child without parents, and I don't want to go back to the days when I didn't see my parents for a few days or half a month. Even though I knew that your company at that time was for compensation, I couldn't help but want to have more." Because I was afraid that once I said it, all the warmth would no longer belong to him.

Chu Ye, who had lowered his head, suddenly looked up at him, with astonishment and guilt in his eyes.Because of Chusu's precocity, he always thought that Chusu understood and sympathized with them because of his neglect of taking care of Chusu because of his career, so he never complained or dissatisfied with them. Planted early in the morning.

"Are you blaming me?" Chu Ye asked in a difficult voice, wanting to know his thoughts.

"I used to be weird." Chu Su didn't hide it. He did blame him. When he was sick or injured but only servants were around him, and when all the classmates around him were picked up by their parents after school, only he followed the driver into the car. When he was guarding the empty home alone, in those lonely days, he knew that he was to blame, and blamed the two of them for only caring about their careers but ignoring how old they were.

"Later, when I grew up, I saw it." He continued, "On the other hand, I think about it, except that you are not around, I live a better life than most people. Not only do I have no worries about food and clothing, but you also have everything. Make plans for me, what is there to complain about in such a life, and it’s no wonder if you think too much about it.”

He said it easily, but Chu Ye couldn't let go of it.His guilt towards Chusu was formed when Chusu was very young, especially after what happened to Yang Jia, the guilt grew aimlessly like a vine, filling his aging heart.

"Little boy..." He called him, wanting to say something.

"Listen to me first." Chusu interrupted him first, and continued when he stopped, "After knowing about you and Yang Jia, I didn't ask you because I thought about it every day. On the other hand, it is also to obey what you and my mother do. You are afraid that you will hurt me and maintain the relationship on the surface, so I will make mistakes and continue to live like this. I used to think so, but later I realized how selfish I am. , This kind of life is not good for anyone, the factor that binds you is me, speaking of it, I am the one who should say sorry the most."

"No." Chu Ye interrupted him, his voice a little excited, "Little boy, you're not wrong, it's me! I'm sorry for you, I..." He stopped powerlessly as he spoke, with an expression on his face. It seemed a little dejected, something had already happened, and some words were useless.

"You are not sorry for me." Chusu looked at him, and when he looked over, she said softly, "What you are sorry for is the woman who accompanied you from the bottom to the top. A woman in a small rented house. She insisted on marrying you who have nothing in spite of everyone's opposition, and she accompanied you through no matter how hard or tiring the days were." His voice became softer and softer, until finally he seemed to be talking to himself. Talking to himself, but keeping his eyes on Chu Ye, watching Chu Ye's expression change from slump to guilt and finally to remorse, he sighed and asked in a low voice, "She is my mother, you once said that you would A woman who has been good to her all her life, but what have you given her? Dad? "

This sentence "You once said that you want to treat her well for the rest of your life, but what did you give her?" Chu Ye's eyes were red, and he couldn't control the guilt that was churning in his heart. He closed his eyes deeply. The scenes from falling in love with Luo Qiongshu to getting married flashed through my heart.

Luo Qiongshu was the school belle of University A back then, and countless people pursued her. At that time, Chuye was just a student from a single-parent family who was admitted to the city from a rural town. He only dared to keep his love for Luo Qiongshu in his heart. The exchange study starts from getting acquainted to falling in love.Luo Qiongshu is not as coquettish and unreasonable as ordinary rich children. She is confident, beautiful, and considerate. All the advantages of her attract him.After graduating from university, he started his own business, but Luo Qiongshu gave up entering Luo's enterprise and followed him from a small logistics studio, and despite the objections of everyone in the Luo family, he insisted on marrying himself who couldn't even afford her a wedding at the time.

Although the two people's life after marriage is not rich, but because of their love, even if it is a little bit hard, they don't feel sad.With the efforts of the two, the studio gradually developed into a small company. Later, because of the intervention of the Luo family, the company gradually expanded, with more and more businesses, and a wider source of customers. I am getting more and more busy, so busy that I no longer have time to warm up the relationship between the two of them. They are mostly discussing the company's development and performance.After work, Luo Qiongshu lost the tenderness and consideration he had at school, and began to become tough and vigorous. Sometimes she was more like an adjudicator than himself, which also made him feel a little tired. The relationship between the two Also began to slowly become alienated and cold.

The beginning with Yang Jia was a mistake. At that time, Luo Qiongshu rushed to deal with a batch of foreign trade orders in country M that went wrong; but he stayed to receive the customers who had made an appointment early in the morning. At that time, he drank a little too much, and it was Yang Jia who sent him back to his room in the end, so mistakes happened.Originally, this was supposed to be just a mistake, but looking at Yang Jia's stubborn and aggrieved eyes, he felt a little bit like Luo Qiongshu back then. After seeing Yang Jia, he realized how much he missed the old man. Luo Qiongshu is the center, and that's how he kept Yang Jia. While feeling guilty about his wife, he also looked for memories of Luo Qiongshu and Luo Qiongshu in Yang Jia.

After all, paper can't contain the fire. When he knew that the matter was exposed, Luo Qiongshu had already split the company's shares in private. intercepted.At first he thought it was just an unavoidable war in the business world, but in the end he found out that the CEO of the newly established company that had been fighting against him was his wife Luo Qiongshu, and before he had time to ask her why she did this, The divorce agreement that she signed fell in front of her, and along with the photos of him and Yang Jia that fell to the ground, Luo Qiongshu looked at him coldly, obviously already knowing about it.

Although he has contacts with Yang Jia and doesn't like Luo Qiongshu, who is now a strong woman, he never thought of divorcing Luo Qiongshu in his heart, not for a second. In his heart, his Mrs. Chu has only Luo Qiongshu was alone, no matter what she looked like, he never thought of breaking up with her.The five large characters of "divorce agreement" written in black and white on the paper hurt his eyes, and what also hurt him was the disgust that could not be concealed in Luo Qiongshu's cold eyes.

She loathes herself.This awareness made him almost unable to stand. He never thought that the woman who was lying on his back and said that she would spend the rest of her life with him would show him such a look. Just a look made him a little unbearable.

In the end, the two reached an agreement to maintain the superficial relationship for Chusu, which was the biggest concession Luo Qiongshu could make.

It's just that what he didn't expect was the secret they tried their best to keep. Chu Su knew it long ago, and the concealment for so many years was just futile.Chu Su's words just now undoubtedly stabbed the most vulnerable part of his heart, piercing his guilt towards Luo Qiongshu, and what came out of the knife were the bits and pieces of what he and Luo Qiongshu had gone through in those years.

Chu Su is right, what he is sorry for is the woman who gave everything for him. He owes her half his life but has not done anything to make up for her. He only knows how to complain about Luo Qiongshu's changes, but ignores all her changes It was all for his dream, and because of him, she lived in the way he least liked.

Chu Ye raised his hand to cover his face, and buried it deeply in the palm of his hand. The remorse in his heart made him nowhere to escape. When he closed his eyes, he was still the same as Luo Qiongshu before.

Seeing him suffering, Chu Su felt uncomfortable. No matter how many mistakes Chu Ye made, he was his own father. Even Luo Qiongshu didn't want to become like this herself, otherwise she wouldn't reach a consensus with Chu Ye, maybe in Luo Qiongshu's heart he would rather he keep the image of a good father to Chu Ye.

"I'm sorry for you and your mother." After a long time, Chu Ye whispered, his voice was very dry, accompanied by a slight hoarseness, "I didn't fulfill my promise at the beginning, and I didn't take good care of you..." He said He stopped, and let out a suppressed growl from his throat.

"I forgive you. No matter what happens, you will always be my father, and this will not change." Chusu said, "I am no longer the kid who guarded the house and waited for you to come back. It is not good for anyone if I maintain such a relationship. I will not stop you and Yang Jia, you should have your own life, maybe you will have your own other children in the future, and I will have my own life..."

"No, no." Chu Ye said, "You are my only child, except you..."

Chusu shook his head, "I don't suggest you do this. If so, I can't let you hold your grandson."

His words froze Chu Ye, remembering what the two of them were talking about just now, and Xiao Chen who was waiting outside the room, at this moment Chu Su looked very serious, without the slightest sign of joking, he was quiet for a while, He asked hoarsely, "...have you decided?"

Chu Su nodded, "It's decided."

Chu Ye looked at him and took a deep breath, "Why is this happening? He is a man, do you really want to be with a man? Do you know what kind of pressure you will face when two men are together?!"

"I know." Chusu nodded, "I know what you said, and I'm ready to face it. For me, all external pressure and public opinion are out of my consideration. All I consider is you Just with mom."

Chu Ye didn't speak, but his expression clearly still couldn't understand him.

"I'm sorry." The two looked at each other for a while and Chu Su said suddenly, looking at Chu Ye's face that felt a lot of vicissitudes at this moment, he said, "Dad, I'm sorry."

"..." Chu Ye looked at him dumbly, a little moved by his apology, but he didn't know what to say.

"As a son, I didn't satisfy you, so I'm sorry." Chusu lowered her head and said to him in a low voice, "But as a partner, I must be responsible to him. He walked with me when I was the loneliest. At that time, he was the only one who made me want to spend my whole life with him when he grew up so big. I don't know how long we can last like this, but at least I won't give up on him when he is still willing to be with me. "

Chu Su's gesture of admitting his mistakes made Chu Ye feel a little more uncomfortable. He was an outstanding and proud child since he was a child, but he felt very dry in his heart because of a man who bowed his head in front of him and said sorry to him, but he couldn't blame him. he.

With a low sigh, he stretched out his hand across the coffee table between them, and put his palm on Chusu's soft hair, "...don't apologize."

With the sound of the door opening, Xiao Chen, who was hovering outside the door, suddenly raised his head to look at the door, just in time to see Chu Su open the door and Chu Ye come out, he hurried over, ignoring Chu Ye who was still behind and pulling Chu Ye Su checked up and down, and found that there were no injuries, so he let go of his hanging heart. God knows that he was already distracted by waiting outside, thinking that if the two of them didn't come out, he would break in.

"Don't worry, I'm fine." Chu Su knew what he was thinking and comforted him in a low voice.

Xiao Chen nodded and breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good."

Chu Ye watched the interaction between the two, and his eyes stopped on Xiao Chen's nervous face. Although he didn't want to accept this matter, seeing Chu Su so nervous, he felt relieved.

"Uncle Chu." Noticing his gaze, Xiao Chen let go of Chu Su's hand, turned around and greeted him.

"En." Chu Ye responded, and looked at Chu Su, "Dad is back, take care of yourself, remember to go home and have a look when you are free."

"Okay." Chusu nodded, ready to send him downstairs.

"No need to send it off, go to rest early." Chu Ye stopped him, waved his hand and left.Chusu looked at the back of him leaving, and the originally tall back turned out to be a little desolate, which made him feel uncomfortable.

Xiao Chen didn't know what they talked about specifically, but seeing the situation of the two of them, it would not be very pleasant. He put his arms around Chusu's shoulder and said in a low voice, "Don't be sad."

"En." Chu Su responded in a low voice, and turned back to the room with him.

When Chu Ye came out to the door of the inn, he saw Yang Jia waiting outside. She was wearing a light-colored long skirt and was waiting by the bluestone road at the door. up.At that moment Chu Ye was a little stunned, as if he had seen Luo Qiongshu in college, and he didn't react until Yang Jia called him out.

"Are you okay?" Yang Jia looked at him worriedly.

Chu Ye shook his head, and gently broke away from her hand, "Go back, I still have something to do."

Yang Jia was taken aback, feeling a little uneasy, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Chu Ye said, turned around and walked in another direction, then took out his mobile phone and dialed the assistant's number, "Book a ticket back to City A for me, yes, right away." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone, Leave in the opposite direction to Yang Jia.

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Continue tomorrow night, there are probably one or two chapters to finish.

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