Net distribution master strategy battle

Chapter 25

Although it is said that I came to YY live pia drama to find the feeling, but I just joined the group, and I didn’t even have time to download the script. This time, I just came here to get acquainted with each other. When I came to the channel, it was already past 10 o’clock, so Everyone chatted casually and agreed on the time for the next show, and then they dispersed.

After Xiao Chen quit YY, he called Xu Jia, the phone rang for nearly a minute, and when he almost thought that the other party would not answer, he answered.

"Brother Xiao." Xu Jia's low voice came from the phone, without any emotion.

"What happened just now?" Xiao Chen asked right away, something was wrong with Xu Jia ever since the appearance of Ling Yang, even though he behaved normally during the chat, without the slightest abnormality, but after knowing each other for so many years, even though Xiao Chen didn't say anything I can be sure what happened, but at least I can feel that something is wrong with Xu Jia.

There was a long silence on the phone. Xiao Chen guessed that he didn't know how to answer or didn't want to answer. If it was the latter, then he wouldn't force Xu Jia. Thinking of this, Xiao Chen was about to say something about Xu Jia. Talked on the side.

"Brother." Xu Jia called out in a low voice, and said softly, "...His voice is very similar to Wei Lingyang."

It seemed that he almost thought it was the same person just now, he thought it was the boy who worried about him more than his parents.

The emotion in Xu Jia's voice was well concealed, so good that there was no flaw in it, as if he was calmly stating a very common thing, but Xiao Chen still caught that trace of unknown fragility.

"Him? You mean Top Gun?" Xiao Chen asked.

"Ah."

Aspiration Lingyang, Wei Lingyang.

Xiao Chen thought of the similar names between the two, frowned slightly, and then asked, "You think it's Wei Lingyang?"

"No." Xu Jia replied in a low voice, "Although they look alike, I know it's not him."

"Are you sure?"

"I'm sure." Xu Jia replied.

Aspiration Lingyang and Wei Lingyang have very similar voices, almost identical, but their way of speaking is completely different. Aspiration Lingyang speaks very calmly and clearly, giving people a sense of maturity. The important thing is that he does not Erhuayin, and because Wei Lingyang's hometown is in the north, he has spoken with a sonhuayin since he was a child. He once said that this is one of the characteristics of men in the Northeast. Wei Lingyang is impulsive and protective, and sometimes There was a feeling of being careless, and he was completely different from the person that Aspirational Lingyang showed just now.

However, such Wei Lingyang did not hesitate to stand in front of him when the billboard fell down on the roadside, and he did not forget to comfort him that he was fine when he was carried into the ambulance on a stretcher.

No matter how calm Xu Jia said, he couldn't change his disappointment. In his heart, he still hoped to see Wei Lingyang again. Xiao Chen sighed at such Xu Jia, and said, "Don't think about it, take a good bath. go to bed early."

"Well, I know." Xu Jia replied, with a smile on his voice, in order to reassure Xiao Chen.

"Don't force yourself, you still have us." Xiao Chen instructed, then remembered something and asked, "Have you been to Uncle Han recently?"

"……No."

"you……"

"I'm fine." Xu Jia interrupted Xiao Chen's next words, he knew what Xiao Chen was going to say, "Don't worry about me, I'm fine."

Xiao Chen knew that he didn't want to mention it, so he let it go, and told him a few more words before hanging up the phone.

After Xu Jia hung up the phone, he threw the phone aside casually, lay on the bed and looked at the white ceiling, which was obviously a blank and colorless top of the wall, but he felt that it was full of the appearance of that young man named Wei Lingyang. Wei Lingyang is still the same as when he was 17 years old. He smiled and narrowed his eyes to reveal one side of his canine teeth. He called him "Jiajia". Jiajia, two names that couldn't be more common, came from the boy's mouth but he heard The sweetest love story ever.

During those days when he was constantly taking medicine, he couldn't even remember how many times he forced himself to forget about his relationship with Wei Lingyang.

Everything today is suddenly like a new movie, naked in front of him, leaving him nowhere to escape.

他依然清楚记得的两人从小一起长大的日子，记得卫凌阳每天在楼下等他一起去上课的早晨，记得卫凌阳把偷偷往他书包塞情书的胖子揍了一顿让胖子给The way he bought breakfast and apologized, I remember the night when Wei Lingyang squeezed into the bed with him shamelessly, I remembered the way Wei Lingyang's ears turned red when he was not paying attention and he said he couldn't speak out in a vicious voice, I remembered Wei Lingyang's side Helping him to warm his feet while telling him to take him to Dali, I remember the way the two hid from the crowd and kissed in the grove behind the school.

He remembered too much. In Xu Jia's 26-year-old life, Wei Lingyang occupied two-thirds of his life. He even thought that if there were no accidents, the two of them would live like this forever.

Forcing myself to forget everything about Wei Lingyang, and withdrawing from the past like a drug rehab, Xu Jia felt as if his whole heart had been hollowed out for a long time, only the person named Wei Lingyang could fill up.

Missing is a disease, but from the day he separated from Wei Lingyang, he lost the chance to recover.

Staring blankly at the ceiling, Xu Jia felt that the hole in his heart was getting bigger and bigger, and it was getting more and more uncomfortable, but his eyes were so dry that no tears came out, so he could only keep them open. When Ling Yang broke up, I couldn't shed a single tear. It was so painful but I couldn't find an outlet to vent it. Until the day when the Wei family immigrated, I secretly followed to the airport but didn't even dare to see him off for the last time. Fighting, I can only hide behind the crowd and watch him pass the security check, and watch him turn his head again and again before leaving, until finally he can't even see his back, and the emotions that have been accumulated for many days are broken. When I opened the tissue, I realized that I had burst into tears.

The day before Wei Lingyang left, he stayed in front of his door all night, wanting to see him for the last time. The person who has always been so dazzling and self-respecting asked him to open the door with a low plea. Yang stayed outside the door all night, and he also sat blankly on this side of the door all night. There was only one door between them, and that was the closest distance he was to Wei Lingyang for the last time.

——Are you sure he's not Wei Lingyang?

Xiao Chen's words rang in his ears, making the pain more obvious.

Slowly closing his eyes, Xu Jia smiled slowly, I'm sure, how can I not be sure, it has been nearly 8 years since Wei's family immigrated, and there is a message sent by Wei's mother last month in the mailbox In the photo, Wei Lingyang already has a girlfriend. They are a good match, and both parents are very satisfied.

——The only one I want to marry is you, Jiajia. If you don’t marry, I’m going to be a bachelor. Do you have the heart?

——Hey, daughter-in-law, is this legal for the two of us?Put a stamp on it first, and you will be my brother's in the future.

——Jiajia, Jiajia, ah, daughter-in-law~

Wei Lingyang's voice kept lingering in his mind. In the relationship between the two that shouldn't have happened, the one Xu Jia was most reluctant to hurt was Wei Lingyang, but in the end it was Wei Lingyang who he hurt the most.

Obviously he couldn't see the wound, but Xu Jia felt the pain all over his body. He curled up on the bed and hugged himself hard, trying to relieve the pain from the bottom of his heart, but it was futile.

"...Wei Lingyang"

Xu Jia called out the name almost raving, as if it could fill the missing piece in his heart.

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