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"...Well, what happened recently? It seems that you are in good condition."

The person who said the above sentence is the owner of a large and comfortable living room.

He doesn't look too young, the hair on the top of his head has changed from black to gray, but it is neatly combed and parted diagonally.

He was wearing a blue shirt and suit pants, and he was talking softly to Lu Yunkai, while making a brief note, with the special recording equipment in the psychological consultation room beside him.

This is also a well-known psychiatrist in China. After returning to China after a period of rest and treatment abroad half a year ago, Lu Yunkai was going to find Shen Huaiyi who had received his business card before, but Shen Huaiyi seems to have something a little bit lately. He made appointments several times The time did not arrive, so Lu Yunkai had to change to another person. At first, he felt a little regretful, but after consulting for a period of time, Lu Yunkai felt that no matter whether it was a foreign psychologist or a domestic psychologist, he would appreciate his advice and help. It's all the same, so it doesn't matter which psychiatrist I follow.

Now he sits in a very comfortable sitting position on the large sofa opposite the psychologist, and seriously answers the psychologist's questions: "I think I have found the key fulcrum to connect reality. I... like someone very much. I think When I like him, the things that bother me, are suppressed. It's like liking itself is a force."

"Love is of course a kind of power." The psychiatrist said objectively.He pondered for a while, "If this method helps you distinguish the difference between illusion and reality, then my opinion is—"

Lu Yunkai waved his hand decisively before the other party finished speaking.From the upper left to the lower right, he cut off something decisively like a knife, and then said: "Do you think it is a kind of responsibility for me to make a decision to associate with the other party in this situation? Of course not! Unless the illness has already passed Heal or get it under control, or I wouldn't be with him."

Lu Yunkai spoke quickly and decisively, as if he hadn't thought about it at all, but also seemed to have thought about it many times.After finishing the sentence above, he paused, and then said: "He can help me distinguish between reality and fantasy, of course we will not be together for the time being...but my unilateral understanding of his situation will also help my condition. improvement, and me and him now -- and in the past -- we've always been good friends."

The psychiatrist said: "Then my suggestion is: increase the contact time as much as possible; do things related to him as much as possible... At the same time, find more and more anchor points from reality, and then gradually weaken his normal range for you. outside influence."

The psychiatrist's suggestion made Lu Yunkai fall into a brief moment of contemplation.

It's okay to say everything before, only the last sentence, which Lu Yunkai hadn't considered at all before.

Effects outside the "normal range"... indeed.

What should he do?

Is it to let it go, or to restrain and correct it as the doctor said?

Lu Yunkai chose the latter without thinking too much.

Whether it is his illness or the psychological dependence caused by the illness, he certainly likes the other party, but neither of these is the correct way of liking.

"I" is first and foremost a person.

——Then "I", as an individual, likes you and loves you.

"I" for your feelings are always the same.

But this is out of the mind of "I", not some kind of disease.

Lu Yunkai seldom felt refreshed when he came out of the psychiatrist's consulting room. This is not the effect of the psychiatrist—or not entirely—at least half of the factors are because Lu Yunkai not only found a way to overcome his illness, but also He feels that he is not too far away from recovery.

There is nothing better than recovering from an illness!

Lu Yunkai's voice when he connected the phone was filled with an energetic smile for a long time: "Hey, Mom, what's the matter?"

The call came from Yu Caiping.

Yu Caiping said on the phone: "I'm at your house now, where have you been?"

"I'll see the doctor outside, and I'll be back soon." Lu Yunkai did go back soon, and he's already in the car and driving.

"Oh, that's good, I'll wait for you to come back here." Yu Caiping said, and then she couldn't help nagging Lu Yunkai like all ordinary middle-aged housewives, "I see your house is so messy, why are you a fan? The sent things are piled up in the corner of the living room and no one tidies them up? Let me tidy them up for you..."

"No need, Mom." After the short-term impulse and joy passed, it was like when the effect of the stimulant had expired, Lu Yunkai's tone suddenly became cold and distant, and his response was slow - this is exactly what he has been doing since he entered the play. Lu Yunkai's most common state, he said, "It's all going to be thrown away anyway."

Yu Caiping doesn't know much about Lu Yunkai's illness, but after getting in touch with Lu Yunkai recently, she is used to Lu Yunkai's yin and yang attitude anyway, so now she doesn't care when she hears the change in Lu Yunkai's tone before and after, and casually responds with a few words Just hang up the phone.

Then she was alone in the huge living room, looking at the beautiful packing boxes of various colors and sizes randomly piled up in the corner of the living room.

These are probably gifts from fans, and some of them can be seen clearly at a glance: for example, hand-knitted gloves and large bear dolls are the most common and least valuable, but how valuable are the most valuable?All kinds of clothes and shoes worth tens of thousands of yuan, watches worth more than 10 yuan, and even the keys to a car worth millions!

These have to be dealt with!Of course Yu Caiping knew that her son was not talking casually. She met the other party last time and didn't listen to anyone. She resolutely returned all the gifts that could be refunded. Will not stay, but pack everything up and send it to the garbage disposal station.

What a waste!What a great gift... The ones that are too expensive should be returned, and the serious ones can't be accepted, but some things that are just expressive, such as dolls or gloves, why should they all be thrown into the trash?Like his friend named Xiao Jiang, although he does not accept valuables, some fans will not refuse.

Yu Caiping thought regretfully.

She felt that the elder son didn't know what the problem was, he was like a cow, as long as he recognized something, he would be so lonely that he couldn't turn his head around.

She walked into the pile of gifts in the corner, thinking that no matter whether he wanted to throw it away or not, she always needed someone to tidy it up, so she started to deal with the pile of colorful gifts...

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When Lu Yunkai drove back to the community of his villa, he felt something was wrong.

The security guard who had been standing guard at the entrance of the villa area before did not know where he went, and the traffic barrier outside the community was also erected directly, no matter what kind of car can drive straight in, and some noisy noises can be heard from the usually quiet community far away. voice, I don't know what happened.

He drove up the mountain road, and when he turned another bend, he found that the crowd had gathered in front of his house, including a police car.

He parked the car aside, got out of the car in a daze, and before he had time to ask anything, someone ran up and told him: "Are you a resident of No. 1004? Why did you come back now? Your mother was splashed with sulfuric acid in the house just now." He was seriously injured and has now been sent to the hospital for emergency treatment!"

"..." Lu Yun opened his mouth, but no sound came out of his throat.

"..." Again, there was no sound.

It was a sudden feeling of not being able to find an organ that should exist in a certain part of the body.

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Now rewind to what happened 10 minutes ago.

The supposed silence in the villa area was interrupted by a shrill scream at 32:[-] in the afternoon.Because the villa area covers a large area, the greenery is very good, and there is absolutely enough space between the houses to protect privacy, so Yu Caiping's first scream did not attract the attention of most people, only a few The old man walking nearby and the residents next door heard and looked in the direction of the sound.

But at this time, about less than a minute later, the screams sounded again, this time it was not a single sound, but a long intermittent wailing and crying.

Everyone felt something was wrong.

The nearby people quickly rushed to the direction of the sound, and before they had time to open the door, they saw a woman who was terribly burned by sulfuric acid staggered open the door and rushed out of the room.

All of a sudden everyone was in an uproar!

Then there are ambulances, police cars, and the car driven by Lu Yun.

When Lu Yunkai returned home, Yu Caiping had just been taken away by an ambulance, and the police were also checking the source of sulfuric acid in his house.

They quickly came to the answer. The source of the sulfuric acid was the pile of gifts that Lu Yunkai casually threw in the corner. If Lu Yunkai's suspicion was ruled out and Lu Yunkai's identity was taken into consideration, then the murderer was probably the one who hated Lu Yunkai. A group of fans.

That's not really the point at hand.

After Lu Yunkai was preliminarily ruled out as a suspect, he rushed to the hospital where Yu Caiping gave first aid, but he had just run to the first aid floor, and before he saw the door of the first aid room, a middle-aged man who was guarding the door of the first aid room rushed to him. Shoved and yelled hard!

This is a person he has never seen before.

But there is no need to meet him, Lu Yunkai knew who he was the moment he saw him.

His eyes turned around in a daze. Apart from the ferocious face of the man in front of him, there was the cold and venomous gaze of a girl who also didn't know but knew who it was. This girl should be younger than him. She looked like She was so sad, even when she was surrounded by others, she cried until she was almost breathless, but even so, her gaze was fixed on him all the time, and that gaze told what he could understand without guessing. Meaning: "—Lu Yunkai, why don't you die!!!"

He wanted to say something, but no sound came out of his throat.

He wanted to hear something again, but his hearing was also playing against him at this time. He was obviously listening very seriously, but the world still fell silent in an instant, so quiet that it was scary.

Lu Yunkai only stayed in the corridor for a few seconds. He was dragged out of the emergency floor by the middle-aged man and his other relatives.

He didn't know where to go for a moment, stopped and walked, and finally came to the next step.

He sat down on the steps.

He didn't know what to do, he took out the phone and pressed it for a long time, finally he pressed a number.

It was also at this time that Jiang Xing, who arrived in the UK last night, was accompanied by the British staff, and came to the crew of a drama that he expected to spend some time.

As Hozia and Marshall, who went to China to negotiate a contract with Jiang Xing and brought them to the UK, they also accompanied Jiang Xing here at this time.

This is a magnificent building with a medieval style. At the outermost end of the boxy lobby, several white Roman columns tower up to support the ceiling.

Marshall proudly introduced to Jiang Xing: "Although our troupe is not the number one troupe in the UK nor is it the Royal Troupe, we have our own fans, and we have never dropped out of the top ten in terms of comprehensive popularity and strength. Unlike your country, British movies and dramas are quite interoperable, so whether it is a drama actor going to act in a movie, or a movie actor coming to act in a drama, it is a very normal thing. Although I personally think-" He Said, "A play is more interesting than a movie."

Jiang Xing stood on the stairs of the building.

People appear small in front of huge buildings.

He looked down at his feet and looked up again, only to feel that the steps in front of him looked like the road he was climbing seriously; the building in front of him also looked like the palace he had been looking forward to.

He replied to Marshall: "—in any case, both are certainly worth striving for. They are as charming as goddesses."

He stepped up the marble steps.