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"No!" At this moment, Lu Yunkai's spirit was highly concentrated for a long time, and he categorically denied Jiang Xing!

But as soon as the words came out of his mouth, he knew that his own attitude was wrong.

He calmed down, the previous anxiety and distraction disappeared silently at this moment, he smiled at Jiang Xing, this smile was much more natural than the previous forceful smile, he said: "Probably a little bit. Filming abroad is much more tiring than domestic filming. Fortunately, filming is over now. Last year, I rushed to film for a long time. This year I plan to take a good rest for half a year. I have nothing to do with fishing and climbing mountains. Yes, uh, travel across the country!"

Jiang Xing looked at Lu Yunkai's changing demeanor in a short time, and said with a smile, "Will the stars let you do this?"

Lu Yunkai didn't answer, probably because he didn't need to answer, because he showed a disapproving expression.At this time he said: "Don't just talk about me, brother Jiang, what are your plans?"

Jiang Xing replied: ""Sunset" is planned to be released in summer in July."

Lu Yunkai thought for a while: "It will be screened for a month from July to August. If the response is good, you can participate in the domestic awards in September, and the Water International Film Festival in September...if you win an award," Lu Yunkai suddenly smiled a little gloatingly, " Film appointments are flying in like snowflakes! In the second half of the year, brother Jiang, you don’t want to have three consecutive days off.”

Jiang Xing laughed: "Oh, I heard your tone, why does it seem that the award is also in the bag?"

This 'also' is obviously referring to Yu Kexin's attitude before speaking.

Lu Yunkai curled his lips, and said, "I know that Director Yu is famous, and I also know that Brother Jiang is capable, so why worry?"

The conversation was picking up steam at this point.

Jiang Xing didn't talk about Lu Yunkai's status anymore, and Lu Yunkai didn't completely entangle Jiang Xing's plan for the second half of the year.

They started chatting casually.

For example, Lu Yunkai, who has been filming abroad for several months, told Jiang Xing about the scenic streets here, what delicious snacks are there, and some interesting things on the set.

Jiang Xing listened quietly while drinking coffee.

He doesn't like coffee very much, so he didn't move much except for the first two sips, only stirring the dark liquid with a bright silver engraved spoon from time to time.

The light next to the seat flickered at the hour, and changed into another color without warning, which surprised Jiang Xing who was unprepared. Faced with Lu Yunkai's smile like a fox who has stolen grapes.

Jiang Xing thought for a while, then smiled: "You knew it before?"

"I've been here before," Lu Yunkai explained a little bit, "I was also taken aback when it changed color, and stayed there for a while."

Jiang Xing glanced at the small desk lamp next to him again, and after about a minute or two, the discolored light bulb returned to its original color, leaving only a trancelike faint green on the glass and tungsten wire.

It seems that the unknown elf holding a little magic wand that changes the color of the light bulb comes and goes quietly.

After looking at the glowing light bulb for a while, when it landed on the person again, there was a faint shadow in the line of sight.

This time, Jiang Xing still didn't say much, and the topics seemed to be picked up by Lu Yunkai. Although the various topics were very scattered and jumpy, there was no silence at all. Jiang Xing's previous phone calls, emails to him, and all the replies have been accumulated up to this time, and they have been handed out face to face in an endless stream.

Jiang Xing noticed that Lu Yunkai mentioned a newly opened private restaurant in China in one of his speeches.

He said that he wanted to eat this dish recently, and decided to try it first when he returned to China.

Jiang Xing still remembered this.

This is what he wrote in his penultimate email to Lu Yunkai.

His hand stirring the liquid stopped for a moment, then started quickly and unhurriedly.

On the contrary, Lu Yunkai seemed to suddenly think of something after talking about it, and immediately stopped talking.

Jiang Xing waited for a while, and at the first cold stand between the two of them this evening, he smiled, and continued: "The taste over there is pretty good, but if it's hard food, it's still the same as before. A time-honored shop is the most authentic, and the address of that shop is..."

When Jiang Xing was talking about the address, he thought for a while, but was interrupted by Lu Yunkai: "Brother Jiang..."

Jiang Xing looked at Lu Yunkai.

Lu Yunkai clasped his hands, his back was leaning on the soft sofa, his sitting posture was not very upright, and he kept looking directly at Jiang Xing.

He looked very strange at the moment.

His face was exposed to the light, but his expression was hidden in the shadows.

He didn't seem happy, but he didn't seem sad either.

That kind of demeanor - more like thinking, like strengthening himself.

Lu Yunkai said, "Brother Jiang...I'm sorry."

Jiang Xing raised his eyes.

"I'm sorry about the key." Lu Yunkai said.

Then they were all silent for a while.

Lu Yunkai went on to say that his speaking speed was slower than usual, but that was also the case, it seemed that he paid more attention to what he had to say at the moment: "Brother Jiang, just now you asked me if I was a little tired—I I'm really tired. I think I haven't been in a good state recently, and I think I need a separate space to adjust my own state-"

The next thing he will say is "I like you very much".

But Lu Yunkai knew that he couldn't say that, absolutely not.

If he said so, Jiang Xing would definitely accompany him and help him.

But it's not about love, and maybe not even about friendship.

This is just the principle of the other party's life, as if seeing someone you know is in trouble, the other party will not avoid it, but will do their best to help.

He doesn't need the other party's dedication, dedication, sacrifice... or whatever.

No, it should be said like this.

He may need it very much, but he cannot accept it, and he cannot accept it from any angle.

Jiang Xing has Jiang Xing's career, and he has his; Jiang Xing has Jiang Xing's life, and he has his; Jiang Xing has Jiang Xing's own needs to face alone, so does he.

Returning the key to the other party was the most correct decision he ever made.

Lu Yunkai thought so.

His mind seemed to have suddenly improved, as if he was sober and rational before he had no problems. This state made him straighten his back unconsciously, and his whole body looked energetic.

He analyzed his current situation keenly, and also recalled Jiang Xing's character.

It didn't take much time for him to realize that when Jiang Xing had already noticed that he was not in the right state, to let the other party deal with his own affairs with peace of mind was not to hide everything, but to be open and honest. Confidently tell the other party about your plan, and let the other party recognize, "I can solve my own affairs by myself."

It's not too difficult.

These were not too difficult for Lu Yunkai when he was conscious.

He sorted out his thoughts, and said to Jiang Xing: "I plan to stay abroad for another month. Maybe it's because of the drama. I have already contacted a psychiatrist abroad, and I will contact the psychiatrist while relaxing here." , see if you can adjust it back."

He pondered for a while while talking: "Actually, I also talked to a psychiatrist before. The other party suggested that I go back to a more familiar environment."

"So I thought, no matter what the situation is in a month, I will go back to China to meet my parents, and if possible, I will take whoever wants to go, and then I will take someone around Europe or Let’s go to the world.” Lu Yunkai said, “In order to avoid further sinking, I don’t think I will take any more dramas in the second half of the year. At most, I will shoot magazine cover advertisements or something.”

Jiang Xing listened carefully to Lu Yunkai's plan.

If it is said that when he first came in, he saw Lu Yunkai from a distance and just felt a strange sense of familiarity, then when he sat down to chat with Lu Yunkai, those strange memories that seemed to gather dust in the corner of his mind Emerge little by little.

Retro dress.

The gaze that lingers on the instrument.

Cigarettes popping up.

There is also that kind of delicate and sensitive on the one hand, but slack and dazed on the other hand, such a neurotic expression——

Jiang Xing finally turned his memory out of the dust.

He remembered a character that Lu Yunkai once played.

This role once brought Lu Yunkai the honor of being a supporting role, and it also shone golden light on Lu Yunkai's path. At this time of the year, Lu Yunkai had already made his mark, so when the movie was released, Jiang Xing watched it several times, remembering I also had to admit that Lu Yunkai's performance of the role was really meticulous, expressing the complexity and contradictions of the role to the fullest.

When he saw this character die - when a talented musician died of poverty, illness and destitution - he felt that his heart was hit by the acting skills of the other party who were about to come out of the screen.

But at that time, of course he did not expect that behind the successful performance of this role, the actor was troubled by the role that also lived in him...

Jiang Xing was so engrossed in his thoughts that he unconsciously picked up his coffee and took a big sip.

The bitter taste without any aftertaste was fed back to the nerves by the taste organs when it touched the tongue coating, and Jiang Xing's brows subconsciously twitched.

He swallowed the coffee, which was not much different from drinking traditional Chinese medicine, and set his eyes on Lu Yunkai again.

This time, he looked at Lu Yunkai's expression seriously.

Soon, he read such a message from the other party's expression: the other party was tactfully but firmly rejecting him.

If Jiang Xing felt that something was wrong with Lu Yunkai at the beginning, Jiang Xing only felt that he should help him; now, Jiang Xing feels that he wants to help him.

Just like in the beginning, Jiang Xing was just a passer-by fan of Lu Yunkai; but when he really got in touch with him, he developed into a true fan all the way.

But no matter how much he "wants", Jiang Xing is not, and has never been, the kind of person who prevents others from climbing the peak alone, or crosses his own obstacles in life.

Because he himself is such a person.

So he understands better that for the support of others, he will be grateful, grateful, and moved.

But there are some things that only belong to me, I will do it myself, and do it alone.

Jiang Xing thought.

Finally, an intimate smile appeared on his face, but it was not for a lover, but for a like-minded friend.

"We are still good friends?"

"Of course!" Lu Yunkai said affirmatively.

"Then keep in touch?" Jiang Xing asked.

"it is good."

"If you need me—"

"If only you can help—" Lu Yunkai's voice and Jiang Xing's voice sounded almost at the same time.

The two stopped together, and then Lu Yun said with a smile: "I won't be polite."

"Okay." Jiang Xing responded.

××××××

Lu Yunkai left the secluded cafe first.

In the dim light, Jiang Xing saw through the glass that Lu Yunkai bent down and got into the taxi.

His figure first disappeared into the taxi, and then even the taxi's figure disappeared around the corner of the street.

At this moment, Jiang Xing frowned slightly and involuntarily.

He has no way to say no to people who want to bravely challenge the disease alone.

But he knows better...he knows the final result of Lu Yunkai.

He couldn't help but wonder, did Lu Yunkai fail in the end this time?

If you want to start counting from the end of your previous life, then Lu Yunkai is still two years away from that time, and Lu Yunkai will still be filming in the later stage-according to what Lu Yunkai told him today, he will only do it when he has solved his own problems. I'm continuing to film.

And he really felt that with the energy Lu Yunkai showed in front of him just now, the other party had a great chance of overcoming the setback in front of him.

But in the end... what happened?

The author has something to say: I saw that everyone was a little confused in the previous plot. This chapter should explain most of the doubts. If there are still some questions, girls, look here and talk about them collectively here =0=: Xue Ying’s An event is a trigger.The character played by Lu and his friend's encounters are similar to Xue's, which makes Lu Yunkai's perception of reality and virtuality confused, so the situation of entering the play suddenly deepens.

Lu Yunkai's music manuscripts, dressing style, cigarettes, etc. are all the details he has shown after entering the play.

But decisively returning the key to the other side is Lu Yunkai's sober performance.

Lu Yunkai's thinking about returning the key is that we haven't really pierced the layer of paper. Although I like you, at this time, I can't selfishly drag you to help me drag you down.My affairs should be solved by myself.

On the second day after sending the courier, the courier slip was torn up because he had returned to the state of acting.

Next, at the film festival, including the meeting, during the entire chapter of "Chapter 98", Lu Yunkai was in a state of being involved in the drama and normal. This state alternated rapidly, making Lu look cold and a little strange .

But in this chapter, Lu temporarily broke away from the state of being in the drama, his thinking was normal, and he also explained the behavior of returning the key to Jiang Xing, and Jiang Xing understood Lu's thoughts.