I really want to kill the hero [End Times]

Chapter 55

Wen Yan breathed out, looked up at Xie Chen and said, "Last time you asked me what I saw in the shower, I just told you my origin, but didn't tell you what I found."

As Wen Yan said, he raised his hand and pressed it on the right side of his lower abdomen, "Originally, there should be a scar left by an appendicitis operation in this place, but this happened after adulthood, so it can be counted separately. But the scar on the back Place... There should have been a small scar, which was left when I was seven years old, because we met my adoptive parents before, so I am pretty sure they are from this world. Since they Knowing me means that there is a Wen Yan adopted by them in this world, so I came to the conclusion that I am not myself, although theoretically this Wen Yan is also me, but..."

Wen Yan lowered his head and fell silent. Xie Chen suddenly squatted down. He looked at Wen Yan with an ugly face opposite him, and took out a cigarette.

Wen Yan was silent for a long time, he knew that his face must be ugly, he couldn't express how he felt now!He misses his former self, really misses it!Who doesn't want to be who they really are? !But in the next second, he can return to the real world and let him be himself.He couldn't tell why... He just knew very well that he couldn't agree without hesitation.

Maybe it's because he can indulge himself only in this world, or maybe it's because he may really be reluctant to part with this person squatting opposite him, but no matter what the reason is, he can't part with this place anymore, it's just this The extent is already unbearable.This cognition made him both tangled and powerless.

"What is the connection between the scar you found and what happened today?"

Perhaps Xie Chen didn't want Wen Yan to focus on the past anymore, so he accurately brought Wen Yan's thoughts back to the topic.

Wen Yanshu breathed a sigh of relief and calmed down his thoughts. Thinking of those things when he was a child, in fact, his adoptive father was really kind to him at that time...

"The scar that should have existed on my back was caused by playing around when I was seven years old. A deep gash was made on the steel bar. At that time, I had just celebrated my birthday and just in time for the Chinese New Year, but because the wound was too deep, I had to I was hospitalized. Although my adoptive father was angry, he still cared about me very much. Even on the [-]th day, he stayed with me in the hospital. An old aunt lived in the bed next to me. She liked me very much, so her son gave her a donkey Meat dumplings, she even gave us some."

Wen Yan took a breath, he didn't look at Xie Chen's reaction, recalled the past, and continued slowly: "Originally, the adoptive father declined in every possible way, but the old aunt insisted that it was for me and not for him, adoptive father I could only accept it, and then coaxed me by the way, saying that eating donkey meat will heal the wound quickly, so don’t worry, it’s delicious. I was young at the time, and I really liked Chinese New Year, and it was the first time I spent Chinese New Year in the hospital, so It was very uncomfortable. But my adoptive father kept coaxing me by the side, and promised me that he would take me to set off fireworks when I was discharged from the hospital. At that time, I was a child, and when I heard that fireworks could be set off, I obediently ate it..."

Wen Yan seemed to feel the warmth of that moment again, and the corners of his mouth softened a bit, "That was the first time I ate donkey meat dumplings, maybe because I was in a good mood, I thought the taste was really good...but wait After I habitually left the stuffing, my adoptive father did not eat it as straightforwardly as before. The old aunt saw that my adoptive father was embarrassed at that time, so she laughed and asked, is it because I am allergic to donkey meat? My adoptive father was not I am embarrassed to admit it. At that time, I didn’t know what allergies were or were not, but I also vaguely understood that my adoptive father should not eat donkey meat. At that time, in order to make my adoptive father feel that I was grown up and sensible, it was the first time I took the initiative I didn’t pick any stuffing, I ate it whole. Although my adoptive father didn’t say anything, I think he looked at me with that kind of gratification at the time... I didn’t understand it was gratification at the time, but I realized it when I grew up. , but that kind of emotion will never appear on my body again. So I have...a special feeling for donkey meat dumplings..."

Speaking of this, Wen Yan stopped recalling, he calmed down, took a deep breath, and then let it out, "And this matter, if it wasn't for Han Sheng who was in the same place as me, there would be no reason to know about it. After all, Wen Yan here doesn't even have a scar on his back, but if it wasn't for the scar in the hospital, where would the donkey meat dumplings come from?"

"Isn't it a coincidence?"

Wen Yan understood Xie Chen's meaning, and immediately shook his head and said: "When he came this morning, he said that he knew that I like donkey meat dumplings, so he brought them specially... In fact, I had this feeling before that. All the way to him...I always felt something was out of place. I couldn't put it into words. It was just a feeling at the time. He probably knew that I was not Wen Yan here. Perhaps from the first time we met, he I already knew it, but I trusted him too much, I didn't doubt what he said, I just thought that I met Han Sheng in this world, so I didn't think much about it."

Wen Yan paused, and then continued: "But in fact, these days, I haven't thought about it at all. After all, some of the contacts between him always give me a very subtle feeling. His affection for me is very subtle. I understand... In fact, it was a little abnormal and comprehensive from the beginning. If it is really like what he said, it is just the kind of classmate relationship I am used to, then how could he know my home address in Yongyang City? This is not true at all. Let’s be scientific, although I don’t even know where the address is right now... But if it is the household registration in this world, then the house should be where the adoptive parents and younger brother live.”

Thinking of his "brother", Wen Yan paused, then shook his head and continued: "Although I can't say that Wen Yan in this world is different from me, it depends on the attitude of my adoptive parents towards me. You know, it is impossible for them to live together. Besides, even if I am a little different from this Wen Yan, it will not be much different. So no matter what, it is impossible for me to bring Han Sheng back to that place. He went at home. Then Han Sheng, how did he know the address of Wen Yan's house? And he can recite it so proficiently?"

Before Xie Chen could answer, Wen Yan asked and answered by himself: "Unless he has developed a strong interest in Wen Yan from the very beginning, that's why he wants to know everything about Wen Yan, including his family situation in other cities It's a pity, after he learned about it, he found that the Wen Yan here is only the original product of this world, not the Wen Yan who is in the same world as him. I understand his feelings. When I first met my adoptive parents, I also I was extremely shocked, after all, in this world, someone I know appeared, this kind of thing is really unacceptable..."

Wen Yan didn't intend to tell Xie Chen that this was just a world of books, because even he wasn't sure if this was the book he read.

"I guess he should have come to this world a long time ago. When we first met, maybe my behavior was different from the Wen Yan he investigated? Or maybe he noticed something else. In short, he was The thing about kicking my leg during the game, if I guessed correctly, should be his first test of me. But I was unsuspecting, and followed his words... And from the moment I followed his words, he should know that this Wen Yan has changed his core."

Xie Chen didn't speak, just smoking quietly.

Perhaps it was because the space was relatively wide, but Wen Yan didn't feel flustered, "Actually, I know that if he came here with donkey meat dumplings as soon as possible, he should have already determined that I am not Wen Yan here. Blame my treatment of him." The impression is still in the past, so I have ignored the important past... But how to put it, although my brain has not reacted, my subconscious mind is already very vigilant and I don't want to trust him... Otherwise, I wouldn't go out on purpose. Use our chopsticks."

Wen Yan felt a little uncomfortable when he said this. It would be great if Han Sheng was just the Han Sheng of this world, but the other party happened to be the Han Sheng he was familiar with. He believed that the current Han Sheng was definitely different from before, but he I really can’t tell why it’s different, where it’s different, it’s just subconsciously feeling…

The other party was no longer what he once liked.

"After he left, I started to think about it. I thought about what happened before. In fact, if he hadn't hinted that he was still at the same school as me in this world, I wouldn't think that Wen Yan here is exactly the same as my experience. But How should I put it, maybe even if it's not exactly the same, it should be roughly the same, after all, my adoptive parents' attitude towards me is also there...so there shouldn't be any deviation in the general fate..."

Wen Yan shook his head, putting aside those unpleasant things and not thinking deeply, but he still couldn't help thinking of Han Sheng who silently accompanied him in the hospital before. Han Sheng was so gentle and sunny in the past, but now Han Sheng, although It still looks the same, but...

Wen Yan breathed a sigh of relief. In fact, no matter how much he missed them, they had never had a close friendship, so strictly speaking, there was nothing to remember.Therefore, he put aside his personal feelings for the time being, and only talked about his feelings today, "He... is completely different from what I thought. He came here today, maybe he is also testing me. Does he have any intention of harming me? I don't know, but apart from the details that he and I know well, he has no other way to prove that I am not Wen Yan in this world. Therefore, even if he is suspicious, or even sure, it can be clear evidence , I guess he won't be able to show it for a while. So I don't have to worry about dragging you down for the time being, but if, when the time comes, he really shows any evidence..."

"You guys haven't had much contact with each other before?" Xie Chen noticed what Wen Yan said, "it's completely different from what I thought". If it was someone with a very close relationship, how could it be possible to use the word "think"?

Wen Yan is also a little used to Xie Chen's deviating the key points again and again... He feels that since he met Xie Chen, his emotions have become richer and his words have become more and more abundant. For example, now, he just feels relieved , but I couldn't help but want to smile a bit...

"When I was in the car, didn't I say that? I injured my leg before, and he took care of me in the hospital for a month."

Xie Chen: "That's it?"

Wen Yan: "That's it."

Before Wen Yan could recover from this slightly heavy topic, Xie Chen pulled him up. The other party didn't care whether he could keep up with the rhythm, and pointed to the machine not far away, and then slowed down. Slowly said: "That's a solar generator, Lao Zhou changed it a bit. It doesn't look big, but it's equivalent to a small power station."

Seeing that Wen Yan was in a daze, he continued, "After I fix the wiring, electricity will be available in the space in the future."

Wen Yan was still in a daze. He remembered that when he came out of the space in the morning, this thing never appeared, so...

"You guys, go out this night, don't tell me, it's for this?"

Xie Chen looked at Wen Yan's incredulous expression, although he was noncommittal, he didn't answer directly.

The night he went out with Fatty Zhou was partly due to this reason, but not all of it.It's just that there are some things, for the time being, there is no need for Wen Yan to know.

However, since that Han Sheng has such a background, he has to find a way to give Wen Yan a powerful medicine...

Although Wen Yan spoke coldly to that Han Sheng, the scene of him rushing out of the car to save others without hesitation still popped up from time to time to make him feel irritable.

He had to find a way to make Wen Yan completely let go of the past thoughts between them.Apart from him, Wen Yan doesn't need to remember other people's good...