rival crush on me

Guo Qiao suddenly raised his head and said, "This is wrong."

Cao Jun said: "What's wrong, a man loves a man, just like a man loves a woman, except for the difference in gender, everything else is the same."

Guo Qiao looked at Cao Jun. After a long time, he swallowed hard and said, "But I'm different from you. I never thought of loving a man."

"Just because you haven't tried it doesn't mean you can't love men. You don't feel disgusted when you kiss me. Your body still reacts, which means you can accept men..."

Guo Qiao said loudly: "Shut up! Can you stop talking?" There was a little panic in his voice, as if someone had revealed his deepest secret. He was reacting to the man's body. He can even climax watching men having sex. He even secretly rejoices that Cao Jun likes him and enjoys all kinds of love from him, but he dare not accept Cao Jun. He doesn't want to be a minority or alternative. Go the normal way.

The night wind blows everywhere, and the wind blows through the mountains and forests, and there are bursts of Lin Tao, like the sound of sobbing.Cao Jun suddenly felt a little cold, Guo Qiao is so smart, he should have realized this problem a long time ago, but he is unwilling to face and accept it, so he should reject himself rationally, even if his body has an honest reaction , and even emotionally, he may have accepted himself.Since he already knew that he liked him, but he didn't keep a distance from him, showed disgust, and got along with him as before, it should not only be because he is a generous person.

Winter night is very cold, especially in the mountains. Guo Qiao sneezed suddenly and felt dizzy. Cao Jun quickly pulled him up: "Come on, get in the car, go to the hotel to soak in the hot spring, don't catch a cold .”

Guo Qiao's nose was running from the cold, and he didn't refuse Cao Jun again.After getting in the car, Cao Jun turned on the heater and gave him a tissue, but Guo Qiao didn't pick it up, and Cao Jun wiped his nose again.Guo Qiao quickly reacted as if he had been shocked by an electric shock, grabbed the paper towel, wiped it carelessly, and threw the paper ball at his feet.Cao Jun, who has always been very hygienic, didn't say anything, just started the car and continued up the mountain.

Jun Cao said calmly as he drove slowly: "When I found out that I like the same sex, I was only in junior high school. I couldn't talk to my grandpa, so I became very rebellious during that time. I hardly spoke, walked alone, and often fought with a group of gangsters in the neighborhood. Once I broke my right hand and had a cast for several months. , I can’t write, so I don’t want to go to school, and my grandpa doesn’t care about me. One day I ran to the city library for no reason, and then I read a book on psychology, and then I learned about the homosexual group. Know me It turns out that it’s not abnormal, it’s just that it’s different from most people.”

Guo Qiao remained silent, listening to Cao Jun tell his story.

Cao Jun continued: "I want to thank that book, it didn't say that homosexuality is a kind of mental illness, otherwise I would definitely give up on myself. I realized that I was different, and I started to study hard, and I must work hard to make myself stronger , so that you will not be discriminated against, and have the capital to pursue the life you want. Can you imagine? My grades in the class used to be below the middle, my parents didn’t care about me, and my family was not short of money. I never thought about studying hard, because of this incident, I changed myself, and I will work hard to create my own value and life."

Guo Qiao turned his head and glanced at Cao Jun. University A is not considered the top prestigious school in the country, but a first-class university in China. Now he is also a very successful businessman. Cao Jun has indeed put in a lot of effort for this. He is a A person with clear goals and strong willpower.

When the car arrived at the hot spring villa on the top of the mountain, Cao Jun stopped the car and did not open the door to get out of the car immediately, but said: "I have said so much, just to tell you that comrades are not inferior to others, at least for me, it makes people I work hard to make progress. Except for being different from others in terms of sexuality, I am no worse than anyone else in the rest.”

Guo Qiao finally spoke: "Aren't you afraid of other people's strange eyes?"

Cao Jun shook his head: "No, I don't come out to the public now, because there is no need to come out. If my lover wants to stand upright with me, I will speak up bravely. If he is not willing, I am willing to cooperate. He hides."

Guo Qiao wanted to say something, and then sneezed again, spraying away everything he wanted to say.Cao Jun hurriedly said, "Get out of the car, take a hot bath, and soak in a hot spring, so you won't catch a cold." He opened the car door, took out the luggage from the trunk, and took the key card given by the secretary. Into the villa hotel.

Guo Qiao followed behind him, curled into a ball by the cold wind.Cao Jun opened the door with the key card and found that it was a room with a big bed. Guo Qiao looked behind him and said, "Where is my room?"

Cao Jun said, "Secretary Yin only booked this one room."

Guo Qiao turned around and walked downstairs, Cao Jun called him from behind: "Guo Qiao."

Guo Qiao ignored him and continued walking outside.Cao Jun ran over and grabbed him: "I'll go, you live here." He said and gave Guo Qiao the room card.

Cao Jun went to the front desk to ask, but the other party said: "I'm sorry, sir, we don't have any extra rooms here, and a tour group came here in the afternoon, and they took all the other rooms, which is not enough. "Cao Jun didn't know whether to be happy or sad, how to tell Guo Qiao about this.

Guo Qiao sat in the room and waited for Cao Jun to come to pick up his luggage, only to see him come back empty-handed. Cao Jun stood at the door and spread his hands: "There is no room."

Guo Qiao lowered his eyes and sighed, "Forget it."

Cao Jun walked in and closed the door: "Let's go, change clothes and go to the hot spring."

Guo Qiao remained expressionless and did not move.

Cao Jun took out his swimming trunks and toiletries, and said to Guo Qiao, "Go take a shower first."

"You first."

Cao Jun didn't insist, he went to test the water temperature first.

The grade of the villas in the hotel is relatively high, and each room has its own hot spring pool, relatively speaking, it is much cleaner than the public hot springs, which is exactly what Cao Jun wanted.

Cao Jun took a hot bath first, and then entered the hot spring pool. The water temperature is a bit high, but it is suitable for this season.Guo Qiao came out listlessly wrapped in a big bath towel, looked at Cao Jun who was already soaking in the water, hesitated for a moment, Cao Jun said: "Come down, the water temperature is just right, you won't catch a cold after soaking for a while."

Guo Qiao got off the hot spring pool, and huddled in a corner farthest from Cao Jun.In fact, colds are not suitable for soaking in hot springs, as it is easy to get dehydrated and aggravate colds.Cao Jun glanced at Guo Qiao, and moved over with a bottle of water, Guo Qiao suddenly became nervous: "Don't come over, just soak over there."

Cao Jun didn't stop, moved to Guo Qiao, and gave him the water bottle: "Remember to drink water to stay hydrated."

Guo Qiao looked at Cao Jun who was close at hand. The warm yellow light shone on his neck and chest exposed on the water, showing an ambiguous look. Guo Qiao quickly lowered his eyes to dispel the ambiguous thoughts in his heart: Bah , he is a man, you have everything he has, what is there to see.

Cao Jun's eyes lingered on Guo Qiao for a while, lowered his eyes, and slowly retreated to the original position.The steam in the hot spring was so thick that he couldn't see the other person's appearance clearly. Guo Qiao must have a pair of hot eyes staring at him. He soaked his whole body in the water, leaving only his head on the water.

Both of them were embarrassed, not knowing what topic to use to break the silence.Cao Jun occasionally reminds Guo Qiao: "Remember to drink water."

Guo Qiao relaxed and sighed secretly. If only Cao Jun were a woman, he wouldn't have so many troubles. He is so considerate and considerate, it would be great to be a girlfriend.

The hot springs are so warm that people are about to fall asleep.After about a quarter of an hour, Cao Jun felt that the time was almost up, so he said, "Get up quickly, don't soak for too long, you are catching a cold, it's not good to soak for too long." He said that he came out of the water first, took a bath towel and wrapped On the body.

Guo Qiao stood up from the water, a little anxiously, a little dizzy, and then staggered and fell into the water with a "plop". He subconsciously supported himself with his hands, so as not to hit his head.

Cao Jun was so frightened that his face paled, and he jumped into the water suddenly: "Guo Qiao! Guo Qiao, are you okay?" He pulled Guo Qiao vigorously, and hugged Guo Qiao into his arms, with one hand under his armpit and the other around his knee , and hugged him horizontally.

Guo Qiao just recovered from the dazzle of wrestling, and found that he was in the air. When he opened his eyes, Cao Jun's handsome face was magnified in front of his eyes. He didn't know whether it was sweat or spring water, but it was wet and full of eagerness. .Guo Qiao's heart suddenly softened. Except for his parents, no one had ever worried about him so much.

Guo Qiao shook his head: "Let me down, I can walk by myself." His body was covered with water, his whole body was slippery, touching Cao Jun's naked skin, if sparks spread between the two, It was scalding.

Cao Jun ignored him, carried him directly into the room, put him on the bed, pulled the quilt to wrap him, Guo Qiao quickly got up from the bed: "I'm all wet, how can I sleep when I'm wet?"

Cao Jun said with a straight face, "Ask someone to change the sheets and quilts."

Guo Qiao said and rubbed his head: "I'm fine, I just got up in a hurry and felt dizzy. I'm going to take a shower now." He said and walked to the bathroom eagerly. Cao Jun looked at him and wanted to stop He stopped again.

Although the air conditioner was turned on in the room, it was still cold. Cao Jun hugged his arm and rubbed it, then went outside, and sat in the hot spring pool. He planned to go to the sauna, but Guo Qiao couldn't take a bath. Well, wouldn't taking the sauna kill him, so let's just forget about it.

Cao Jun sat in the water, waiting for Guo Qiao to come out of the bathroom.As a result, he waited for a long time, but before Guo Qiao came out, he was worried, he might faint in the bathroom again.Thinking of this, Cao Jun couldn't sit still, so he quickly got up, took a bath towel and draped it around, and ran towards the house: "Guo Qiao, Guo Qiao!"

Guo Qiao didn't faint, he just reappeared in a panic like the first time he went to Cao Jun's house, he didn't bring a bath towel or clothes, this time he didn't even have a towel, only a pair of wet swimming trunks .When Cao Jun called him, he was hesitating to put his wet swimming trunks on.

Cao Jun slammed on the bathroom door vigorously: "Guo Qiao, are you okay?"

Guo Qiao straightened up and threw the swimming trunks on the ground: "I'm fine. I forgot to get a towel and a change of clothes, can you pass them for me?"

Cao Jun couldn't help laughing, and couldn't help but think of the first time he came to his house, and turned to find clothes for him.Guo Qiao was full of depression, how could he encounter any embarrassing things.

Cao Jun helped him deliver the clothes and towels to the bathroom door, knocked on the door, Guo Qiao opened the door, and took the clothes in.After a while, Guo Qiao got dressed and came out, and Cao Jun went in to take a bath.

Guo Qiao looked at the wet mark on the bed and felt a little annoyed. What should I do? Call the customer service to change it?It's not even overnight, the sheets are wet, and it's a room where two big men live, what does the customer service think.

Cao Jun didn't take a shower for a long time and came out soon. He wiped his hair and looked at Guo Qiao who was sitting by the bed: "Did you call the customer service?"

Guo Qiao said, "Why didn't you fight just now?"

Cao Jun said, "Forgot. I'll fight now."

Guo Qiao hesitated for a moment: "Why don't you just forget about it, what a bother."

"That's fine, I don't mind sleeping next to each other."

Guo Qiao hurriedly said: "Fight and fight!"

Cao Jun picked up the phone next to the bed and called, saying that the bed sheet was wet, and asked to change the bed sheet.Guo Qiao decided to wait until someone else came to change the sheets, and then hid in the bathroom so that no one would know that it was two men sleeping together.

Cao Jun picked up a towel and threw it on Guo Qiao's head: "Wipe."

Guo Qiao covered his head with a towel and rubbed it vigorously a few times.This scene is embarrassing enough, what to do tonight, Guo Qiao glanced at the double bed, which is two meters wide, and each person sleeps one meter, so it shouldn't matter much, Cao Jun probably wouldn't sleep until midnight and become a beast, He was sure that Cao Jun would not take advantage of anything, but if he really did something, the relationship between the two would come to an end.Thinking of this, Guo Qiao couldn't help but feel relieved. Cao Jun should already be very clear about his attitude, and he shouldn't be a bully. He can sleep soundly tonight.

Guo Qiao was thinking about this important issue over and over again, when the doorbell rang, Cao Jun got up and went to open the door, Guo Qiao quickly said, "Wait a minute." Then he jumped up and went into the bathroom, "It's all right."

Cao Jun looked at Guo Qiao's movements and shook his head helplessly. The two of them had nothing. Guo Qiao was afraid that strangers would think too much about whether he could get what he wanted. Guo Qiao's bridge is really difficult.

Guo Qiao squatted in the bathroom, thinking very depressed, what is the matter, he is hiding like a woman, obviously has nothing, afraid of a ball, really trying to cover up.

This is indeed the case. In the domestic environment, if a man and a woman live in the same room, that is real adultery. It is normal for two people of the same sex to live in the same room.

Guo Qiao thought of this, got up, pulled his clothes, pressed the button of the toilet, and pretended to come out after using the toilet.The customer service was a middle-aged woman who was making the bed, turned her head to look at Guo Qiao, and made the bed without saying a word.Then he took the wet sheets and left.

Guo Qiao breathed a sigh of relief, and stood beside the bed: "Sleep." After he finished speaking, he wanted to slap himself, so he went to sleep and said something, as if he was inviting him to sleep.

Cao Jun asked, "Are you still dizzy?"

Guo Qiao touched his forehead: "Fortunately, I'm not dizzy anymore." He pulled the quilt away, went to bed, picked up the mobile phone in the bedside drawer, and looked at it. It was almost twelve o'clock, and it was late enough. He yawned, "I'm exhausted."

Cao Jun lifted the quilt from the other side and got on the bed, and Guo Qiao subconsciously moved to the edge of the bed, leaving at least 1.2 meters between them.Cao Jun looked at Guo Qiao speechlessly. As for what, he disagreed. Could he be overbearing and turned off the light: "Go to sleep."

Guo Qiao also turned off the light at his bedside, the room was pitch black, only Guo Qiao’s mobile phone was on, and the light reflected on his face, which looked a little weird, like holding a flashlight on his face in a thriller. a feeling of.Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Cao Jun lying down, so he put his phone on the bedside table, pulled up the quilt and lay down.

The room is quiet, two people, each with their own thoughts, how one wants to approach, and how the other wants to escape. In this competition, it depends on who has the faster speed, and whoever wins.

Guo Qiao drank a lot of wine. Although he woke up a lot later, his nerves were still paralyzed a lot. Not long after lying down, he fell asleep very quickly.If it weren't for his nervousness, he could sleep peacefully in the same bed with a man who liked him.

Listening to his breathing, Jun Cao sighed in the dark, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes, feeling sleepy.He moved to the middle of the bed, so that he seemed to be able to smell Guo Qiao's breath. He didn't know if such a day would continue in the future. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel a little sad. It really wasn't as easy as he imagined.

The night in winter was still a bit cold. Guo Qiao rolled over and came a little closer to the middle. He felt that there was a heat source here, and continued to move. Then he stretched out his hand and put it on Cao Jun's waist. on his lap.Cao Jun's heart was pounding with excitement, and he couldn't help but laugh again. This guy's body is far more honest than his heart.