rival crush on me

After finally staying up until dawn, Guo Qiao almost stayed up all night, and came out with two panda eyes.He glanced at the TV, then looked at the DVD player, walked over, ejected the disc, held it in his hand, and was about to break it into pieces, but felt that he had no power, it was not his thing, So he took a deep breath, put the disc back, and put everything back in place, as if he had never touched those things.But he knew that this was only on the surface, and a certain structure in his heart had completely collapsed.

Guo Qiao made a bowl of porridge with the soup he made yesterday and sent it to Cao Jun at the hospital.It was only after seven o'clock when we arrived at the hospital. Cao Jun looked at Guo Qiao with dark circles under his eyes: "Did you sleep well?"

Guo Qiao wiped his face, not daring to look at Cao Jun: "Well, a little insomnia."

"Are you ok?"

Guo Qiao shook his head: "It's okay. You can eat first, and I'll bring you food at noon."

Cao Jun said: "I'll go to the hospital cafeteria for lunch at noon. You can take a rest and sleep in my office. I'll give you the key."

"Is there anything to eat in the canteen. Let me order takeaway for you and let him deliver it to you." Guo Qiao knew that he couldn't bear it if he didn't sleep all the time. He had to work during the day and had to take a nap at noon.

Cao Jun thought for a while and said, "Well, Secretary Yin knows a private restaurant. You can tell her that she can call and deliver the food here."

Guo Qiao nodded, still not daring to look Cao Jun in the eye: "Then I'm leaving."

Cao Jun said: "Be careful on the road. Colleagues ask, don't tell me where I am hospitalized."

"OK!" Guo Qiao waved his hand without looking back, turned and left.

Cao Jun felt that something was wrong with Guo Qiao, but he didn't know what happened.

As soon as Guo Qiao arrived at the company, everyone knew about Cao Jun's hospitalization. His colleagues were very worried about his health. During the morning, I don't know how many people came to Guo Qiao to inquire about Cao Jun's news, especially female colleagues. Said to go to see a doctor.Guo Qiao remembered what Cao Jun had told him not to let him reveal his whereabouts, so he kept silent about where Cao Jun was hospitalized, but told everyone that Cao Jun's condition had stabilized and he would be discharged after two days of recuperation.

After finally dismissing all his colleagues, Guo Qiao was able to settle down and work hard. Today he was working in the assistant's office, handling some affairs on behalf of Cao Jun. When he got busy, he forgot all the troubles.

When it was time for lunch, Secretary Yin stood up and said, "Guo Zhu, it's time to eat."

Guo Qiaocai suddenly remembered that he had forgotten to ask Secretary Yin to call to order the food, and now he was wondering when it would be delivered, so he hurriedly said: "Secretary Yin, which porridge nearby is better, clean and hygienic. "

Secretary Yin said, "Are you going to send it to Mr. Cao?"

Guo Qiao patted his head and said: "A lot of people came to ask about Mr. Cao in the morning. I forgot when I got busy. Mr. Cao originally asked you to call and order porridge from a private kitchen. You see, I was so busy that I forgot." It’s too late to call now, I’ll buy it and drive it myself.”

Secretary Yin said: "Oh, on the small street downstairs of our company, there is a Zhen's porridge shop. Their porridge is very authentic. Why don't I go buy it and send it to Mr. Cao."

Guo Qiao shook his head and said: "No, I'll go by myself, you go to eat, thank you." He picked up the key and hurried out.

When he bought the porridge and sent it to the hospital, it was almost 1 o'clock. Guo Qiao looked at Cao Jun apologetically: "I'm sorry, it's been a long time. Look at me, I can't do this well." Guo Qiao Speaking of this, I am also very helpless, what is the matter, since last night, everything has been derailed.

Cao Jun's attitude is very gentle: "It's okay, if you keep a hundred secrets, everyone may make mistakes. If you forget, just tell me, and I'll go to the cafeteria to eat."

Guo Qiao was downcast and had no energy at all.

Cao Jun was eating porridge, and looked up at him: "Didn't you say it's okay. What's wrong with you?"

Guo Qiao raised his eyes and glanced at Cao Jun, then quickly looked away and shook his head: "It's okay, maybe I haven't had a good rest and I don't have much energy."

Cao Jun said: "It's been hard for you to take care of me these two days, why don't you take half a day off and go back to rest?"

Guo Qiao thought that the working group had a meeting to be held in the afternoon, so he said, "No, I can still endure it."

Cao Jun looked at him: "You don't need to work hard, just do your best."

Guo Qiao nodded: "You have a good rest, I'm going back."

"have you eaten?"

Guo Qiao hesitated for a moment: "I'll eat something when I go back later."

Cao Jun found that something was wrong with Guo Qiao: "Guo Qiao, what's the matter with you?"

Guo Qiao shook his head: "It's okay."

"Is there something wrong at home?"

"No."

Cao Jun couldn't come up with anything, and felt a little disappointed. He thought he knew Guo Qiao very well, but now it seems that he still regards himself as an outsider.What would it be if it was not convenient to tell yourself something?It shouldn't be about money. Last time, he directly advanced his salary with himself. Was it because of his relationship?The ex-girlfriend proposed to get back together?It must be Guo Qiao's ex-girlfriend who asked to get back together, and he was hesitating whether to agree.

Thinking of this, Cao Jun felt uneasy.He himself has been enjoying Guo Qiao's care all the time, and he likes him silently. As for how to find a breakthrough to test Guo Qiao, he hasn't thought of a suitable way so far. Don't let him get back together with his girlfriend, and he hasn't found a suitable one yet. It's over when the opportunity is spoken, and then I can only watch people run away.

Cao Jun knew that he was too cautious, but he had to be cautious. This was the person he had loved the longest and deepest. He was afraid of losing, so he didn't dare to take risks.How can Guo Qiao realize his intentions and not run away without leaving him?Cao Jun thought silently in his heart.

Guo Qiao was so busy until the end of get off work time that he was habitually preparing to work overtime. He suddenly remembered that Cao Jun was still living in the hospital. He had to deliver meals to him. There was a traffic jam at this point. When he returned home, he was ready to be sent to the hospital. It would probably be eight or nine o’clock. ,too late.Then I asked Secretary Yin's private restaurant's phone number, ordered a meal, and sent them to the hospital. I also packed my things and went to the hospital. After the meeting in the afternoon, there were still some things that I needed to report to Cao Jun.

After Guo Qiao arrived at the hospital, he looked into the ward through the glass window on the door and saw no one. He thought Cao Jun was going to the bathroom, so he opened the door and went in: "Cao Jun." He walked to the back and glanced at the bathroom door , the door was ajar, and there was no one inside, where did he go?He put the fruit he bought on the table, and saw a bag of fruit and a bouquet of flowers on the table, Guo Qiao understood, someone came to visit, who could it be, Cao Jun's boyfriend?Thinking of this, Guo Qiao felt a little uncomfortable.

Guo Qiao couldn't hold back his urge, and wanted to see who the person who came to see Cao Jun was.So he went downstairs to take a look, and found half of Cao Jun's head behind a bush. He seemed to be talking to someone, but that person was blocked by the bush.Guo Qiao walked over, hid behind a tree, and heard Cao Jun say: "...I'm sorry, I can't accept your intentions."

"Mr. Cao, I know that you have never had a girlfriend, why don't you accept me for a try, maybe we will be very suitable." A female voice said, it sounded like a lot of courage.

It's not a boyfriend, but a woman confessing to Cao Jun. Guo Qiao sighed, who could it be? This person's voice sounds familiar, like a colleague from the company?He didn't think about why he was relieved to find out that he wasn't Cao Jun's boyfriend.

I only heard Cao Jun say: "I'm sorry, Miss Fang, I have someone I like, and I can't delay you, so please take back your heart. Thank you for coming to see me."

Guo Qiao remembered, this voice was not Fang Xiaoyu from their company.I only heard Fang Xiaoyu say: "I think Mr. Cao is just perfunctory me."

Guo Qiao felt that Cao Jun would not talk to Fang Xiaoyu anymore, but Cao Jun said, "It's true, I have liked him for many years, and no one can take his place. I'm sorry, I'm going to rest."

Guo Qiao sat behind the tree, listening to Cao Jun leave, Fang Xiaoyu sobbed softly, it really took a lot of courage to confess to her boss, but she was rejected again, she must like Cao Jun very much.

When Guo Qiao returned to the ward, the person from the private restaurant happened to deliver food. Cao Jun looked at Guo Qiao: "You are here. Did you order this takeaway?"

Guo Qiao said, "Yeah. I didn't see you when I came here, so I went downstairs to look around."

"Oh, a colleague came to see me, so I went down for a walk." Cao Jun said.

Guo Qiao nodded: "Let's eat, I have some work to discuss with you later."

"it is good."

After dinner, the two discussed their work and settled some uncertainties. Cao Jun gave some advice on how to deal with some problems.After finishing the work, Cao Jun said: "I have worked hard for you during this time. I am going to go on a self-driving tour on October [-]. Do you have time to go together?" He had already arranged for the two to go out on November [-]. I will have a date with my girlfriend, so I changed the rhetoric a bit.

Guo Qiao froze for a moment, then nodded: "Sure, I have nothing else to do. It's fine to go for a walk."

"That's fine, let's talk about it." Cao Jun curled the corner of his mouth, and it seemed that he had reconciled with his girlfriend.

Guo Qiao returned home, fed the cat, sat alone in the empty living room, looked at the large blank on the wall, remembered the absurd things he did on the sofa last night, felt how shameful he was, looked at the two Is it normal for a man to be impulsive during sex?He imagined doing that kind of thing with a man in his arms, isn't it disgusting?It is indeed a bit difficult to accept.But what if it was replaced by the familiar Cao Jun?He imagined it, as if——wouldn't feel sick.Guo Qiao held his head in both hands, what happened to him, didn't he always like women, how could he accept men.

He took out his mobile phone and started to search the Internet. He browsed many web pages and found many similar problems. For example, when men talk about the feeling of watching GV, most of them feel sick. Have a little reaction.Guo Qiao comforted himself, then this is considered a normal phenomenon, he is not gay, but a straight man, he let out a sigh of relief.

Do you want to move out?Cao Jun is a comrade, so it would be inappropriate for him to live here again.Of course, you can't directly say to move out rashly, you need to find a suitable reason, and you can't make him feel embarrassed.The most important thing now is to have money. He has already paid two months' salary in advance, so he has to wait until the next month's salary is paid before he can afford to rent a house. In other words, he has to wait at least one month.He had to try to be as natural as possible so that Cao Jun wouldn't notice the difference. Even if Cao Jun was gay, he wouldn't discriminate against him, and he would continue to be his boss, classmate, and friend, without hindering their friendship.

After Potato finished his meal, he pushed his own comb out of the room. Recently, the owner didn't know what he was busy with, so he stopped combing it.The sound of the comb being pushed on the ground woke Guo Qiao up. Guo Qiao turned his head and saw Tudou pushing his brush hard. I was too busy and forgot about you."

He put the potato on his lap and brushed it. The potato lay obediently on his lap, closed his eyes, and enjoyed Guo Qiao's touch.

Guo Qiao looked at Tudou, thinking that if he left, Cao Jun would shut him up again, and he would ignore him for half a year, and let him stay alone in that room, thinking about it, he felt very pitiful.He looked up at the whole house again. Although he only lived in it for more than two months, he still felt very kind. He would never have the opportunity to sleep in such a big house in the future. If he left, he would definitely be reluctant to part with it.When I make money in the future, I will buy a smaller house and decorate it more warmly, not as cold as this house. "When the time comes, I'll have a home. Can I take you there? Tudou, I'll take you to accompany the radish and cabbage." Tudou didn't know why, and squinted his eyes motionlessly.