rival crush on me

After dinner at night, Cao Jun said, "Go out and watch a movie?"

Guo Qiao looked at Cao Jun in surprise: "Watching a movie?" Two big men, going to the movies on a weekend night?No matter how you look at it, it feels weird.

Cao Jun said calmly, "It's been a long time since I went to the movies. I can't find anyone to go with me. It's too stupid to go alone."

Guo Qiao remembered how stupid he was when he went to the movies alone a few days ago, so he nodded: "Okay."

"What movie to watch?"

"Transformers."

The two went out one after another. Cao Jun drove and asked, "Can you drive?"

"Yes, but I lost my driver's license." Guo Qiao said.

Cao Jun nodded and said nothing more.

Guo Qiao thought for a while and said, "I didn't expect you to like watching sci-fi blockbusters."

Cao Jun raised his eyebrows: "Then what should I watch?"

"Art films?"

"It's a good shot and I'll watch it too."

"for example?"

"Farewell My Concubine."

Guo Qiaoxin said, why "Farewell My Concubine", what does he want to explain?

"Have you seen it?" Cao Jun asked.

Guo Qiao said, "I've seen it. It's so sad."

"What do you think of Leslie Cheung?" Cao Jun asked suddenly.

Guo Qiao looked at Cao Jun: "It's not bad. It's just a pity."

Cao Jun sighed: "Yes."

Guo Qiao looked at Cao Jun's profile, the light from the headlights fell on his face, it seemed a little ambiguous, and he seemed to see some loneliness.Is Cao Jun really a comrade? Is it because he feels sorry for Leslie Cheung?

The two didn't continue their conversation on this topic, Cao Jun changed the subject: "Do you usually watch movies?"

"Look, if you come across something more classic, go to the cinema with your girlfriend to watch it," Guo Qiao said.

Cao Jun asked again: "What about when you don't have a girlfriend?"

Guo Qiao was stunned for a moment. After he broke up with An Jing, he had been vacant for more than two years. He was busy making money and paying off his debts, but never thought of making friends. During that time, he was so busy that he had no time to shit, except for running For business, I went out to set up a street stall at night, and went to bed every day when I returned to the rental house, so I didn’t have time and spare money to go to the movies. "Didn't watch it." He added here, "I don't have time to watch it."

Cao Jun turned his head and glanced at Guo Qiao. During those days, Guo Qiao must have been busy making money and paying back the money.

When he arrived at the movie theater, Cao Jun went to change the movie tickets. It can be seen that he had prepared for a long time and bought two tickets. Guo Qiao stopped him: "Okay, I don't want to eat popcorn." The more he looked at it, the weirder it became. It was obvious that he was accompanying a lonely person to watch a movie, but it turned out to be like a date, even though he had already acted like Cao Cao. Jun is not very close, but there are still girls who fly over with ambiguous eyes from time to time.

Cao Jun said, "I'm going to buy two Cokes."

"No, I'm going to buy water. You invite me to watch a movie, and I'll buy you a drink of water." After speaking, I felt that I was so stupid no matter what I said, what do you mean by asking someone to drink water, and quickly turned my head away.

The movie was played soon. Watching this kind of blockbuster movie is mainly to watch the lively and shocking picture, and the biggest feature of Change 4 is the advertisement placement. Whenever there is an advertisement, a group of audience will laugh knowingly, so this For movies, the story is second, and the main thing is to watch the excitement.The last advertisement for Shuhua milk was so straightforward that even Cao Jun couldn't help laughing out loud.

After watching the movie, the two came out of the screening room. Guo Qiao still had a smile on his face. Cao Jun saw him smiling and knew he was in a good mood, so he said, "Go for a late-night snack?"

Guo Qiao glanced at Cao Jun. Although he didn't smile, his expression was very relaxed, which showed that he was in a good mood, so he nodded, "Go."

Cao Jun drove Guo Qiao to Night Market Street. It was a street market for late-night snacks. At night, all kinds of barbecues gathered, and the whole street was full of aromas, making mouth watering.The ancients said that they don’t eat at noon, but modern people’s life is turned upside down. Eating after noon is not counted, and they still eat after midnight. It’s no wonder that the body is healthy.But then again, the ancients had so many taboos, and it was rare to live to seventy. Modern people spoil their bodies so much, and there are many people who live past eight or ninety years old. Everyone has their own way of life.

Cao Jun parked the car in the gap on the side of the road, and the two sat down at a barbecue stall with a large family. They had to follow the crowd to eat. A large number of people meant that the food was delicious and it was worth the wait.

The two ordered crayfish, grilled squid, charcoal-grilled oysters, beef and mutton, and a bunch of meat.Cao Jun said, "Drink some beer?" Eating barbecue without drinking is simply a waste.

Guo Qiao said, "Aren't you going to drive?"

"Put the car here, and take a taxi back later." Cao Jun is used to it.

Guo Qiao nodded: "Okay, let's have a drink." On this day, eating hot barbecue and drinking cold beer, the taste is not to mention delicious.

So Cao Jun ordered half a dozen beers.The crayfish arrived quickly. Guo Qiao opened a bottle of wine and poured two full glasses. Guo Qiao picked up a glass of wine and clinked glasses with Cao Jun: "Drink, it seems that we have never had a drink together before. Right?" When he said before, he naturally meant when he was in college.

Cao Jun said, "Drink it."

"Ah? Is there?" Guo Qiao couldn't remember when he had a drink with Cao Jun. At that time, boys' activities were mostly in the dormitory, and Cao Jun didn't seem to participate in class activities very much.

Cao Jun said: "In my sophomore year, we held a basketball game in our school. Our class won. The boys in the class went to a dinner party to celebrate. We drank together."

Guo Qiao looked at Cao Jun in surprise: "You still remember that, did you go too?"

Cao Jun nodded.

Guo Qiao chuckled: "You have always been withdrawn. I remember that you rarely participated in class activities before."

Cao Jun had no expression on his face. He peeled a shrimp and put it in his mouth, saying, "I'm rather boring, and I don't know how to deal with people."

Guo Qiao laughed: "I thought you would disdain to join us."

Cao Jun frowned: "It's nothing, I envy you very much, you can get along with anyone."

"Haha, is that right? I was heartless at the time." Guo Qiao looked at Cao Jun unexpectedly, and he was actually envied by him.

The barbecues were brought up one after another, and the two of them ate and commented, with alcohol to add to the fun, and the two of them talked a lot. Cao Jun talked about a lot of things in college, many of which Guo Qiao didn't remember.For example, the boys try to avoid the class of a teacher Yan Luo to watch the NBA live broadcast. The fried yellow croaker in the third canteen is delicious, and the stewed pork head meat in the fourth canteen is best served with wine. The outdoor movie on the basketball court downstairs in the dormitory often shows old horror movies. , every weekend night in the multimedia classroom, there is a classic movie that costs one yuan a game. In summer nights, the door on the roof of the dormitory is smashed open, and they go up to drink and chat.

These are all Guo Qiao experienced, the best memories of college days, in those youthful and frivolous years, as beautiful as pearls, but in the depths of Guo Qiao's memory, it was covered with dust, and it has been a long time since he had a good memory. To recall, or rather, he was a little afraid to recall.

Now being linked by Cao Jun, Guo Qiao suddenly felt sad. He sniffed vigorously, clinked glasses with Cao Jun with a beer bottle, and blew directly to his mouth: "Hey, you still remember it."

When Cao Jun looked at Guo Qiao, he would remember, of course, because Guo Qiao existed here. It was the first time he had a crush on someone for so long and accompanied him throughout his college career. Because of Guo Qiao's existence, he felt This college life has become very meaningful and hopeful.Every holiday is what others look forward to the most, but it is what he is most reluctant to do. Guo Qiao stays at school, but he can't stay at school because his family is close, and his grandfather wants him to go back to accompany him. Big grandpa means.

He looked at Guo Qiao. He probably wouldn't know that during his vacation, he would occasionally sneak off to school to find a reason to go back to the dormitory to get some things. By the way, he had a look at him. Lurking somewhere, secretly peeking at his figure.The taste of a secret love is really bitter and sweet. You will be excited because of a completely meaningless look and smile. How can someone who has never had a crush know the taste of it.

The two drank half a dozen beers and added four more bottles. Guo Qiao was a little drunk after drinking, and sighed: "My university was harder than many people's universities. I was too strong at that time. , I want to do my best in everything. I always feel that God rewards those who work hard. As long as you work hard, you will definitely gain something. It was indeed like this when I was in college. I am so happy, although it is bitter, but I have a sense of accomplishment. In the past few years after graduation, I have been really fucked..." At this point, Guo Qiao stretched out his fingers and rubbed his nose.

Cao Jun looked at him and felt that his nose was a little sore. He reached out and patted Guo Qiao's shoulder: "Don't worry, life has just begun, and it will definitely get better in the future."

When Guo Qiao heard Cao Jun say this, his eyes became a little hot: "Yes, I comfort myself like this every time. I am still young, and I have plenty of opportunities. But every time it happens, I am almost thirty. Don't talk about career. Even food and clothing have not been solved, and a man is really too useless to be in my place, don't you think, Cao Jun?" He laughed at himself as he spoke.

Cao Jun said affirmatively: "No. You are not wasting your life. You have been working hard. Even if you didn't make any money, you have earned experience and experience, which will be very beneficial to your future life. You are now It's just accumulating, believe me, you will accumulate a lot, don't be discouraged." Under the urging of alcohol, he actually became more empathetic, seeing Guo Qiao so frustrated, he felt very uncomfortable for him.

Guo Qiao smiled, and wiped his nose with a rough paper towel: "Thank you for your comfort." I didn't expect Cao Jun to comfort others, and it sounded quite useful to me.

Cao Jun raised the bottle and said: "Drinking, your life has opened a new page, and all the bad things in the past have been turned over. Looking forward, let's say that life is 80 years, and you have only passed one-third of it." Well, there are still a lot of good times." Meeting himself was the beginning of Guo Qiao's luck.

Guo Qiao nodded vigorously, picked up the bottle and touched him, took a big gulp of wine, stuffed two skewers of beef, and felt much better in his heart. He had never said these words to anyone, but to his parents I can't say it, I can't say it with my girlfriend, I can't say it with my colleagues, I have no contact with my former friends, so I can only hold it in my heart, but now I pour it out, and there are still people who are willing to cheer me up and give comfort. When the rain comes, the whole person feels much more comfortable.

The drink brought the two of them closer together.After drinking, both of them were head-heavy, and they walked like they were stepping on cotton, limp.Cao Jun stretched out his arm and put it on Guo Qiao's shoulder. Guo Qiao stretched out his hand and grabbed Cao Jun's shoulder. The two drunks walked shoulder to shoulder.In the eyes of outsiders, this is very normal. There is friendship between men, let alone two drunk men.But Cao Jun felt as if a hundred deer were bumping into each other in his heart. This feeling was really ecstasy and torment.

After taking a taxi back home, Cao Jun dragged Guo Qiao into the house, who was half asleep. He drank a little less than Guo Qiao.Cao Jun put him on the sofa: "Guo Qiao, go take a shower and sleep?"

Guo Qiao moved his mouth, murmured, but there was no response.Cao Jun looked at him, shook his head, turned around and went back to the house to take a shower.When he came out after washing, Guo Qiao had already fallen asleep soundly, even snoring a little.Cao Jun yelled again: "Guo Qiao, get up, take a shower and go back to bed." Guo Qiao didn't respond at all this time.

Cao Jun thought that the weather wasn't too hot, so let him sleep here, so he took a thin blanket and put it on his stomach, then lifted Guo Qiao's head, and stuffed a pillow under his head, so that He turned his head to the side, so as not to press the wound on the back of his head.After settling down, looking at Guo Qiao who was sleeping soundly, his handsome face was a little haggard, his brows were slightly furrowed, as if there were still troubles in his dream.Cao Jun's gaze followed his tall nose bridge, looking at his beautiful lips, wondering if his lips were as soft as imagined.A devil rushed out of Cao Jun's heart: Kiss, don't you know?