Ning Jing

Just a few days after the holiday, grandma called Guan Changning.When did you come over.There was no one at home, and they were worried that he would live alone.Guan Changning hung up the phone, Gao Jingyan just woke up.

Grandma let us go there.

today?

Um.I have been on vacation for several days, and I didn't tell them.They knew my dad wasn't home and told me to move there.

Is it right for me to go?

do you want to go?

Yes, but I will disturb you.And also the high school entrance examination.You go and study.I can't afford your time anymore.

Then wait for me to come back.

Um.Gao Jingyan walked over to hug him.Let's grow taller, don't forget to drink milk before going to bed.

Drinking milk can only turn white.

I thought of another way to make you grow taller.I'll tell you when you get back.

Ok.

Gao Jingyan packed his things for him, while Guan Changning sat aside.Watch him pack the clothes into the suitcase.It doesn't matter, we started school early and met in a few days.

Oh, I see.Don't worry about me, just in your absence, I can continue my relationship with that Gao Luoluo.

If I see you two walking together, I will break my leg.

Tch, you don't know.

How are your ears?Do you want to replace the earrings?

Gao Jingyan ran over, change it, change it for me.I can't see.

It might hurt a little.

I know you feel bad.

Guan Changning gently took off the earrings for him.Wipe the new earrings with alcohol before putting them on slowly.Gao Jingyan kept biting his tiger's mouth, and his body trembled from the pain.

After finally changing it, Gao Jingyan looked at the earrings that were still stained with blood.Ask Guan Changning, let me change it for you.Guan Changning leaned his ears closer.Sit upright.

It hurts.

I believe you.

When the city was once again hit by winter snow, Gao Jingyan received a call.It's mom calling.Xiaoyan, mom is getting married.are you coming

Gao Jingyan's chest was flooded with water.Watching the wind whip up heavy snow and howl away, another gust of wind slammed on the glass.The glass couldn't resist and shook a few times.Have you figured it out?

Well, he was nice to me.Although he has nothing, but I am willing.

So have you two received your certificate?

No, waiting for your consent.

I don't agree, even to death.Gao Jingyan threw the phone to the corner, and it was instantly shattered.Now that you've made up your mind and still ask me why, just treat me as a fool, I can still lie to myself that I still have my mother.Now, even the mother will be snatched away.I have nothing now.Why.Gao Jingyan cried with his head in his arms, it was dark outside.Now he desperately wants to see Guan Changning, hear him say something, and want him to hug him.He wants to continue living in the warmth of others.For a moment, he wanted to rush to the wall and crash to death.He was crushed by the heavy life and couldn't breathe for a long time.

The wind is stronger outside.Gao Jingyan took out a pile of mobile phone cards in the corner, as well as the peach pendant.

He walked out in casual clothes, and slammed the door hard.Dragging his swollen and painful body, he took the elevator to the door, and the wind blew over with snowflakes, hitting him on the face.He can't feel it.Before the tears flowed out, they froze on the eyelashes.Go out without a car.He hugged himself.It's okay, Chang Ning, I know where grandma's house is.

Faced with the wind and snow blowing from all directions in unknown directions, Gao Jingyan couldn't breathe.Walking hard.Every step I take feels like I'm pushing someone else.Where he usually can go in half an hour, he walked out for more than an hour.

The sky was dark, there was no sun, no sunlight, only freezing cold.When we arrived at the gate of Grandma Guan Changning's house.Gao Jingyan could no longer feel the existence of the organs on his body.He knocked on the door with all his strength and passed out.Holding the pink peach in his hand.

Guan Changning felt uncomfortable all over today, and it was snowing again, as if he was saying goodbye.It was a dull day.When he came out to pour hot water, he heard someone knock on the door, and there was no more to say, Guan Changning felt inexplicably sad in his heart.Stuffed in the heart, breathing hard.

Walking over and slowly opening the door, I saw Gao Jingyan who was lying on the ground, and the cup in his hand fell to the ground.There was no time to drink the scalding hot water.

Shouts echoed throughout the stairwell.

Gao Jingyan is now lying on the bed with a thick quilt, and his grandparents have just helped Guan Changning drag him to the bed.Guan Changning has never had such great strength in his life.

Grandpa and grandma went out, Guan Changning locked the door, took off herself cleanly, lifted the quilt and got in, hugged him tightly, the biting cold surrounded Guan Changning, he couldn't care less, wanted to be with the wind and snow Fight once.

Guan Changning wanted to warm his hands, as if touching real ice, he warmed them with both hands, and then put his hands on his cheeks.But he still refused to let go of his hand.Guan Changning used great strength to break open his hand, and there was only one peach lying quietly inside.Still smiling as usual.

Guan Changning cried.Very sad.

Half an hour passed, Gao Jingyan's body was still cold, Guan Changning thought for a long time, and slowly took off his clothes.When they came into contact with the slight cold, they hugged each other tightly without even thinking about it. They were in each other's arms, keeping warm together.

Gao Jingyan felt that he had slept for a long time, and his head was dizzy. Judging from this feeling, he should have caught a cold. He hadn't caught a cold for more than a year. It is estimated that this time, it will be fierce.Eyes become blurred.He is also unwilling to open his eyes, as soon as he opens his eyes, it feels like there is a gear in his eyes rubbing against his own eyes.My ears are not working very well, and my hearing is also blurry.

I don't know what is in my arms, it's hot.Gao Jingyan moved slowly, and Guan Changning, who was sleeping, slowly woke up.looked up into his eyes.are you feeling better?

Ah... I can't speak, my voice seems to be hoarse, I must have eaten too much cold wind and snow just now.

Opening his mouth but unable to make a sound, Guan Changning reached out and touched his forehead.I have a cold, wait, I'll go get you some medicine.

The hot thing in his arms moved, and Gao Jingyan hugged him tightly, and the two of them were tightly attached.

Guan Changning had no choice but to continue hugging him, unable to go out.

Grandma knocked on the door outside and asked softly.Xiao Ning, is your classmate awake?It's late at night, let's go out and have something to eat.

Guan Changning is a little shy now, and it was the first time they met honestly.The location is not quite right.After thinking about it, I talked to my grandma.Coming soon.

Turning around to look at Gao Jingyan who hadn't opened his eyes yet, don't pretend, go eat when you're done.

Gao Jingyan endured the pain and slowly opened his eyes to look at him, then gave him a hug again.Only then slowly let go.

You turn around.

Gao Jingyan couldn't hear clearly, but he almost understood what it meant, so he could only hum when he couldn't speak.I have no energy.

Then you are not allowed to peek.

Gao Jingyan closed his eyes and nodded.When Guan Changning put on his clothes and turned to look at him, Gao Jingyan stared at him with big eyes and a big smile on the corner of his mouth.Guan Changning shyly pulled the quilt up to cover his entire head.ran out.

How is your classmate?

woke up.Does grandma have antipyretics at home?He seemed to have a fever and couldn't speak.

You wait and I will look for it for you. There are all kinds of medicine at home.

Well, I'll let him dry the water first.Guan Changning ate something casually.Grandma cooked porridge in the pot again, and prepared it for Gao Jingyan when he woke up.

Guan Changning brought in the dried water and medicine, while testing the temperature with his lips.He closed the door with his foot.

Gao Jingyan wanted to sit up but had no strength.Guan Changning put down the things in his hand, walked to the bed and helped him up.Kneeling on the bed and pulling over the quilt next to her, she covered her back tightly.Getting ready to get the medicine, Gao Jingyan stretched out his arms and pulled him back, and fell into his arms.Eyes full of doting.Guan Changning took a bite of his arm and threw it aside.Get up to get the medicine.

After taking the medicine, Guan Changning stood in front of the bed holding a cup.Grandma has cooked porridge for you, you wait.

Come in with porridge.Gao Jingyan waited anxiously.Opened his mouth and signaled him to feed him.

Guan Changning looked at the quilt that had slipped to his chest, sat in front of him and lifted the quilt by the way.Pick up a spoon and feed him porridge.Gao Jingyan kept staring at him.Even if you can't see clearly.

He drank porridge and asked him to lie down, but the quilt did not catch up with him, and a white flower was exposed in front of him.Gao Jingyan took his hand and put it on his chest.Guan Changning.Mmm, nice boobs.

Instantly covered him tightly.

At Grandma Guan Changning's house, Gao Jingyan followed him almost every step of the way. Wherever he went, he followed him. Guan Changning helped grandma go to the market to buy vegetables as before.Gao Jingyan snatched the small car in his hand and followed grandma.

Guan Changning took him to buy a new mobile phone.Put the original key chain on.

Not long after starting up, a phone call came.hold office.

Gao Jingyan, do you have time now?

teacher?How do you know my phone number?

There was a chuckle from there.Your dad gave it to me.

My Father?He hasn't contacted me for so many years, how could he know my mobile phone number?

Your mother told him.She is married.So, I want you to live with your dad.

I am not a toy that can be sent around.Besides, my dad didn't want to live with me after disappearing for so long.

Then I don't know, you probably need to ask him yourself.

How do you know my dad's phone number?I don't even know it myself, let alone anyone else.

Of course he gave it to me himself.

Have you seen it?

certainly.By the way, I have something to ask you, do you have time?Please eat.

okay.

You set the time, I set the place.You can also call Shangguan Changning together.Aren't you all together now?

Ok.

Well, I have something else to talk about later.

Gao Jingyan looked back at Guan Changning who was reading a book.Going to have dinner tomorrow, the teacher treats you.

Um?The new one?

Well, say you have something to ask us.The strange thing is, how did he know my dad's phone number?

What's wrong with your dad.

Gao Jingyan lowered his head and his voice was low.My mother got married a few days ago, and then gave custody to my father, and now he wants me to live with him.I don't want to live with someone who hasn't spoken to me in ten years.I have no idea what he looks like.How to get along with him.

Guan Changning came over and patted him on the shoulder.You still have me.

When they arrived at the place, a western food restaurant, Ren Zheng waited there early and ordered some hot drinks for them.The two saw Ren Zheng's waving arms and walked towards him.teacher.

Ren Zheng smiled, and there is no need to call me teacher outside.sit down.Order whatever you want.Tell the waiter to come over, a T-bone steak, what do you want.

We are all good.

Then I want two more of the same, one fruit pizza, two desserts, and three glasses of juice.Not enough to order again later.

The waiter just left.Gao Jingyan couldn't wait to ask him.

When will you meet my dad?

Ren Zheng smiled, just before going out.

Gao Jingyan was stunned there.What do you mean?

Means nothing.Your dad sent me over here.Come and see you.

You mean you live with him?

Ok.

you.

Ok.

Why are you messing around with such an old man when you are so young?

Your mother told you he was an old man?

Gao Jingyan turned his head to the side.That's not true.

Although your face looks almost like your mother's, but there are still two parts of heroism in your father's body.Sure enough, your mother still loves you and passed on her best eyes and mouth to you.

Have you met my mother?

seen in the photo.You haven't met your dad yet.Ren Zheng took out his cell phone and handed it to him.This is, he is not as old as you said.Gao Jingyan took the phone, he was indeed still young.Nose and chin look a lot like him.

Your parents got married too early.Soon you were born, and then, they divorced.

Why are they divorced?

Didn't your mother tell you?Because she found out about your dad when she was pregnant.So you are still born, and the two are separated.

He doesn't tell you anything.

We have been together for a long time.Your father also secretly built a basketball hall for your school. Don't you like playing basketball?

Then you came to our school also he?

Well, by the way, let's take a look at your former head teacher, I have a debt to settle with her.

Ren Kexin?

You guessed it.

She never told anyone that he had a brother.

I am 13 years older than Ke Xin.As long as she can remember, I have been studying outside and haven't seen her much.I haven't taken her anywhere to play, she may not even know the existence of my brother.

Then why don't you come back to see her?Where were you when she had an accident?

Ren Zheng looked at the twilight outside.I was, me.Forget it, don't talk about me.When are you going to move into your home.

Who's home.

your home.

I dont go.What my dad likes to do, just send me money every month, and you tell him to leave me alone.I have someone.Guan Changning looked at Ren Zheng.Teacher, you can rest assured Uncle Gao, I will take care of him.

Ren Zheng looked at them.There is a smile on the corner of the mouth.Looking at you, I regret why I didn't know him sooner.

You can also choose not to know him.

It might be too late now.

Things are served one by one.Gao Jingyan helped Guan Changning cut up the steak and put it away before taking care of himself.

After eating and going out, Ren Zheng insisted on driving them back.Gao Jingyan was unwilling to live or die, so Guan Changning forced him into the car.

Ren Zheng drove the car without looking back.When you graduate, I will leave.

Where to go?

Of course I went back to be my secretary.

My dad, what kind of person is he?

He won't let me tell you, he wants to get to know him after you go.

I said I won't go, and I don't want to know about your world.

Why do you look disgusted, you two will have that day sooner or later, won't you?Could it be that you are just what other people see?Don't answer me yes, I don't believe it.Anyway, I lived several years longer than you.I don't know what you are like.

Gao Jingyan glanced at Guan Changning who was lying on the car window looking out the window, and answered Ren Zheng.Know and ask.

Ren Zheng was amused by his anger.I won't laugh anymore.Very calm.If you have time, can you give Ke Xin a call.I want her to come back to school.

Ren Kexin?Hasn't she already transferred schools?

I don't agree with her going there, it's too cold there, she is a girl, she has been afraid of the cold since she was a child, if she goes there again, I'm afraid she won't be able to survive the winter there.

So what does your mother say.

My mother died long ago.

That.

stepmother.Kexin is not a boy, her mother was at her grandma's house when she was born, and if she was not taken care of well after giving birth, she would never have a child in the future.Therefore, she is not good to Ke Xin.Ke Xin never wanted to admit that I was his brother.

That's why her mother disliked her so much, asked her to wait outside the school, and pretended that the two of them didn't know each other.

Probably.If you have time, please go and see her.

Then do you know about Yuan Yang?

It's too late to know.Their family members died overnight.

When Guan Changning heard it, he also came to his senses from the night scene outside.died?

Um.Like drinking poison or something.When I went there, I heard what their uncle downstairs said.The family is crowded in an unfinished building, a small place of dozens of square meters, no one can really accept his origin.

Gao Jingyan held Guan Changning's hand tightly.In fact, he is quite pitiful.

Ren Zheng smiled.You know that phrase someone once said?No one is born without a gift from God.I used to think it was true.That's when you are in a family with pampered and well-off living conditions, and you can really tell.They want anything and they have it at their fingertips, so they feel that life is not that difficult and they can look forward.But those who live in misery may not see the sun and rain for a lifetime, and do not have a broad vision. How can a frog at the bottom of a well reach the stars in the sky.Not everyone can live in the sun.

teacher.

Ren Zheng laughed after hearing this.That’s right, you are still children, so don’t know the dangers in the world.Cherish the fleeting happiness you have now, children.

Gao Jingyan clasped his hands tightly.Um.

When they arrived downstairs at Grandma Guan Changning's house, the two still clasped their fingers together.Feel free to walk downstairs.unwilling to go up.Gao Jingyan suddenly looked back at him.Are you studying tomorrow?

Well, I have to write a question.

Gao Jingyan instantly looked like a deflated ball.Oh well.

What's wrong.

I just found out today that our school's basketball hall was paid for by my dad, let's play basketball tomorrow.It can be longer.

okay.

Gao Jingyan happily pressed him into his arms.Go back, I'm so cold.Pulling Guan Changning, he ran to the stairs.

Get up early in the morning.After eating, I got on the bus and went to the gate of the school.Gao Jingyan called the old man at the door, and the old man pressed the button in his hand, and the retractable iron door slowly opened.To the basketball court.Gao Jingyan picked a better ball and ran back to warm up and stretch Guan Changning.

Gao Jingyan's precise three-pointer and three-step layup, a set of show skills.Guan Changning stared blankly from the side.Gao Jingyan pulled him up and taught him little by little.When Guan Changning was a child, he was only accompanied by a lot of medicinal needles.Gao Jingyan led him a little bit.Looks like an adult.

After fighting all morning, Guan Changning seemed unable to keep up physically.Gao Jingyan noticed, put on his clothes and sat down to rest.Guan Changning is wearing the sportswear that Gao Jingyan brought from home, it looks a bit big no matter what, it is very cute.

On the day Gao Jingyan went back to pick up his clothes, he didn't have a key, so he could only wait for his aunt to come and clean up every day.It was only in the afternoon, and after cleaning up for a long time, I said that I would make Guan Changning grow up.I brought two new sportswear with me.What if it comes in handy.Didn't expect it to actually come in handy.

Packing up and preparing to go home, Guan Changning was so tired that he leaned on Gao Jingyan's shoulder in the car.When I arrived at grandma's house, I forced myself to take a shower and fell asleep.I haven't eaten yet.

Gao Jingyan watched him fall asleep and sent a message to Ren Zheng.I want to see him.

Gao Jingyan packed his things and went out, took a taxi and went directly to where they lived.He was very hesitant when he received the address, and asked Ren Zheng if he could change places.

Ren Zheng replied.He said, can't.

Gao Jingyan's scalp was about to be scratched, and he made up his mind to meet this man whom he hadn't seen since he could remember.

Gao Jingyan's mother never mentioned a word to his father, and never said what kind of person he was.Never let them meet.Now he doesn't know what his father does, where he lives, or whether he has remarried, he doesn't even know.He asked his mother, and her mother said it was for his own good.Dad just accompanied him silently.

Just such an unknown person.Shortly after Gao Jingyan's 16th birthday, he took over the custody rights that he didn't know existed.

On weekdays, the aunt at home often receives a courier, and when she opens it, there are balls, jerseys and shoes inside.When he was young, he always bought the bigger ones. When his feet grow to that size, he can wear them to play.After that, it has been around 43, which fits very well.

Mother is very concerned about Gao Jingyan's clothes, and occasionally the parcels sent back are full of clothes.It was clearly available in the shopping mall, but she wanted to buy it at the place where she was on a business trip and mail it back.

Sitting in the car, the pores of Gao Jingyan's body were exuding tension. The closer he was to his destination, the more panicked he became.When I got there, I was reluctant to get out of the car.I even wanted to tell the master that the master turned around and we went back.I thought of a hundred ways in my mind, and finally, I stood at the door of a villa.

Send Ren Zheng a message, I'm here.

Reply over there immediately.OK, I'll pick you up.

Ren Zheng opened the door for him and led him up.

he.

He is waiting for you.

I know.

Following him to the door, Gao Jingyan felt that he was light and light, and everything in front of him was too unrealistic.During this journey, he imagined a thousand scenarios for the meeting.

Standing in front of Dad himself, with fists clenched tightly in his hands, he ran towards him crying aggrievedly.dad.

Dad patted him on the back lightly.After Ren Zheng came in, he poured a cup of hot water and disappeared.

Gao Jingyan looked at his father.Rebellious, he was released again.question him.Why didn't you show up for so long, why never came to see me, I don't even know what you look like, why did you divorce your mother, if you didn't divorce, I wouldn't lose my mother.Can you say a word, all your women are married to other people.Why don't you react at all.

Gao Jingyan was so excited that he kept hitting his father.

I'm sorry for you.However, it was your mother who filed for divorce first.I also agree with her condition, not to meet you, she is afraid that you will be like me.

These are not important.You shouldn't listen to her like that, you don't know how busy she is every day, leaving me alone at home, you don't know that my parents pick me up every day when I see others, I only have myself.

We have kept the divorce a secret for a long time, but we didn't expect that when you were about to grow up, people would still know about it.

All they see is the surface and your reputation, and I am the only one who really knows the truth.How smart I was then.Act like you're too busy coming back at night and leaving the next morning.Pretend you've been living with us.You have no idea how many people wanted to push their daughters to me at that time.Later they found out and pulled their children and walked past me from a distance.I pretended not to know that they were disgusting me, and ran away with a smile.Hiding in a corner and crying.You guys never cared about my feelings.I only care about my own happiness.It was so before, and it is so now.You have your happiness to pursue, but I just want to have a reunion dinner with my parents.

Dad came over and patted him on the shoulder, good son.I have wronged you.Come live, this is your new home.

Forget it, I'm used to it now.I have lived by myself for so many years, and I am not used to it when there are too many people.

Then how can you get used to living in Guan Changning's house.

Gao Jingyan's eyes widened.You investigate me?

I am your dad after all.

Hmph, so what if you know.Forget about me, you don't need to show up now to show your rights after all these years of absence.You yourself are a living example.

I don't care about you.Since you also said it, I am a living example.I can't make you make the same mistake as me.

As long as you know.When did you get together with Ren Zheng?

He's also much older than you anyway, so it's rude to call him by his first name.

Then you can say that I have no tutor.I really don't have a tutor.Gao Jingyan rolled his eyes and looked aside.

Dad smiled.I hadn't thought it would be such a joy to have a son who quarreled with me.

Gao Jingyan left him alone.Stop it.It's not enough that you have one that fights with you.One more head hurts you to death.

I wish he'd quarreled with me.

ill.

Dad laughed again.In fact, when you were born, I had just graduated from college, so it would be difficult for me to really raise you.At that time, I was still thinking about how to make the factory better, and I didn't think about how to take care of you at all.

So you are only over 30 this year?

39.

It can be considered young.I haven't reached my thirties yet.Why are you dragging him into the water.

He was the one who jumped in first.

You are so troublesome.I don't care what love is like.The main thing is my pocket money.

It's ready for you.Dad stood up and walked into the house to take out a schoolbag.to him.

Do you want to sever the father-son relationship with me?That won't work, these are not enough.

Dad laughed a lot today, no, you take it first, and then come to me if you don’t have enough, but I may not be here, just find Ren Zheng.

oh.By the way, let me tell you something about my high school, and I will trouble you then.I'm fine, I'm leaving, it's time for dinner.

Stay and eat.

Forget it, I still have to use this money to pay Guan Changning for more than a year's accommodation and food.Now we have some flowers.

OK, then you come here often.

Let's see, I don't think there's much time.There are still a few days before the Chinese New Year. For the sake of the money you gave me, I wish you an early New Year.Let's go, don't see me off.

Gao Jingyan closed the door and went out, tears gushing down his face.