Ning Jing

Because of the snow, the school ends early, which is the case in the north.The snow doesn't know when it will stop.I am afraid that the students will not be able to go home.School is over at noon.The people in the class left one after another.When Gao Jingyan saw that Meng Yiyang's expression was not fluctuating when he came back, he knew it.Pulling Guan Changning out of the school gate.Let's go, let's find a place to eat.

What to eat

Anything goes, I'm hungry.

The two walked out of the school gate and couldn't get a taxi, so they had to tighten their clothes and walk in the snow.

Chang Ning, I want to eat barbecue.

Well, let's go.

Walking out for a while, I saw Ren Kexin at the entrance of the supermarket, squatting there with his head down.Catch the snow that has fallen to the ground with your hands.

Guan Changning saw who it was first, and stopped suddenly. Gao Jingyan followed his eyes and saw Ren Kexin.

Ren Kexin?

The movement of her hands stopped, Ren Kexin raised her head, and looked at the two of them with empty eyes.

Gao Jingyan asked again.Why are you here?

Ren Kexin's eyes gradually returned to normal.She looked at him with a small smile.I am waiting for my mother.She said it was embarrassing to wait for her at school.keep me far away.Don't let others know that she is my mother.

Then why don't you go into the supermarket and wait.

I don't have any money on me. If I stay here for a long time, the boss thinks that I stole things and I don't even have any money to give.

That.What about Yuan Yang?

Which Internet cafe is it probably in?Ren Kexin seemed to be numb.Stand up slowly.His mother said he didn't come home yesterday.

Where did he get the money if he didn't go home?

I gave it.

It seems that you really like Yuan Yang.

When Ren Kexin heard this, he burst out laughing.He deserves it too.

The two were at a loss when they heard this.Tacitly did not dare to make a sound.

He's only with me for the money.

Then he gives you gifts every day?

My money bought it.In fact, his family has no money at all.He's a total pauper.

No, his famous brand...

Someone bought it for him, an old woman five or six years older than him.

The two people's eyes widened, as if they couldn't understand all this.

Do not believe it.I didn't believe it at first either.I once accompanied my mother to a senior club for beauty treatment, and happened to meet him and that old woman.Ugly and fat.Take him by the arm and call him baby.Forget it, that scene was really disgusting.We both saw it in the waiting area.I pretended not to see it.Later, he slowly got close to Meng Yiyang and became very close, I didn't think much about it, I didn't tell anyone about it.One day later, Yuan Yang added me as a friend and asked me if I was busy, and I said no.He said he wanted to meet me.I forgot about that a long time ago and went out to the appointed place.He told me that he had broken up with the fat woman before, and he still scolded that woman in front of me for being disgusting.I can only try my best to comfort him, I said it's okay, you can find better ones.He looked at me, no one ever cared about him, and he decided that the better one was me.

I refused him, I said no, I still have Meng Yiyang.He asked me if he could be with him if he disappeared.I looked up at him, thinking it was a joke, but his fierce and greedy eyes told me that he really did it.

At noon, there were few cars on the street, and the surrounding was silent, only Ren Kexin could be heard talking in a flat tone about something that had nothing to do with her at all.

He pulled out a bottle of the stuff and told me it was the paraquat he had prepared when he was with the woman.Anyway, he couldn't stand that woman for a long time, and his family couldn't satisfy his extravagant spending.He hated his poor parents for making him sell himself.If he dies, he will drag everyone related to him and die together.

Guan Changning and Gao Jingyan were already there stupidly.When Gao Jingyan heard about his death, he quietly stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around his waist.

What is he trying to do?

He said that luckily he met me, which gave him a new goal.His plans were delayed.If I don't promise him, Meng Yiyang will probably die.

Fuck?How can there be such a person.Gao Jingyan gritted his teeth.

Gao Jingyan, you are too simple.Although it is pretentious, it is actually an idiot.Ren Kexin's gentle tone did not mean to ridicule at all...

I'm okay, if I really become like him, I don't know what I will become.

Guan Changning looked back at him.

Gao Jingyan immediately changed his words.No, I will never become like him no matter what.

A small smile appeared on the corner of Ren Kexin's mouth.How lucky.

Then why don't you tell Meng Yiyang.

I wanted to tell him that he didn't give me a chance either.After class, I ran into the toilet, or any place where I couldn't find him. I sent him a message, but he didn't read it.Don't answer me either.Pass a note to him, and he receives it and throws it directly into the trash can.I originally wanted to stop him after school, but Yuan Yang told me that if I go with him, I will find a chance to let him drink the bottle of medicine.I don't know what Yuan Yang said to him.It made him like this.Isn't he also afraid of death?

Gao Jingyan lowered his head, maybe.

The three of them were silent at the same time, Ren Kexin looked in the direction of the school with a sad face.This road is the only way for Meng Yiyang to go home.It's been so long since get out of class.Not yet.

Gao Jingyan's stomach rumbled untimely.Looking at Ren Kexin.Do you want to go to the barbecue.

Ren Kexin turned her head to look at him.I don't have any money with me.

I'll treat.

Ren Kexin looked back again.Not yet.

OK, let's go.Take it as a farewell to me.

Sitting in the self-service barbecue shop, the two of them went to get things and asked Ren Kexin to sit there.Ren Kexin looked at the phone.No one messaged her.Randomly looking at the dynamics posted by the people in the class, they are all reposted koi that bless the high final grades.Exit page.After hesitating for a long time, he clicked on Meng Yiyang's profile picture and flipped through the chat history little by little.

The two took things and put them down.Back and forth, a table was full.Put the finished one in front of Ren Kexin.I see you have such heavy dark circles, you didn't sleep last night.Gao Jingyan brought him a drink.Keep it handy.Take the tongs of the barbecue in Guan Changning's hand.

Last night, after my mother answered the phone, she said what I knew at a young age.What shit love.Then hit me.

I always thought that girls don't get beaten.

Not only because I fell in love, but I also stole money from the family.Thousands of dollars.

What do you two eat every day, thousands of dollars?

He plays games, buys equipment, and buys skins.

It doesn't take that much.

Who knows, I don't think much either.It never feels too much to spend other people's money.

We have no idea about money.Probably because this kind of problem has not yet fallen on our head.Where are you going?

Go to school at my grandma's house.Or, go out on business with your parents.But it is estimated that my mother may let me go to school.Grandma's house is in a colder place further north.There, no one will know me.

Well, let's start over.Guan Changning took a new pair of chopsticks and put them in her bowl.

I didn't expect to have the last meal with the two of you when I left.

Gao Jingyan looked at her.We didn't expect you to tell us so much.Maybe it's fate, let us be your listener.

You are so kind.

Ok?

Ren Kexin looked at them with a smile.Well, really good.Whether it's a person or a relationship.

Gao Jingyan brought a lot of prawns over, all prepped, and began to peel the prawns, and habitually put them in Guan Changning's bowl after peeling.Warn him, you are not allowed to touch these things, you know.I can peel it myself.How can you learn if you get stuck.Guan Changning picked up a piece of meat and put it in his mouth.You can't stop your mouth from eating.

Ren Kexin sat there, looking at the two of them, never expecting that their relationship is so good.

Gao Jingyan wanted to drink water, so he asked him to get some water. Guan Changning held a cup and asked him what to drink.

whatever.

Guan Changning took a big glass of soda for him, and Gao Jingyan took it and took a sip.

Ren Kexin asked Guan Changning, did you take the baijiu?

soda.

Then he is still like this.

Gao Jingyan smiled.I thought you had to bring me Kidney Treasure.

Your kidneys are bad?

Gao Jingyan smiled awkwardly, very good.

After eating, send Ren Kexin back.Ren Kexin asked them both.You say, do people of our age understand love?

Gao Jingyan glanced at Guan Changning, lowered his head and said with a smile.Didn't someone say that love knows no age?Even a newborn child knows how to smile at the person he likes.Why don't we understand.Guan Changning looked at him sideways.

My mother told me that the current relationship is just playing tricks, and I don't know how hard it will be in the future.Ren Kexin retracted her hands into her pockets.Snow is still falling, accompanied by howling wind.

A piece of snow flew over Guan Changning's eyes and hit his eyes, and he couldn't help but let out a small exclamation.Squat down.

Gao Jingyan stopped immediately, knelt down and looked into his eyes.What's wrong.

Guan Changning couldn't open his eyes.Gao Jingyan hurriedly carried him on his back.Shouting in the direction of Ren Kexin, you go back by yourself first, I will take him to the hospital.

No matter what his future is, I am by his side now, just like now, I can protect him if something goes wrong.enough.

After walking not far, Guan Changning patted him on the shoulder.I'm all right.No need to go to the hospital.Gao Jingyan put him down.real?Let me see.

Guan Changning rolled his eyes, look, it's really healed.

Gao Jingyan patted his heart, that's good, the snow is getting bigger and bigger.We have to go back early.

no car.Let's run back.

Really?

Guan Changning ran first, Gao Jingyan yelled from behind, start over, you are lying.

Gao Jingyan caught up with him and took his hand.Shout in the wind.Run, the wind is getting stronger.

When they ran to the elevator in front of the house, the thin outer layer of their clothes was already wet.The hair of both of them was already wet.He stood panting at the entrance of the elevator, giggling.The cold hand has not let go.

At the door of the house, Gao Jingyan deftly took out the key from Guan Changning's pocket and opened the door.The door opened slowly, and the light shone out. Uncle Guan had already returned.Gao Jingyan let go of his hand and put the key back in his pocket.

Guan Changning walked in, while Guan Tianling was packing up his things.As soon as he entered, Guan Tianling looked at the two of them standing at the door.It's a good thing your school is over, otherwise I wouldn't be able to drive out to pick you up in the afternoon.It's dark under the snow.Have you eaten yet?

Two children came into the house.Hair is wet.Finished.

Why is your hair wet, go take a hot shower, don't catch a cold.

The two answered at the same time.knew.

Guan Changning put Gao Jingyan's coat and pants into the washing machine.Dab your hair with a towel.Waiting for Gao Jingyan to finish washing.He sat on the sofa, Dad, you got off work early today, don't you have to work overtime today?

Guan Tianling looked at the gloomy sky outside.He turned to look at his son.He hesitated to speak.With reluctance in his eyes.Xiao Ning, Dad wants to tell you something.

With the towel still on his head, Guan Changning walked over and sat on the sofa.What's the matter dad.What's up.The last time Dad showed this expression was the night before he came to the city.The day my mother left.

Guan Tianling looked at his son.He rubbed the towel over his head.Do you want to change your life?

Guan Changning looked confused, haven't we already changed places?Where are you going?

Dad is going abroad to study.The person in charge of the project when my father was in college was planning to continue that project and invited me to go.I will leave tomorrow, and then go abroad to study after a while.

I do not want to go.You don't want to go either.

Children, you can't just think about yourself.There are too many people who need you, you know?

I want you to go, I won't go.

I don't worry about putting you here.

There is nothing to worry about.

Anyway, the school is not far from your grandma's house, so you can live in grandma's house.

I dont go.I'm here, I'm not going anywhere.

Then what do you do with your meals and your laundry?

I can cook and wash clothes.I can.

Why don't I send you to live in school.

Don't go.

Then you choose, I respect you.

I have chosen, you go, I stay.

Guan Tianling sighed, okay.You think about it again.Let me know when you think about it.

Guan Changning returned to the room.As soon as Gao Jingyan came out of the bathroom, Guan Tianling called him to stop.

Gao Jingyan listened to Guan Tianling's words.Dilemma.He hoped that Guan Changning would receive a better education so that he would have a wider world in the future.on the other hand.He didn't want him to go away and leave him.But he knows that people will eventually be separated.

Guan Changning lay on the bed, buried his face deeply, and sobbed softly.Gao Jingyan entered the room and closed the door, sat on Guan Changning's study chair, and looked at him.For some reason, it suddenly occurred to him that there would be no picture of him in the future, so he secretly wiped his tears with his hand.Gao Jingyan made adjustments.The tone of voice becomes normal.do you want to go?

Guan Changning continued to cry.Gao Jingyan's whole body tensed up.After a long time, Guan Changning raised his head.In no mood.Gao Jingyan was relieved.smiled.Why?

I like this city, I don't want to leave yet, I still want to wait for my mother to come back.I also have grandparents and grandparents.and you.

Gao Jingyan's heart twitched, and then he let go, as if he opened the door suddenly in winter and poured in cold wind, his heart twitched and he returned to the warm air.Happy to be warm.

Guan Changning stopped crying and sat up.Eyes are swollen.Looking at Gao Jingyan.do you want to go

Gao Jingyan suddenly burst into tears.Where to go, I have long been homeless.

Gao Jingyan stood up and sat on the edge of the bed.Guan Changning looked at him.Your parents really don't care about you?

They don't have time.Busy now.

You haven't told me about your dad yet.What kind of person is he?

No temper, no preferences.The most important thing is that I don't like me and my mother.

Then why are you still together?

decided by their parents.

When were you when your parents divorced.

I was very young, and my dad didn't see it much in my memory.He never hugged me.The real divorce is five years old, maybe.I don't remember either, anyway, the two of them were not together when I remembered.

Then who named you.

My mother, such an irregular name.If it was my dad, it would definitely not sound good.how about you.

My dad started it.It means that our family will be healthy, peaceful and happy for a long time.

Well, meaningful names are just different.

Are there any other relatives in your family?

There is a younger brother in my uncle's family, whom I have never met. He was born abroad, and the whole family is abroad, and he doesn't come back often.I don't know what it looks like now.

It should be very similar to you.

Today's Guan Changning is unusually talkative.He kept looking at Gao Jingyan while speaking.

Gao Jingyan turned to look at him.Eyes become soft.

Do you want to go with me.

where to go.

my home.Although there is no one there, at least there is auntie, we still have food to eat.

If you don't go, you might as well go to grandma's house.Not far away.

Are you not afraid that grandpa will pull you and tell you stories when you are not studying?Every time I go with you, grandpa will pull me and tell me...

So you know why it took you there?

Probably grandpa looked at my ignorant appearance and wanted to teach me to correct my evil ways.

Then what if I leave.

Gao Jingyan looked up at him, his hands were sweating profusely.Hold your breath.

Then bless you.I will see you off myself.

Why don't you keep it?

Gao Jingyan shook his head.no.

Gao Jingyan stood up.look at him.when are we leaving?

tomorrow.

So fast?

Ok.

Then I will send you off tomorrow.

it is good.

I ate a little too much just now, and I'm sleepy.Do you want to sleep for a while.

Guan Changning fell along.I also feel sleepy.

Gao Jingyan pulled up the quilt to cover him, and also got into the bed.He hugged Guan Changning.sleep.

Ok.

Both eyes were open.Gao Jingyan looked at the back of his head and buried his face in his neck.Guan Changning felt a rush of heat.turned around.Wipe his tears with his hands.Fool.I will not go.

The next morning, when Gao Jingyan woke up, Guan Changning by his side was no longer there.The sun was shining brightly outside, which woke him up.After falling asleep for a long time, my head was still a little heavy.Walking out of the room, the doors in the room were all open, and there was no one there.There is a covered breakfast on the table.There is a note on the desk.I'm going out for a while.

Gao Jingyan saw it.Put down the note and go wash up.Send Guan Changning a message.I woke up.Where are you.I will look for you.

After a long time, Guan Changning replied to him.It's cold outside, don't go out.

Gao Jingyan looked at yesterday's clothes still hanging on the hanger, not yet dry.He randomly found a piece of clothing and put it on, after thinking about it, he took another larger piece of clothing.out the door.He said it was cold.

I took a taxi to the train station, bought a platform ticket and walked in.There was no one on the first floor.Gao Jingyan looked around but couldn't find Guan Changning, so he took the elevator to the second floor.There were more people, Gao Jingyan slowly searched for it.Looking in the direction of the ticket gate, Guan Changning's figure flashed by.

Gao Jingyan felt something explode in his head suddenly.He ran to the ticket gate and followed him out.Accidentally bumped into someone, Gao Jingyan didn't stop to apologize, and ran to the platform on his own.When I went down the stairs, there was a sea of ​​people.Gao Jingyan ran to the left, but did not see Guan Changning. He did not have a ticket and was not allowed to get on the bus.He could only stand at the door of each carriage and shout into it.Lie on the window and look in.This train only stops for 10 minutes.He looked through all the carriages, but did not see Guan Changning.Gao Jingyan bent over and panted heavily, leaning on his legs with his hands.head down.A circular mark on the ground.

The clothes in his hand were still there, and they were about to fall to the ground.

The car drove away.Gao Jingyan lost hope and fell to the ground.fraud.

Guan Changning walked through the long platform and walked to the exit.Then I saw Gao Jingyan who wrapped himself up and cried like a fool.walk up to him.Didn't I tell you not to come out?Why is it still here.

Gao Jingyan looked up at him with tears in his eyes.Guan Changning still had a smile on his lips.Gao Jingyan yelled at him.If I don't come, you will leave.I said I will send you off, even if you leave, you have to let me know, I can't stand others leaving suddenly.Can't you give me a few days to relax?

when did i say i was leaving

Then what are you doing here?

Help my dad get things up.I discussed it with my dad.He just goes.It's not that I won't come back.What are you doing here?

Gao Jingyan turned his head and took out his clothes.Send you clothes.

Guan Changning took it and put it on.Much warmer, thanks.

Gao Jingyan stood up.Turn your head to one side.You're welcome.

Had breakfast?

No.

Let's go and feel the excitement of the market.Do you want fried dough sticks?

Gao Jingyan looked at him.Um.

After taking a taxi to the nearest market to Guan Changning's home, the two walked in and were immediately captured by the scent.Keep buying and trying.Gao Jingyan saw the oil stains on the corner of his mouth secretly wiped off with his hands.Guan Changning saw it and took out a paper to wipe off the oil on his hands.The two people who ate were full of stomachs, and they reluctantly walked out of the market.Mark which one is ready to come next time.

When I was about to walk out of the market, I saw a tall man squatting down in an inconspicuous mobile phone case shop.

Gao Jingyan went in and bought two mobile phone pendants.walked out.

Guan Changning was waiting for him at the door, looking at his phone.We were notified.Did not go to class, did not ask for leave.

who told you.

Meng Yiyang, he said the name was called by the headmaster on the podium during morning exercises.People who came to check in the morning self-study.

The old woman in charge doesn't care?

When did she manage us.

If it wasn't for the fact that the original class teacher was sick, how could it have fallen into her hands.You see, we were in a good class, but let her make a fuss.In the past six months, there have been fewer people who let her say goodbye.This thing is too inhuman.

There is still half a year, bear with it.

It's best that the old woman doesn't mess with me.I don't have a good temper.

After all, he is so old.

How old can I be? I'm over 30 and haven't gotten married yet, and I don't even have a partner.Every day, I know that thinking about the Fa will hurt us, ridicule us, and don't teach me well.A broken school doesn't even consider changing teachers?How anyone can be a teacher.

Don't teach me why it's so strange to say it in your mouth.

What's wrong with me.I just don't listen to the lectures, and it's not that I can't hear them.Why did he still talk about his past while talking about the class?The class is for her to recall her life?At first glance, I don't have many friends, and I come to school every day to brag.

Guan Changning kept laughing as he listened to his words.Well, don't blame others, go back and write questions.

Walking on the road, Gao Jingyan stretched out his hand and put it in front of him.Give me the phone.

Guan Changning took out the phone and put it in his hand, what are you doing.

Gao Jingyan hung the pendant on his phone.Well, it looks good.for you.

Guan Changning looked at the pendant, what is it?

Did you like seeing you staring at the doll in Ren Ke's arms that day?Yours is Ari.I am a peach.Gao Jingya took out her phone and shook it.

Guan Changning looked at the pendant, and the little red fox smiled happily.

When they got home, Guan Changning asked Gao Jingyan to go back and write the questions.Guan Changning started to tidy up the house and put away all his father's things.I checked the things at home, took a piece of paper, and wrote it down.Stick it on the refrigerator.

Gao Jingyan closed the door and took out his mobile phone, constantly rubbing the pendant in his hand.The silly fun that can't be stopped.Those questions are like dancing in his eyes.Guan Changning packed up and went into the house to see him.Look complicated.Gao Jingyan, let's go live at your house.

Gao Jingyan couldn't write the questions at all, especially when Guan Changning stood in front of him, his mind was filled with the splendor of fireworks exploding.Um?What?

It's a hassle to cook.

Gao Jingyan stood up abruptly.Excited.Then pack up your things and go today.

Guan Changning walked to the bed and sat down.Does your aunt live in your house all the time?

It used to be, and then my aunt remarried and stopped living in my house.Just come in the morning and evening while cooking.

Your aunt earns so much money, how many times do you go back a year?

It must be done dozens of times.

Then let me stay at your house this time.

Gao Jingyan jumped up happily.good good good.Where are your things? I'll help you pack them up.

Guan Changning just wanted to bring a few clothes over there, and he might come back to live if something happened.Gao Jingyan silently packed almost all the clothes into the suitcase.you come back?I can't let you come back.What are you doing back after you left with me?

Arrived downstairs at Gao Jingyan's house.Take out two suitcases, big and small, and a few books.Move to the elevator.opened the door.walk into.Unbelievable warmth in the house.The dried flowers for decoration are still exuding fragrance, and the paintings on the wall make people feel good.As soon as Gao Jingyan entered the door, he took the suitcase to his room.It's a big room.empty.Didn't see many books.

Guan Changning looked at him, where are your books?

I gave it to my aunt, and she went back to show it to her child.

What are you looking at?

look at you.

Just as Guan Changning was about to go out, Gao Jingyan rushed up from behind and threw him on the bed.Feel it, my bed is really super comfortable.

Then you still go to my house and squeeze a table with me.

My pleasure.

Get up and study, you have been slowing down others for a long time.

I don't want to study, I just want to waste a little time with you.

My time is precious.

I'll pay.Gao Jingyan took out a one hundred yuan card from his pocket.Put it in Guan Changning's hands.Here you go, don't talk.

Guan Changning picked up the money.not enough.

You are extorting.Enough is enough.

not enough.

Gao Jingyan lifted his buried head and threw the wallet to him.You look at it.

Guan Changning threw the wallet aside.The hand on the left that was pressed by Gao Jingyan stretched out, turned Gao Jingyan over, and lay down on him. Gao Jingyan felt the world spinning, and there was a heavy weight on his body.Before Gao Jingyan could open his eyes, he touched her gently.

Gao Jingyan hugged the person on his body with his eyes closed, and carefully tested his mouth.

The person on him couldn't stand his provocation, and raised his head to escape his breath.She turned her head and hugged him.Gao Jingyan panted heavily, smiled slowly, raised his arms to his eyes, and tears flowed down his scalp.