Ning Jing

Ten years ago, medical school, in the early 20th century, was an important node when many students joined the flood of university entrance examinations. The number of candidates increased several times or even ten times that of the previous few years.Chang Jie is about to graduate, she wants to go out to work or ask her father who teaches in this school to find her a position as a teaching assistant in the school.

Chang Jie is good-looking, with tenderness in her brows and eyes, gentle and generous, and a decent conversation.However, this is not the only reason why she has become a recognized school belle.His father worked in the school, the lecturer of the clinical major, and also the director of the Academic Affairs Office.At first, people envied her for having such a powerful father, but later someone said inadvertently, "Envying her is worse than envying her future boyfriend. Whoever marries her will be the real master of the world." There was some sourness in the reporter's tone, but it did not prevent what he said from being reasonable.Some boys were knocked out by this, and they treated this goddess even more attentively.

All kinds of courtesies were politely rejected by her one by one. People of that era probably hadn't been exposed to too many new things.A little inexplicably confident about myself.A boy gave her a stone, saying that he brought it from his hometown, representing his mother's expectations for him, and always carried it with him. Chang Jie didn't dare to take it, and said no.

The boy went back and told others that Chang Jie was too vain, and most people looked down on him. Another roommate laughed at him and said: "You don't even look at what you gave, the family in the next class has so much money and gave her a piece of Swiss money." She is indifferent to her high-end watches, mechanical ones, not to mention what kind of thing you are, a piece of broken rock, it would be strange if people took it away, don’t make my goddess so superficial, you think it’s all you, buckle It's down to the bone." The roommate snorted softly after finishing speaking.The man replied: "Everyone says she is so good, what's so great about her, isn't it because she has a capable father?" His roommate interrupted: "She is second in all majors." Said "Tch, she will always be number two, number one is the idiot genius in our dormitory, she knows how to read every day. It's no wonder that she is so ostentatious and sees this and that every day and can do well in the exam."

His roommate immediately retorted, "She sees so many people? Isn't it that people like you follow her every day? She hasn't said anything yet. Why are you talking so much nonsense? It's not shameful. Some people don't have any self-knowledge, I don’t care about what I look like, what my family is like, and I’m still so righteous when I want to eat swan meat, do I still imagine that people will chase you after seeing you pretending to be high-spirited and bright.”

After saying this, this man's face will turn green, high-spirited and bright?Doesn't it mean that you have no money?Hurt him around the corner, but what this roommate said is also the truth, if it weren't for the bad family, who would want to cling to him like a fly, not for his own future.This is the richest and most powerful girl he has seen in his life. If he marries her, he will not be able to enjoy endless prosperity and wealth for a lifetime.The man rolled his eyes and thought secretly.

Chang Jie's birthday is approaching. On the last winter before graduation, her three roommates said they would hold an unforgettable birthday party for her and booked a restaurant not far from the school. They also said that they were the last students in school. It's day, then invite some students from their class.

So, all the people from the dormitory that gave her the stone came.A professional first, who only knows how to read books every day.A strong supporter who regards Chang Jie as a goddess is sacred and inviolable.There was also a boy who was the boyfriend of one of Chang Jie's three roommates, and they sat together, whispering to each other.

Li Niannian is the one who has the best relationship with Chang Jie in Chang Jie's dormitory, and has received a lot of care from Chang Jie.This roommate has bad grades.It's not that she is not good at studying, she has been studying except eating, sleeping and bathing, and she regards Chang Jie as a role model.But the more I study, the worse I learn. Even though I have worked so hard, my test scores are getting worse.Li Niannian came from a place with a high enrollment rate, and his scores were not low. They were selected by many questions. University is a place for thinking development, and the rules they obtained by answering questions did not seem to work.

In their school, they have to pay money after failing a course. Li Niannian himself didn't have much living expenses, so he couldn't tell his family and pay the money himself. How many months would he have to save.Thinking about it, I curled up in a corner of the bed and secretly wiped my tears.Chang Jie went to the library and forgot to bring a water glass. When she came back, she just met her crying. Seeing her holding the report card of last year's final exam, she instantly understood what was going on. She took out 200 yuan from her schoolbag, and she hung up. Several subjects, I don't know if it is enough, are pressed on Li Niannian's desk.Patted her on the back and left.

Afterwards, Chang Jie intentionally or unintentionally told her some problem-solving methods and steps in her ear, this roommate would not be too stupid, and the indirect help would not make it too obvious that she was stupid, a girl, she had too much self-esteem.Chang Jie knows a lot, and has traveled abroad with activities organized by the school before.After Li Niannian knew about it, he often asked her to talk about things abroad, and also told her some ways of speaking and etiquette abroad. They spoke very quietly, but it was particularly harsh to others' ears.

Before preparing for the birthday, the roommate with a boyfriend and another roommate found out Li Niannian, saying that it was the last birthday that everyone gathered together, and they must have a good time, and then let her persuade Chang Jie to drink It doesn't matter how much you drink, the main thing is to be happy, and let Chang Jie release herself, it must be very tiring to be so rigid at ordinary times.Li Niannian also studies normally.Let them both relax this time, and don't worry about getting drunk.The two of them swore, "It's okay, there are still the two of us. We will carry it back to you when the time comes." Li Niannian believed it.

However, Li Niannian is quite good at drinking, maybe because she followed her father. When she graduated from high school, she drank until there was only one boy left at the table. She thought that the others might be drinking too much. Really drinkable.

When they arrived at the restaurant, they ordered food in advance and waited for the protagonist to appear. Chang Jie did not disappoint their expectations. She wore a black padded jacket that reached to her knees, a pair of beige boots that reached to her calf, and a simple dress. It can also be recognized at a glance in the crowd.The seven people sitting looked at her at the same time, they were the only table in the restaurant today, and the boss went to the back kitchen to count the food after serving them.Now, there are only eight of them left in this hall.As soon as she came in, everyone started booing.Wow, so beautiful.My goddess looks good in anything.some type of.She sat down and looked around them with a smile. She seemed to have forgotten that there was someone she had rejected stones, because she saw him, the person who was always in front of her, Guan Tianling.

Guan Tianling, who exudes the idea that the living should not be approached, has sharp edges and corners, half-open eyes that seem to be contemptuous of everything, tall and broad shoulders.Chang Jie once saw him speak as an outstanding representative at a commendation meeting held by the school. He was not stage-frightened or bureaucratic, and his voice was calm and low, which made people feel convinced from the bottom of their hearts.When she stood by the side and was about to appear on the stage, she observed this man carefully, and just kept looking at him like a believer.She has also seen good-looking people, and she has been surrounded by excellent children since she was a child. After seeing too much, she becomes numb.Did not expect to see him.When she heard people say it was love at first sight, she always felt that it was too far away.

At that time, most of them were introduced by their parents through various relationships, and there was too little free love. Even if they fell in love at school, it was normal for them to be dragged back to their hometown by their parents to marry and have children after graduation.The love in school is just an episode in life.She is also afraid that they will be separated in the end, so it is better not to explain, not to be together, not to leave the capital of memories for the other party, and to give opportunities to the latecomers.It will not be too unfair to other later generations to always think of each other in the days to come.However, only those who have experienced it know that even if they are separated and reunited, it is much better than missing it.

However, they didn't miss it, it's just that the reason for being together was wrong.

At the dinner table, Chang Jie looked at him intentionally or unintentionally, and would take a look at him when talking to others, probably because he was there, and thinking that we might not see each other again in this life, there is no need for others to persuade you to drink. A little dizzy.

Two of her roommates pushed up a chocolate cake, and Li Niannian next to her yelled, "Wow, there is a cake. I don't know when it was prepared." One of the girls smiled and said, "This is a cake." But someone secretly prepared it for our birthday, and we just found out." The boy opposite who gave the stone smiled, "Happy birthday to you, it's a little thought, don't hold it against you." Chang Jie hurriedly said thank you.

A girl handed over a knife, and Chang Jie took it.cut open.There are only two flowers on this cake. The boy said that he learned how to put it on by himself. She must eat this flower. One of the roommates heard this and brought the cake with flowers to her.She didn't see it, and a person frowned.She had just drank wine, and the cake couldn't taste much in her mouth. After eating half a piece, the wine got stronger and she felt a headache. The two girls in her dormitory looked at each other and said, "Oh, we Jiejie drank too much, we couldn't lift her up, and you don't have her boyfriend here, so I won't ask you to help, you eat. We sent her to the nearest hotel.

The two of them were about to lift her up, but Li Niannian said angrily, "Obviously you two said that it doesn't matter how much we drink, and you can carry us back. You see, I can't carry her back. Next time I can't listen to you two."

After a while, Chang Jie was already lying like a dead person in a hotel named Haoyunlai. The other two roommates were dragging Li Niannian back to the dormitory. Li Niannian said, "She is the only one left. Now, who will take care of her, I will stay, and I will take care of her." The one with a boyfriend said: "You drink so much and take care of others, you should take care of yourself first, and I will take care of you in a while." You send it back and come back again', Li Niannian was dragged back to the dormitory.Seeing a roommate go out, she felt at ease and fell asleep.

In the boys' dormitory, the one who delivered the stone is now smoking a cigarette in the dormitory.The soot fell tremblingly.Guan Tianling was half lying on the bed opposite him, reading a book.Seeing that the one with the girlfriend came back, the stone man stood up abruptly, knocked his head on the edge of the upper bed, bang, Guan Tianling put down the book and glanced at him, expressionless, only his eyes were on him, The stone man looked guilty, turned around and went out, the door was slammed hard.closed.

The one with the girlfriend came back, his face was tense and then excited, maybe he was too excited, he wanted to find someone to talk to.Guan Tianling was the only one left in the dormitory, and he didn't have time to see him on weekdays, because he was always called by the teacher to help or show off when he studied well, and he was always there when giving speeches.A piece of the heart of the real teachers, he is the first thing to think about when there is any reward.As graduation approached, everyone's jobs were assigned. Guan Tianling was different. A teacher from a key school wanted him to go abroad for further study.Come back and join the scientific research group to carry out the follow-up work of research and development.After hesitating, he agreed, and went directly with his luggage after graduation.Those who have a girlfriend feel that this person is really deaf to what is going on outside the window every day, and only reads sage books.He felt that even if he knew about it, he couldn't do anything about it, maybe he would be interested after hearing about it, the two of them could still be friends, and he might be able to help him when he came back.He thought so, and the words had already been spoken. : "Where did you guess that one went?" He pointed to the bed of the stone man, "It should be here now, our Director Chang will have a son-in-law soon." There was a little envy in his eyes as he spoke He thought that Guan Tianling might not have any reaction. When he heard the other party's question "What do you mean?" Of course it is Chang Jie, there are some things in the cake she ate, which she bought from the senior she knew." She also showed a wretched expression.Guan Tianling stood up, stared at him, and said angrily, "Where is Chang Jie?" The man was startled by Guan Tianling's expression, and said tremblingly, "Okay... good luck"

Guan Tianling galloped out, and met several classmates on the way, their faces full of disbelief.Come to think of it, it was the only time I saw this man with anything but a calm look on his face.People have to guess.I also looked at it a few more times.When I arrived at the hotel, I didn't rush to look for them one by one without raising my legs. I asked the front desk where the girl who was sent to drink too much was.Few customers came today. The sister at the front desk still remembered that when she saw him in a hurry, she called 210 directly.He ran over, found this room, knocked on the door frantically, but couldn't hear any movement inside.Feeling someone open the door, he stepped back.

The door opened.The stone man's face was blushing, he kicked it up, and the stone man was kicked away, rolling on the ground with his stomach covered, his upper body naked.He pushed open the door heavily and went in. Chang Jie had already passed out, lying there with disheveled upper body clothes.He went over to help her get dressed, picked up Chang Jie's coat, picked her up, and walked out.The stone man stopped him from behind, "Why, the opportunity to go abroad is already yours, and you want to grab the last chance to let other people get promoted? You put her down for me." He said he wanted to get up and grab Chang Jie, He was kicked back hard and "rolled off".After Guan Tianling finished speaking, he walked out, and the stone man was kicked and stunned in place.When Guan Tianling went downstairs, she felt that it was inappropriate to go back like this, so she asked the front desk to open a room on the first floor.Gently put Chang Jie on the bed, poured some water and put it on the bedside cabinet, and he was watching quietly beside him.He looked at her carefully.I remembered the day of school again.

On the day of enrollment, the freshmen all took their luggage to ask for directions, and asked those senior sisters, and some of them were more enthusiastic to send them to your dormitory.That day, Guan Tianling only took a schoolbag, and seeing the notice that said quilts could be bought at school, she didn't take anything.The things on my back were not too heavy, so I just wandered around the school alone, and finally got lost.A boy was not too embarrassed to say that he was lost, and he was also embarrassed to ask, so he slowly observed the direction of the flow of people. He stood aside and watched, and happened to be seen by Chang Jie, who had just dropped off a girl, and asked him if he was lost. Yes, he looked down at her, she was so beautiful from this angle, even the real-life posters posted on the side of the road were a bit inferior, he ran away without saying a word.He thought he would never see her again, thinking that it should be the senior sister, and after finding the dormitory, he was still thinking about her face he saw just now.

During the opening ceremony, I saw her at the front of the class line.Not too conspicuous.But there was a ripple in his heart.Later, I heard people in the dormitory say that her father is a school teacher, and he also knew the reason why she knew the school so well.He was a little reserved, and he didn't express his mind as soon as possible.His eyes remained fixed on her.Slowly, he found that he could no longer tolerate other people in his heart, but he didn't know why he couldn't say that confession, or maybe there were too many people chasing her, always surrounded by her, and he didn't even have a chance. Not at all, or maybe it was a kind of competitive psychology at work, he could sense her occasional glances, when she looked at him, he was too nervous to look at each other, he lowered his head or looked to the side, aware of She looked away, and he watched her from the corner of his eye again.Every time he finds her looking at him, when he thinks of the inadvertent staring at each other, he can be beautiful in his heart for a whole day, and sometimes the corners of his mouth will rise unconsciously when he thinks about it.It's like cats and mice, testing each other, teasing each other, chasing each other.See if the cat eats the mouse, or the mouse tames the cat.

Occasionally, when he saw a boy talking to her, he also stopped not far away or hid aside to observe her reaction, politely and politely refused. Hearing this, he calmed down a little and then became irritable.Also because the time passed, it became a bit late for him to confess his confession.I'm going to prepare to go abroad soon, and it will be a little troublesome if there are more things.He hesitated like this, thinking that if there was a possibility of being together, then she would wait for him for a long time, wasting time, for an uncertain future.However, he didn't want to let her go.During the university period when the two had a tacit understanding, they never had any dating partners, nor did they have time to secretly express any promises to each other.They all understood the love, but no one said it.

The person lying on the bed groaned because of what was in the cake he ate. He picked her up and gave her a drink of water. He didn't take her to see a doctor because he had his own selfish motives.Watching her drinking water, her complexion was flushed, and the areas around her closed eyes were moist.Her mind is full of images that flashed before, she is smiling, she is serious, and her various postures are changing.In the end, he still couldn't escape.

Chang Jie woke up suddenly in the morning and found herself lying naked in a strange place with bloodstains beside her. Her first reaction was to take a bath. She kept washing and crying until she lost her voice. What appeared in her mind was yesterday The stone man rudely took off her clothes, and there was that face that was so excited that it was distorted.Feeling weak, dizzy and nauseous.All morning, she was thinking about how to die. As a medical student, the teacher mentioned what to do after being violated. She can't take a bath now, so she should call the police. But ah, many times, the truth becomes bullshit.Moreover, how could her father be willing to let others know what happened to his daughter, and let him lose face.After this kind of scandal, the school is likely to no longer let him work for the sake of reputation. My father has been here almost all his life. At this age, where else can he go?Outsiders look at the scenery, but sometimes only you know what it is.

There is a knock on the door.Li has been looking for her every year.Li Niannian woke up in the morning and found that there was no one in the dormitory, and Chang Jie hadn't come back yet, so she packed up and went to find her, trying to bring her back.On the way here, I met Guan Tianling.After waiting for a long time, Chang Jie opened the door.Chang Jie only had a bath towel on her body, and the room wasn't very warm. She didn't seem to feel the cold at all, her hair was half wet, and her face was already pale from the cold. Going down, Li Niannian saw what was happening in front of him, his head buzzed, and he felt her fall, and immediately stretched out his hand to support her, and then someone picked her up from the side, opened the coat, and hugged her into his arms.

Li Niannian's scalp was numb and she went into the house step by step to put away her things, thinking about going back to the dormitory, the person next to her had already taken off her down jacket and wrapped the person in her arms and walked out, she was holding the things Hurry up and follow.There was a car at the entrance of the hotel, and when I got in the car, the person holding Chang Jie in the driver's seat gave an address. It was a community very close to the school. When he was approaching the gate of the community, he said the number of the building.After getting out of the car, Li Niannian gave the driver the money he had prepared for the journey, and ran up with the man without getting change.When we arrived at room 301, the door was half open and not locked. This person should have thought that he might not have a hand to open the door.Inside is a single room.Open the door, the bathroom is on the left as soon as you enter the door, and then you walk in and there is a big double bed.Putting Chang Jie on the bed, the man took the quilt and covered her, and then asked Li Niannian to go back to school to pack some Chang Jie's clothes, and told her to try not to let others see her, and come here by a small road, now It was daytime, the path was safe, Li Niannian nodded in panic, her hands trembled just thinking about it.

Guan Tianling touched Chang Jie's head, it was hot, and hurried to the pharmacy in the community to buy a lot of medicine.He paid the money and bought a thermos from the nearby supermarket, rinsed it off, took some hot water in the thermos, and ran back.

He went back to the rental house. People in the community near the school are very good at doing business. They knew that there would be students who wanted to live out. They remodeled the house and divided it into several rooms, which was enough for several people to live in, and the rent was even higher. many.He sat on the chair beside him and waited for her to wake up.He didn't sleep last night, afraid that she would know and afraid that she wouldn't know. She didn't know everything he did to her.Luckily.And fascinated.

Li Niannian took the clothes back and met no one along the way, and she didn't see the other two people in the dormitory when she returned to the dormitory. She thought it was a coincidence.actually not.

At 7 o'clock in the morning, Chang Jie's father had already arrived at the office, Guan Tianling arrived earlier than him, and stood by the side waiting for him, "Teacher, Chang Jie went out for her birthday yesterday." "Well, I know, she told me What's the matter." After hesitating for a long time, Guan Tianling finally said, "Teacher, I'm sorry, I failed to protect her well." "What do you mean, what's wrong with my daughter, where is she now?" Chang Jie's father looked at him anxiously .

Guan Tianling mentioned Stone Man, the couple's name and the other name in Changning's dormitory except Li Niannian. "I hope you can take good care of them. After all, Chang Jie is your only daughter, and I have to ask you for leave. Chang Jie can't come to school recently. If she comes back, I will bring her to see you. She is not here now." It's suitable to meet anyone, and she doesn't want you to be affected, and by the way, I'll also ask for a period of time off to take care of her." Chang Jie's father wanted to ask him where his daughter was several times, but was interrupted when he finished speaking. up.There was only one last question left: "Then you guys." Guan Tianling "Well, we were together just now. Don't worry. I will take care of her. Goodbye, teacher." After finishing speaking, he went out and closed the door.

Chang Jie's father acted resolutely and punished them with a series of reasons such as staying out at night and cheating in exams.But the teacher has signed papers that they committed these things, and it was said that graduation turned these papers into ashes.It's a pity that I ran into a tiger's butt.They can only accept this punishment.Forcibly persuaded them to quit, contacted their parents, knew that they were wronged, and did not raise any objections.A few days after the punishment was handed out, I silently packed my luggage and left, and the class felt a little empty for a moment.

Graduation is approaching, when everyone packs up their things.The only remaining roommate asked Guan Tianling when he was leaving the country, Guan Tianling packed up his things and replied, "No, I have something to do." , How are you, if you don’t want to go, you won’t go, what’s the matter?” “It’s about my whole life.” Most of the rest of their class are preparing for higher-level exams, and some of them have graduated. There are also many people who want to go home and work.Not long ago, the teacher who wanted him to study abroad asked him several times, did he really not want to go?He confirmed again and again that "I won't go." After graduation, they moved to the countryside.Far from that dark vortex.

She never asked one more question, nor did he say one more question. Guan Tianling, the vicious stone man in Chang Jie's memory, wanted to keep this subtlety and make her feel indebted. Then she would never be able to leave, and he, I don't know, she didn't want to leave at all, she just wanted to be in a small place with him forever.

Guan Changning was still born. It had been 3 months since she found out. She was living in a rented house at the time, and she didn't want to go out at all, she was afraid to go out.She has been thinking repeatedly that what she has to guard against every day is not thieves robbing gangs.It's the real people around her, the few people she trusts the most, who are usually so approachable, what happened, suddenly it's like this, what happened.She didn't notice that her stomach was getting bigger day by day, Guan Tianling took care of her meals every day, she was reluctant to eat a bite, Guan Tianling bought a lot of liquid food, and her nutrition was getting less and less.The child will not see it for a while.It was too late when I found out, thinking about being hugged back by Guan Tianling when I went to the operation, and hugged him tightly: "Let's give birth to him, shall we go to another place where no one knows us? Let's forget Everything here, start over."

When I was in the rental room, there were several magazines left by the previous guests on the table.Sometimes she turned a few pages and came across a beautiful house.Just staring at it like this, Guan Tianling went back to school and handed in the things that needed to be handed in. When she came back, she saw this scene. Chang Jie squatted on the ground holding her knees and looked at this page.Very nice.He has been thinking about where to go recently, and it doesn't matter where he goes, as long as she is there, he can be anywhere.Seeing that she seemed to like it very much, he picked up the book and tore off the page and put it in his pocket.She watched as the book was picked up.Eyes followed up and saw him, stood up and hugged him.

After being together, the two cherish each other even more. They seem to want to take out their previous feelings at once, like glue, and they don't go out very often. Chang Jie seems to be in a good mood today. She doesn't care if she has a child, happy Jumping up and down, like a cat in his arms.He also put his arms around her and continued to write his thesis.And by the way, hers.

Not long after she and Chang Jie were together, he borrowed a large sum of money from his family, bought a piece of land, and handed over the building and decoration to a construction team. He found a classmate of his who was studying law. The classmate asked the teacher to draw up a contract.He signed a contract with the construction team.In order to ensure the time and quality of the project.

None of this has been said to anyone.Including Chang Jie.She was emotionally unstable. Sometimes she suddenly lost her temper and dropped the plate in front of her. Sometimes she shrank into a corner in fear, her body trembling, as if remembering something terrible.

After graduating, the house was built and he could live in it. He moved here with the money he borrowed from his family and the money he won from scholarships and competitions in the past few years.

Those ten years were the happiest ten years.