Ning Jing

Before Gao Jingyan left three years ago, he went to the school to go through the formalities.The night he finished talking to his dad.Hastily moved, changed cell phone number.No one knows where he is.On the day Gao Jingyan went to school, he ran into Gao Luoluo and her father coming over to run errands.Seeing Gao Jingyan approaching from a distance, Gao Luoluo stood by the window on the third floor, watching him approaching.After a pause in my heart, I quietly walked to the side and hid it.Gao Jingyan took the files and some things that needed to be signed.sat there for a long time.Gao Luoluo hid beside him and listened to the teacher asking him questions.Got the news that he was going abroad.

Gao Jingyan left, she ran over and asked the teacher where he was going.The teacher said something, it seems to be England.

Gao Luoluo is crazy.She ran back and begged her father to send her abroad with tears streaming down her face.It was exactly what Dad wanted, and everything was done as soon as possible without saying a word.

Gao Luoluo went to squat in front of the local police station every morning, and within two days, Gao Jingyan came to apply for a passport.When he comes out, call him aside.Tell me, where are you going.

nothing dealing with you.

It does matter, if you don't tell me, I'll tell Guan Changning.

Gao Jingyan stared at her.

Looking at it like this, Guan Changning doesn't know at all.

What do you want to do.

to be with you.

impossible.

You didn't give me a chance at all, how did you know it was impossible.

I do not like

You don't like girls.

Now that you know what to say.

But I want to be with you.

Stop it, I know you feel sick.

I do not have.

I still have something.

Since you have given up on him, I have a chance.

Why are you so persistent.

Probably too much like you.The less you like it, the more you like it.

I'm cheap.

So do I.

ill.Gao Jingyan walked away.

Gao Luoluo caught up with him, but you haven't told me where to go yet.

Give up.No good results.

That's my business.

Gao Jingyan ignored her.

Gao Luoluo learned of Gao Jingyan's flight and address through other channels through spending money from others.Gao Luoluo bought a plane ticket and packed her things.On the day Gao Jingyan left, she waited at the airport and chased after him.After Gao Jingyan went, he wanted to go back as soon as he got off the plane.Gao Luoluo followed and stood not far from him.Do you want to go back?

Gao Jingyan shook his head.I got in the car and went to the rented villa.There are four tenants and a local landlord.The black people downstairs are often brought back regardless of gender.Gao Jingyan went around the door.The next room is a girl who is also from China and came after graduating from university.Gao Jingyan said hello and returned to his room.Gao Luoluo stood at the door.

What are you doing here.

I rent an apartment there and will come and see you often.

don't come.

I am in the same school as you.

You are really annoying.Gao Jingyan slammed the door shut.

Later, Gao Luoluo accompanied him on a walk in a strange country. Gao Jingyan was homesick and didn't know who to call.The sister next door brought over a glass of orange juice.Gao Jingyan's memory was torn apart face to face.I didn't go out for a few days.He held the necklace in his hand.Put it in front of your mouth.Curled up under the covers.

Gao Luoluo kicked open the door and came in, lifted the quilt, snatched his necklace and took it into the bathroom, there was a sound of flushing.Gao Jingyan ran over and got up suddenly and hammered Gao Luoluo against the wall.With a loud bang, the elder sister in the next room came over and saw them, and left silently.Gao Jingyan fell to the ground, crying loudly.

Gao Luoluo panted heavily and squatted down.You rest, I'm leaving.Stand up slowly, pick up the bag and leave.

Gao Jingyan stood up and went to class with a book.What happened just now never happened.

After three years of study, Gao Jingyan stood among the packed luggage.Holding something in hand.

Let me part with you.

Gao Luoluo leaned against the door.She was no longer that pure and sweet doll.With a cigarette in his hand.Curly long hair, bright red lips.Just the right makeup.Anyone can fall in love with this face.Looking at the sun in the distance.The slightly bright sunlight dazzled him.There is no point in paying attention to him.

Gao Jingyan took his things and went out.Gao Luoluo was still standing there.like a statue.

When Gao Luoluo saw Gao Jingyan drinking too much and going crazy with alcohol, and took his utility knife to his wrist, Gao Luoluo panicked, pushed his hand away and cut his arm with the knife.It's not that deep, but it's still an obvious scar.When Gao Jingyan woke up, there were bloodstains all over the floor.He was alone in the room, and he saw that there was no wound on his body.Can't remember what happened yesterday.

Gao Luoluo didn't go to class for a long time and didn't come to see him. It took several days before she walked into the classroom with a smile and showed him the tattoo she just got. Personnen'aime plus quejet'aime

What's the meaning.

No one loves you more than me.

Why is there a line in the middle of the tattoo? Is this a wound?

Ah, I accidentally scratched it.The guy with the tattoo also said he almost got an infection, look, I'm fine now.

Love yourself first, then love others.

wilde.

If you go back like this, your father will probably beat you to death.

No, as long as I tell him about the wound here, he won't be angry.

as you like.

By the way, do you have a cigarette?The tattoo artist said that it is unworthy for a girl with a tattoo not to smoke.

Don't learn this, it's not good for girls.

Then do you like me?Only want to control me.

Gao Jingyan gave her the cigarette and lighter.Don't overthink it.

The back view of her running out with her things is very happy.

As long as you pretend to be happy enough, who is willing to ask one more question whether you are really happy or not.If you are unhappy, will someone coax you?The answer is, no.

When Gao Jingyan left here by plane, he looked back to make sure that Gao Luoluo really didn't follow.I got on the plane with peace of mind.The sister next door moved out a long time ago, and Gao Luoluo quickly paid the rent for a year.live next to.Gao Jingyan felt that he was being watched every day.As long as there is any movement in my room.Immediately, Gao Luoluo could be heard knocking on the door.Gao Jingyan felt helpless and sympathized with her.

Gao Jingyan was approached once by a wildly dressed foreign girl who was almost as tall as him.The girl invites him to her house.Gao Jingyan froze in place.Gao Luoluo ran over with her schoolbag and put her hands on Gao Jingyan's neck, her hair was disheveled, and two of the shirt holes on her chest were untied on purpose, exaggeratingly saying sweet.

Gao Jingyan felt even more uncomfortable looking at her.He knew that he couldn't stay here any longer.He has always been indifferent to her, and she feels that this is his refusal to welcome.not like this.

After several plane transfers, Gao Jingyan finally arrived at the door of his house.Guan Changning is really stupid.So stupid that he didn't know how sad Gao Jingyan was crying in the house opposite the villa when Gao Jingyan watched him sitting at the door crying.

Gao Jingyan dropped his things and went straight to the train station.I got in the car and arrived at the medical school in a short while.Fortunately, Guan Changning brought him here before, there is a big difference, the basic appearance is still there.He walked around the school a few times without seeing anyone, but found a cake shop.He would have gone in to take shelter from the wind.From a distance, I saw Dong Mengnan inside through the glass.

He is standing under a tree far away.Waited for a long time.I finally saw the person I had been away for a long time.The lights in the store have been dimmed, and Dong Mengnan is left alone to clean up.Seeing him enter the door, he happily ran to the freezer and took out the cake for him.Guan Changning's back was turned towards him, but he could feel him smiling.Gao Jingyan squatted down silently, so that the wind would blow to a smaller area.As soon as he squatted down, he saw Dong Mengnan crying and hugging Guan Changning, Gao Jingyan's heart was devoured.She really took good care of him.

Gao Jingyan followed behind the two of them, weeping and covered his head with his clothes and hat before they could find out.He was discovered by Guan Changning several times.He thought that the two of them had already moved out, and when they reached the gate of the rented community, Gao Jingyan was unwilling to take another step even if he was beaten to death.As long as you have a good time.He took out his mobile phone and looked at the ticket for the fastest return ticket, when suddenly someone came out from behind.It's so late, is anyone else coming out?Gao Jingyan hid, a familiar figure.Put away the phone and follow behind sneakily.

Halfway through, the person following in front of him suddenly disappeared.Gao Jingyan panicked all of a sudden, looking for him everywhere.Blame myself for being distracted and wasting the last chance to meet.His head was hot at the time, and he walked into the store by accident and took two things that were placed next to the cash register.

Follow the way you came, and walk back slowly.

When walking out of a corner, Gao Jingyan heard an obvious sigh.My heart skipped a beat.The pace becomes slow.When the people behind passed him, he stood there with tears streaming down his face.The moonlight was freezing cold.

Guan Changning went home with him by the way, and stayed for a few days before going back to school.When leaving, I took Gao Jingyan and him back to the exam.Gao Jingyan evaded and said that he was waiting for him to come back at home.

Two weeks of exams are over.Guan Changning bid farewell to Dong Mengnan and boarded the train home.Gao Jingyan was waiting for him at the exit.Guan Changning walked over with a smile.Just you?

No, Ren Zheng is also here.

I knew it, wait until I find him to settle the score.

Chang Ning, don't blame him, it was all my idea at the beginning.

Let's go back and talk about your business.

Hey, hey, Chang Ning, please don't hit anyone.

Guan Changning walked to the front of Ren Zheng's car.The windows rolled down.Guan Changning looked at him.Don't you think you should explain it to me?You know everything and keep it from me.And helped him hide it from me.What do you feel at ease.

Ren Zheng looked at him with a smile.Involuntary.

Forget it you liar.

I knew you would be angry, I didn't come all the way to pick you up.Get in the car quickly, there is something to go back.

what's up.

Not a good thing.Don't worry about you children, just go to school well.

Gao Jingyan put the things in the trunk for him, and pulled him into the car.let's go.

Arriving directly at the door of Gao Jingyan's house, they saw Ren Kexin sitting at the door with a small chair. It was snowing outside, and they didn't notice it on the way back.First snow of the year.

Guan Changning glanced at Gao Jingyan.Gao Jingyan nodded.

Ren Kexin pretended so well, I really thought he didn't like Meng Yiyang anymore.

and then.

Meng Yiyang called his sweet boyfriend and was hospitalized.

Guan Changning looked incomprehensible.Didn't Meng Yiyang give up already?

You also know that Ren Kexin is cute, right?

When I was in junior high school, I was really one of the best.Otherwise, why are two yangs chasing one?

Her boyfriend took her to a party, and then, she didn't expect her boyfriend's friends to touch her.Her boyfriend didn't care, and went to hug someone else's girlfriend.

This is too much.

Then when Kexin saw that the momentum was wrong and wanted to run, she was forcibly pulled by her boyfriend and refused to let her go.Almost got bullied.

Guan Changning was already a little angry.Where is the grandson?

Gao Jingyan put his arms around his waist, don't worry.Meng Yiyang had already taught him a lesson.

Where is Meng Yiyang?

home.

How did he know.

You didn't notice it, but the school for Kexinkao is next to Meng Yiyang School.

I have no idea.After the college entrance examination, I didn't have much contact with Meng Yiyang.

Do you want to die alone?Why is no one in touch.Gao Jingyan handed him a glass of fresh orange juice.

Guan Changning took it.Fresh orange juice.Now the season should be sweet.

I tried it for you, it's not particularly sweet.

The people I most wanted to connect with were gone at the time.The mobile phone has long been a decoration.

Gao Jingyan sat next to him.Rest your head on his shoulder.Why do you say that people like to torture each other?

Guan Changning took a sip of the orange juice and looked back at him, did you drain the water?

Gao Jingyan raised his head and frowned, but said nothing.

Guan Changning's eyes fluttered, and the sentence "I think too much" has not been said yet.Gao Jingyan muttered, is it so obvious?Why didn't I drink it out?

Guan Changning laughed angrily at him.It's okay, just not that sweet.Thank you.

Gao Jingyan grabbed the orange juice.After a sip, I really didn't drink it.But it's fine if you like it.

Guan Changning looked at Ren Kexin outside the door, it was cold outside, why didn't she come in.

Just finished speaking, Ren Kexin walked in.Brother, I want to cut my hair short.

When Ren Zheng was thinking about what to do at night, he was holding a kitchen knife in his hand and was about to shred carrots.Hearing his sister's stance that she saw through the world and wanted to become a monk.Startled.Ren Zheng put down the kitchen knife.He glanced at the two people sitting on the sofa.

Guan Changning coughed.Kexin, do you really want to cut your hair?I heard that 90.00% of girls regret having their hair cut.

Gao Jingyan looked at him.How do you know everything.

Then I am that one percent.

You think it through.

Well, I'm going to cut to the day I first met him.

The two looked at each other and stopped talking.

Ren Zheng looked at her and smiled.OK, I will accompany you tomorrow.

No, I will go later.Today is the first snow.

Gao Jingyan asked her.Why must it be today.

The two of us were together on the first snow day.

Gao Jingyan sighed.Girls always have inexplicable insistence on things like anniversaries.My driver's license doesn't work.Chang Ning, can you drive?

meeting.

OK, let's go then.

be careful on the road.

Oh, I see.

When we arrived at the barber shop, a group of tony teachers came over and pointed at the three people's hair.Gao Jingyan's hair is a bit long.Guan Changning pushed him out.Barber, he wants a crew cut.

Gao Jingyan's eyes widened, I don't want it, my fame is all in my hairstyle, why do you have the heart to cut my hair short.

But your hair is as long as that of girls.

I like this hairstyle now, just a little bit longer than the ears.Can be styled.

I still like the original curly hairstyle.

How come I don't remember a time when I still had a good haircut.

At that time, your hair was messed up like a chicken coop, but you were inexplicably cute.

That's handsome.

Ren Kexin has chosen her style.The two stood next to him, and Teacher Tony, who cut Ren Kexin's hair, shook his hand.Gao Jingyan asked her, do you really want to change back to your original appearance.People are going to change.

Ren Kexin looked at him in the mirror.I know, so I just cut it in half and leave a bit for the bangs near the nose.Anyway, the hair underneath is also dry, no amount of means can save it.

Guan Changning nodded and asked Gao Jingyan, do you really not dye your hair?

Don't dye it, you dye it for me when you go back.

it is good.

By the time Ren Kexin came out, Ren Zheng had already made four phone calls.Guan Changning drove back.Before Renzheng got angry, he stopped at the door.

Ren Kexin felt much better after having her hair cut, and changed into another dress after dinner.walked out of the house.Ren Zheng had an endless heart, so he asked the two children to follow her to have a look after eating.After receiving the task, the two put down their chopsticks and left the gate.

Ren Zheng is a sister-in-law.Look at how Ren Kexin pampered you, you are worried when you go out, and you are not a child of a few years old.

You can also think of it as giving us some alone time.

Maybe.Gao Jingyan took his hand.Guan Changning held it tighter in turn, and walked on the road.Arrived downstairs at Meng Yiyang's house.The two were waiting for Ren Kexin downstairs, but they didn't go up.

Guan Changning looked at him.You haven't told me how Meng Yiyang knew.

It seems that Kexin sent him a text message.He appeared shortly after,

How did Kexin know those people.

Seems like it was introduced by a roommate.

Who does this roommate know?She really dared to be with that man.

Her roommate was there that day.Watching her being bullied.

Now even my roommate can't believe it.

It seems to be because of some kind of loan from her roommate.I wanted to get Kexin involved, and I also returned her money by the way.It is true that no one can see that others are better than themselves.

It's also possible that she just wanted to drag someone into the water.People always hope that someone will accompany them to fall together.So did you call the police?

Reported.The student seems to have left or something.I don't know where it is now.

That might be the worst possible plan.

dead?

Worse than death.

Hey, self-inflicted, can't live.

Ren Kexin walked down from upstairs.With a faint smile on his face.Pass them both.

The two followed behind.Gao Jingyan squeezed Xiaguan Changning's hand vigorously.a little nervous.

But what happened to Meng Yiyang?

pretty good.

How are you guys doing?

I am me, he is him, not us.

Gao Jingyan glanced at Guan Changning again, what did you say to him.

Ren Kexin played a minor tune horizontally.stopped suddenly.The two behind him stood up.Meng Yiyang, Ren Kexin from five years ago doesn't hate you anymore.Ren Kexin walked away.The two followed again.

You cut your hair just to say that you don't hate you?

Ok.

What did he say.

Thank you.

Ren Kexin was still humming.The tone is cheerful.

Gao Jingyan felt that the air pressure was a bit high, and he unconsciously held Guan Changning's hand tightly.

Guan Changning shook back.Smiling at Ke Xin's back.Congratulations, you are free.

Ren Kexin stopped humming and walked quietly.I have really nice hair today.

Um.Very nice.

Gao Jingyan looked at him.You look good too.

Heart of beauty in everyone.

Gao Jingyan looked at Guan Changning, what time is it.

Guan Changning glanced at his watch.It's less than eight o'clock.

Then I'll take you somewhere.

milk tea shop

Gao Jingyan looked at him and laughed heartily.Why do you know everything, I feel that I can't hide anything from you now.you are terrible...

Let's go then.

The three walked to the door of the familiar milk tea shop.The boss is still as young as before.With a child in her arms.The mother of the child is resting behind.Saw them coming.Say hello.The three sat down, and the boss came over and asked them what they wanted to drink.

A glass of strawberry shaved ice.Ren Kexin whispered.Gao Jingyan quickly waved his hand, no, she wants strawberry milk tea.Looking back, Ren Kexin, girls should drink less cold water in winter.

The boss has written it down, so you two are still the same?

Ok.

The boss went back to prepare.Ren Kexin looked at the surrounding walls.It's all on sticky notes.Not far from the milk tea shop is a school.Ren Kexin picked up the pen next to her and tore off a blank sticky note.Ren Kexin.Live well.Looking back they both were looking at her.Tear off another post-it note.Gao Jingyan, Guan Changning, stay together well.

After searching for a long time but couldn't find a good place, Ren Kexin saw that the high place above was still vacant, so she tried to put her feet on it.Guan Changning stood up, picked up the post-it note and pasted it to the highest position.By the way, I glanced at the others, which were submerged under other post-it notes.Those that were not discovered.

The milk tea is ready, and the boss said something when it was delivered.I haven't gained any weight after drinking milk tea for two months. I really envy your physique.

Guan Changning smiled and took the milk tea.

Gao Jingyan stood up and looked at the wall. He felt that these messages were very interesting, and opened some of the covered ones by the way, looking at them with a stiff face.Go back and sit down obediently.Staring at Guan Changning.Guan Changning looked at the phone, as if thinking about something.

Guan Changning, I actually think you are a bit scary now.

Guan Changning ignored it, and then looked at the phone.

Gao Jingyan snatched the phone over.you look at me.

Guan Changning looked up at him.

What have you been doing all these years without me.

Nothing, I'm doing fine.

Come drink milk tea whenever you have time.You are lactose intolerant.

That's called diabetes.

That's about the same.

Much worse.

Didn't you say you don't like drinking milk tea?Why do you come every day when you are on vacation?

passing by.

Your family went here halfway around the city, where did you go around so far.

Running by.

It's already afternoon when you came here from your house.

I run fast.

Gao Jingyan looked at him with questioning eyes.I believe you will be blamed.

Ren Kexin watched the two play charades, but didn't know what happened.Confused.

There was no one on the way back.Three people are walking down the street.Greedily enjoy the quiet of this moment.

satisfying.

What's wrong.

when will your semester start.

I just had a holiday.

Did you still take the exam when this happened?

I passed the exam.

Is it your big heart or I think too much.

You think too much.Not long after Meng Yiyang came over, other people in my dormitory came to look for me.That girl can't get along with everyone anymore.Everyone knows what she did, and no one will believe her.

Then where is she now.Will she go to jail? This is all fraud.

I don't know, although I spent some money, I don't want to pursue this matter.After all, she was sincerely kind to me at that time.

Why don't you want her to be nice to you just because you spend money on her.

But her family treats her really badly.They didn't give her money to go to school, and she still had to work part-time and attend classes.Even the family asked her for money.She can't help it either.

Gao Jingyan pulled Guan Changning back.Did you see, back then I treated you much better than Ren Kexin treated her roommate.

You raised me?

I have this plan.

Then I wait obediently?

can.

That might have to wait until I die.

You underestimate me too.When I go to pick up a few drafts, I will support you.

Wait and see.

Ren Kexin bowed her head silently. When the other roommates finally dragged her away from the crowd, they saw the girl standing there crying, feeling distressed.

But Xin, why don't you know how to wash your clothes? I'll wash them for you.How many people will laugh at you if you wear it out.

Kexin, get up quickly, class is on.After a while, there was another roll call, and there were no test scores in less than three times.

Ke Xin, how are you, bring the thermometer, I'll see how many degrees it is. More than 38 degrees, come down quickly, I will accompany you to get an IV.I bought you pumpkin porridge, eat some before you go.

Kexin, don't move, I'll just finish painting this eyeliner.Alright, let's see if you look better with makeup on.

Ke Xin, thank you for taking me to see my idol's concert.Still in the third row.My mother, I'm going crazy, I must forcibly amuse my cub for you.

When she got home, Ren Kexin went upstairs and took out the bracelet that was in a small box.There is also her "Zai Zai" Q-version profile picture on it.

Ren Kexin took out her phone and glanced at the recent concert.a few more days.Knocked on the door of Gao Jingyan and Guan Changning's room.You guys, what's up lately?

The two took a look.shook his head.

Then go to the concert with me in two days.

Gao Jingyan looked at her.good.Did you buy a ticket?

No need to buy, there are scalpers at the door, just go there.

Let's take a look, since you want to go, let's buy the first row.

it is good.

A few days later, standing at the place closest to the stage, Ren Kexin sang along with the people on the stage until she was about to die.Sing along while crying.

That night, the girl was found stabbed to death by the side of the road.There are suspicions of usury and debt evasion.

Gao Jingyan looked at Ren Kexin who was crying until he died, and patted her on the shoulder.