[Demon Fox X Servant SS] fans

Mother and father don't have any interlaced time, they are not the same individual, that is another self that is not their own.

It's like reading a biography that feels deep into the soul, but that person is still not me.In this life, he has no special feelings for Sakura Tokibi, and they haven't even had any more in-depth contact except for today's conversation.So, how does he convince himself to bear the debt of the previous life, and to bear another person's life.

At this moment, his rationality has built a high wall to no longer allow the invasion of this raging emotion, so that he is no longer helpless.

he loves.At the same time, he refused.

There are halos of light in front of my eyes, gathering, dissipating, and turning into nothing.

Remnant Summer's heart was exhausted like being soaked in salt water.

This isn't the first time, and certainly won't be the last.But no matter how many times he experienced it, it seemed that he would not get used to it. This kind of emptiness that runs through the past and present lives and invaded the soul.

Can Xia can't fully understand her mood at the moment, should she be happy or sad?

He thought, there is still a trace of happiness deep in his heart. The wish he made in the previous life has come true. In this life, with Lan Xin's company, waiting by his side with her own will and emotion, it also makes him feel helpless. Loved without scruples.He thought that maybe this period of time was the happiest time he had ever lived in this endless fate.No, this is undoubtedly his only, precious, and one of the few good times.

But it was also because of this that he was heartbroken when everything woke up from the dream.The sweet dream woke up too quickly, and the reality hit him dizzy.What hasn't changed is my admiring heart, but in the past life I chose to silently guard the near and far, but in this life, I can no longer conceal, ignore, or whitewash this love that has become blatant.

The two impulses swirled and intertwined and almost tore him apart, what could be done?

For Lan Xin, who has become an atavistic monster like himself, Can Xia neither thinks it is good nor bad, so he maintains a delicate balance, but he is ashamed of this balance.He thought that his own death must have broken Lan Xin's last life-saving straw, which made her become what she is now, stopping time and standing still in the tomb called "the past".Compared with Fan Zhizuo, she was the one who was left behind.

However, it is only the self in the past life who has this kind of thinking. The self in the current life has fully accepted others and feels joy from the bottom of my heart, the feeling of being comforted from the depths of my heart, the feeling of being accompanied by someone who has been alone for a long time.As long as Lan Xin, no, it should be A Yuan.As long as she is still a ancestral monster, as long as she wants, they can always be together.

This feeling of being labeled despicable by Can Xia in the previous life is resisting and attractive to the collective named Can Xia.

With a bang, the living room door was pushed open.Shuang Chi rushes in hastily, without saying anything, just delays Can Xia and wants to go out again.

Staggered by Shuang Chi, Can Xia startled: "What's wrong?"

The footsteps didn't stop, and Shuang Chi didn't even turn her head: "Yuan is calling you."

At this time, there was no need for Shuang Chi to urge anything, Can Xia had already left him and ran upstairs.On the other hand, Zhong and Dragonfly got up when they heard the sound, but Shuangchi turned around and blocked the way. His eyes circled around the two of them complicatedly, and said in a deep voice: "You are very strange. Yuan's state is also very strange. I have never I've seen her like that...she actually called me 'Mr. Shuangchi'." Having said this, Shuangchi frowned his beautiful eyebrows, glanced around with cold eyes, and it was not difficult to notice the slight sympathy between the two people in front of him. Stiff, but can't get the answer I want.After thinking for a moment, he just closed his eyelids and opened them again: "If you don't want to say something, don't force it, and I won't force you to ask. But you can't go up, she's just calling Can Xia."

Pausing for a second, Shuangchi looked at the dragonfly, and said in a voice like water vapor condensed into a needle point, "She doesn't want to see you."

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Go out of the elevator and turn left, go straight to the second room.Can Xia is familiar with the route that can no longer be familiar with.

Standing in front of the door, he suddenly hesitated.

——What kind of face should I face her?

what should i call herorchid?Or A Yuan?

I……

God never gives us enough time to perfectly prepare for life.

Give us temporary problems, and watch us wander, hesitate, and bewildered, and God will be pleased.

So, when Can Xia was standing there in a daze, the door was opened from the inside.Gerudo stood there with wet tears in his eyes: "Can Xia, go quickly."

When he came back to his senses, the door was closed behind him, and Can Xia found himself and Jing standing in the room.The living room was quiet and there was no movement at all, so he moved his feet and walked in.

The moment the bedroom door was pushed open, the oncoming flower petals poured into the eyes.The pink petals seem to have life, and there is no wind but they float freely in the room. Bewildered by the scenery, Can Xia can't help but raise her hand to pick them up, but she watches the petals melt in the air at the moment of touching.The girl who made Can Xia hesitate and didn't know how to face it was standing in the center of the petal vortex.

Seeing him coming, she looked happy: "Can Xia, you are here. I am waiting for you."

The flying petals wrapped the girl, so that Can Xia couldn't really see her expression, only a pair of pink eyes.

"Your eyes! What's wrong with you?! What's going on here?"

Almost aware of the difference without thinking, Can Xia stepped forward and wanted to approach her, but she stopped her loudly: "Don't come! Don't come, Can Xia, just stand there."

Lan Xin stood looking at him from a distance, and spoke after a while, with 100% certainty in her voice: "You have already remembered, you have remembered just like him. Like me, you have remembered.

"So, you don't call me A Yuan anymore, you don't want to hug me and be intimate with me without hesitation anymore. You don't even know how to face me anymore."

In the end, the sound was as erratic as the petals, almost inaudible.But Can Xia still heard it.He heard her say, "It would have been nice if I hadn't remembered."

Can Xia suddenly felt distressed, but it was really like what she said, she wanted to speak, but she couldn't make a sound.He looked at the petals separated between the two, as if indicating the distance that could not be concealed in mood.

He made up his mind to approach again but was stopped by Lan Xin. She took a few steps back and raised her hand to watch the cherry blossoms flying: "Don't come to Can Xia, you've seen it too, now I can't control my ability. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to turn you into an immortal monster like me, so stand there. I just want to see you again."

They were silent for a long time, just staring at each other.

There are more and more petals, and the girl's body seems to be merging with the petals, and it is gradually indistinguishable. The next moment, she seems to disappear, so she said this kind of words that seemed to be parting.

Scared by her own thoughts, Can Xia suddenly had an ominous premonition.Fear and panic made him no longer care about walking towards her so quickly: "Kite!"

He finally stood in the center of the vortex, but he still couldn't touch her.When I stretched out my hand to scatter the petals, I didn't see her body anymore.

Lan Xin burst out laughing suddenly when she heard the call, this smile was very sweet, but reflected in Can Xia's eyes was pain.She raised her hand to touch Can Xia's face, but when she touched it, it turned into petals and scattered nearby.

Seeing Can Xia's shocked eyes, Lan Xin remained calm: "Don't worry, don't be afraid. I'm just a little tired and want to rest for a while. Just for a short while."

Can Xia was terrified, suspicious, and at a loss.He watched her lean down and touch his forehead with her lips.Then, he watched her disappear.

"Can Xia, thank you for your company. Thank you for being alive.

"Please go on happily from now on.

"I never regret being by your side in this life."

The door was pushed open again, as if it could not withstand such a force, the petals lingering in the room quickly dissipated and disappeared without a trace.The girl smiled and disappeared into the sunlight, with only one person's shadow reflected in her eyes.

Knowing that this sadness and jealousy can't be counted as her true feelings, but the scene in front of her still hurt Dragonfly's eyes.

confrontation of the strong

"Can Xia, thank you for your company. Thank you for being alive."

No, it shouldn't be like this.

"Please live happily ever after."

Don't say it like goodbye forever!

"I never regret being by your side in this life."

"do not leave me!"

With an exclamation, he suddenly woke up from the nightmare, and Can Xia was dripping with cold sweat.

What greeted him was darkness around him.No more hugs, no worried inquiries, no cold even under a blanket.

I don't know how many nights Lan Xin disappeared. Everyone searched everywhere, and Can Xia also used her ability to search, but how many nights did she still find nothing?

Turning his head, what came into his eyes was the water glass she bought and placed in the corner cabinet of his bed, but there was no glass of milk in the water glass as usual, it was just left there empty.Looking into the distance, there was a small pot of jasmine planted by her on the window sill. He still remembered that she watered it with a smile on her face, and made a wish in a low voice, hoping that it would bloom soon.But when the little white flowers bloomed and even sent out bursts of fragrance, she was no longer here.

Can Xia never thought that one day, she would be so cowardly.

Raising her hands to cover her eyes, she curled up on the bed and tried not to make a sound, Can Xia couldn't bear to see someone's traces everywhere in her life but never saw her figure again.Obviously, he only spent a short time with that person, but he was defeated by thousands of years of being alone.

never again