wander around.And this skirt has become her only one-piece dress in recent years.

So now, the self in the mirror, the 17-year-old self, makes her feel strange.

Who wouldn't be curious about their past self?It should be precious time, but it is forgotten for no reason.

Of course Sakurashi is no exception. She has repeatedly asked Siwen: "Where is my family? What happened to me? What happened to my injuries?"

At this time, Siwen would look at her in silence, and even if she gave an answer, there was no clear message: "You were sent to me when you were dying, just because I could save you. Regarding the others, I Can tell you very little, maybe you don't know better."

Over time, she understood that her past might not be all good, and maybe her savior didn't want to tell her that he was protecting her.

In the end, Siwen deliberately didn't mention it, and Sakura didn't explore it any more.

But when she couldn't bear it anymore, Sakura Toki would talk to the Millennium Sakura in the yard.She is its emissary, and she can naturally talk to it.Of course, she likes to sit on the carpet of cherry blossoms it spreads out for her, she likes to caress the layers of lines on its rough trunk, she likes to talk to it.

She asked, "Why do you think I came here?"

It replied: "Because we are attracted to each other, so we met at the right time. You need me to fulfill your wish, and I need you to set me free. I want you to replace me, with your eyes, with your hands , use everything in your body to feel the world. Of course, the help of Siwen is also indispensable."

"My wish?" she asked.

It replied: "Yes, your wish."

She asked: "So, why did my time stop? Why can't I continue to grow? Is this the price of my wish?"

It answers: "No, that's exactly what you want. You don't want to move on, you choose to stay here, so I'll make it happen for you. You pay the price to be me, you are me, and I'll fulfill you A deep desire."

Sakuratoki's question is actually very simple, she just wants to explore her past, but the answer given by Millennium Sakura is like Zen language, too vague to make her at a loss.

She didn't know why she had to stay at 17 and not move forward, she didn't understand.

When she lowered her head in thought and said nothing, she heard Millennium Sakura's deep sigh: "Kite, the past will eventually be lost in the torrent of time and cannot be overthrown. If fate wants to, it will definitely let you reunite with the people who miss you and miss you .Don’t be confused, and don’t forget that your current mission is to live, and then wait for the arrangement of fate, waiting to meet them again. Feel it with your heart, feel freedom, feel life.”

Sakura Toki turned her ear to listen to its deep voice, that voice had an endless aftertaste.

Loneliness, vicissitudes, restlessness, longing.Some she understands, some she doesn't understand.

But she knew it was right.So she nodded and said, "I see."

# # #

Kneeling and sitting outside the Japanese room door, before she could make a sound, she heard Siwen's voice from the other side of the door: "Xiaoyuan, come in."

"Yes, Lord Siwen." Even though Siwen couldn't see, Sakura still nodded respectfully before opening the paper door.

As soon as he entered the Japanese room, Heijiang's ridicule came to him: "It's really slow!"

Sakura didn't raise her head to look at Heijiang, let alone reply, she just bowed and knelt in front of Siwen and said, "Master Siwen has been waiting for a long time."

However, Siwen didn't mind, she put down the PSP with a smile, and sat next to Sakura when she pulled it up: "It's okay, it's okay. I just finished the 150th and eighth pass on IKKI while I was waiting for Xiaoyuan, oh heh Hehe~ Those charming eyes, Xiaoyuan, don’t you think they are very loving?”

After listening to Siwen's words, Sakura couldn't help but have a few black lines on her head. She didn't understand what is so attractive about OtomeGame, and it's a game that has been cleared 150 or [-] times.So, in order to stop this topic, she immediately raised her head and became serious: "Master Siwen, I heard from Heijiang that you have something to do with me?" Having said that, a very embarrassing thought suddenly flashed through Sakura's mind, which immediately made her look After a pause, even the voice trembled a bit: "You, wouldn't you let me go to the video game bus line in the middle of the night to buy you some limited-edition games again?!"

"Pfft!" After hearing this, Siwen let out a burst of laughter, with a mischievous girlish expression on her pink face: "Hey~ Xiaoyuan, don't be so afraid of being bitten by a snake for ten years Rope! It is true that there are a few new games that have been released recently that I want to buy, but I have already asked Heijiang to buy them for me. What? Xiaoyuan, do you want to take the initiative to invite Ying?"

As soon as Siwen finished speaking, Sakura immediately shook her head: "No, no, no! I'd better ask Heijiang to buy it for you, I'm really not good at this."

He stretched out his hand and patted Sakura on the back vigorously, and Siwen's laughter echoed in Nuoda's Japanese room: "Hahahaha! Xiaoyuan, you are so cute, have you forgotten who I am? Are you still so small? You want to hide it from me, haha. But every time I can successfully tease Xiaoyuan, I am also very happy~"

Seeing Sakura Shi's dark face, Siwen restrained himself a little: "Okay~ Seeing Xiaoyuan, you look so beautiful today, I won't bully you anymore~ Actually, I really have a serious business to call you here Say, but if you don't agree with the matter I've arranged below, I won't force it. Anyway, let's listen first and then talk about it, okay?"

The matter has finally come to the point, Sakura Toki naturally did not refuse and nodded in response: "Master Siwen, please tell me."

Putting down the hand that was still on Sakura Shi's shoulder, Siwen said, "Haimu's reincarnation will come to Siwen's house this afternoon. The child is already ten years old now? He will be 11 years old in August." Well. Time flies so fast. That child is only a year away from going to middle school. Going to middle school means the first step of independence, and he will leave the family to live in the demon house. Baimu Reincarnation is always short-lived, and the pain of struggling to live but to no avail, I think no one can understand. I don’t know if you understand Xiaoyuan after I say so much, but in fact, I just want to ask, Xiaoyuan, are you willing to do it? His Secret Service?"

The topic changed too quickly, and the small talk in front of Siwen didn't seem to have much to do with the last question, so Sakura couldn't react for a while: "Huh??" She wanted to say that she didn't really understand.

Seeing Sakura Shi's confused expression, Siwen was not in a hurry to explain, just smiled, and then continued unhurriedly: "As a human being, you once wanted to protect Baimu, although you don't remember now, But I still feel the need to tell you. The reason why your earrings, hairpins, and rings are made into energy suppressors is also for Baimu. Therefore, you need to turn yourself into an ordinary but capable person to be able to accompany him. The next thing is up to you to decide. There is still about a year before he goes to middle school, and you can think about it slowly. Try to get in touch with him first, would you like to?"

Siwen doesn't say it or doesn't say it, the amount of information is too large when it is said, Sakura looked at Siwen's smiling eyes, and had to ask first: "Have I ever thought about protecting Baimu's child?"

Siwen nodded: "Yes."

Without thinking, Sakura has already made a choice: "Then I am willing. I want to know more about my past self, my wish, and the reason why I became what I am now. Therefore, I am willing to inherit my will and become this child SS."

# # #

After lunch, Sakuratoki took a walk to the garden.Excited for her upcoming chance to learn about the past, she couldn't sleep for a nap, so she went to her closest friend and confide in her alter ego.

On a whim, she climbed up the tree trunk and sat on the top of the tree. She sniffed the pink flowers in front of her eyes: "Millennium Sakura, I'm going to be the Secret Service of the reincarnation of Baimu."

The big tree didn't move, but the voice came into Sakura Shi's heart: "Hundred-eyed ghosts, ghosts with unlucky lives."

"why?"

"Because there are too many things to see. He can know everything in the world, but time limits him. He only has one heart to carry it. , Broad knowledge, ignorance. Happiness, suffering. In the end, everything becomes a wear and tear on his mind. Sharp knives, the soul will be broken."

"Can he read people's hearts?"

"Even past and present lives."

"That's why you need to wear three energy suppressors at once."

"I have been standing here all year round. I have spent countless years and experienced vicissitudes. You are me, so the child must not be able to bear it, so you need to restrain your ability. Of course this is not enough. He also needs to restrain his ability. Peeping at you. When you are together, there will inevitably be tribulations."

"But, I used to want to protect him. So I'm going to try. And, from what you said, I think he's not doing well, and I want him to get better. If time is a shackle, at least it must be within a limited time. It’s good to be happy in time.”

"Kite, Baimu may be your beginning. This is fate, so I will not stop it. But Baimu's soul is too fragile. Since you choose to protect it, you must be careful, otherwise it will only bring harm. Don't forget my words, Feel life instead of me."

Caressing the vicissitudes of the cherry blossom tree over and over again, sticking her cheek to its thick trunk, Sakura nodded slightly: "I promise you to protect that child with your heart, I promise you

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