[FATE] I'm Ginger

I look up.

It's boring being trapped in the Holy Grail with nothing but black mud - no wine, no entertainment, no people to play with, no... Diarmuid.

No Diarmuid.

It's weird that I didn't realize until now that in the past ten years, my memory has been almost all about Diarmuid.

The distressed look, the serious look, the dumbfounded look after being teased, the moving look with tears in his eyelids every night, the frenzied look of fighting, the quiet look in the kitchen, and most of all, the smiling look look.

Smiling in the sun, black hair casts subtle shadows.The golden eyes narrowed slightly, bent into a beautiful arc, flowing like a golden brilliance.The corners of the raised lips have an extremely gentle curvature, which complements the moles of tears at the corners of the eyes.He turned his face slightly, smiling like this and calling my name.

He said, "Jill?"

... how strange.

Thinking wildly here, the face that appears most often in his head is not Enkidu, but Diarmuid?

This shows that I think Diarmuid... is more important than Enkidu?No no no that doesn't make sense at all.No one can be more important than Enki...

……

...is that really the case...

Ten years ago, I wanted to take Diarmuid from the Holy Grail.And back then, Angola was looking directly at my soul.Although I had a sudden idea at the time, but in the ten years since then, I have regretted my carelessness more than once-how could I take such an important thing and risk it for an outsider?

——But when I think about it, how long has it been since I stopped thinking about this issue?

Things like "whether it's worth it" or "should it be" are complaints that only appear when you feel dissatisfied in your heart.And I haven't thought about it for so long...

...Yes, don't you feel sorry anymore?Is it worth it?Is... I think this exchange is not as bad as I imagined, and I think it is not unacceptable to exchange my soul for such a sincere loyalty, is that so?

I think Diarmuid is very important to me?

This is impossible.

Hmm... It's better to say that this is my proof of being a "time traveler".

Becoming a very distinct character like Gilgamesh, I even wondered whether my personality belonged to that "traveler" or "Gilgamesh" himself.

But Diarmuid is so important to me that his face pops up far more often than Enkidu's in my mind.

It stands to reason that the heroic spirit system is independent of the world.And when I crossed, I smashed directly into the Seat of Heroes.Strictly speaking, Heroic Spirits do not have souls, and what is stored in the Heroic Spirit Seat are just folders named "Memory" and "Personality".

If "memory" and "personality" are compared to leaves, then the soul is the essential root and trunk.If there is no root, there will be no leaves. Similarly, since there is no soul, such things as "memory" and "personality" naturally cannot exist.Of course, this is not a big problem for the "world", but anyway, the first attachment objects of "memory" and "personality" are the so-called "soul".

My soul smashed into the Throne of Heroes from the outside of the world, and the outside of the world with a relatively high level, so of course those memories and personalities chose to attach to me first.If "memory" and "personality" are "documents", then the soul is the system.The whole process of me becoming Gilgamesh is probably like the system was formatted.

All the files of my original memory and personality were erased and loaded into a new folder——that’s probably how it feels.

That's why this result came about.

——Gilgamesh is an important person, there can be no second besides Enkidu.And the reason why I cherish Diarmuid so much is that I haven't [really] lived with Enkidu after all, and I don't have a deep impression of him.

Confirming that "I" is still "I" in this way... It's really complicated.

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Medea solemnly handed over the lightning-shaped dagger to Diarmuid, "This victory or defeat is all up to you."

The green spearman nodded seriously, "I will live up to expectations."

The dagger of breaking the contract can cut off the contract between Gilgamesh and the Holy Grail, and it will be effective at the moment of use. With the ability of Medea, it can also temporarily change the owner of the treasure. Perfect, but no matter what, the innate disadvantage of the Deed Breaking Dagger is still unchangeable.

After all, it is a "dagger", its attack range is too small.If you want to use it, you must use it in close combat—but Gilgamesh is an archer, not the kind of archer who likes to fight in close combat like Red A!

If it is said that Gilgamesh didn't mind fighting in close quarters, now Gilgamesh, who is controlled by the black mud and goes all out, must follow the general rules of archers and try his best to avoid hand-to-hand combat.

There are more terrible.

Gilgamesh has many "shield" treasures, and they can appear anywhere at any time.If you can't make an effective attack when you get close, then the fun will be great.

At the same risk of being eroded by the black mud, it would be terrible if not only no one was rescued, but oneself was also trapped in it.

Therefore, it was not because of a personal affair that everyone knew that such an important thing was handed over to Diarmuid for safekeeping, but that there was no more suitable candidate than him.

Diarmuid, who has a heroic spirit as the master and is a type of high agility, whose agility has even reached the A+++ level, is undoubtedly the most suitable candidate for this operation.And the red rose, which has the effect of "breaking demons", is a sharp weapon to break through Gilgamesh's defense.Living together for so many years has also made Diarmuid more aware of Gilgamesh's true strength and fighting habits than anyone else, so that he can make the most reasonable and effective response.

This is the real reason.

Diarmuid Diarmuid clenched the treasure in his hand, feeling complicated.

Jill, this time, I'm here to save you.

"—Did you hide here? Gilgamesh!"

"Enuma - Elish -!!!"

--Varied--? ? ? ! ! !

"Avalon!!!"

There was no time to do more defenses, Artoria first released the real name of the scabbard for defense, and finally avoided the frontal impact, but obviously, the emiya family's mansion is not a good idea.

Shaking off the debris that fell on him, he raised his head.In the middle of a thin layer of black shadows on the ground, the King of Heroes in all black armor stood silently holding a long sword that didn't look like a sword at all.

Not proud, not arrogant, not complacent.But with unparalleled pressure.

——The sky is already dark, but it is not yet the time when the whole city is silent.In other words, it is not the time period when the Holy Grail War starts by default.

How could it be so fast! ! !