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I only know that people like Li Xiu and Zheng Ao need to practice kung fu. I don't know that Ye Susu, as a girl, has also developed something like internal force. I feel like I have broken a few ribs when I rushed over, not to mention that she restrained her with one hand. My neck, one hand hugged my waist, I felt I couldn't breathe, fortunately, I grabbed the table where the phone was placed, and was thrown to the ground by her hug.

"How about it? Is it fun to be outside these few years? Which corners have you gone to and what happened? Do you know someone who is [-] times more handsome than Zheng Ao and has a second life? Is the virginity still there? I just now I saw a super-looking child, did you have a baby with someone else without telling Zheng Ao?" She strangled my neck hard, and a bunch of questions were photographed like a mountain.

I barely struggled, and only had time to say: "Let me go first."

"Let go, just let go!" She patted my shoulder unhappily, and finally let go: "I know you have no conscience, and you are not excited at all when you see me!"

If it wasn't life-threatening, I would definitely be excited too.

While rubbing the strangle marks on my neck, I looked at her.I haven't seen her for three years. She seems to have grown up a lot. She doesn't dress like a schoolgirl anymore. Instead, she wears a very imposing black coat. Her hair is also tied up in a ball and she wears makeup. , with a slender neck, like a swan.Finding me looking at her, she proudly put her hips on her hips and posed for me to see.

"Girls, don't stand like this." I whispered to her.

"What! This is Miss Yu, do you know how domineering?" She was very upset. Although she was dressed quite maturely, her personality was still as fierce as before, and she would explode at the slightest mention.

I was amused by her: "How old are you, and you call yourself a sister?"

"Xu Lang, you are so old-fashioned, you don't understand anything," she pulled aside a chair next to her in disgust to step on her feet, and happily told me about her current glory days: "A bunch of younger brothers under my command now know Well, it's all big things, a little lawyer like you won't understand."

Earlier, Zheng Ao said that she went to her grandfather's house after she came out of Ye's house. Her grandfather's family name was Yu, and he didn't seem to be very rich. Ye Susu probably couldn't stand it anymore, so she ran to Zheng Ao and recommended herself, which was very courageous. .Moreover, she is very smart, learns things quickly, and can endure hardships. Apart from not being very good at yin, she can now be independent.She obviously knew this herself, so she has been following Zheng Ao all the time.

I knew she was straightforward, so I didn't mind, and continued to do my own business, but she couldn't stay idle, and pushed my shoulder: "Hey! I asked you something, why didn't you answer it?"

"what's up?"

"It's about you and Zheng Ao!" She looked like she was about to hear it, and moved the stool over.

I laughed: "What can we do? Isn't it good now."

"Don't get me wrong," she has a fierce look, she is not yet twenty years old, her skin is as smooth as jade, sitting in front of the window, her hair seems to be shining with light, her eyebrows and eyes are as beautiful as a painting, It's just that the tone is a little anxious: "Tell me quickly, what does he think, what do you think, what is your current state? Why do you forgive him..."

I looked at the door: "Are you sure you have time to listen?"

"Stop talking nonsense, my sister came here specially for a meeting today, but that bastard Zheng Ao was doing things slowly today, smirking from time to time, looking angry. I came to you," she poked my chest: "You won't Did you drug him?"

I think she probably played too much with Li Xiu, and her tone of voice was very similar to him, as if she was about to flip the table in a second. Fortunately, she still knew that she was a girl, so she didn't use swear words.

"What are you helping Zheng Ao with?" I asked her.

"Let's just ignore his line, they're all old men with nothing to do." She was quickly distracted and her eyes brightened: "But old men are really good at playing with guns, don't die... "

I waited for her to talk vigorously, then read the newspaper again, after a while, I got another slap in the back.

"Xu Lang, you're kidding me!" She sobered up quickly: "Obviously I was asking you, but why did you ask me..."

"I want to be with Zheng Ao." I told her calmly.

Probably the slap caused an internal injury, and I coughed after I finished speaking, she was taken aback for a moment, and said, "Didn't you always want to be with Zheng Ao?"

"I didn't think about it before." I coughed twice and told her, "I didn't dare before."

"Why don't you dare?" She laughed: "Isn't it just a relationship?"

Not just about romance.

Zheng Ao used to be a very important thing to me, too important to allow for the slightest mistake, let alone such a high-risk thing as falling in love.I would rather just maintain the status quo and stand still than have the slightest possibility of losing.

But I am strong now.

Maybe raising a child really makes people firm and confident, maybe it’s the three years of life that left me with a way out, letting me know that I can live well without Zheng Ao.So I'm willing to give it a try.

Or, he is not so important to me.

"Little girl, why are you asking so many questions?" I avoided answering, "Do you have someone you like?"

Ye Susu almost jumped up.

"What a mess." There was a flash of blush on her face, but she quickly returned to that fierce look: "Talk about your own business! So now you have decided to establish a relationship with Zheng Ao, right... ..."

I smiled and nodded.

She looked thoughtful: "Alright."

"What? Have something to say?"

"What I was going to say is gone now." She said very freely: "In short, you and Zheng Ao are having a good time, so I can rest assured, by the way, Wang Xian doesn't know you are back, she must know Happy to die."

When she mentioned Wang Xian's name, that quiet and introverted girl still flashed in my mind. She was a different existence among her peers, but occasionally it gave me a feeling of the same kind.

Maybe we do look alike.

However, Ye Susu's attitude has changed obviously - when I left Beijing, she still looked like she wanted Zheng Ao to die, but now she speaks out about me for Zheng Ao. She must have gotten along well with Zheng Ao these years.

Ye Susu kept pestering me until noon.

Zheng Ao was passive and sabotaged all morning, and finally it was time for dinner. He couldn't wait to run over to find me, and saw Ye Susu stalking me, like chasing flies: "Go, go, don't be an eyesore here, and go find your sick Raksha."

Ye Susu didn't know if he was pinched seven inches or something, but after hearing what he said, she replied angrily, "I'm looking for your uncle!" and ran away, saying hello to me, saying that I would bring Wang Xian to see it some other day I.

Zheng Ao got tired of coming over again, hooked my shoulders with ease, leaned on me, picked up the newspaper I was reading: "What are you reading?"

"Look at our professional stuff."

He is not light. After all, he is 1.8 meters tall. He lay down on me, heavy, with long arms, and the whole figure hugged me. It’s an old newspaper, I’ll ask the housekeeper to tidy it up and show it to you…”

"I've almost seen it all." I turned my head to look at him, at such a close distance, his amber eyes looked like the most beautiful gems in the sun, and they were full of smiles. He found that I was looking at him, and suddenly When I came closer, I couldn't dodge in time, but I was still kissed to the corner of the mouth. He smiled triumphantly, like a child.

I laughed too.

"It's so good." He hugged me and swayed gently, the sun shone on his hair, it was a dancing light, he often sighed softly recently, I don't know what kind of hard life he had before.

When the lunch started, Rui Rui was finally brought back by the housekeeper.Holding a handful of plum blossoms in his hand, he walked in front alone. The stool at the Zheng family’s dining table was high, and he climbed up proudly, and threw the handful of plum blossoms in front of me: “Father, here you are!”

Probably because of the warming up in the past two days, the plum blossoms have been out of season and have begun to bud. The color of the buds is darker than that of the blooming flowers, and it is really redder than cinnabar. There is still white frost on the buds.

"It's pretty." I touched Ruirui's hand, which was holding the flower all the time, and his hands were cold.

"Just now there is a little more frost, it looks better!" Ruirui said angrily, "The butler wants to take me to see Grandpa Zheng Ao's house. The frost has melted. I will pick it for you tomorrow..."

Ruirui’s way of appreciating flowers is very simple and rude. When he sees beautiful flowers, he always asks the owner to pick them for me. He was very cute when he was young. Dilemma.

The servant had already brought up a hot towel, and I wiped Rui Rui's hands carefully, and Zheng Ao who was next to him snorted, probably because he was concerned about his age, he was sorry to ask me to wipe it for him, and made a face towards Rui Rui: "Short."

"You were shorter than me when you were young!" Rui Rui used my comforting words to deal with Zheng Ao: "I will definitely be taller than you when I grow up."

Zheng Ao laughed, his peach blossom eyes narrowed: "You are more than ten years shorter than me."

Rui Rui said coldly: "I will live more than ten years longer than you, why don't you tell me."

The butler next to him had a pitiful expression on his face, and he probably wanted to go to the Zheng family ancestral hall to cry.

Fortunately, the dishes were ready soon, only one seafood soup was still simmering, the kitchen still couldn't give up, baked lobster with white truffle and mixed it with the Chinese dishes on the table, Ruirui bought it very much, and made a mess by herself Holding the chopsticks and eating slowly, he was very strong. Fortunately, Zheng Ao asked the servant to cut the lobster with a knife and fork. It is not difficult for children to eat.

Zheng Ao has been picking up food for me according to his own preferences, and after picking up food for a while, he still criticizes Ruirui: "Xiao Lang, look at how heartless this kid is, he will definitely not be filial in the future."

I quickly patted Ruirui, who wanted to refute Zheng Ao, comfortingly: "It's okay, you eat, don't talk."

Zheng Ao got a warning look from me, he seemed to restrain himself a little, pestered me to give him a meatball, and finally started to eat in peace.

After dinner, Ruirui was going to take a nap, so I washed his face and hands, and sat by the bed to put him to sleep.Ruirui is lying on the bed, almost falling asleep, not energetic, in fact, he is just a three-year-old child, his hair is soft, his face is soft, and he is shrunk into a small ball under the quilt , Even Zheng Ao didn't bother him anymore, he reached out and patted his head: "Sleep quickly, I can sleep with your father only after you sleep."

I glanced at him, and he smiled, not feeling at all that he shouldn't say this to children.

Zheng Ao was a hedonist back then, and he disliked Li Xiu as an ascetic all day long. Now that he manages such a big stall, he should sleep without delay. Not only did he change into his pajamas, but he also asked me to sleep with him. I don’t have the habit of taking a nap. Reading a book by the bed, he put his arms around my waist, resting his head on my lap, talking to me lazily, asking me to peel the rambutan for him to eat.

I treated him as a child, read a book for a while, rubbed his hair, he seemed to be enjoying himself, and even rubbed against my sweater, treating himself as a delicate cat.

After sleeping for a while, I put the book down and grabbed the edge of the bedside table.

"What's wrong?" Zheng Ao felt very keen, and raised his head.

I frowned and didn't speak.My feet were numb from the pillow, and it felt like there were countless ants crawling inside. This feeling was so weird that I couldn't help but want to grab something.

Zheng Ao turned over and held my calf.

"Are your feet numb?" As soon as he touched my hand, he knew it was my reaction, and he held his ankle along his calf: "Is this better?"

As soon as he exerted a little force, I groaned, instinctively waved my hand, and knocked the book to the ground.

He hugged me, picked me up and sat on his lap, I wanted to push him away, but he started massaging along my calf.

"Hurry up and restore the blood circulation, maybe it will be better." He concentrated on helping me press along the calf from top to bottom. Although the movements were not very skilled, his attitude was very serious. It makes people feel very good-looking, the kind of delicate and soft good-looking.

I look at him.

In fact, my feet are no longer numb.

"Is it better now?" Zheng Ao raised his head and asked me, so close to each other, I smelled the fragrance of precious plants on his body, and the corner of his mouth was naturally hooked, which was really strange.

I nodded.

He also looked at me, suddenly laughed, put his arms around my waist, and lightly touched the tip of his nose to mine.

My face heats up.

As soon as my body lightened, it was he who hugged me and sat on him, with my waist and abdomen pressed against each other. I instinctively sensed the danger, and his breathing was a bit heavy.

He leaned over, and I stepped back in a hurry, leaning against the back of the bed.

Zheng Ao kissed me.

At first it was just a tentative kiss, his lips were as soft as a dream, and then I was supported by the back of my neck, and his whole body was covered.My mind was buzzing, like countless bees were calling, and I was dizzy, and I didn't know when I had grabbed the clothes on his back.

I was suppressed, like a subdued prey, with a wall behind him, he held my waist, and his arms were on the wall. I pushed him out, feeling like I was about to fall asleep, and I couldn't exert any strength at all. .

"Don't be afraid," he whispered in my ear, "Don't be afraid of me, Xiao Lang."

I nodded confusedly.

His breathing was heavy, as if he was enduring something, something sharp in my heart seemed to flash by, too fast, too late to catch it, only to know that it was a bad thing, there seemed to be a trace of hidden worry in my heart, as if I knew there was something wrong something heavy like...

I feel uneasy.

He backed away before things got out of hand.

My head was still a little hypoxic, and he was hazy and flattened. He held me in his arms like every time before falling asleep, and wrapped me with his body.

"Go to sleep, Xiao Lang." He whispered behind my ear.

I tried to look back at him.

"Is that... all right?"

I am not as ignorant as I was three years ago, I know what is behind me.

Zheng Ao kissed the back of my neck.

"It's all right," he said, "I can wait."

I curled up.

"As long as you don't hate me, Xiao Lang." He said softly.

I shook my head.

His arms hugged me tighter.

"As long as you're here, it doesn't matter how long you wait," he said.