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I'm actually not good at such scenes. I rarely take the initiative to find others to solve something. I usually wait for others to come to me.Probably because I know my abilities are limited, so I never get involved in anything.

But this time is different.

Some things in this world, some people, are obligatory.

Ye Susu is my duty.

The room is very bright, because the window is open, the curtains are very beautiful, probably very expensive lace, layers of flowers, outside the window is a tree of winter jasmine, which is light yellow, the room is very warmly decorated, the leaves Madam was leaning on the bed, seemed to be embroidering something, and had already raised her head to look at me.

"you are?"

"I'm Susu's friend," I closed the door behind my back, "I heard that you are sick, so I came to see you."

Although she could see that she was still a bit puzzled by my abrupt behavior, she gave me a gentle smile and motioned for me to sit down in the chair.

If there is a book in this world that provides models of various identities, Mrs. Ye is probably the most perfect image of a wife and mother.Gentle, beautiful, age can be seen, but with a mother's unique aura of gentleness, even the slight wrinkles at the corners of the eyes are extremely harmonious...

If possible, I also want to chat with her step by step, about Ye Susu, about her family, marriage, gain trust step by step, and persuade her, like I always do.

It's just that I don't have time.

Soon, Ye Susu will go back to that hotel to get engaged to someone she hates, and from then on she will live as Mrs. Zheng for the rest of her life.And I can't protect myself, I don't know when I will leave the Ye family.

"Madam Ye, today is Susu's engagement," I asked her bluntly, "What do you think about this matter?"

Mrs. Ye was a little surprised by my inexplicable question, but her good upbringing still allowed her to maintain a decent smile.

"Susu can find her home like Lanzi, so I am very pleased as a mother," she replied with a gentle smile, "It's a pity that my health is not up to par, otherwise I would have gone to the hotel to watch her get engaged..."

"It doesn't matter if she doesn't love that person at all, right?" I asked her calmly.

She was startled by my abrupt words.

"why do you say so……"

"You know very well in your heart that Ye Susu doesn't love Zheng Ao at all." I stood up and approached her bedside: "Ye Susu is only 16 years old, she is not yet an adult, you know why she got engaged, don't you?"

Her face fell.

"Wu Ma, Wu Ma!" She called out to the servant, "Please get out!"

I rushed back, locked the door of the room, and then slammed the window hard in front of her.

In the light penetrating through the pattern of the curtains, I approached her bed, she probably thought I was someone who came to harm her, and she was still calling for the servant in a panic.

"Stop pretending to be a victim!" I reached out and grabbed her wrist, staring at this weak and gentle woman: "Your husband cheated outside, raised a mistress, gave birth to an illegitimate child, and even Take away all the family property and leave you no place at home! But how did you do it? You still maintain the illusion of love and have the cheek to be your Mrs. Ye! You even acquiesced to your two daughters, this The only two people in the family who love you sacrifice their happiness for you and marry someone you don't love!"

"Shut up!" She probably didn't have the habit of hitting people, but was just struggling: "You crazy, Wu Ma! Wu Ma..."

"It's you who should shut up!" I lifted her wrist, almost lifted her whole body from the bed, and I forced her to look at me: "Look at me! I know how despicable you are! Do you think Is that woman who gave birth to an illegitimate child abominable? You are a hundred times more disgusting than her! She sold her body, but you sold her own daughter! You gave birth to them, used their love, and let them use marriage and your own I will trade your whole life for the stability of your family! What is the difference between you and a procuress who forces her daughter into prostitution!"

Probably my words stimulated her, she struggled violently, her well-maintained nails scratched my cheek, she seemed to cry, and weakly defended: "No, I didn't use them, I love them..."

"Then why didn't you stop them!" I didn't give her a chance to defend herself: "Ye Lanzi slept with Zhou Xun in different dreams for you! Have you ever stopped her? Ye Susu is only 16 years old, have you ever met the person she is going to marry? You Do you know that Zheng Ao has slept with more than a hundred people! She has never even been in love, and she is going to marry such a person! Have you ever stopped her? You acquiesced! Because it is good for you, isn't it!"

"No!" She screamed and retorted: "No! They are all married to good people, and they are good destinations!"

"The same destination as your husband!" I yelled loudly: "And 20 years later, they will become another you! Will their daughters sell themselves for them again!"

This sentence seemed to break her down, she stopped talking, but covered her face and started to cry, I couldn't go any further, I stood by the bed and looked at her.

"What are you still yearning for?" I asked her in a low voice: "The Ye family will not be yours, and it will always fall into the hands of that illegitimate son in the future. Your husband has no feelings for you, the only two daughters who love you, you want To watch them be destroyed?"

She broke down crying, her shoulders trembled, and she shook her head tremblingly.

I looked at her, so thin, so pitiful, she was probably sick, coughing so much.

Many of the words I just used to accuse her were not her intentions, I know - she is just a weak, harmless woman, she lives in a dream, in that dream, she has a happy life The family, her husband treated her with respect, the two daughters had found a good home, there was no fierce mistress to take her place, no illegitimate child was going to squeeze into the family...

It's just that Ye Lanzi and Ye Susu paved the way for her sweet dreams and the red carpet of her happiness with their own lives and dreams.She is stepping on her daughter's future, how can she cry so innocently?

I felt very tired, pulled out the chair and sat down.

She was still crying and didn't know how much she was listening to.

"When I was young, I didn't have a mother," I said softly, "so I often imagined what a mother should be like. In my mind, mothers are very powerful, gentle and strong, making people feel very warm. very safe."

Mothers should be the ones who teach their children those things that are sunny, and who teach them to yearn for a healthy life, a beautiful love, and a family.

She cried, then looked up at me.

So weak, so innocent.

"Then what should I do?"

I put my hand on her shoulder.

"I can't tell you how to do it, but I can tell you a principle of being a human being. If you lose your judgment, you can at least abide by this sentence." I told her: "If you treat someone nice to you, you must also treat him Good. And the people who hurt you, even if they die, you can't let them draw warmth from you, because they deserve to go to hell. Your daughter is willing to give her life to create a dream for you. Can you How about being brave and giving them a less bad future?"

They are such nice people.Ye Lanzi has a pure heart, but she has an arrogance and responsibility that men don't have.Ye Susu is frank and sincere to all her friends, but she hasn't had time to talk about a clean love...

If you take them away, you may not be as rich and luxurious as you are now, but with your family background, you will not live too badly.Don't compromise, don't pretend to have a happy family, just get out of this quagmire.Ye Lanzi may be a foregone conclusion, but Ye Susu, she still has countless possibilities.

But these, I can't teach her all of them.

If she has this heart, she will think about it, if she doesn't, I taught her this time today, and I can't teach her to be firm when Mr. Ye is trying to save him, and I can't teach her to be firm in the face of external turmoil...

There are many things to teach in this world, but love teaches itself without a teacher.

Even a lioness knows how to protect her cubs. A mother's strongest instinct is to protect her offspring.

I stood up and walked towards the door.

"Are you leaving?" Madam Ye looked at me.

"Yes, I'm leaving." I answered her.

I still have a lot of things, many levels are waiting for me.I want to leave this city and live another life, maybe I will no longer be Xu Lang, maybe I will be displaced...

Mrs. Ye still looked at me helplessly.

"I know you are helpless," I said to her, "but I want to tell you that when I told Ye Susu not to marry Zheng Ao, I said she had a bright future. She said, 'If I leave my mother alone If people live a happy life, doesn’t it prove that it is useless to have a daughter?” She said that whoever dares to touch her mother, she will fight desperately! When you don’t know what to do, think about your daughter. In this world Someone gave you such love, shouldn't you at least think about them?"

If there is a person in this world who loved me so relentlessly, then even if I am smashed to pieces, I must repay such affection.

Unfortunately not.

I looked at Mrs. Ye, her eyes seemed to be a little bit firmer, and it seemed to be just my illusion.

It's just that I can't wait any longer, I don't have time.

I turned around and opened the door of the room.

Ye Susu was standing outside, looking at me fiercely, and there were several servants standing behind, the fat one was probably Wu Ma.

I don't know how much she heard, but she didn't look at me anymore, but pushed me away fiercely, dropped the things in her hand, and ran towards Mrs. Ye who was still sitting on the bed. Several servants looked at each other and ran away go in.

I knelt down and picked up things on the ground.

Coats, purses, sandwiches...

She probably came to tell me that there was no time and wanted to take me out first before eating on the way.

But she probably doesn't want to talk to me now, because I said such exaggerated things to Mrs. Ye.Her greatest wish is that Mrs. Ye can live happily all the time.

I laughed at myself, picked up the things on the ground, and walked towards the door.At this time, where can I buy tickets?This season, the flowers in the south should all be in bloom. I suddenly miss the seedling fields in the south of the Yangtze River. Egrets fly in the blue sky. Grandma took me to the mountain to visit grandpa’s grave... After a spring rain, grandpa’s grave grew again. Lots of grass.

When I got to the end of the corridor, I looked back and the door was closed.

If possible, I also want to say goodbye to Ye Susu, like we were in her room half an hour ago, talking and laughing, frank and clean.But I can't, it's okay if I don't know.But I know, I am responsible.She is a good girl, she shouldn't have ended like this.

If someone must be the villain, I will do it well.

Even if it is, I will repay her.

When I was young, my father would actually teach me to read and reason with me.

They say that I am like him, probably because I believe like him in my bones: the world is actually very good, as long as everyone works hard for the good, there will be a very happy ending.

Ye Susu said that I was naive, that this world is really rotten.

It didn't actually suck.

Good people are not so vulnerable, no matter how great their privileges, no matter how bad they are, they can't beat them, at least they can escape, but they can't escape, at least they can guard their hearts and endure being unkind to those bad people.If all good people don't give up, they think about those who love them, don't compromise, indulge, or give up, just like she and Ye Lanzi love Mrs. Ye, if Mrs. Ye can think about them in the end, then she is not needed Father, every good person doesn't need to be a part of the rotten part of the world, every good person is going to be fine.

Even if something bad happened, even if I feel my heart hurts at this moment, it hurts like I'm going to die.

But I still believe in this.

Believe all my life.

A sharp pain in the back of the neck.

My eyes went dark and I fell down.