sin of heart

Why?Does the reason really matter?

To be honest, although she asked this, she sincerely hoped that Fang Ge would not ask why.

"I still remember when I was a child, what I liked to do most was to be in a daze on the mountain behind my house, looking at the other side of the mountain. Although I knew that I couldn't see anything, I just wanted to see, and I really wanted to get out of the piles of Dashan, I really want to see what kind of world is on the other side of the mountain.

15 years old, I remember that year I was 15 years old.I was just in my second year of junior high school.Because my parents passed away when I was young, my only grandma saved up all the expenses for studying, but even my grandma left me in that year.

I remember the last sentence my grandma said to me was that you must read more books, then leave here, and never come back.

At that time, in order to study, I went to the head teacher of our middle school, and our head teacher said that there was just a subsidy quota that he could apply for for me.I was happy, really happy. "

When talking, Gao Ling probably recalled the original scene, frowning for a while, and chuckling for a while.

"But do you know? I asked our class teacher several times, but our class teacher said that if someone wrote the application materials, they had to be sent to the village for signature.

How could I understand these at the time, so I told our class teacher to ask him to write for me.At that time, our head teacher was still frowning, as if he was very embarrassed, and finally he agreed after my various requests.Let me go to his dormitory at night, and he will help me write.

do you know?I was so excited at that time, after studying by myself in the evening, I ran towards his dormitory.As a result, can you guess? "

Fang Ge sighed, although he guessed that everyone has his own good reason for doing something, for example, he is so obsessed with solving crimes because he wants to find the murderer of his parents, but he never thought that this person who looks The glamorous senior sister actually has such an experience.

To be honest, although he didn't think he had the most miserable childhood in the world, he also thought that there were not so many people who had a miserable childhood than him.

But who knows, just a few days after I came to university, I met one.

Unknowingly, Gao Ling took out a pack of cigarettes, lit it on her own, and continued: "At that time, I went to the head teacher's dormitory, and the head teacher was watching a DVD player. Do you know what's on the TV? It's the most popular cigarette in your boys' dormitory. Favorite little movie.

I was stunned at the time, but our homeroom teacher didn't feel any embarrassment at all. Seeing me cover my eyes with my hands, he said solemnly, ********* is human nature, what's the point of being shy.As he said that, he still touched my face with his hand, and I wanted to leave immediately, but who knows, our head teacher said that if I left, he would never help me write those application materials again.

Do you know how much I want to read?Do you know how much my grandma wants me to study?You don't understand, because you simply don't understand the idea of ​​a rural child who regards reading as a way out of life.

In desperation, I sat down again, but our class teacher was even more pushy, unexpectedly...

You must have guessed the rest, just in such extreme unwillingness, I gritted my teeth and shed tears, just as if I was put to sleep by him. "

Speaking of this, Gao Ling couldn't bear it anymore, and tears flowed down like continuous drizzle.

Fang Ge didn't speak, just like Gao Ling said, he didn't understand, he didn't understand how much a family who regards reading as the only way out of life values ​​reading.

He didn't understand how a girl who had no parents since she was a child and lost her only grandmother at the age of 15 grew up strong in that environment.

But he understands that whether it is a man or a woman, some things can be done, and some things can be done?

"Are you thinking again why I chose to compromise instead of rejecting." Seeing that Fang Ge was silent, Gao Ling asked proactively.

Nodding, without hiding anything, Fang Ge said directly: "Yes."

Hehe, after wiping away her tears, Gao Ling sneered and said, "Do you think I am willing? At that time, I had no choice. There are some reasons that you don't even understand."

So far, Gao Ling didn't say why she still does this flesh and blood business now.

She believed that with Fang Ge's intelligence, he would be able to guess it sooner or later.

In fact, Fang Ge did guess it.

In his opinion, Gao Ling should have lost confidence in the men in this world because of her homeroom teacher's seduction of her, so she gave up on herself and chose such an act.

"Actually, there are many ways to live in life. The worst way is to give up on yourself. Think about it differently. Now you also rely on reading to get out of the mountain you most want to get out of. Moreover, you are so beautiful. If you change your way of life, don't you Same. Why spoil yourself like this?"

If he didn't know the reason, Fang Ge would not want to deal with Gao Ling's affairs. After all, everyone has their own life to go, and so does he.But now that he knew the reason, Fang Ge still tried to persuade him.

Hehe, Gao Ling sneered again, and said: "Trassing yourself? I don't think it's a waste. Don't those men just want to sleep with me? Since they are willing to pay, I don't lose anything. Why not just hit it off? Besides Now, don't I spoil myself and let you men spoil me?"

Fang Ge was stunned, he didn't expect Gao Ling's thoughts to be so extreme.

"Fang Ge." As she spoke, Gao Ling moved closer to Fang Ge and whispered, "Be honest, have you ever thought about sleeping with me? If you want, I can satisfy you. For you, I can hit you." Half off."

Oh god, Fang Ge was almost choked by Gao Ling's words, and hurriedly took two steps back and said, "You can insult me, but can you not insult yourself?"

To be honest, Fang Ge actually felt disgusted with Gao Ling at this moment, not because of her skin business, but because of her self-respect that she didn't understand.

As the saying goes, a poor person must have something to hate. This sentence is completely applicable to Gao Ling at this time.

"Don't talk about insulting or not, just say have you thought about it?" Gao Ling didn't care about that, and chased Fang Ge relentlessly on this issue.

Shaking his head, Fang Ge said, "So what if you have it, so what if you don't have it?"

Gao Ling replied bluntly: "If there is, we can open a house right now. My sister will grant you this wish. If not, forget it. Just pretend that you don't have this blessing. Although you know what I do, But I can still tell you that if you want to open a house with me, the price is not low. Although I am cheap, I am not cheap!"

After listening to Gao Ling's words, Fang Ge was speechless. He calmed down his irritable heart, took a deep breath, and then said, "Gao Ling, I can't control what you want to do. Really, I always think that every Individuals have their own way of living, and others have no right to interfere. Similarly, I also have my own way of living, and others have no right to interfere.

Your past is indeed distressing, but that should not be a reason for you to indulge yourself.In this world, there are always [-] or [-] people worse than you, right?

If everyone lives a self-defeating life like you, what is the world talking about?

As for your question about whether I thought about doing something with you, to be honest, if I had just met you, I would still have such an idea. Men, in your eyes, are animals that rely on the lower body to think.

But now, I really don't want to have anything to do with you again. I don't say I hate what you have done, but I don't understand what you have to do.

goodbye! "

After speaking, Fang Ge turned and left.

He really couldn't figure out why a girl who looked so glamorous had such extreme ideas.

Isn't it just a blow from childhood?These days, everything is lacking, and there is no lack of fucking blows.

Originally, he didn't want to speak so seriously, but he was really angry?Although Fang Ge is not a great person, he still knows what to do and what not to do.

Looking at Fang Ge's back, Gao Ling's face changed instantly.

She wanted to ask why?

Am I doing something wrong?Those stinky men don't think they are lustful?Why can a man call it a pick-up even when he is looking for a lady?Are women born to be played by men?

She couldn't understand why she was cheap when she played with a man, and why a man was capable when he played with a woman?

No, she doesn't think she's cheap, she still gets paid for playing with men, which is much better than those men spending money for playing with women.

However, Fang Ge's last words really stimulated her weak heart.

He clenched his fist tightly, wishing to insert his entire fingernail into the palm of his hand.The brows that were originally stretched were tightened again at this moment.

"Fang Ge, why do you look down on me?" Gao Ling asked silently, gritting her teeth.

But at this time, no one would answer her questions.

On the other side of the Yanyu Pavilion in the artificial lake, behind a evergreen tree, a pair of eyes full of resentment slipped out.

Quietly watching Fang Ge's back.

Fang Ge didn't know, and Gao Ling didn't know, when the two of them were in the Yanyu Pavilion, a pair of mysterious eyes kept watching their every move.

When Fang Ge's figure disappeared into the artificial lake, Gao Ling left.

The mysterious eyes hiding behind Wannianqing also disappeared.

It seemed that everything was calm again.