Damn that heartthrob
Chapter 64 Black Heart
"if……"
It really has to do with God.
"Why..."
God will destroy the world he created every 5000 years?
Mr. Chun Zhan could not accept it: "What on earth does this mean! Is this really related to God? What is God's intention? I, I can't figure it out!"
Ning Xiu looked at Chen Sheng. Like his friends, he was hit hard.
Understanding why he couldn't accept it, Chen Sheng understood the respect and love for Xu Ze in their hearts.After all, in their view, this world is built up and built by Xu Ze bit by bit, and every place is Xu Ze's hard work and his handwriting.If you want to say, in fact, the common ancestor of all people in the world is Xu Ze, but unlike Tianhu, they passed through Xu Ze's hands and do not have the blood in Tianhu's body.
But the world believes in Xu Ze, respects him, loves him, takes Xu Ze as his heaven all his life, and regards the way of heaven as the main thing.They put Xu Ze in the highest position in their hearts, and they worshiped it almost like a madman, so when they heard the news that Xu Ze was about to be discarded, they naturally couldn't accept it.
Ning Xiu's expression was gloomy: "What do you know?"
Chen Sheng shook his head: "When I left, the battle between gods had not yet ended, the rules had not been set, and everything had not been divided, so I didn't understand what rules Xu Ze set for this world, and what heavenly reincarnation path he chose."
Chun Zhanjun looked bewildered, completely unaware of what he was talking about.
Chen Sheng waved the child to sleep, not wanting the boy surnamed Bai to know too much, he turned his head and asked Ning Xiu: "Do you know why the ancient gods wanted to fight for the throne?"
Ning Xiu hesitated for a moment: "For the king's visit to the world?"
Chen Sheng shook his head: "Heavenly Venerables are born with extraordinary dignity. To them, everything in the world is just dust at their fingertips. They can create the world, but how can they be satisfied with the things they have created? How can they be so great because of the things they created?" Shot?"
Chen Sheng pointed out: "With the status and identity of the Celestial Venerable, do you think the Celestial Venerables will care about all beings in the world, and will focus on the respect and love of the world's people? Let me ask you, if you stand on the cloud, would you go to see it?" How many fish are there in the water? Will you work hard and fight hard to gain the respect of the little fish?"
He said cruelly: "Tianzun doesn't care about these things at all. Mortals and Tianzun are not at the same height, and they see things differently. People live in the world and have to see what the world is like in order to live, but in the eyes of Tianzun, you are just In one part of the scene, Tianzun looks at you like you look at fish, and it is wrong for you to use your point of view to judge God.” All of Ning Xiu’s cognitions were overthrown today, and he was in a state of confusion: “If you don’t care Why do you want to fight for your own status?"
Chen Sheng said, "For the rules."
"rule?"
"Heaven respects the rules." Chen Sheng said: "Back when Xu Ze separated the heaven and the earth, several heavenly gods created different people, each standing on one side and not interfering with each other. At first, I didn't think about the position of God until one day the dragon girl said , there should be 'human beings' in this world, and they just want to create things and make people, so a lot of things are involved."
Chen Sheng made an analogy: "It's like if the gods want to build a new palace, they must draw before they start. They must first draw what they want in their hearts before they start. But there is only one palace, but there are many people who plan it. Among them, Xu Ze wants to build a new palace. He wants the doorposts to be red, and Jinyu Tianzun wants the doorposts to be gold, so naturally there are differences."
"Facing how the way of heaven should work, several Heavenly Venerates have their own opinions. Everyone has their own rules they want to decide. In the end, in order to decide who can make the rules in this world, they fought a battle. Xu Ze won and became God, I have everything now. Every plant, tree, person, and thing in this world, the way of heaven, the rules and principles, all exist according to Xu Ze's thoughts."
"So," Mr. Chun Zhan still couldn't accept it: "We are like utensils in his hands. He wants to make them, but if he doesn't want them, he has to replace them with new ones?"
Chen Sheng felt that his sadness at the moment was meaningless. He said objectively, "You ask me, and I don't know. I only know that if burning the Yejuan will destroy the world, it must be Xu Ze's intention."
As soon as these words came out, Ning Xiu and Jun Zhan couldn't take any chances, and they both showed a shocked look.
Although Sun River Mirror cannot understand their feelings, they also understand the shock that cognitive subversion will bring to them.In fact, considering their feelings, Shan He Jing did not say some things.
People and Xu Ze stand from different perspectives, and naturally feel different things when they see things.
Xu Ze creates man, as if looking at the desolation of the world, sowing a handful of seeds at random, and when the seeds grow, Xu Ze may harvest them or ignore them, but you can't make him value the seeds he sowed, let him Treat the seed as if it had been planted.
In people's eyes, being harvested means being abandoned, which means that this life will be denied by people, and they will no longer be able to live happily in the world.
Among the three, Mr. Chun Zhan was the first to react. Mr. Chun Zhan proposed to kill the young boy of the Bai family, but Chen Sheng said it was useless.If the rules of the 5000-year chaos were set by Xu Ze, even if they killed Fen Yejuan here, Fen Yejuan would soon be entrusted to other people's families, and the world would still be destroyed once in 5000 years.Therefore, killing the young boy of the Bai family can only delay the time of death.
It's just changing the time of extinction from 12 years to 15 years, which doesn't make much sense.
Chun Zhanjun and Ning Xiu were depressed for several days because of this, but the little baby of the Bai family didn't know what happened around him, and after waking up, he still pestered Chun Zhanjun to hug him.
Chun Zhanjun was annoyed when he saw him, so he didn't know what to do, and pushed him away, causing him to sit on the ground and cry.
Chun Zhanjun pushed him with a lot of strength, and gave all the depressed emotions in his heart to him.
The young boy of the Bai family was pushed down by him, and his back hit the stone and drew three wounds. Chun Zhanjun felt uncomfortable when he saw it.
The little baby sat on the ground and cried all the time, with a dirty little face, and wanted to stretch out his fleshy hand to Chun Zhanjun, but he was afraid that Chun Zhanjun would hurt him, so he took it back.
Chun Zhanjun looked at him for a long time, as if he couldn't stand the pressure, and sadly shed two tears.
Many Luonan people died.
When encountering disasters in previous years, both Chun Zhanjun and Ning Xiu would step forward and help if they could.But what is happening now is indeed God's will. They want to resist but don't know how to resist, want to yell but don't know who to yell at.
After thinking about it, sadness came from his heart, and he was weeping silently, but he saw the little baby of the Bai family leaning over, as if Chun Zhan Jun comforted him the day before yesterday, pressing his cold little face against Chun Zhan Jun's face , seeming to comfort him.
Chun Zhanjun had complicated emotions in his heart. He stared into the eyes of the young boy of the Bai family, and finally made up his mind when Chen Sheng looked over.
He stared at the innocent and ignorant child, then turned to Ning Xiu and asked, "Are you willing?"
In the evening, Chun Zhanjun hugged the sleeping Baijia doll, and said to Ning Xiu: "I am not reconciled, life is short, monks have long dreams, monks and ordinary people seem to walk on different paths, but what they want to see is the same. Scenery, what I want to read is nothing more than to live.”
"Ning Xiu, I've been in a turmoil for the past two days. I've thought about it for a long time, but I still feel unwilling."
"Why do we have to die?" Chun Zhanjun held the Baijia doll and said, "Maybe you will think my actions are ridiculous, but I will not kill him. Raise him to be an upright gentleman, and don't give him the thought of destroying the world...Although I may not succeed, I still want to do it."
"Do what you want." Ning Xiu drank a pot of wine with him after listening, and told him not to leave, saying that he would protect them.
Chun Zhanjun said yes, and he really couldn't do it by himself.
The two of them mixed the helplessness and depression of these days with wine and swallowed them. The empty jug was placed on the table.
With his back to them, Chen Sheng sat on the threshold with his sleeping baby in his arms, looking at the reddish sky in Luonan, wondering what he was thinking.
After drinking for three rounds, Mr. Chun Zhan was drunk and unconscious, Ning Xiu took a coat, covered Chen Sheng with the coat, sat on the threshold with him and looked into the distance.
After a long time, Chen Sheng heard Ning Xiu say, "Do you know why I entered the water to save you?"
Chen Sheng turned his head: "Look at me pitiful?"
Ning Xiu shook his head: "It's because you are lonely." He lowered his head and looked at the upper of the shoe: "When I was a child, I was wild and often went to the back mountain to play. I walked for a day. At that time, my parents were still there, and when I came back from farming, I found When I was not at home, one was so angry that I scolded, and the other went up the mountain to look for me with a wooden stick. At that time, I always felt that they were nagging, and I felt that I was not comfortable around them. In order to get rid of them, I ran out desperately. They don't care about me anymore."
"At that time, I wished I was a bird and could fly as high as I could. I just wanted to get out of their control. But when I went into the mountains one day and no one was looking for me, I felt uncomfortable."
"On the day they left, I sat in the mountains and waited and waited, but I never got someone to call me. Then when I got home, I realized that no one would call me in the future."
The stick fell to the ground and rolled three times on the ground.
Three bowls of noodles were placed next to the stove, and only a pair of chopsticks were left.
Without mother's nagging, without father's sighing, the simple wooden house became very quiet. He got the quietness he once wanted, but at the same time he also lost his warm embrace, and the cold wind would blow into the room along the cracks in the wood. , so cold that he couldn't sleep.
When he started to live alone, Ning Xiu finally understood how terrible loneliness is, and he suddenly didn't like Jing anymore.
No one in the world cares about what he wears or what he wears today, no one listens to him, no one cares whether he is doing well, the house is quiet during the holidays, and the excitement never belongs to this wooden house.Then he regretted it, but no matter how many times he ran to the mountain, no one would hold a wooden stick and call his name worriedly.
He was dropped.
Parents were killed by monsters, leaving him alone in the world, feeling what loneliness is, and understanding what loneliness is.Also because he has lost it before, he knows how to cherish it better, he doesn't want to lose anything, and he can't see others dying and being separated, so he always wants to help if he can.
When he first entered the sect, Ning Xiu heard that there was a mirror in Shenhe, but no one dared to get involved with the mirror, and Ning Xiu was the same at that time.
Ning Xiu had passed by Shenhe countless times. At first he never wanted to pick up the mirror of mountains and rivers. Until that winter, he was excluded by his classmates and punished by his senior brother to confine him in Shenhe. Lying alone in the cold cave, he suddenly thought of that mirror.
Is that mirror as lonely as him?
At some point, snowflakes floated in the air, covering the entrance of the cave. Ning Xiu hugged his legs and remembered the mirror in the river.The mirror of mountains and rivers used to be infinitely beautiful, and had lived and died with Suhe several times, and finally Suhe was damaged, and the mirror fell on Shenhe, guarding Suhe alone every day, just like he guarded his parents every day after they left. one day?
At this moment, Ning Xiu overwhelmed himself and felt that he and Shan He Jing might be very similar.He thought, at this moment, he is locked up here, hoping that someone will think of him and pull him out of here, and is Shanhejing also waiting, waiting for someone to appear, waiting for someone to pull her out of loneliness?
With such thoughts in mind, Ning Xiu jumped into the river early the next morning, searched hard for a long time, and finally saw the stone mirror hanging on the dead wood.
The stone mirror was so tattered, it was hard to imagine that it could be the original god.
From then on, Ning Xiu went into the water to fish for the mirror every day, and felt fulfilled every day.Finally he got the mirror and saw a woman with gray hair in the stone mirror.The woman had a cold face, like a dead thing without any emotion, but she didn't know that the moment Ning Xiu took her out of the water, she cried.
Maybe it was because she was too cold, so cold that she didn't know what kind of emotions she had.
Ning Xiu looked at her, thinking that he would have a new home.
It's just that after going around for many years, the mirror in this home always faces him.
"What kind of person is Su He?"
Taking advantage of his drunkenness, Ning Xiu went to ask Su He for the first time.
Shanhejing patted the child's hand and suddenly paused: "He is an arrogant and conceited person."
Ning Xiu looked at her: "Do you like her very much?"
Shan He Jing said: "No, I hate her."
"why?"
Shan Hejing lowered his eyes, and said for some reason: "I think, she is just like you."
Ning Xiu didn't want to understand what she meant, so he just asked her: "It's been so many years, and you still haven't told me your name."
He was answered by the sound of closing the door.
After that, Ning Xiu took Shanhejing and others to Luonan, but no matter what magical powers he had, he couldn't change the situation in Luonan.
Five years later, Luonan became an empty city full of lush trees.
Ning Xiu sent away countless people who had asked him for help, so he was much more silent than before.
Shanhejing could see what he was anxious about. Shanhejing remembered that the child Ning Xiu sent away at the end was mentally retarded. No matter what they said, that child would sit in front of the door every day waiting for his parents and younger brother.And his parents didn't treat him very well. They saw him stupid and upset, and they were always afraid that he would make the child sick, so they didn't let him eat or sleep with them, whether it was shopping or going out to play. It's only for the younger brother, and only the younger brother treats him well in a big family.
The younger brother thinks that it is not easy for the elder brother, so he will always hold the elder brother's hand, quietly come to his side when the elder brother eats, and patiently accompany the elder brother.
Ning Xiu struggled.
He watched his brother leave with his own eyes.
On the day my younger brother left, my elder brother didn't know what happened. He kept hugging his younger brother and kissing his cheek, thinking that he was in pain from a fall.
Then the younger brother turned into a tree, and the elder brother sat under the tree every day until the day he died, he seemed to wake up suddenly, looked at the people in front of him, and asked blankly: "Am I going to die? "
Ning Xiu and Chun Zhanjun didn't know how to answer this question.
He added: "But Xiaobai said, if you die, you won't be able to see your brother?" After saying this, he was a little dazed again: "But now I can't see him either."
"So, did I die early?"
"But I don't want to die. I still want to see him again. My brother said that as long as I am obedient today, I can have dinner with him. After dinner, he will take me to herd the sheep."
At this point, Ning Xiu heard him ask: "Hey, I actually don't understand very well."
"Why must I die?"
This question was too sharp, and Ning Xiu couldn't answer it. He seemed to be strangled by someone, not to mention speaking, it was very difficult to breathe.
In fact, in a person's whole life, birth, old age, sickness, death, sorrow, joy, separation and reunion are all within the law of heaven, which belongs to the normal cycle, but Xu Ze just concentrated this process, broke out all at once, replaced a group of new people, and got rid of most of the old people.
Shan Hejing once said that Xu Ze would not do useless things. If he decided to change his blood every 5000 years, he must have his intentions.It's just that Xu Ze has been away from the world for a long time, and no one can meet him, and he doesn't know what he is thinking in his heart, and why he set the rule of 5000 years of blood exchange.
At first Ning Xiu was angry and dazed, but now he has returned to calm and started to ask himself again, what is he thinking?
What should he do?
What can he do?
The mist drifted in front of his eyes, Chen Sheng looked at Ning Xiu's back, his black eyes that had dimmed after knowing the truth about Fen Yejuan, brightened up on the day Luonan was destroyed.
Faintly realized something.
An arm stretched out in front of Chen Sheng's eyes, and his light blue skin was a bit weird.
This palm seems to be his, but not his.
From Shanhejing's perspective, he was watching how Shanhejing tried to retain Ning Xiu.
Shanhejing was very afraid of Ning Xiu's eyes at this moment, she hooked her forward, and her fingertips touched the figure of the other party, as if touching a clear spring, Ning Xiu's figure was just a flower in the mirror of the moon in the water...
The mist dissipated from his eyes, black hair fluttered in his field of vision, Chen Sheng blinked blankly, the man on the opposite side held those white cloaks in one hand, and the mountain and river mirror and Ning Xiu in the other. There was a little displeasure in his eyebrows and eyes.
Seeing that he was fine, Qu Qingchi shattered the floating reflection of the Heavenly Road with one palm, and the white gauze was cut into pieces in the air, and fell to the ground and disappeared. Chen Sheng was stunned.
After this matter was done, Qu Qingchi threw the two unconscious people who had been injured by him on the ground, and healed the dying Ning Xiu and Shanhejing with a spell. On top of the person's head, his eyes changed, clearing his memory of seriously injuring them.
With the idea of hitting again, he cut the man to pieces, then healed the man, and raised the knife again after healed.
Chen Sheng had never seen such a cruel person.
Chen Sheng: "...you don't think it takes too much effort."
Qu Qingchi kicked the two of them away, and said, "I didn't expect such a heavy hand." He glanced back at Chen Sheng: "I didn't expect you to see some problems when watching a play, so I got a little annoyed." Dead hand, it’s really impossible to get rid of it if it’s not cured.”
After Qu Qingchi said this sentence, his eyebrows and eyes moved slightly, and he raised his hand to hold Zhanmu.
Without the memory of being cut and healed by him, Ning Xiu came at him with a mirror of mountains and rivers, he raised his hand and stabbed mercilessly, then when Ning Xiu couldn't react, he raised his hand and slashed around Down.The mirror in the air was broken, and at the same time, Qu Qingchi slapped his backhand, and black lightning flew out of his palm, passing Ning Xiu and hitting Shanhe Mirror.Shanhejing screamed, and a thrust came from the mirror, throwing all the people in the mirror out.
The fragments of the mirror door flew out of Shanhe Mirror together with Qu Qingchi and Chen Sheng.
Chen Sheng's soul body flew out of the mirror, turned upside down, lay down on the stone mirror as soon as he opened his eyes, and returned to his physical body.
When they flew out of the stone mirror, the bumbling man winked at Chen Sheng and smashed his left arm with a palm, looking exhausted.
Chen Sheng: "..." Shameless!
He's obviously been paddling!It didn't take too much effort to beat Chi Hongzun!After the beating, because the effect was not good, it was cured again and played again!The methods are obviously cruel and the attitude is loose, but at this moment he pretends to be so dedicated!
Unable to see it, Chen Sheng could think of it with his toes, and when other monks saw him like this, they would make up another big scene in their brains, thanking the chief for his rescue.
It really has to do with God.
"Why..."
God will destroy the world he created every 5000 years?
Mr. Chun Zhan could not accept it: "What on earth does this mean! Is this really related to God? What is God's intention? I, I can't figure it out!"
Ning Xiu looked at Chen Sheng. Like his friends, he was hit hard.
Understanding why he couldn't accept it, Chen Sheng understood the respect and love for Xu Ze in their hearts.After all, in their view, this world is built up and built by Xu Ze bit by bit, and every place is Xu Ze's hard work and his handwriting.If you want to say, in fact, the common ancestor of all people in the world is Xu Ze, but unlike Tianhu, they passed through Xu Ze's hands and do not have the blood in Tianhu's body.
But the world believes in Xu Ze, respects him, loves him, takes Xu Ze as his heaven all his life, and regards the way of heaven as the main thing.They put Xu Ze in the highest position in their hearts, and they worshiped it almost like a madman, so when they heard the news that Xu Ze was about to be discarded, they naturally couldn't accept it.
Ning Xiu's expression was gloomy: "What do you know?"
Chen Sheng shook his head: "When I left, the battle between gods had not yet ended, the rules had not been set, and everything had not been divided, so I didn't understand what rules Xu Ze set for this world, and what heavenly reincarnation path he chose."
Chun Zhanjun looked bewildered, completely unaware of what he was talking about.
Chen Sheng waved the child to sleep, not wanting the boy surnamed Bai to know too much, he turned his head and asked Ning Xiu: "Do you know why the ancient gods wanted to fight for the throne?"
Ning Xiu hesitated for a moment: "For the king's visit to the world?"
Chen Sheng shook his head: "Heavenly Venerables are born with extraordinary dignity. To them, everything in the world is just dust at their fingertips. They can create the world, but how can they be satisfied with the things they have created? How can they be so great because of the things they created?" Shot?"
Chen Sheng pointed out: "With the status and identity of the Celestial Venerable, do you think the Celestial Venerables will care about all beings in the world, and will focus on the respect and love of the world's people? Let me ask you, if you stand on the cloud, would you go to see it?" How many fish are there in the water? Will you work hard and fight hard to gain the respect of the little fish?"
He said cruelly: "Tianzun doesn't care about these things at all. Mortals and Tianzun are not at the same height, and they see things differently. People live in the world and have to see what the world is like in order to live, but in the eyes of Tianzun, you are just In one part of the scene, Tianzun looks at you like you look at fish, and it is wrong for you to use your point of view to judge God.” All of Ning Xiu’s cognitions were overthrown today, and he was in a state of confusion: “If you don’t care Why do you want to fight for your own status?"
Chen Sheng said, "For the rules."
"rule?"
"Heaven respects the rules." Chen Sheng said: "Back when Xu Ze separated the heaven and the earth, several heavenly gods created different people, each standing on one side and not interfering with each other. At first, I didn't think about the position of God until one day the dragon girl said , there should be 'human beings' in this world, and they just want to create things and make people, so a lot of things are involved."
Chen Sheng made an analogy: "It's like if the gods want to build a new palace, they must draw before they start. They must first draw what they want in their hearts before they start. But there is only one palace, but there are many people who plan it. Among them, Xu Ze wants to build a new palace. He wants the doorposts to be red, and Jinyu Tianzun wants the doorposts to be gold, so naturally there are differences."
"Facing how the way of heaven should work, several Heavenly Venerates have their own opinions. Everyone has their own rules they want to decide. In the end, in order to decide who can make the rules in this world, they fought a battle. Xu Ze won and became God, I have everything now. Every plant, tree, person, and thing in this world, the way of heaven, the rules and principles, all exist according to Xu Ze's thoughts."
"So," Mr. Chun Zhan still couldn't accept it: "We are like utensils in his hands. He wants to make them, but if he doesn't want them, he has to replace them with new ones?"
Chen Sheng felt that his sadness at the moment was meaningless. He said objectively, "You ask me, and I don't know. I only know that if burning the Yejuan will destroy the world, it must be Xu Ze's intention."
As soon as these words came out, Ning Xiu and Jun Zhan couldn't take any chances, and they both showed a shocked look.
Although Sun River Mirror cannot understand their feelings, they also understand the shock that cognitive subversion will bring to them.In fact, considering their feelings, Shan He Jing did not say some things.
People and Xu Ze stand from different perspectives, and naturally feel different things when they see things.
Xu Ze creates man, as if looking at the desolation of the world, sowing a handful of seeds at random, and when the seeds grow, Xu Ze may harvest them or ignore them, but you can't make him value the seeds he sowed, let him Treat the seed as if it had been planted.
In people's eyes, being harvested means being abandoned, which means that this life will be denied by people, and they will no longer be able to live happily in the world.
Among the three, Mr. Chun Zhan was the first to react. Mr. Chun Zhan proposed to kill the young boy of the Bai family, but Chen Sheng said it was useless.If the rules of the 5000-year chaos were set by Xu Ze, even if they killed Fen Yejuan here, Fen Yejuan would soon be entrusted to other people's families, and the world would still be destroyed once in 5000 years.Therefore, killing the young boy of the Bai family can only delay the time of death.
It's just changing the time of extinction from 12 years to 15 years, which doesn't make much sense.
Chun Zhanjun and Ning Xiu were depressed for several days because of this, but the little baby of the Bai family didn't know what happened around him, and after waking up, he still pestered Chun Zhanjun to hug him.
Chun Zhanjun was annoyed when he saw him, so he didn't know what to do, and pushed him away, causing him to sit on the ground and cry.
Chun Zhanjun pushed him with a lot of strength, and gave all the depressed emotions in his heart to him.
The young boy of the Bai family was pushed down by him, and his back hit the stone and drew three wounds. Chun Zhanjun felt uncomfortable when he saw it.
The little baby sat on the ground and cried all the time, with a dirty little face, and wanted to stretch out his fleshy hand to Chun Zhanjun, but he was afraid that Chun Zhanjun would hurt him, so he took it back.
Chun Zhanjun looked at him for a long time, as if he couldn't stand the pressure, and sadly shed two tears.
Many Luonan people died.
When encountering disasters in previous years, both Chun Zhanjun and Ning Xiu would step forward and help if they could.But what is happening now is indeed God's will. They want to resist but don't know how to resist, want to yell but don't know who to yell at.
After thinking about it, sadness came from his heart, and he was weeping silently, but he saw the little baby of the Bai family leaning over, as if Chun Zhan Jun comforted him the day before yesterday, pressing his cold little face against Chun Zhan Jun's face , seeming to comfort him.
Chun Zhanjun had complicated emotions in his heart. He stared into the eyes of the young boy of the Bai family, and finally made up his mind when Chen Sheng looked over.
He stared at the innocent and ignorant child, then turned to Ning Xiu and asked, "Are you willing?"
In the evening, Chun Zhanjun hugged the sleeping Baijia doll, and said to Ning Xiu: "I am not reconciled, life is short, monks have long dreams, monks and ordinary people seem to walk on different paths, but what they want to see is the same. Scenery, what I want to read is nothing more than to live.”
"Ning Xiu, I've been in a turmoil for the past two days. I've thought about it for a long time, but I still feel unwilling."
"Why do we have to die?" Chun Zhanjun held the Baijia doll and said, "Maybe you will think my actions are ridiculous, but I will not kill him. Raise him to be an upright gentleman, and don't give him the thought of destroying the world...Although I may not succeed, I still want to do it."
"Do what you want." Ning Xiu drank a pot of wine with him after listening, and told him not to leave, saying that he would protect them.
Chun Zhanjun said yes, and he really couldn't do it by himself.
The two of them mixed the helplessness and depression of these days with wine and swallowed them. The empty jug was placed on the table.
With his back to them, Chen Sheng sat on the threshold with his sleeping baby in his arms, looking at the reddish sky in Luonan, wondering what he was thinking.
After drinking for three rounds, Mr. Chun Zhan was drunk and unconscious, Ning Xiu took a coat, covered Chen Sheng with the coat, sat on the threshold with him and looked into the distance.
After a long time, Chen Sheng heard Ning Xiu say, "Do you know why I entered the water to save you?"
Chen Sheng turned his head: "Look at me pitiful?"
Ning Xiu shook his head: "It's because you are lonely." He lowered his head and looked at the upper of the shoe: "When I was a child, I was wild and often went to the back mountain to play. I walked for a day. At that time, my parents were still there, and when I came back from farming, I found When I was not at home, one was so angry that I scolded, and the other went up the mountain to look for me with a wooden stick. At that time, I always felt that they were nagging, and I felt that I was not comfortable around them. In order to get rid of them, I ran out desperately. They don't care about me anymore."
"At that time, I wished I was a bird and could fly as high as I could. I just wanted to get out of their control. But when I went into the mountains one day and no one was looking for me, I felt uncomfortable."
"On the day they left, I sat in the mountains and waited and waited, but I never got someone to call me. Then when I got home, I realized that no one would call me in the future."
The stick fell to the ground and rolled three times on the ground.
Three bowls of noodles were placed next to the stove, and only a pair of chopsticks were left.
Without mother's nagging, without father's sighing, the simple wooden house became very quiet. He got the quietness he once wanted, but at the same time he also lost his warm embrace, and the cold wind would blow into the room along the cracks in the wood. , so cold that he couldn't sleep.
When he started to live alone, Ning Xiu finally understood how terrible loneliness is, and he suddenly didn't like Jing anymore.
No one in the world cares about what he wears or what he wears today, no one listens to him, no one cares whether he is doing well, the house is quiet during the holidays, and the excitement never belongs to this wooden house.Then he regretted it, but no matter how many times he ran to the mountain, no one would hold a wooden stick and call his name worriedly.
He was dropped.
Parents were killed by monsters, leaving him alone in the world, feeling what loneliness is, and understanding what loneliness is.Also because he has lost it before, he knows how to cherish it better, he doesn't want to lose anything, and he can't see others dying and being separated, so he always wants to help if he can.
When he first entered the sect, Ning Xiu heard that there was a mirror in Shenhe, but no one dared to get involved with the mirror, and Ning Xiu was the same at that time.
Ning Xiu had passed by Shenhe countless times. At first he never wanted to pick up the mirror of mountains and rivers. Until that winter, he was excluded by his classmates and punished by his senior brother to confine him in Shenhe. Lying alone in the cold cave, he suddenly thought of that mirror.
Is that mirror as lonely as him?
At some point, snowflakes floated in the air, covering the entrance of the cave. Ning Xiu hugged his legs and remembered the mirror in the river.The mirror of mountains and rivers used to be infinitely beautiful, and had lived and died with Suhe several times, and finally Suhe was damaged, and the mirror fell on Shenhe, guarding Suhe alone every day, just like he guarded his parents every day after they left. one day?
At this moment, Ning Xiu overwhelmed himself and felt that he and Shan He Jing might be very similar.He thought, at this moment, he is locked up here, hoping that someone will think of him and pull him out of here, and is Shanhejing also waiting, waiting for someone to appear, waiting for someone to pull her out of loneliness?
With such thoughts in mind, Ning Xiu jumped into the river early the next morning, searched hard for a long time, and finally saw the stone mirror hanging on the dead wood.
The stone mirror was so tattered, it was hard to imagine that it could be the original god.
From then on, Ning Xiu went into the water to fish for the mirror every day, and felt fulfilled every day.Finally he got the mirror and saw a woman with gray hair in the stone mirror.The woman had a cold face, like a dead thing without any emotion, but she didn't know that the moment Ning Xiu took her out of the water, she cried.
Maybe it was because she was too cold, so cold that she didn't know what kind of emotions she had.
Ning Xiu looked at her, thinking that he would have a new home.
It's just that after going around for many years, the mirror in this home always faces him.
"What kind of person is Su He?"
Taking advantage of his drunkenness, Ning Xiu went to ask Su He for the first time.
Shanhejing patted the child's hand and suddenly paused: "He is an arrogant and conceited person."
Ning Xiu looked at her: "Do you like her very much?"
Shan He Jing said: "No, I hate her."
"why?"
Shan Hejing lowered his eyes, and said for some reason: "I think, she is just like you."
Ning Xiu didn't want to understand what she meant, so he just asked her: "It's been so many years, and you still haven't told me your name."
He was answered by the sound of closing the door.
After that, Ning Xiu took Shanhejing and others to Luonan, but no matter what magical powers he had, he couldn't change the situation in Luonan.
Five years later, Luonan became an empty city full of lush trees.
Ning Xiu sent away countless people who had asked him for help, so he was much more silent than before.
Shanhejing could see what he was anxious about. Shanhejing remembered that the child Ning Xiu sent away at the end was mentally retarded. No matter what they said, that child would sit in front of the door every day waiting for his parents and younger brother.And his parents didn't treat him very well. They saw him stupid and upset, and they were always afraid that he would make the child sick, so they didn't let him eat or sleep with them, whether it was shopping or going out to play. It's only for the younger brother, and only the younger brother treats him well in a big family.
The younger brother thinks that it is not easy for the elder brother, so he will always hold the elder brother's hand, quietly come to his side when the elder brother eats, and patiently accompany the elder brother.
Ning Xiu struggled.
He watched his brother leave with his own eyes.
On the day my younger brother left, my elder brother didn't know what happened. He kept hugging his younger brother and kissing his cheek, thinking that he was in pain from a fall.
Then the younger brother turned into a tree, and the elder brother sat under the tree every day until the day he died, he seemed to wake up suddenly, looked at the people in front of him, and asked blankly: "Am I going to die? "
Ning Xiu and Chun Zhanjun didn't know how to answer this question.
He added: "But Xiaobai said, if you die, you won't be able to see your brother?" After saying this, he was a little dazed again: "But now I can't see him either."
"So, did I die early?"
"But I don't want to die. I still want to see him again. My brother said that as long as I am obedient today, I can have dinner with him. After dinner, he will take me to herd the sheep."
At this point, Ning Xiu heard him ask: "Hey, I actually don't understand very well."
"Why must I die?"
This question was too sharp, and Ning Xiu couldn't answer it. He seemed to be strangled by someone, not to mention speaking, it was very difficult to breathe.
In fact, in a person's whole life, birth, old age, sickness, death, sorrow, joy, separation and reunion are all within the law of heaven, which belongs to the normal cycle, but Xu Ze just concentrated this process, broke out all at once, replaced a group of new people, and got rid of most of the old people.
Shan Hejing once said that Xu Ze would not do useless things. If he decided to change his blood every 5000 years, he must have his intentions.It's just that Xu Ze has been away from the world for a long time, and no one can meet him, and he doesn't know what he is thinking in his heart, and why he set the rule of 5000 years of blood exchange.
At first Ning Xiu was angry and dazed, but now he has returned to calm and started to ask himself again, what is he thinking?
What should he do?
What can he do?
The mist drifted in front of his eyes, Chen Sheng looked at Ning Xiu's back, his black eyes that had dimmed after knowing the truth about Fen Yejuan, brightened up on the day Luonan was destroyed.
Faintly realized something.
An arm stretched out in front of Chen Sheng's eyes, and his light blue skin was a bit weird.
This palm seems to be his, but not his.
From Shanhejing's perspective, he was watching how Shanhejing tried to retain Ning Xiu.
Shanhejing was very afraid of Ning Xiu's eyes at this moment, she hooked her forward, and her fingertips touched the figure of the other party, as if touching a clear spring, Ning Xiu's figure was just a flower in the mirror of the moon in the water...
The mist dissipated from his eyes, black hair fluttered in his field of vision, Chen Sheng blinked blankly, the man on the opposite side held those white cloaks in one hand, and the mountain and river mirror and Ning Xiu in the other. There was a little displeasure in his eyebrows and eyes.
Seeing that he was fine, Qu Qingchi shattered the floating reflection of the Heavenly Road with one palm, and the white gauze was cut into pieces in the air, and fell to the ground and disappeared. Chen Sheng was stunned.
After this matter was done, Qu Qingchi threw the two unconscious people who had been injured by him on the ground, and healed the dying Ning Xiu and Shanhejing with a spell. On top of the person's head, his eyes changed, clearing his memory of seriously injuring them.
With the idea of hitting again, he cut the man to pieces, then healed the man, and raised the knife again after healed.
Chen Sheng had never seen such a cruel person.
Chen Sheng: "...you don't think it takes too much effort."
Qu Qingchi kicked the two of them away, and said, "I didn't expect such a heavy hand." He glanced back at Chen Sheng: "I didn't expect you to see some problems when watching a play, so I got a little annoyed." Dead hand, it’s really impossible to get rid of it if it’s not cured.”
After Qu Qingchi said this sentence, his eyebrows and eyes moved slightly, and he raised his hand to hold Zhanmu.
Without the memory of being cut and healed by him, Ning Xiu came at him with a mirror of mountains and rivers, he raised his hand and stabbed mercilessly, then when Ning Xiu couldn't react, he raised his hand and slashed around Down.The mirror in the air was broken, and at the same time, Qu Qingchi slapped his backhand, and black lightning flew out of his palm, passing Ning Xiu and hitting Shanhe Mirror.Shanhejing screamed, and a thrust came from the mirror, throwing all the people in the mirror out.
The fragments of the mirror door flew out of Shanhe Mirror together with Qu Qingchi and Chen Sheng.
Chen Sheng's soul body flew out of the mirror, turned upside down, lay down on the stone mirror as soon as he opened his eyes, and returned to his physical body.
When they flew out of the stone mirror, the bumbling man winked at Chen Sheng and smashed his left arm with a palm, looking exhausted.
Chen Sheng: "..." Shameless!
He's obviously been paddling!It didn't take too much effort to beat Chi Hongzun!After the beating, because the effect was not good, it was cured again and played again!The methods are obviously cruel and the attitude is loose, but at this moment he pretends to be so dedicated!
Unable to see it, Chen Sheng could think of it with his toes, and when other monks saw him like this, they would make up another big scene in their brains, thanking the chief for his rescue.
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