Damn that heartthrob
Chapter 205 Old Injury
Riqiao had a dream, dream? Suhe said he was going to a distant place.But she packed her luggage, and couldn't help but burst into tears.
She told him that she didn't want to go.
Yes, the world is so beautiful, who would want to leave.
Riqiao didn't want her to go either.
But even if she didn't want to, she still left...
It rained in October.
The rain slapped the green leaves on the branches, washing away the floating ash on them, and the bright green was like a fake, full of empty and empty new leaves.
Riqiao was lying on the stone steps, wearing only a dirty old clothes, his eyes? Could he close his eyes? His spirit? He looked like he was drunk or tired.
Ningzhou is facing the rain this day, and it hangs glaring white.In this quiet environment, the head of the Riqiao was facing Suhe's dormitory, looking straight at the opposite side, and found Suhe's old clothes still hanging on the screen.
That unlined garment just left there? It always feels a bit lonely.The warm wind blew by, and the hem of the clothes rolled up, as if Su He was still running around in the palace, and the sleeves flew up in a small arc, as if she had run for a while and then calmed down.
Riqiao looked at it for a while, and always felt that Su He was just far away from home, so he came back slowly. As long as he waited, Su He would always come back.
He thought so? He remained motionless, honestly waiting for Jin Yu and Su He to return.
He waited for a long time, looking at the vacant bedroom, when the wind stopped briefly, he thought, Su He would not come back.
Her temper is too wild, and she doesn't know how to go back when she is released.
He wanted to pick her up, but he didn't know which way to go to pick her up.
At this moment, her clothes are hanging high, weaving a long and dull nightmare.From then on, there is no one named Su He in the world, no matter whether it is a New Year's festival or a banquet, there will be no Su He's figure.
And the memory of losing life, no matter how you think about it, it will be covered with a layer of dark gray.
In the future, as long as he sees that dress, Hibashi will think of it, and there will be no one who can wear it...
He thought, in the future, no one will call him brother, no one will walk briskly around the temple, and no one will sit on a high hill and call? They? Come and watch the stars...
The agreed place for the elderly has not been finalized yet, but one of the people who want to live there left first.
But why can't she stay?
What was she thinking when she died?
Did she get scared? Did she ever think about looking for him and Jin Yu?
And where are he and Jin Yu?
Do you blame him for this matter?
Did he leave Su He behind?
Question after question, one after another, a kind of unspeakable pain like a blunt knife, slowly cutting through Riqiao's flesh and blood.
Riqiao's eyes were empty, and he felt so tired? He wanted to roar, but he didn't want to move.
On the night when Mo Yao came, the gentleness on her body had been replaced by gloom.His footsteps were heavy, his eyes were severely black and blue, and there was a layer of ice in his eyes, like an ancient sword with its cold light hidden.Although it looks calm, it is dangerous.
Mo Yao, who came here, didn't say anything else, but pointed out to that Riqiao who seemed to have aged a lot overnight: "I killed Suhe."
His easy sentence decided Su He's life.
A tear fell without warning, passed through the pink eye socket, and landed on the bridge of the nose.
Immediately afterwards? The picture became chaotic.Riqiao grabbed Mo Yao's neck and pushed Mo Yao to the ground. The flames burned Mo Yao's body instantly, and his anger also made Riqiao's hair fly up. ferocious.
And from the beginning to the end, Mo Yao did not resist Riqiao, he lay quietly by the side, resisting all the pain, and did not avoid his fault.
He said in a trembling voice, "I asked Thousand Eyed Spider to pretend to be Xu Ze, and let him kill Su He, but I said that I wanted Su He to walk easily. I didn't expect that he would..."
"You? Didn't expect it?! You? Didn't expect it?! What did you not expect?!" Riqiao didn't want to recall? He didn't even want Su He to lie there alone.
His emotions were agitated, the veins on the top of his head and neck bulged, his eyes were red, and the hatred in his eyes did not decrease with the "roaring".
"What can I think of?!" As if he couldn't bear the pressure in his heart, Mo Yao's eyes? Eyes became wet, and he began to ask Riqiao: "What can I think of?!"
Days of despair erupted at this moment.
"You? Think I'm willing to do this? You? Say, since I learned the truth from the mica, do I have any other options? If it's possible, if I don't have to bear so many lives, we? Die together It’s okay, at least? That way I don’t have to turn my back on everyone, and I can be ashamed of my heart!” He shouted: “It doesn’t matter what method it is, as long as there is a way out, even if it’s a dead end, you can walk and see! And finally! What road is left for me! What has she left for me!"
He was talking? Talking?, he became hysterical, "I have thought more than once, if only I died in the poisonous water in Yuezhou, it would be fine, if the mica didn't save me, it would be fine! If I don't know anything , Maybe I feel relieved, and I won't become a villain who hurt my friends! I won't feel guilty and hard to bear, and I won't bear the responsibility and have nowhere to go!"
He took Riqiao's hand, let Riqiao strangle his neck, and yelled madly: "What can I do! If I can't save it, I can't save it! Whether it's my hand or something else... Among the manpower, Suhe has only this way. Do you think I am willing to send her away?"
Riqiao shook off Mo Yao's hand, and before he could finish a serious sentence, he first realized something was wrong.
His eyes moved down because of this, Riqiao roughly grabbed Mo Yao's finger, and with just a light snap, Mo Yao's finger split from the root and fell off neatly.
"Kacha Kacha" sounded several times.
Riqiao was taken aback, looked at the fake fingers in his hand, and looked at Mo Yao's hand, and found that of Mo Yao's ten slender fingers, now only one little finger remained... …
Staring at the nine severed fingers in his hand, Riqiao suddenly fell silent.
Mo Yao, who was covered in wounds, also calmed down. He looked at the sky, his eyes were empty, as if he was dead.
In fact, he doesn't like many things, but Aiqin is like his life.Also because of Aegin, he loves his long and beautiful hands very much.But these beautiful hands now? Nine out of ten fingers...
Staring at the crippled palm, Riqiao seemed to be able to see his severed fingers, walking back and forth in Su He's footsteps before his death.
The words that I can go back to Suhe's death by giving up one thing on my body made Riqiao suddenly close his eyes.
He didn't ask Mo Yao what the outcome of giving up nine fingers was, after all, Su He was already dead.
The unlined clothes in the palace shook slightly, and Mo Yao and Riqiao outside the palace fell silent. They were like two scarred beasts, covered with tiredness.
After a while, Mo Yao said faintly: "I have committed an unforgivable crime, and I have thought about it once and for all, but I also thought, is it because I am dead, and the problem is gone?"
He said slowly: "You? Know in your heart that if you don't break this situation, everyone will die with?
Riqiao really knew, that's why he and Mo Yao were so tired.
Seeing that Riqiao didn't refute, Mo Yao said frankly: "To be honest, I don't know what I'm doing until now. I don't think I did the right thing, but I have no other way to go.
I thought about it for a long time on the eve of Su He's death. I recalled what I was like when I first arrived in this world. I also thought about climbing a tree with Zhifeng and hearing him say that the sun is comfortable here...
For so many years, I have carried the title of "Supreme" and walked all the way. Although I don't feel that I have any supreme mission, I don't want to be a person who disregards life.
And now that I've come here and know the truth, what do you think I should do? "
"You? Teach? Teach? Me." Mo Yao kept repeating as if asking for help, "Riqiao, you? Teach? Teach? Me."
Hibashi didn't speak.
Seeing this, Moyao said again: "You? Teach? You can't teach me. We? Die. All living beings live. All living beings die. We? are still going to die. In fact, this question is not difficult at all if we look at it on the premise that we all die. , it’s us who are the hardest ones?
Mo Yao pointed out the most distressing point for him and Riqiao.
"If you want me to give up my life to save all living beings, you? I probably won't blink an eye. But in this difficult problem of giving up are our relatives, friends, us? If we choose all living beings, it means Now that we're going to abandon them, it means that we're going to kill them.
And we?can't afford this guilt, and don't want to feel sorry for them?, so we?are uncomfortable, we?evade, we?don't face it, because we?don't want to harm others, let alone turn ourselves into villains. "
"That's right, even if we found a way out, we? We didn't dare to go. We? We were afraid. What we were afraid of was that we would end everything we had now. We were afraid of us? If you do it, you won’t have the possibility to look back, and what you’re afraid of is that you’ll dream back in the middle of the night, and you won’t even have the qualifications to think about the past.”
Mo Yao continued: "And I... never feel that it is right for me to abandon you? The world can live, and I am good to the world; but I have harmed you in order to save the world, so I am evil to you. And I have already thought clearly before I do it Well, I didn't even think about being a good person, but Riqiao, you? Tell me, we? Don't think about anything, just follow the arrangement of the rules and close our eyes, we can really go Do you feel at ease? Are you really willing to do this?"
Hibashi pursed his lips.
After a long silence, Mo Yao sighed softly, and held Riqiao's hand with two palms, "Riqiao, let me ask you? Why didn't you kill me directly? You? Why didn't you kill me when you saw my severed finger?" Talk?" He already knew about Riqiao's wavering, "In fact, you already had a choice, but the one standing in front of you was Su He, Jin Yu, and Xu Ze, so you didn't dare to step forward. Take the first step."
"Actually, you've known for a long time that we have no other way out." Mo Yao's voice sounded like a lingering magic voice: "The battle of the Heavenly Venerate has already begun, even without us, The result is the same. The only thing we can do now is to end this. I need your help for this."
"But I won't help you?"
Riqiao pushed Mo Yao away, and took two steps forward. At this moment, Mo Yao said, "Su He came to see me, and she asked me if she could see her. I told her about her future date. If there is a war, she will definitely die."
Mentioning this past, Mo Yao lowered her voice.He forgot what he was thinking on the day when Su He arrived. At that time, he had already found the thousand-eyed spider, and the two had already made an agreement.The plan didn't change, he gave up on Su He, but when Su He arrived, he told Su He about her death again.
The specific state of mind at that time has been forgotten now, only the vague, small thoughts of hoping that Su He can know about this matter remain.
As for what will happen to Su He when he finds out, Mo Yao can't answer.
He recalled the back of Risuhe's departure, showing a pale smile: "And she nodded, didn't ask anything else, just asked me before she left, after she died, we ?Will it be different from Empress Wei and the others?"
"I can't answer, and did she tell you about this?"
No.
Riqiao seemed to have lost his soul, and shook his head in a daze.
Mo Yao looked away, "I'm afraid she didn't tell you, but I think that when she insisted on holding on, she had already accepted her own death. If she didn't retreat that day, there would be no way for me to retreat." gone."
When he said this, he suddenly thought of the reason why he was abnormal before.At that time, what he thought was that if Su He escaped, he would stop continuing and simply be a coward.
But Su He didn't escape.
She wasn't the one who knew the truth the most among them.She only vaguely discovered a rough idea, but she was more decisive and brave than all of them.
Mo Yao realized this and became extremely lonely. He said in a daze, "When I pull over another Xu Ze, you? You can torture me and kill me however you want. I won't escape my fault, as for you? How to do it... up to you? I won't force you."
At this point, the two have nothing to say.
Mo Yao got up, covered the bleeding wound, raised her head, and looked at Su He's unlined garment in the hall.In the past two days, he kept thinking about his time in Qisheng, and those pictures turned around, turning into the benefactor who killed him and saved his life.
At the end, Mo Yao said: "I won't come to worship Suhe, I don't deserve it either."
Riqiao thought, he really didn't deserve it, and he didn't seem to deserve it either.
With his back turned to him, Mo Yao walked forward slowly, seemingly telling Riqiao with a defenseless appearance that as long as Riqiao wanted to, Riqiao could attack him at any time, and he would not resist.
And Riqiao raised his head and looked at him for a long time, but he never loosened his clenched fist, but he didn't make a move either? Kill him...
Today, Jin Yu, who returned from defeating the stone demon, seemed defeated.
The hair is mixed with soft and bright silver.
A lot of white-haired golden feathers appeared in one night. They came to the main hall where the Su River stood. Looking at the figure lying in the ice flower coffin and covered with a white flag, they froze for a moment. .
As if he didn't know how to get in, Jin Yu lifted the white flag covering Su He, and saw Su He's livid face.
"Brother?"
A clear and pleasant voice suddenly sounded, but that figure that often appeared by his side has now lay down and will never open his eyes again...
Outside the window, it started raining again.
Riqiao sat on the threshold and didn't turn his head to look at Jin Yu and Su He.
The white cloth was hung in the hall and slowly floated up with the wind, blocking half of Jin Yu's figure.
Putting the handkerchief in the copper basin, Jin Yu wrung out the handkerchief, and took the handkerchief to wipe the wound on Su He's body little by little.After tidying up like this for a while, Jin Yu stopped and looked at Chunying's memorial tablet in the hall in a daze, and suddenly said to Riqiao, "She is also a troublemaker. When I wake up later, let's talk about her once."
Hearing this, Riqiao's tears flowed down instantly. He didn't say a word, but looked at the vase in front of the door with red eyes.
Jin Yu was still talking behind her back.
"She's not afraid of pain, so it's useless to beat her." Jin Yu said, and suddenly smiled, "But she is very afraid of us? Ignore her when she is angry, and wait for us? No one will talk to her, she is anxious. If it is done, it will stop making trouble, and it will be more restrained, so that it will make people worry less."
"By the way, she missed us all the time before she left. The three of us sat together and had a good meal. It's just that you? Have been sick? You haven't eaten this meal. It happens that we are all here today, you? Here Accompany? Her, I'll go to a table, and when she doesn't lose her temper, let's make up, and don't make it too difficult for her."
Hibashi lowered his head and covered his ears.
Jin Yu left, but he came back after a while.
He rolled up the sleeves on his wrists, stood in the porch, and asked Riqiao blankly, "Why did I forget what she likes to eat?"
He was a little flustered, "Riqiao, there are a lot of vegetables in the kitchen, but I don't know what to do, you? Come and help me to see, the knife seems to be blunt, and I can't cut the vegetables. When I get down to Suhe, there will be trouble again. "
Riqiao listened quietly? Jin Yu repeated the words over and over several times, and said in a deep voice, "Don't do it." He suppressed the soreness in his throat that was enough to drive a madman, "No one will eat it from now on."
The volume of Riqiao's two words was not high, but when they landed here, they were blunt and frightening.
Hearing this, Jin Yu paused, and a clear and empty smile appeared on his face, "That's right. I was the one who was naive."
After Hibashi said this sentence, he felt a little regretful. He buried his head in his arms and felt the winter chill in advance.
The wind was very strong tonight, the wind was whistling, and the sound was drawn out. It always seemed that the young Su He was lost and was crying outside the door while asking them where they were.
As Riqiao listened, he felt that there was only one road left in front of him.And when he chose this path to start, he was left with the same ending as Mo Yao.
After all, he will personally destroy his home and bear the sins all over his body.For this reason, he didn't dare to turn his head to look at Su He's face. He would avenge Su He's revenge, but he didn't seek justice for Su He immediately, so he, like Mo Yao, was not worthy of returning. ?head.
Tonight, Riqiao gradually understood Mo Yao's feelings.But he always thinks that all beings are innocent, why not them?
The paranoia of Queen Wei in the past was explained at this moment.
Now those who leave can't go away with dignity, Su He's ending is like a knife pierced in his heart. .
At this time, Jin Yu, who had been silent all this time, said a word: "I remembered."
Riqiao looked at him, with a slight smile on his face, and he said: "Suhe is not snoozing, but just followed Chunying away. And Chunying is more careful than us? She will definitely take good care of her. You "Don't be sad, Su He just won't be with us."
Riqiao was silent for a moment, and the empty brain thought of Chunying's sentence, Chunying is His Highness's Chunying, but other people are also other people's Chunying...
This sentence has been stuck in Riqiao's heart since Chunying left, and it has changed Riqiao invisibly.
"Brother." Riqiao pondered for a moment, then said wearily, "You? Talk to me, you? Don't keep talking."
Jin Yu nodded, suppressed his sadness, and said as calmly as possible: "I still remember when I first met you? There is a home..."
Riqiao listened expressionlessly. Jin Yu talked for a long time, from the very beginning when he arrived at Weihoudian, until he went to Haizhou, what kind of people he met on the road, and what kind of feelings did he have.
And things have come to this point? Today, Jin Yu must be uncomfortable, but even if he is uncomfortable, he still wants to get Riqiao.
Hearing Jin Yu begging, being bullied, and being rescued by a kind old man, Riqiao finally said: "Brother, if you kill a person who is destined to die, you can save countless lives. People, everyone in the world will die...you? How would you choose?"
"I don't know," Jin Yu thought for a while, and said, "There are many problems in this world. It is impossible to want everything to be satisfactory. But it is difficult to preserve the righteousness, and it is difficult to let go of the small righteousness. You have to see, What can you bear, and what do you want to do. At the same time, you should also remember that your mouth grows on other people, not your own business. There are people who say what they say.
In fact, you? Difficult decisions are nothing more than a few words in their mouths, so you? There is no need to care about superficial things.
And people say that those who achieve great things don't care about small things. Throughout the ages, there have been few heroes. People with hands? Bloodless? People can guarantee righteousness and justice, or Gu Xiaoyi'an. It depends on personal understanding. There is no need to distinguish between right and wrong. .
Therefore, don't look at other people's definition of your identity, and don't be coerced by other people's voices. "
Hibashi blinked his eyes, slowly digesting Jin Yu's words.
Jin Yu waited for him for a while before asking, "What is Riqiao thinking?"
Riqiao shook his head, "I don't understand."
Jin Yu hummed softly, and asked again: "Then? Riqiao wants to know what brother thinks?"
Hibashi's eyes were full of confusion, "You? Say it."
"I miss you? An Hao." Jin Yu said solemnly.
Hearing this sentence, Riqiao was stunned. He nodded, thought about this sentence, and then nodded again. The expression on his face did not change, but tears flowed down his eyes.
Without too much responsibility and oppression, Jin Yu never wanted him to be a passive hero from the beginning to the end.
With Jin Yu, he got a space to breathe, and for the first time faced his own heart.
On the second day after Su He's death, Riqiao grabbed a handful of stone flowers and put them in his mouth, and came to his arm again.Later, Riqiao found Mo Yao, and asked about the parallel world in detail.
Mo Yao took his prosthetic fingers, avoided Riqiao's eyes, and explained everything he knew in a serious manner.
"Those who want to catch people in parallel worlds only need to go to Heavenly Dao. I have seen how to do it. I know what to do. If you want to join me, you must shake Xu Ze's heart. As long as Xu Ze is hit , unable to stabilize our own strength, we can take the opportunity to pull another Xu Ze over to deal with him."
Riqiao thought about it, and without saying a word, he turned and left Mo Yao's place.
This morning, His Majesty's last gathering began.
Without the joy and relaxation before, the expressions of a group of people who arrived in the hall were a little cold.
The news of Su He's death yesterday shocked many people. People who knew that they could not go back to the past felt a little regretful.
But now there is no point in regretting.
Suhe is dead, Ningzhou cannot retreat, they will definitely go to war.
To be honest, if it weren't for the reluctance to let go of the friendship in the past, they wouldn't agree to get together again today.They who came here are more aware that today's conversation is their last chance to look back, but they don't know if they can still retreat...
Soon, Xu Ze arrived?Facing the complex eyes of everyone, Xu Ze said that he did not kill Su He.
At this time, the eyes of the palace fell on Riqiao again.After all, according to Xu Ze, when Su He died, Riqiao was with Xu Ze all the time, so Riqiao naturally became a witness in Xu Ze's mouth.
Riqiao looked ahead and didn't answer this question immediately.He sat quietly for a while, not looking into anyone's eyes. He only felt that the candles in the main hall seemed to be the triggers of a big fire. Mahogany, bring a fire that burns everything.
Riqiao stared coldly at the candle for a long time, and finally said something very light——
"I'm not with Xu Ze."
As soon as these words came out, there was an uproar around, and everyone looked at Xu Ze again, and their eyes had changed.
Not quite believing the scene in front of him, Xu Ze sat alone in a high position, a little dazed and a little clear.
There are voices of discussion everywhere.
The accusation was too loud, and people began to panic.
Mo Yao seized the opportunity and left with a wave of her sleeves.
Xuzawa didn't look at the emotional crowd in the hall, he didn't listen to the accusations in his ears, he passed the old friends in front of him, and looked at Riqiao who was sitting opposite him through the people who were starting to become strangers.
The eyes of the two met, but there seemed to be an insurmountable distance between them.
And what the people around were saying, they? No one listened, they could only see each other's expressions in their eyes.
After a while, Xu Ze blinked his eyes, a little at a loss, a little melancholy, he said: "There is no such thing in the book."
Riqiao couldn't look at his clean eyes anymore, only felt that the guilt was about to overwhelm him at this moment.
Because of guilt, Riqiao got up and left intentionally.
After he got up, Xu Ze also stood up, speaking much faster for the first time.
"Even if I give it up to Jin Yu?"
Riqiao resisted the urge to look back at him, and said in a cold but sad voice, "There is no such ending in the book."
After the words fell, Riqiaotou left here without looking back.
Jin Yu stared at Riqiao's receding back, and seemed to understand something.As Su He's other elder brother, he didn't overreact, nor did he blame Xu Ze, but just left quietly.
Soon, the people around left here one by one.
Xu Ze remained silent, seeing that the main hall was empty, and realized something belatedly—he was abandoned.
This is expected.It's just unacceptable, but it's unexpected.
The corners of his mouth curled up, facing the empty seats, Xu Ze showed a half-smile expression.He wanted to laugh at himself, but for some reason, he couldn't laugh in the end.
At this moment, guarding the deserted room, Xu Ze knew better than anyone else that he had been left behind.
He was thrown here.
A person.
Guard? A place no one likes.
Only him.
Today's meeting is rare, but it's just as he said.
Whether Riqiao was present or not, he didn't feel any better.
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When Riqiao returned to the hall, Riluo grabbed his arm with an eager look on his face, as if he didn't believe that Xu Ze had killed Su He. For this reason, she repeatedly asked Riqiao what happened to him. Back to the matter, and said? There must be a misunderstanding of the words.
Riqiao was annoyed by her quarrel, and for some reason, he replied: "There is no misunderstanding." He turned around while speaking, "You? Didn't get it wrong, was it really Xu Ze who killed Su He? "
Seeing that Riluo was stunned, he narrowed his eyes dangerously and pressed on step by step, "All of this today is just my dark heart and lies I lied for the sake of power. Now you? You know, what do you think? Sample?"
He exposed the most embarrassing side to Riluo, wishing to explain all the causes and consequences, so that everyone could listen to these words.
Riluo's beautiful eyes were filled with surprise, and the hand that was holding his sleeve unconsciously let go.
She looked at Riqiao in disbelief, stared at him for a long time, and called out to him before he walked away: "You? Is there something embarrassing that you can't say?"
After a long time, suppressing the soreness in his heart, Riqiao found his own voice: "No, I just lost my heart."
After he said that, after that, Riluo never asked where the thousand-eyed spider went, nor did he ask about it.
And Jin Yu seemed to have guessed that he was lying, and also guessed that it wasn't Xu Ze who killed Su He.I don't know if he noticed it? What, Jin Yu didn't say a word about this matter.
A few days later, people from Haizhou suddenly came to Riqiao, saying that Xu Ze asked Riqiao to take away the things he had forgotten in Haizhou.
Riqiao knew that he hadn't forgotten anything in Haizhou, but just heard what Xu Ze said, so he went.
In fact, Riqiao also thought about it when he went there, if Xu Zeqi didn't kill him, he would just... hide away.
After figuring this out, he calmly accepted Xu Ze's invitation, and when he went, Xu Ze was sitting near the window of the bookstore, with a pile of books under his feet, hiding himself in the stacked books middle.
Today's weather is very good, the sun is lying on the warm window, and the air is filled with a faint cold fragrance.Xu Ze was holding a book, and his fair and slender fingers were shining in the sun, revealing a clean and clear jade color.
He was wearing? a simple white dress, with? a head of silver hair hanging loosely. The light shone on his dragon horns, like crystals falling on the surface of clear water, as clean as a touch of white on a snow mountain, cool and pure.
Seeing this scene, Riqiao paused. He thought that when he saw Xu Ze again, Xu Ze would ridicule him, hate him, blame him, hurt him, and asked him to come here, fearing to settle accounts with him.
For this reason, he thought about what Xu Ze might do for a long time on the road, but the last man who was abandoned by him, just sat quietly on one side as usual, without a trace of resentment in his eyes , Quietly makes people want to cry.
He seemed to have known that Riqiao would abandon him.
Knowing that Hibashi was coming, Xuzawa said without raising his head: "I bought a lot of new books, and I just read one, and I always feel that the ending of this one is not good. Can you help me think about it, how can I modify it to make it pleasing to the eye? Some .”
Riqiao hesitated for a moment, then finally walked over and changed the ending of the book for him.
Seeing him pick up this book, Xu Ze picked up another one: "There is a note here that I don't like, so I erased it."
Riqiao said: "It's not good to ruin people's comments."
Xu Ze said: "Anyway, it's just for me to see."
Riqiao had no intention of arguing, "It's up to you?"
They said one sentence after another, and what they said was what they used to say on weekdays, but the atmosphere between them was not the same as before, and they began to become alienated.
Riqiao and Xuzawa stayed in the bookstore for a day, and when Xuzawa put away the last book, Xuze counted the number of books under his feet and said softly: "It's enough to read after so many changes. , and after reading the book for a long time, I probably can’t think of anything else, which is pretty good.”
After correcting the book, Xuzawa didn't bother, and stood up, "Get up, it's getting late, I'll take you back."
The hand holding the book began to exert force, and Hihashi opened his mouth. There was a sentence in his mouth that he wanted to say for a long time, but he never had the courage to say it.
And Xu Ze said before he opened his mouth: "I don't need to say I'm sorry, since you have already given up on me, then just be more straightforward, don't regret it, don't look back, and I won't forgive you either. In the future You? Compete with me, each according to his ability, I will not show mercy, you? You also have to recognize the current situation."
"Okay." Riqiao replied, "I see."
And as soon as these words came out, the past completely became a meaningless symbol.
The two left Shuge and walked outside the palace. Riqiao raised his face and suddenly found that the palace walls on both sides were so high.
But he has walked this road countless times, so why did he discover the high palace wall?
Feeling very strange, Riqiao couldn't help looking around, feeling that the environment in Haizhou suddenly became strange.
The ginkgo tree in the palace road is still there, and its branches and leaves have crossed the red wall, leaving behind the unique bleak atmosphere of autumn.At this moment, a leaf is slowly falling, and the red-walled golden tree only makes people feel desolate.
Xu Ze was behind Riqiao, carefully stepping on the shadow of Riqiao, hoping that time could stop.
It cannot be denied that Xu Ze once had the idea of keeping Riqiao, and also had the thought of being wronged and cruel because of Riqiao's words and deeds? But in the end, those emotions took a few turns, and only one sentence remained: " We've known each other for a long time, but I don't seem to have given you a gift yet? What, I'll give you this worry-free book? Keep it? Take it easy."
He sent the book over, and Riqiao picked it up, and the two stood in the palace hallway looking at each other speechlessly.They didn't even say a last farewell word. One of them walked to the left and the other to the right, completely becoming people on two roads.
And those good memories in the past are full of ridicule when I look at them now.
Riqiao walked slowly past the corner, and the moment he looked up, he found Riluo standing in front of the door.
He didn't know how long it had been since Riluo had been here, so he just told him to go away, but he walked a few steps forward and found that Riluo hadn't followed.For this reason, he turned his head in a strange way, only to see an ugly smile from behind him.
"I'm not leaving."
Ri Luo said softly: "I thought about it, and I always feel that Haizhou is too big. I can't rest assured that he lives here alone."
Riqiao was dumbfounded for a moment.
And his daughter, who has always been well-behaved and obedient, said with tears in her eyes, "I won't listen to you this time."
Riqiao pursed his lips tightly, pondered for a long time, "Okay." He turned his back to Riluo, and said in a hoarse voice: "It will be cold in the day ahead, remember to wear an extra layer of clothes."
Riluo let out an "um" forcefully, and the vision in front of her eyes began to blur.
Riqiao knew that Riluo was crying, but he didn't look back.
If it was according to his expectation, it would be considered safe for Riluo to follow Xu Xuze, but...he looked at the road ahead, and sincerely thought that the road ahead was long, as if it would never reach the end.
He walked forward? Every time he took a step, something seemed to be missing around him.The high walls on both sides are so red? It seems like blood has been splashed on them, and the autumn wind is bleak, and the coolness comes along? The direction of the wind, making people feel so cold?When he got to a place where no one was around, he suddenly thought that now Su
She told him that she didn't want to go.
Yes, the world is so beautiful, who would want to leave.
Riqiao didn't want her to go either.
But even if she didn't want to, she still left...
It rained in October.
The rain slapped the green leaves on the branches, washing away the floating ash on them, and the bright green was like a fake, full of empty and empty new leaves.
Riqiao was lying on the stone steps, wearing only a dirty old clothes, his eyes? Could he close his eyes? His spirit? He looked like he was drunk or tired.
Ningzhou is facing the rain this day, and it hangs glaring white.In this quiet environment, the head of the Riqiao was facing Suhe's dormitory, looking straight at the opposite side, and found Suhe's old clothes still hanging on the screen.
That unlined garment just left there? It always feels a bit lonely.The warm wind blew by, and the hem of the clothes rolled up, as if Su He was still running around in the palace, and the sleeves flew up in a small arc, as if she had run for a while and then calmed down.
Riqiao looked at it for a while, and always felt that Su He was just far away from home, so he came back slowly. As long as he waited, Su He would always come back.
He thought so? He remained motionless, honestly waiting for Jin Yu and Su He to return.
He waited for a long time, looking at the vacant bedroom, when the wind stopped briefly, he thought, Su He would not come back.
Her temper is too wild, and she doesn't know how to go back when she is released.
He wanted to pick her up, but he didn't know which way to go to pick her up.
At this moment, her clothes are hanging high, weaving a long and dull nightmare.From then on, there is no one named Su He in the world, no matter whether it is a New Year's festival or a banquet, there will be no Su He's figure.
And the memory of losing life, no matter how you think about it, it will be covered with a layer of dark gray.
In the future, as long as he sees that dress, Hibashi will think of it, and there will be no one who can wear it...
He thought, in the future, no one will call him brother, no one will walk briskly around the temple, and no one will sit on a high hill and call? They? Come and watch the stars...
The agreed place for the elderly has not been finalized yet, but one of the people who want to live there left first.
But why can't she stay?
What was she thinking when she died?
Did she get scared? Did she ever think about looking for him and Jin Yu?
And where are he and Jin Yu?
Do you blame him for this matter?
Did he leave Su He behind?
Question after question, one after another, a kind of unspeakable pain like a blunt knife, slowly cutting through Riqiao's flesh and blood.
Riqiao's eyes were empty, and he felt so tired? He wanted to roar, but he didn't want to move.
On the night when Mo Yao came, the gentleness on her body had been replaced by gloom.His footsteps were heavy, his eyes were severely black and blue, and there was a layer of ice in his eyes, like an ancient sword with its cold light hidden.Although it looks calm, it is dangerous.
Mo Yao, who came here, didn't say anything else, but pointed out to that Riqiao who seemed to have aged a lot overnight: "I killed Suhe."
His easy sentence decided Su He's life.
A tear fell without warning, passed through the pink eye socket, and landed on the bridge of the nose.
Immediately afterwards? The picture became chaotic.Riqiao grabbed Mo Yao's neck and pushed Mo Yao to the ground. The flames burned Mo Yao's body instantly, and his anger also made Riqiao's hair fly up. ferocious.
And from the beginning to the end, Mo Yao did not resist Riqiao, he lay quietly by the side, resisting all the pain, and did not avoid his fault.
He said in a trembling voice, "I asked Thousand Eyed Spider to pretend to be Xu Ze, and let him kill Su He, but I said that I wanted Su He to walk easily. I didn't expect that he would..."
"You? Didn't expect it?! You? Didn't expect it?! What did you not expect?!" Riqiao didn't want to recall? He didn't even want Su He to lie there alone.
His emotions were agitated, the veins on the top of his head and neck bulged, his eyes were red, and the hatred in his eyes did not decrease with the "roaring".
"What can I think of?!" As if he couldn't bear the pressure in his heart, Mo Yao's eyes? Eyes became wet, and he began to ask Riqiao: "What can I think of?!"
Days of despair erupted at this moment.
"You? Think I'm willing to do this? You? Say, since I learned the truth from the mica, do I have any other options? If it's possible, if I don't have to bear so many lives, we? Die together It’s okay, at least? That way I don’t have to turn my back on everyone, and I can be ashamed of my heart!” He shouted: “It doesn’t matter what method it is, as long as there is a way out, even if it’s a dead end, you can walk and see! And finally! What road is left for me! What has she left for me!"
He was talking? Talking?, he became hysterical, "I have thought more than once, if only I died in the poisonous water in Yuezhou, it would be fine, if the mica didn't save me, it would be fine! If I don't know anything , Maybe I feel relieved, and I won't become a villain who hurt my friends! I won't feel guilty and hard to bear, and I won't bear the responsibility and have nowhere to go!"
He took Riqiao's hand, let Riqiao strangle his neck, and yelled madly: "What can I do! If I can't save it, I can't save it! Whether it's my hand or something else... Among the manpower, Suhe has only this way. Do you think I am willing to send her away?"
Riqiao shook off Mo Yao's hand, and before he could finish a serious sentence, he first realized something was wrong.
His eyes moved down because of this, Riqiao roughly grabbed Mo Yao's finger, and with just a light snap, Mo Yao's finger split from the root and fell off neatly.
"Kacha Kacha" sounded several times.
Riqiao was taken aback, looked at the fake fingers in his hand, and looked at Mo Yao's hand, and found that of Mo Yao's ten slender fingers, now only one little finger remained... …
Staring at the nine severed fingers in his hand, Riqiao suddenly fell silent.
Mo Yao, who was covered in wounds, also calmed down. He looked at the sky, his eyes were empty, as if he was dead.
In fact, he doesn't like many things, but Aiqin is like his life.Also because of Aegin, he loves his long and beautiful hands very much.But these beautiful hands now? Nine out of ten fingers...
Staring at the crippled palm, Riqiao seemed to be able to see his severed fingers, walking back and forth in Su He's footsteps before his death.
The words that I can go back to Suhe's death by giving up one thing on my body made Riqiao suddenly close his eyes.
He didn't ask Mo Yao what the outcome of giving up nine fingers was, after all, Su He was already dead.
The unlined clothes in the palace shook slightly, and Mo Yao and Riqiao outside the palace fell silent. They were like two scarred beasts, covered with tiredness.
After a while, Mo Yao said faintly: "I have committed an unforgivable crime, and I have thought about it once and for all, but I also thought, is it because I am dead, and the problem is gone?"
He said slowly: "You? Know in your heart that if you don't break this situation, everyone will die with?
Riqiao really knew, that's why he and Mo Yao were so tired.
Seeing that Riqiao didn't refute, Mo Yao said frankly: "To be honest, I don't know what I'm doing until now. I don't think I did the right thing, but I have no other way to go.
I thought about it for a long time on the eve of Su He's death. I recalled what I was like when I first arrived in this world. I also thought about climbing a tree with Zhifeng and hearing him say that the sun is comfortable here...
For so many years, I have carried the title of "Supreme" and walked all the way. Although I don't feel that I have any supreme mission, I don't want to be a person who disregards life.
And now that I've come here and know the truth, what do you think I should do? "
"You? Teach? Teach? Me." Mo Yao kept repeating as if asking for help, "Riqiao, you? Teach? Teach? Me."
Hibashi didn't speak.
Seeing this, Moyao said again: "You? Teach? You can't teach me. We? Die. All living beings live. All living beings die. We? are still going to die. In fact, this question is not difficult at all if we look at it on the premise that we all die. , it’s us who are the hardest ones?
Mo Yao pointed out the most distressing point for him and Riqiao.
"If you want me to give up my life to save all living beings, you? I probably won't blink an eye. But in this difficult problem of giving up are our relatives, friends, us? If we choose all living beings, it means Now that we're going to abandon them, it means that we're going to kill them.
And we?can't afford this guilt, and don't want to feel sorry for them?, so we?are uncomfortable, we?evade, we?don't face it, because we?don't want to harm others, let alone turn ourselves into villains. "
"That's right, even if we found a way out, we? We didn't dare to go. We? We were afraid. What we were afraid of was that we would end everything we had now. We were afraid of us? If you do it, you won’t have the possibility to look back, and what you’re afraid of is that you’ll dream back in the middle of the night, and you won’t even have the qualifications to think about the past.”
Mo Yao continued: "And I... never feel that it is right for me to abandon you? The world can live, and I am good to the world; but I have harmed you in order to save the world, so I am evil to you. And I have already thought clearly before I do it Well, I didn't even think about being a good person, but Riqiao, you? Tell me, we? Don't think about anything, just follow the arrangement of the rules and close our eyes, we can really go Do you feel at ease? Are you really willing to do this?"
Hibashi pursed his lips.
After a long silence, Mo Yao sighed softly, and held Riqiao's hand with two palms, "Riqiao, let me ask you? Why didn't you kill me directly? You? Why didn't you kill me when you saw my severed finger?" Talk?" He already knew about Riqiao's wavering, "In fact, you already had a choice, but the one standing in front of you was Su He, Jin Yu, and Xu Ze, so you didn't dare to step forward. Take the first step."
"Actually, you've known for a long time that we have no other way out." Mo Yao's voice sounded like a lingering magic voice: "The battle of the Heavenly Venerate has already begun, even without us, The result is the same. The only thing we can do now is to end this. I need your help for this."
"But I won't help you?"
Riqiao pushed Mo Yao away, and took two steps forward. At this moment, Mo Yao said, "Su He came to see me, and she asked me if she could see her. I told her about her future date. If there is a war, she will definitely die."
Mentioning this past, Mo Yao lowered her voice.He forgot what he was thinking on the day when Su He arrived. At that time, he had already found the thousand-eyed spider, and the two had already made an agreement.The plan didn't change, he gave up on Su He, but when Su He arrived, he told Su He about her death again.
The specific state of mind at that time has been forgotten now, only the vague, small thoughts of hoping that Su He can know about this matter remain.
As for what will happen to Su He when he finds out, Mo Yao can't answer.
He recalled the back of Risuhe's departure, showing a pale smile: "And she nodded, didn't ask anything else, just asked me before she left, after she died, we ?Will it be different from Empress Wei and the others?"
"I can't answer, and did she tell you about this?"
No.
Riqiao seemed to have lost his soul, and shook his head in a daze.
Mo Yao looked away, "I'm afraid she didn't tell you, but I think that when she insisted on holding on, she had already accepted her own death. If she didn't retreat that day, there would be no way for me to retreat." gone."
When he said this, he suddenly thought of the reason why he was abnormal before.At that time, what he thought was that if Su He escaped, he would stop continuing and simply be a coward.
But Su He didn't escape.
She wasn't the one who knew the truth the most among them.She only vaguely discovered a rough idea, but she was more decisive and brave than all of them.
Mo Yao realized this and became extremely lonely. He said in a daze, "When I pull over another Xu Ze, you? You can torture me and kill me however you want. I won't escape my fault, as for you? How to do it... up to you? I won't force you."
At this point, the two have nothing to say.
Mo Yao got up, covered the bleeding wound, raised her head, and looked at Su He's unlined garment in the hall.In the past two days, he kept thinking about his time in Qisheng, and those pictures turned around, turning into the benefactor who killed him and saved his life.
At the end, Mo Yao said: "I won't come to worship Suhe, I don't deserve it either."
Riqiao thought, he really didn't deserve it, and he didn't seem to deserve it either.
With his back turned to him, Mo Yao walked forward slowly, seemingly telling Riqiao with a defenseless appearance that as long as Riqiao wanted to, Riqiao could attack him at any time, and he would not resist.
And Riqiao raised his head and looked at him for a long time, but he never loosened his clenched fist, but he didn't make a move either? Kill him...
Today, Jin Yu, who returned from defeating the stone demon, seemed defeated.
The hair is mixed with soft and bright silver.
A lot of white-haired golden feathers appeared in one night. They came to the main hall where the Su River stood. Looking at the figure lying in the ice flower coffin and covered with a white flag, they froze for a moment. .
As if he didn't know how to get in, Jin Yu lifted the white flag covering Su He, and saw Su He's livid face.
"Brother?"
A clear and pleasant voice suddenly sounded, but that figure that often appeared by his side has now lay down and will never open his eyes again...
Outside the window, it started raining again.
Riqiao sat on the threshold and didn't turn his head to look at Jin Yu and Su He.
The white cloth was hung in the hall and slowly floated up with the wind, blocking half of Jin Yu's figure.
Putting the handkerchief in the copper basin, Jin Yu wrung out the handkerchief, and took the handkerchief to wipe the wound on Su He's body little by little.After tidying up like this for a while, Jin Yu stopped and looked at Chunying's memorial tablet in the hall in a daze, and suddenly said to Riqiao, "She is also a troublemaker. When I wake up later, let's talk about her once."
Hearing this, Riqiao's tears flowed down instantly. He didn't say a word, but looked at the vase in front of the door with red eyes.
Jin Yu was still talking behind her back.
"She's not afraid of pain, so it's useless to beat her." Jin Yu said, and suddenly smiled, "But she is very afraid of us? Ignore her when she is angry, and wait for us? No one will talk to her, she is anxious. If it is done, it will stop making trouble, and it will be more restrained, so that it will make people worry less."
"By the way, she missed us all the time before she left. The three of us sat together and had a good meal. It's just that you? Have been sick? You haven't eaten this meal. It happens that we are all here today, you? Here Accompany? Her, I'll go to a table, and when she doesn't lose her temper, let's make up, and don't make it too difficult for her."
Hibashi lowered his head and covered his ears.
Jin Yu left, but he came back after a while.
He rolled up the sleeves on his wrists, stood in the porch, and asked Riqiao blankly, "Why did I forget what she likes to eat?"
He was a little flustered, "Riqiao, there are a lot of vegetables in the kitchen, but I don't know what to do, you? Come and help me to see, the knife seems to be blunt, and I can't cut the vegetables. When I get down to Suhe, there will be trouble again. "
Riqiao listened quietly? Jin Yu repeated the words over and over several times, and said in a deep voice, "Don't do it." He suppressed the soreness in his throat that was enough to drive a madman, "No one will eat it from now on."
The volume of Riqiao's two words was not high, but when they landed here, they were blunt and frightening.
Hearing this, Jin Yu paused, and a clear and empty smile appeared on his face, "That's right. I was the one who was naive."
After Hibashi said this sentence, he felt a little regretful. He buried his head in his arms and felt the winter chill in advance.
The wind was very strong tonight, the wind was whistling, and the sound was drawn out. It always seemed that the young Su He was lost and was crying outside the door while asking them where they were.
As Riqiao listened, he felt that there was only one road left in front of him.And when he chose this path to start, he was left with the same ending as Mo Yao.
After all, he will personally destroy his home and bear the sins all over his body.For this reason, he didn't dare to turn his head to look at Su He's face. He would avenge Su He's revenge, but he didn't seek justice for Su He immediately, so he, like Mo Yao, was not worthy of returning. ?head.
Tonight, Riqiao gradually understood Mo Yao's feelings.But he always thinks that all beings are innocent, why not them?
The paranoia of Queen Wei in the past was explained at this moment.
Now those who leave can't go away with dignity, Su He's ending is like a knife pierced in his heart. .
At this time, Jin Yu, who had been silent all this time, said a word: "I remembered."
Riqiao looked at him, with a slight smile on his face, and he said: "Suhe is not snoozing, but just followed Chunying away. And Chunying is more careful than us? She will definitely take good care of her. You "Don't be sad, Su He just won't be with us."
Riqiao was silent for a moment, and the empty brain thought of Chunying's sentence, Chunying is His Highness's Chunying, but other people are also other people's Chunying...
This sentence has been stuck in Riqiao's heart since Chunying left, and it has changed Riqiao invisibly.
"Brother." Riqiao pondered for a moment, then said wearily, "You? Talk to me, you? Don't keep talking."
Jin Yu nodded, suppressed his sadness, and said as calmly as possible: "I still remember when I first met you? There is a home..."
Riqiao listened expressionlessly. Jin Yu talked for a long time, from the very beginning when he arrived at Weihoudian, until he went to Haizhou, what kind of people he met on the road, and what kind of feelings did he have.
And things have come to this point? Today, Jin Yu must be uncomfortable, but even if he is uncomfortable, he still wants to get Riqiao.
Hearing Jin Yu begging, being bullied, and being rescued by a kind old man, Riqiao finally said: "Brother, if you kill a person who is destined to die, you can save countless lives. People, everyone in the world will die...you? How would you choose?"
"I don't know," Jin Yu thought for a while, and said, "There are many problems in this world. It is impossible to want everything to be satisfactory. But it is difficult to preserve the righteousness, and it is difficult to let go of the small righteousness. You have to see, What can you bear, and what do you want to do. At the same time, you should also remember that your mouth grows on other people, not your own business. There are people who say what they say.
In fact, you? Difficult decisions are nothing more than a few words in their mouths, so you? There is no need to care about superficial things.
And people say that those who achieve great things don't care about small things. Throughout the ages, there have been few heroes. People with hands? Bloodless? People can guarantee righteousness and justice, or Gu Xiaoyi'an. It depends on personal understanding. There is no need to distinguish between right and wrong. .
Therefore, don't look at other people's definition of your identity, and don't be coerced by other people's voices. "
Hibashi blinked his eyes, slowly digesting Jin Yu's words.
Jin Yu waited for him for a while before asking, "What is Riqiao thinking?"
Riqiao shook his head, "I don't understand."
Jin Yu hummed softly, and asked again: "Then? Riqiao wants to know what brother thinks?"
Hibashi's eyes were full of confusion, "You? Say it."
"I miss you? An Hao." Jin Yu said solemnly.
Hearing this sentence, Riqiao was stunned. He nodded, thought about this sentence, and then nodded again. The expression on his face did not change, but tears flowed down his eyes.
Without too much responsibility and oppression, Jin Yu never wanted him to be a passive hero from the beginning to the end.
With Jin Yu, he got a space to breathe, and for the first time faced his own heart.
On the second day after Su He's death, Riqiao grabbed a handful of stone flowers and put them in his mouth, and came to his arm again.Later, Riqiao found Mo Yao, and asked about the parallel world in detail.
Mo Yao took his prosthetic fingers, avoided Riqiao's eyes, and explained everything he knew in a serious manner.
"Those who want to catch people in parallel worlds only need to go to Heavenly Dao. I have seen how to do it. I know what to do. If you want to join me, you must shake Xu Ze's heart. As long as Xu Ze is hit , unable to stabilize our own strength, we can take the opportunity to pull another Xu Ze over to deal with him."
Riqiao thought about it, and without saying a word, he turned and left Mo Yao's place.
This morning, His Majesty's last gathering began.
Without the joy and relaxation before, the expressions of a group of people who arrived in the hall were a little cold.
The news of Su He's death yesterday shocked many people. People who knew that they could not go back to the past felt a little regretful.
But now there is no point in regretting.
Suhe is dead, Ningzhou cannot retreat, they will definitely go to war.
To be honest, if it weren't for the reluctance to let go of the friendship in the past, they wouldn't agree to get together again today.They who came here are more aware that today's conversation is their last chance to look back, but they don't know if they can still retreat...
Soon, Xu Ze arrived?Facing the complex eyes of everyone, Xu Ze said that he did not kill Su He.
At this time, the eyes of the palace fell on Riqiao again.After all, according to Xu Ze, when Su He died, Riqiao was with Xu Ze all the time, so Riqiao naturally became a witness in Xu Ze's mouth.
Riqiao looked ahead and didn't answer this question immediately.He sat quietly for a while, not looking into anyone's eyes. He only felt that the candles in the main hall seemed to be the triggers of a big fire. Mahogany, bring a fire that burns everything.
Riqiao stared coldly at the candle for a long time, and finally said something very light——
"I'm not with Xu Ze."
As soon as these words came out, there was an uproar around, and everyone looked at Xu Ze again, and their eyes had changed.
Not quite believing the scene in front of him, Xu Ze sat alone in a high position, a little dazed and a little clear.
There are voices of discussion everywhere.
The accusation was too loud, and people began to panic.
Mo Yao seized the opportunity and left with a wave of her sleeves.
Xuzawa didn't look at the emotional crowd in the hall, he didn't listen to the accusations in his ears, he passed the old friends in front of him, and looked at Riqiao who was sitting opposite him through the people who were starting to become strangers.
The eyes of the two met, but there seemed to be an insurmountable distance between them.
And what the people around were saying, they? No one listened, they could only see each other's expressions in their eyes.
After a while, Xu Ze blinked his eyes, a little at a loss, a little melancholy, he said: "There is no such thing in the book."
Riqiao couldn't look at his clean eyes anymore, only felt that the guilt was about to overwhelm him at this moment.
Because of guilt, Riqiao got up and left intentionally.
After he got up, Xu Ze also stood up, speaking much faster for the first time.
"Even if I give it up to Jin Yu?"
Riqiao resisted the urge to look back at him, and said in a cold but sad voice, "There is no such ending in the book."
After the words fell, Riqiaotou left here without looking back.
Jin Yu stared at Riqiao's receding back, and seemed to understand something.As Su He's other elder brother, he didn't overreact, nor did he blame Xu Ze, but just left quietly.
Soon, the people around left here one by one.
Xu Ze remained silent, seeing that the main hall was empty, and realized something belatedly—he was abandoned.
This is expected.It's just unacceptable, but it's unexpected.
The corners of his mouth curled up, facing the empty seats, Xu Ze showed a half-smile expression.He wanted to laugh at himself, but for some reason, he couldn't laugh in the end.
At this moment, guarding the deserted room, Xu Ze knew better than anyone else that he had been left behind.
He was thrown here.
A person.
Guard? A place no one likes.
Only him.
Today's meeting is rare, but it's just as he said.
Whether Riqiao was present or not, he didn't feel any better.
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When Riqiao returned to the hall, Riluo grabbed his arm with an eager look on his face, as if he didn't believe that Xu Ze had killed Su He. For this reason, she repeatedly asked Riqiao what happened to him. Back to the matter, and said? There must be a misunderstanding of the words.
Riqiao was annoyed by her quarrel, and for some reason, he replied: "There is no misunderstanding." He turned around while speaking, "You? Didn't get it wrong, was it really Xu Ze who killed Su He? "
Seeing that Riluo was stunned, he narrowed his eyes dangerously and pressed on step by step, "All of this today is just my dark heart and lies I lied for the sake of power. Now you? You know, what do you think? Sample?"
He exposed the most embarrassing side to Riluo, wishing to explain all the causes and consequences, so that everyone could listen to these words.
Riluo's beautiful eyes were filled with surprise, and the hand that was holding his sleeve unconsciously let go.
She looked at Riqiao in disbelief, stared at him for a long time, and called out to him before he walked away: "You? Is there something embarrassing that you can't say?"
After a long time, suppressing the soreness in his heart, Riqiao found his own voice: "No, I just lost my heart."
After he said that, after that, Riluo never asked where the thousand-eyed spider went, nor did he ask about it.
And Jin Yu seemed to have guessed that he was lying, and also guessed that it wasn't Xu Ze who killed Su He.I don't know if he noticed it? What, Jin Yu didn't say a word about this matter.
A few days later, people from Haizhou suddenly came to Riqiao, saying that Xu Ze asked Riqiao to take away the things he had forgotten in Haizhou.
Riqiao knew that he hadn't forgotten anything in Haizhou, but just heard what Xu Ze said, so he went.
In fact, Riqiao also thought about it when he went there, if Xu Zeqi didn't kill him, he would just... hide away.
After figuring this out, he calmly accepted Xu Ze's invitation, and when he went, Xu Ze was sitting near the window of the bookstore, with a pile of books under his feet, hiding himself in the stacked books middle.
Today's weather is very good, the sun is lying on the warm window, and the air is filled with a faint cold fragrance.Xu Ze was holding a book, and his fair and slender fingers were shining in the sun, revealing a clean and clear jade color.
He was wearing? a simple white dress, with? a head of silver hair hanging loosely. The light shone on his dragon horns, like crystals falling on the surface of clear water, as clean as a touch of white on a snow mountain, cool and pure.
Seeing this scene, Riqiao paused. He thought that when he saw Xu Ze again, Xu Ze would ridicule him, hate him, blame him, hurt him, and asked him to come here, fearing to settle accounts with him.
For this reason, he thought about what Xu Ze might do for a long time on the road, but the last man who was abandoned by him, just sat quietly on one side as usual, without a trace of resentment in his eyes , Quietly makes people want to cry.
He seemed to have known that Riqiao would abandon him.
Knowing that Hibashi was coming, Xuzawa said without raising his head: "I bought a lot of new books, and I just read one, and I always feel that the ending of this one is not good. Can you help me think about it, how can I modify it to make it pleasing to the eye? Some .”
Riqiao hesitated for a moment, then finally walked over and changed the ending of the book for him.
Seeing him pick up this book, Xu Ze picked up another one: "There is a note here that I don't like, so I erased it."
Riqiao said: "It's not good to ruin people's comments."
Xu Ze said: "Anyway, it's just for me to see."
Riqiao had no intention of arguing, "It's up to you?"
They said one sentence after another, and what they said was what they used to say on weekdays, but the atmosphere between them was not the same as before, and they began to become alienated.
Riqiao and Xuzawa stayed in the bookstore for a day, and when Xuzawa put away the last book, Xuze counted the number of books under his feet and said softly: "It's enough to read after so many changes. , and after reading the book for a long time, I probably can’t think of anything else, which is pretty good.”
After correcting the book, Xuzawa didn't bother, and stood up, "Get up, it's getting late, I'll take you back."
The hand holding the book began to exert force, and Hihashi opened his mouth. There was a sentence in his mouth that he wanted to say for a long time, but he never had the courage to say it.
And Xu Ze said before he opened his mouth: "I don't need to say I'm sorry, since you have already given up on me, then just be more straightforward, don't regret it, don't look back, and I won't forgive you either. In the future You? Compete with me, each according to his ability, I will not show mercy, you? You also have to recognize the current situation."
"Okay." Riqiao replied, "I see."
And as soon as these words came out, the past completely became a meaningless symbol.
The two left Shuge and walked outside the palace. Riqiao raised his face and suddenly found that the palace walls on both sides were so high.
But he has walked this road countless times, so why did he discover the high palace wall?
Feeling very strange, Riqiao couldn't help looking around, feeling that the environment in Haizhou suddenly became strange.
The ginkgo tree in the palace road is still there, and its branches and leaves have crossed the red wall, leaving behind the unique bleak atmosphere of autumn.At this moment, a leaf is slowly falling, and the red-walled golden tree only makes people feel desolate.
Xu Ze was behind Riqiao, carefully stepping on the shadow of Riqiao, hoping that time could stop.
It cannot be denied that Xu Ze once had the idea of keeping Riqiao, and also had the thought of being wronged and cruel because of Riqiao's words and deeds? But in the end, those emotions took a few turns, and only one sentence remained: " We've known each other for a long time, but I don't seem to have given you a gift yet? What, I'll give you this worry-free book? Keep it? Take it easy."
He sent the book over, and Riqiao picked it up, and the two stood in the palace hallway looking at each other speechlessly.They didn't even say a last farewell word. One of them walked to the left and the other to the right, completely becoming people on two roads.
And those good memories in the past are full of ridicule when I look at them now.
Riqiao walked slowly past the corner, and the moment he looked up, he found Riluo standing in front of the door.
He didn't know how long it had been since Riluo had been here, so he just told him to go away, but he walked a few steps forward and found that Riluo hadn't followed.For this reason, he turned his head in a strange way, only to see an ugly smile from behind him.
"I'm not leaving."
Ri Luo said softly: "I thought about it, and I always feel that Haizhou is too big. I can't rest assured that he lives here alone."
Riqiao was dumbfounded for a moment.
And his daughter, who has always been well-behaved and obedient, said with tears in her eyes, "I won't listen to you this time."
Riqiao pursed his lips tightly, pondered for a long time, "Okay." He turned his back to Riluo, and said in a hoarse voice: "It will be cold in the day ahead, remember to wear an extra layer of clothes."
Riluo let out an "um" forcefully, and the vision in front of her eyes began to blur.
Riqiao knew that Riluo was crying, but he didn't look back.
If it was according to his expectation, it would be considered safe for Riluo to follow Xu Xuze, but...he looked at the road ahead, and sincerely thought that the road ahead was long, as if it would never reach the end.
He walked forward? Every time he took a step, something seemed to be missing around him.The high walls on both sides are so red? It seems like blood has been splashed on them, and the autumn wind is bleak, and the coolness comes along? The direction of the wind, making people feel so cold?When he got to a place where no one was around, he suddenly thought that now Su
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