Damn that heartthrob

One is like falling into a rushing river.

After coming here for a long time, Chen Sheng was unable to calm down for the first time.

My brain felt like it was going to explode.

The absurd conjecture accompanied by the shocking truth made Chen Sheng flustered.

Chen Sheng was unable to adjust his mood, so he had to let Guo Qiyou and others go out first, and then sat alone in front of the window, pressing his forehead with both hands, and did not speak for a long time.

Questions that were never thought of before have now become heavy themes that subvert cognition.

Knowing a corner of the truth, the fog did not dissipate, and the weight gained was comparable to someone punching him hard on the head.Dazed, Chen Sheng looked at the green willows outside the window, and couldn't help but think of the primary and secondary world he had just mentioned to Mo Yan and others.

Before, Chen Sheng had firmly believed that this world with Tianzun is the main world, so the order of primary and secondary in his mouth has always been that this world is the main one, and another unknown alternative world is the second.But when he learned that Tianzun might be a person who came here from another world, he couldn't help but think that the so-called order of primary and secondary may be that world is the main one, and this world is the second...

Maybe, the so-called first generation was the first person to travel from Chen Sheng's world to this world.Just because he got a power by accident, that person became an existence that no one can match...

But what is this?

what are they?

What is the past?

What is wearing a book?

What does the existence of two worlds symbolize?

Why does Xu Ze want to die every 5000 years?

What is the reason why Tianzun can travel over?

Does Xuanji want to tell him that the other world he discovered is the place where they lived before crossing.

Is Xuanji telling him that Xu Ze has mastered the fulcrum of these two worlds, and can switch the positions of these two worlds at will?

But why is Xu Ze able to move and the two worlds appear alternately?

Is the other world really the real world he is familiar with?

If the other world is really the real world, what would the real world look like when Xu Ze changed his position?What about the people who live in that world?

Could it be that...as the primary and secondary worlds change, the environment people live in will also change?

--crazy.

How can it be!

Totally crazy!

Do not understand!

One question after another oppressed Chen Sheng. Chen Sheng's mind couldn't function at this moment. Even if he wanted to find the correct historical track, he couldn't sort out the answers to many questions.

But before today, he never thought that other Heavenly Venerates might come from the world "outside the book" just like himself.Now that he knew the meaning of the so-called "attraction", as an intruder, Chen Sheng suddenly cared very much about the truth and principle of this world.

Fearing the unknown, Chen Sheng contemplated for a long time facing the window, his face was bloodless and tired and powerless at this time, his dazed and depressed appearance looked like someone recovering from a serious illness.

After sitting like this for a long time, Chen Sheng found Xiao Shu standing outside the window.

There was a wall between Xiao Shu and him, he was sitting on the left side, Xiao Shu was standing on the right side, a quiet person who never had a high sense of presence, he was a qualified shadow.

Seeing Xiao Shu, Chen Sheng was in a state of confusion. The more he was afraid of the truth, the more he wanted to see Qu Qingchi, as if he could calm down as long as Qu Qingchi was around. The only person you can rely on.

Xiao Shu outside the window was blowing the wind, looking at the capital city where the lights were about to go out, his mood became very calm at this moment, even though he knew in his heart that the calm at this moment was just an illusion before the storm, he was still willing to enjoy a moment of peace.

"Where's Qu Qingchi?"

The anxious people in the room waited and waited, and finally couldn't help asking.

Instead of asking him when he found himself, Xiao Shu said, "I don't know."

Chen Sheng's eyes became dull, and because he didn't want to let his mood continue to be depressed, he forced himself to find something to say: "Why... are you listening to Qu Qingchi so much?"

Xiao Shu's situation is different from other demons.

He is a part that Qu Qingchi intentionally separated out. Strictly speaking, he is not the kind of paranoid demon.But his original body, Qu Qingchi, was paranoid, so Chen Sheng found it inconceivable that he, who was originally one with Qu Qingchi, was too indifferent and obeyed Qu Qingchi.

Hearing Chen Sheng's question, Xiao Shu rolled his golden eyes. Even if he didn't turn his head to look at the people in the room, he could still get a glimpse of Chen Sheng's mood when he asked the question from Chen Sheng's tone at the moment.

In fact, Chen Sheng didn't really want to get this answer. If Chen Sheng was really curious, he would have asked.

Knowing this, Xiao Shu didn't want to answer at first, but after seeing Chen Sheng in the room became quiet again, Xiao Shu followed the other party and acted as a reliever.

Xiao Shu's eyes were heavy: "Because I am him."

"What?" Chen Sheng didn't realize it for a while, but when he did, he thought Xiao Shu's words were not wrong, but a little weird.

Can Xiao Shu be regarded as Qu Qingchi?

Chen Sheng briefly withdrew from the circle of Tianzun status, and then began to think about this issue.

He asked Xiao Shu: "Why are there demons in this world?"

Xiao Shu was really stumped by this question.

Xiao Shu said in a deep voice, "I don't know."

Chen Sheng casually said to Xiao Shu, "Didn't the Former Lord tell you about the inner demons?"

Xiao Shu lowered his eyes and pondered for a moment, then said: "The former master has no demons, and demons only exist in this generation."

Because it was difficult to accept, Chen Sheng temporarily resisted those complicated past.He nodded when he heard Xiao Shu's words, and couldn't help but ask again: "Where's Qu Qingchi?"

Xiao Shu replied again: "I don't know."

Chen Sheng couldn't help asking: "When will he come back?"

Xiao Shu could hear the helplessness and eagerness in his words, and understood that he must be feeling very uncomfortable at this moment, otherwise he would not look for Qu Qing Chi everywhere like a child, praying that Qu Qing Chi could bring him some sense of peace of mind.

Realizing this, Xiao Shu pursed his lips, and the words of his answer remained unchanged.

"……do not know."

This is the expected answer.

When Chen Sheng heard this, his thoughts drifted away again.

Xiao Shu stood with him for a while, maybe he couldn't see his bewildered expression at the moment, Xiao Shu slowed down and said, "But I'm here."

Chen Sheng raised his head, with obvious heaviness and gloom in his eyes.

Xiao Shu hesitated for a moment: "You have something...you can also tell me."

Chen Sheng opened his mouth, because he didn't know what to say, and finally said: "It's all right."

Xiao Shu who was outside the house raised his head slightly when he heard the words, his posture seemed to be looking at the moonlight, but at this moment, only he knew whether the moon was reflected in the sky in his eyes.

Chen Sheng would not rely on him, nor would he talk to him about everything, so he would not tell Chen Sheng that the only way for him to exist was to obey.

Only by getting himself close to Qu Qingchi can he look more like the other party, tell himself that they are the same, and attribute the other party's possessions to himself, so as to comfort himself, "he" is living a good life with.

And is he Qu Qingchi?

he is.

But he will never become Qu Qingchi.

So, again, he doesn't seem to be.

It wasn't just him who was at a loss for this, but also Chen Sheng who didn't know where to put him.

Chen Shengxu was using this behavior to tell him that he was not Qu Qingchi after all.

Therefore, Chen Sheng would not rely on him.

And Xiao Shu confirmed this again through this incident.

Qu Qingchi's joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys will not belong to him...

Thinking of this, the figure outside the house suddenly pulled away, and the shadow that slowly merged into the night looked lonely and quiet, and had already merged with the darkness.

Unable to notice Xiao Shu's emotional changes, Chen Sheng, who was hiding in the room, opened Riqiao's jade slips again, trying to find new clues from them.Not long after, Chen Sheng, who was staring at the jade slip, heard Guo Qiyou's voice, opened the door and let Guo Qiyou in.

Due to too many things that happened today, Guo Qiyou went back to the room to sit or stand, and finally returned to Chen Sheng.

Chen Sheng didn't know what to do, so he simply took Guo Qiyou to look at the jade slips left by Riqiao.

They sat together around a quilt, staring at Yujian on the surface, but they were all in a daze.

After sitting like this for a while, Guo Qiyou couldn't help asking Chen Sheng: "Are you afraid?"

Chen Sheng didn't speak.

Guo Qiyou said again: "You said, will we have a future to talk about?"

Chen Sheng looked sideways, looked at Guo Qiyou, who had never been ignorant of the misery of the world, and said with a sad face: "Nowadays has changed, and people have become different. What are the people who are alive today?"

Chen Sheng couldn't answer this question, and Chen Sheng couldn't find the answer himself.

Seeing this, Guo Qiyou said: "Chen Sheng, what is a human life? What is our existence? What is true and what is false? I have never thought about our existence before. Is it meaningful, or meaningless repetition?

To live is to live because of living?

Or live out of cowardice?

If it is for the good, wouldn't the power to go to the good have hardships?

What if our whole life is just a play in the eyes of others?

So do we drop the drama to look more respectable, or just forget about it and compromise for the sake of being alive? "

Guo Qiyou asked a lot of general questions, and finally said: "You said that Xu Ze has continued for the last 5000 years, and people, as a corner of the world he arranged, can still be regarded as people? What are we today? What is it?"

Guo Qiyou's problems and psychology at the moment made Chen Sheng feel that the people in the book knew that they were just words.

Xu Shi put too much pressure on Guo Qiyou during the day, and Guo Qiyou, who has always been nervous, started to feel sad.And the reason for his sadness was exactly what Chen Sheng was thinking about.

Chen Sheng recited what he said silently in his heart, and after a while, he stretched out his big hand to press his head, and said softly: "In fact, people have always lived to live, everyone is like this. What you want to see now is you Do you think you are happy to be alive? How do you want to live, instead of denying the value of your life now."

"So what we have to ask is not how Xu Ze thinks about arranging people's life, but to ask ourselves—whether we are willing to be arranged, and whether we are willing to continue this life. If so, how to continue."

Chen Sheng gradually gained calm while talking with Guo Qiyou.At this moment, Chen Sheng suddenly realized that he should consider what to do next instead of being surprised.

Guo Qiyou couldn't jump out of this circle for the time being, frowning and thinking for a long time.

Seeing this, Chen Sheng rubbed his head and asked him, "Have you learned the formation I taught you?"

Guo Qiyou shook his head.

Chen Sheng sighed softly: "Idle around is also idle, I will teach you now, you learn to learn, it's all time to pass the time."

Also wanting to distract his attention, Guo Qiyou really jumped out of bed and started studying.

Chen Sheng taught him patiently, and as the two came and went, they forgot the dullness just now.

The two were practicing, when it suddenly began to rain outside the window.Listening to the sound of rain, Chen Sheng turned his eyes away from Guo Qiyou, and instead thought of Xiao Shu outside the window.

Chen Sheng didn't have the habit of abusing people. He saw that the rain was getting heavier, and he looked out the window. He wanted to ask Xiao Shu to come in, but when he approached the window, he found that Xiao Shu who was standing outside the window had left, and he was sitting opposite him instead. On the roof, against the rain, I watched him and Guo Qiyou's Quqing Pool.

I don't know when Qu Qingchi came back.

He is tall and slender, leaning casually on one side is a beautiful painting.

It's a pity that the people in the painting have skin but not heart, and their eyes are always dark, like a gloom that cannot be dispelled.

Chen Sheng and Qu Qingchi looked at each other for a moment, one was bewildered and the other was indifferent.

Seeing that he was motionless, Chen Sheng couldn't help calling him: "It's raining." Chen Sheng called him back first, and then asked uneasily, "What are you thinking?"

Qu Qingchi didn't speak, he was still sitting there, his expression seemed to be looking at another person through Chen Sheng.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Chen Sheng wondered if he was injured, so he hurriedly said to Guo Qiyou: "You go back to the room to practice first, I have something to say with your senior brother."

Afterwards, Chen Sheng remembered the jade slip from Riqiao, handed it to Guo Qiyou, and said, "Look at this for me, and please tell me if you find anything abnormal."

Guo Qiyou agreed, and Chen Sheng quickly left the inn and climbed up to the roof where Quqingchi was located.

Qu Qingchi waited quietly for Chen Sheng to come over. It was only when Chen Sheng came here that he realized that there was not only a gloomy look on his face, but also an obvious coldness, and this expression mostly appeared when he was facing Xu Ze.

Qu Qingchi would have such a cold and gloomy expression only when he met Xu Ze.

When Chen Sheng saw this, he didn't know whether his guess was right or wrong.When Chen Sheng sat down, Chen Sheng, who had not asked Qu Qingchi what he found, first heard Qu Qingchi say: "What was our previous life... like?"

This problem came very suddenly.

Chen Sheng held his chin, and because he was out of shape, he said dryly: "It's nothing special. At first I saved you, you fell in love with me, and then you went to compete with others, and you were drawn to greed, because I am yours." Greedy, so many people came to trouble me at that time, I hid for a while, was caught by Duan Xiaoxue, then you went to save me, take me by your side, whenever I was about to leave , you will find countless reasons to hold me back."

When Chen Sheng said this, his expression softened a little bit.

That part of the past seemed to reappear in front of his eyes. After thinking about it, Chen Sheng couldn't help showing a peaceful smile: "I'll wait, I'll stay here for a long time, so I don't want to leave."

Qu Qingchi heard this and said: "Then do you still want to leave now?"

Chen Sheng looked at him strangely, "I don't want to leave for a long time."

Qu Qingchi heard this and asked again: "Is it because I don't want to go because I am used to it, or because I like it?"

Chen Sheng didn't know why he kept asking, but he still said calmly: "I never change my liking just because of habit."

Qu Qingchi didn't smile much when he heard this, he just said: "You always know what you want." When he said this, he bent his legs, covered his mouth with one hand, and kept looking at the window of Chen Sheng's room with his eyes , said sullenly: "Do you still remember that I was injured when we reunited?"

Chen Sheng nodded. If Qu Qingchi hadn't been injured at that time, Chen Sheng probably wouldn't have met him.

"Do you know why I was hurt at that time?"

Chen Sheng thought about what Qu Qingchi once said: "Get the secret treasure and get hurt carelessly?"

Qu Qingchi chuckled when he heard the lie he had made up: "What kind of secret treasure can hurt me more than a pair of eyes, but it's just lies."

Chen Sheng was a little speechless: "You lied to me and you are very proud, don't you?"

Qu Qingchi shook his head: "That's not pride."

"That is?"

"what is it then……"

After saying this, Qu Qingchi was silent for a moment, then tapped the blue tile, and saw Mengyu's figure appearing around him, with somewhat greedy eyes, like a wolf who saw meat.

Chen Sheng was disturbed by Mengyu's eyes, his face sank, and he was about to speak, but he heard Qu Qingchi say: "It's unexpected, maybe you can hardly believe it, this fish is delusional."

"Delusion?"

"The real body is the lotus Tianzun, and he is also a member of the Golden Feather."

However, before Qu Qingchi finished speaking, Mengyu came over first.

Aware of Mengyu's thoughts, Qu Qingchi stepped on Mengyu's head before Mengyu opened his mouth, and said habitually: "He is very nice, he lives in Baizhou, he is indifferent by nature and does not fight with the world. At first, Jin Yu and Xu Ze fought against him. He didn't join it, but later... I went to find him, and he joined the Golden Feather faction. As you know, he died."

It was easy for Qu Qingchi to say that he was dead, but Chen Sheng felt uncomfortable when he heard it.

Qu Qingchi talked to him little by little: "I still remember that on the eve of the start of the war, I still said that I would say that it is okay to fight, but you can't hit your face. He likes to be beautiful, especially Xijie. Even if he wants to die, he must be beautiful. death."

"Later we fought with Xu Ze in Qingshui, suffering from Xu Ze's indestructible body, so we have been looking for a way to break it.

And I am the worst person, knowing that Tianzun's body is indestructible, I designed to lure Xu Ze to Zhuohuo Island, and suggested that I should trap Xu Ze, and then the sandalwood fish would snatch Xu Ze's body and throw Xu Ze Yuanshen into it. The sea of ​​fire burned up.It's just a pity that the layout failed due to nostalgia at the end of the day. In the end, the sandalwood fish died, and the person who was seriously injured and fell into the sea of ​​​​fire changed from Xu Ze to me.And in order to keep me, the delusion gave up my original body and put me in the lotus to avoid being burned by the turbid fire. "

Qu Qingchi mentioned that he turned his face towards Chen Sheng at this time, and said softly: "He told me that I can't let me die, he said, it's all up to me to win Xu Ze."

Qu Qingchi laughed again at this point: "But I couldn't beat Xu Ze."

Chen Sheng didn't want to listen to this sentence.

Qu Qingchi went on to say: "When I encountered Luan Nian again, he couldn't remember anything. After Zhuohuo Island, although he managed to keep his remnant soul, but due to the severe damage to his soul, he lost his mind. , actually fell into the animal realm. But when I found him, he didn’t know anything, he only knew how to eat. He wasn’t Mengyu at that time, and Mengyu was transformed after he ate half of my body.”

Referring to the past, Qu Qingchi turned his head and asked Chen Sheng neither sad nor happy: "Do you know what He Lai is?"

Chen Sheng knew that it was a monster like a catfish and a toad.

"The present delusion is a dirty and smelly river." Qu Qingchi and Chen Sheng said: "In order to cure him, I took him to many places, and then I was tired from walking, and I happened to meet you... ..."

Chen Sheng had a complicated expression when he heard this sentence: "So you weren't injured at all?"

"Except for Xu Ze, there are very few people in this world who can hurt me." Qu Qingchi said calmly, "As long as I lower my face and pretend, you won't be able to tell whether I'm hurt or not."

Chen Sheng said in a muffled voice, "You are quite shameless."

"Indeed," Qu Qingchi didn't quibble: "But if I wasn't so shameless, what else could I grasp?" Qu Qingchi understood very well: "If I hadn't been messing around, wouldn't you be sitting with me now? ?”

Chen Sheng was taken aback by his question, and couldn't answer for a moment.

Qu Qingchi suddenly fell silent when he said this, and then he said as if he didn't need Chen Sheng's answer, "Actually, I've been messing around all this time."

"I was obsessed with delusional thoughts, and refused to let him go. I insisted on taking him to find the remaining soul of Zhifeng. In the end, I gave up half of my body to change the delusional thoughts from Helai to Mengyu. It didn't cure the delusional thoughts. He didn't take Zhifeng away either, and ended up entangled, only entangled himself."

"It was also after that that I realized that my persistence is actually useless."

Qu Qingchi was suddenly speechless while talking.

Chen Sheng was already upset, but now he was even more upset after hearing what he said.Chen Sheng sat on the roof with Qu Qingchi, as long as he thought of Qu Qingchi's hardships in finding everyone, Chen Sheng was speechless and felt as if a needle was pricking his heart.

Qu Qingchi said at this time: "Actually, what I want is what other people don't want."

"What I value is just what I value." With his expression unchanged, he said slowly, "I won't say anything, I just want to make myself more decent."

As soon as these words came out, Chen Sheng couldn't help but close his eyes.To be honest, Chen Shengning could see Qu Qingchi's arrogance, but he also didn't want to see him inexplicably depressed.

Probably because of the complicated mood recently, maybe because he has never seen Qu Qingchi behave so abnormally before, Chen Sheng couldn't help but tell the truth: "What you value is also what I value. If I have no intention of being with you, I will not listen to you at all. I'm sophistry. You also know that I have a bad temper. When you came looking for me again, I just looked angry, but I was secretly happy in my heart and wanted to hear more from you talking to me."

"And the past you want is also what Xuan Si Zhifeng and the others want. Some things, you are not the only one who can't let go."

Chen Sheng took Qu Qingchi's hand and touched the other's palm print while talking, "It doesn't matter if the delusion is stupid. When the matter is over, we can go back to Wangjing or go to Xiaoshengfeng. When the time comes, let the delusion go." In the yard, there happened to be Nian Yu as his companion, I think it is also a pleasure to watch him fight with Nian Yu, when we are free in the future, we will help him recuperate his body, maybe he will get better."

Qu Qingchi shook his head at this point: "It's not getting better."

Chen Sheng didn't understand what he meant.

Qu Qingchi said: "You will leave me one day."

Chen Sheng pursed his lips: "I won't."

Qu Qingchi didn't immediately refute him, he first thought for a while, then smiled softly, turned his head to Chen Sheng and said, "Do you know who I saw?"

Chen Sheng didn't know, but he understood that Qu Qingchi's anomaly tonight must be because of that person.