Damn that heartthrob

Chen Sheng stayed up all night.He faintly realized that he was about to lose something important, so he didn't close his eyes all night.In the early morning of the next day, he took the initiative to get up from the bed for the first time, awkwardly put on the clothes put aside, and imitated Fu Niang's way of combing his hair in front of the mirror.It's just that his fingers are not flexible, and he can't arrange his hair smoothly and beautifully like Fu Niang.This discovery also made him somewhat depressed.

Chen Sheng lowered his head and looked at his palm with regret. When Fu Niang knocked on the door, Chen Sheng finally gave up his hair.And Fu Niang, who always came to help him comb his hair and dress, didn't step forward to help him this time. She just looked at him through the mirror, as if she wanted to imprint him deeply in her mind.

Fu Niang came to bid farewell to Chen Sheng.

There was such a commotion yesterday that Fu Niang had no choice but to stay in the mansion.

And Chen Sheng had long thought that this day would come, and he was ready for today.Chen Sheng also knows that Fu Niang is very kind to him, if possible, Fu Niang is willing to take care of him for the rest of his life.It's just that this willingness is based on the false peace. Under the peace, Fu Niang has a daughter with a heart higher than the sky, so Chen Sheng is destined to be impossible to become the number one in her heart.

And that girl is always complaining, those complaining words seem to be for him, but in fact it is just resentment that he is useless, secretly resenting that those good things and bright future do not belong to him, even the servants like them can't make excuses , can not have a good future.

And because of jealousy and envy, Fu Niang's daughter always puts her eyes high.Chen Sheng has seen this since he was a child, and he knows that the girl who stares at the rich and famous will make Fu Niang leave him one day.It's just that Chen Sheng thought in the past that it would be Shen Han who would use Fu Niang's daughter to separate him from Fu Niang.

He didn't expect that the person who used this girl in the end was Shen Yun.

But no one is bad, Fu Niang will always leave him.

Thinking of this, Chen Sheng let out a breath.

On the day when Fu Niang was sent away, there was snowflakes in the sky. Standing on the stone steps, Chen Sheng suddenly remembered that Fu Niang hadn't looked at him before leaving, so he naturally had no chance to talk to her.

The woman seemed so guilty that she couldn't turn her head back, and also seemed afraid that she would miss him if she turned her head, so she walked so fast that Chen Sheng didn't come to remember and tell the other party that he would always get back what happened last night for her...

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I get.

Chen Sheng sat in front of the door, his black hair curled up, and a few strands of hair were knotted, like the ears of a small animal.

And when the mood is bad, the weather is bad.

Cold winter mercilessly frostbited Chen Sheng's face.He hid the lower half of his face in his collar, leaving only a red nose and quiet eyes.

Xiao Shu stood on the silver bracelet that Fu Niang left for Chen Sheng before she left, and admired the snow with him for a while, somewhat surprised by Chen Sheng's pitiful appearance.

"How long are you going to sit?" Unable to understand Chen Sheng, Xiao Shu said to him: "She has already abandoned you."

Chen Sheng slowed down and said: "I know, it's normal." He spoke very slowly, but Xiao Shu found that his thinking was clearer than before.

Chen Sheng spoke with difficulty: "I'm not her blood relative after all, so I can't ask for too much. She can have someone she values, and if I can't match her, then she won't."

Xiao Shu glanced at him: "You are always looking at what you can't get. You are open-minded to those who don't value you, and mean to those who like you. It's hard to tell whether you are stupid or shrewd."

Chen Sheng wrinkled his nose and asked puzzledly, "What?"

Xiao Shu didn't talk to him deeply, as usual, Xiao Shu would stop if he didn't talk about Chen Sheng.But now that Fu Niang was gone, Chen Sheng felt that something was wrong, he always wanted to hold back something, so he stared at Xiao Shu stubbornly, his eyes also changed as the time spent staring at him increased.

His gaze was too straightforward, Xiao Shu asked him: "What are you looking at?"

Chen Sheng whispered, "Are you going?"

Xiao Shu said: "It depends on what meaning you mean by going back."

Chen Sheng thought for a while, and said word by word: "Can you not leave?" As if shocked by Fu Niang's departure, Chen Sheng tried to grab something casually to fill the empty heart.

And when he said this, he was a little aggrieved, and his voice was very soft, as if he was complaining to someone close to him, and also as if he was begging Xiao Shu: "If you always stay by my side, I will treat you very well."

Unexpectedly, he would say these words, Xiao Shu turned his head and glanced at him, staring at his somewhat helpless expression, and suddenly remembered that he had shown weakness before, even though the person he was facing at that time was not against him. ...

I don't know the reason, but Xiao Shu turned his eyes away and only said: "Do you know what is good for a person?"

Chen Sheng thought for a while and said perfunctorily, "I will dress you and comb your hair."

Staring at his messy hair, Xiao Shu suddenly didn't want to talk to him.

Chen Sheng waited and waited, but before Xiao Shu could answer, he held up the bracelet without giving up, and said, "I will still feed you."

Although it was inappropriate, at this moment Xiao Shu suddenly thought of a scene in the illusion of Mountains and Rivers.At that time, Chen Sheng picked up all the meat in the bowl of soup that was given to him, not even giving him a piece of meat.

Thinking of that past event, Xiao Shu said lightly: "No need."

Chen Sheng was a little disappointed because of this, but he did not give up.

It is similar to the eagerness that when one feeder leaves, another feeder must be on top.

Chen Sheng is looking for a new feeder for himself.

He put his eyes on Xiao Shu, and saw that Xiao Shu was inseparable from him for the time being.

This thing seems to be of use.

Xiao Shu's treatment changed tonight, and he was lucky to come to bed from the ground.And half of the quilt that was wrapped around Chen Sheng was given to him.

Not knowing that Xiao Shu didn't need it, it was rare for Chen Sheng to get a quilt to cover Xiao Shu. He put Xiao Shu and himself together, and lay beside Xiao Shu. First he closed his eyes, and then quietly opened them to see if Xiao Shu was still there. not there.Repeated this several times, when those eyes glanced over again, Xiao Shu who closed his eyes said, "Close your eyes and rest."

Chen Sheng said: "Okay." He said obediently: "It's all up to you."

After saying this, Xiao Shu saw Chen Sheng get up swiftly, skillfully spit out a golden thread and began to mend the egg, wondering what the meaning of Chen Sheng's all listening to you was.

And Chen Sheng has obviously engraved the obedience of the positive and the violation of the Yin into his bones, and he is not afraid of the people who violated him knowing.

On the day after Fu Niang left, Chen Yun didn't come home, and his servants brought food to Chen Sheng, but Chen Sheng didn't eat it, he just lay down in his room to sleep during the day and make eggs at night, and from time to time he had to show his loyalty to Xiao Shu, telling him Xiao Shu benefited a lot from being with him.

As for the benefits, Chen Sheng talked about them too many times. Xiao Shu, who had always been reticent, listened to them for a long time, and said alms: "What are the benefits?"

Chen Sheng said, "I will give you whatever I eat."

Xiao Shu said, "But you haven't eaten anything for the past two days."

Chen Sheng nodded, and said confidently, "So I didn't give you anything."

In the end it's just nice to say.

Xiao Shu sneered at this.

Strange to say, Chen Sheng talked a lot since Fu Niang left.On the day when Shen Yun came home, Chen Sheng slowly got up from the bed, took off his heavy clothes, put on only a thin layer of clothing, and walked slowly to Shen Yun's room with his messy hair on his head. in front of the house.

When he came, Shen Yun was talking to the attendant, but it was actually the attendant who said that Shen Yun was listening.

Chen Sheng couldn't understand what the attendant said, he just squatted in front of Shen Yun's door, quietly waiting for Shen Yun to find him.

Holding a book in his hand, Shen Yun lowered his eyes and read intently.He turned to the next page, his eyes scanned the content on the page, as if he had read some interesting words.

The attendant's speaking speed gradually slowed down, his eyes moved to the door a few times, and his brows were slightly frowned.

In fact, Shen Yun had already noticed that there was someone at the door, but he didn't want to pay attention to the person coming, so he didn't speak up, just pretended not to know.

Holding the book like this for a while, after a cup of tea, Shen Yun put down the book and said to the attendant, "Open the door."

The attendant responded, opened the door and saw Chen Sheng outside.

Chen Sheng's face was red and purple from the cold, and the color of his skin was a bit scary.He waited outside the door for a long time, his body that had been tempered by the cold winter couldn't help shaking, looking very pitiful.And that ignorant expression also made him look very innocent and harmless.

When the door in front of him opened, Chen Sheng moved his stiff body and walked slowly into Shen Yun's room.

Shen Yun in the room did not change his reading posture, and he ignored Chen Sheng when he heard Chen Sheng enter the room.

Chen Sheng didn't care about Shen Yun's indifference. .

Not long after, a red string appeared on the white paper.

With his long eyelashes raised, Shen Yun followed his red and swollen fingers to see Chen Sheng who was blinking with a dull expression.

Chen Sheng's disheveled hair made his face look a little cute and naive while he was stunned.

Seeing Shen Yun looking over, he carefully moved to Shen Yun's side, squatted in front of Shen Yun, put his face on Shen Yun's lap, and called out blankly: "Brother."

This was the first time Chen Sheng showed weakness to Shen Yun.

Shen Yun stared into Chen Sheng's eyes for a long time, and finally moved his hand on the book.

Although Shen Yun who picked up the red rope did not comb Chen Sheng's hair, he found a gentle maid who took the red rope from Shen Yun's hand, but no matter how much he coaxed Chen Sheng, Chen Sheng would not let her touch it.

Chen Sheng only looked at Shen Yun intently, and whispered in a stubborn and pitiful voice: "Brother?"

He didn't seem to understand why Shen Yun didn't comb his hair like Fu Niang.Shen Yun looked sideways at him for a long time, waved the maid to go down, called the servants, and prepared some soft and rotten food.Waiting for the food to be served, Shen Yun picked up the night soup again.

The scene reappeared, this time Shen Yun brought the spoon to Chen Sheng's mouth, Chen Sheng didn't refuse, he opened his mouth obediently, and slowly drank the soup sent by Shen Yun, before Shen Yun lifted the spoon again. When he was holding his hand, he quietly grabbed the corner of Shen Yun's clothes.

When his fingers touched Shen Yun's clothes, Chen Sheng secretly smiled.His eyes seemed to be the only shadow of Shen Yun, looking at Shen Yun too intently, as if Shen Yun was the only person he cared about in the world, sometimes his eyes were attached and depended on, and sometimes they seemed close Alienated from sobriety.Every time he ate the food Shen Yun sent, he would look at each other with happy eyes that could melt people's hearts.

Shen Yun fed two spoonfuls, and said thoughtfully: "It's not incomprehensible why the woman enjoys taking care of you." He fed Chen Sheng patiently for a rare meal, and then picked up the tangerine.

Chen Sheng tilted his head, as if he had never seen such a fresh fruit, and stared at Shen Yun expectantly and curiously, as if what Shen Yun said was some very pleasant words.

Shen Yun gave the oranges to Chen Sheng, but did not drive Chen Sheng out when Chen Sheng came to the door the next day.

He and Chen Sheng had a very subtle distance.

Shen Yun treated Chen Sheng as a pet, and Chen Sheng let Shen Yun take care of him.

But Xiao Shu was clever, and could see Chen Sheng's emotions, so he said: "You hate him, but you are close to him."

He was asking what Chen Sheng was looking for.

Chen Sheng spat out the orange Shen Yun gave him, and said, "I won't live long."

Xiao Shu was taken aback by his sudden confession, he only felt that these words had many meanings.

In fact, Chen Sheng knew this very well, he knew that he was born to make up for the egg.And every time the egg is mended, he will become extremely weak, so he can feel that his life is dissipating with the mending.

Those golden threads he spit out may be what cost him his heart and soul.

But he wasn't sad, and he wasn't afraid.

He just took it as his mission.

"so?"

"So I will become Shen Yun's important person and tell him what is the pain of parting." Sitting in front of the mirror, Chen Sheng imitated Fu Niang's movement of combing his own hair, and said calmly: "I like to give my hair to others. Give it back to the other party."

Xiao Shu narrowed his eyes and smiled when he heard this, "That's really interesting."

Chen Sheng wanted to curl his lips to imitate the other party, but in the end no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't succeed, so he only said: "Who said it wasn't..."