Damn that heartthrob

In fact, Shan Hejing is not afraid of going to die with Su He, but Su He gave up his pride to keep her, so that she dare not seek death and can only live alone in the world.

Sometimes, she even felt it was a sin to look back on the past.

So I dare not read or think.

Qu Qingchi stared at her for a long time, but in reality, Shanhejing didn't find him when Weidu was in chaos.In fact, the arrival of the long night also surprised him at that time, so they missed it in reality. He didn't hear Shanhejing's words today, and Shanhejing also gave birth to a demon.

And blame her?

——It’s resentment.

So he didn't want to talk to her, even knowing that she was in Shenhe, he didn't look for her.

Knowing that she has a knot in her heart, she doesn't want to see her let it go.

I want her to never let Su He go, so I don't want to face her likes and sorrows.

It wasn't until he met Chen Sheng... until he saw Zhifeng that he had a slightly different feeling in his heart.

Zhifeng died, because he had no guilt in his heart, so he dared to die even if he wanted to.

And Shanhejing didn't want to live, but she didn't even dare to die.

She has lived in the world for many years, and she is also enduring the loneliness he and Zhifeng experienced.

And how long has passed since Su He's death?

Can it be counted like this?

So can it be ignored?

Can you really let go?

Qu Qingchi couldn't figure it out, he just stared dully at the dark cloud in front of him for a long time, unable to figure out whether he let go of it or not.It's just that he thought of what Su He said to him that year. At the moment Changye Tianzun flew to the tower, he opened his mouth: "You know Su He very well, so you know that Su He is a proud person."

Shan Hejing bowed his head when he heard this, his heart seemed to be torn open, leaving only one sentence "Yes".

And this sentence is saying that she ruined Suhe.

Qu Qingchi stretched out his hand, put down the two flowers, and said to her: "So you should also understand that she will protect you even if she puts down the pride of Tianzun, which means that in her heart, you are more important than her pride. "

The weeping man paused and raised his head blankly.

Qu Qingchi didn't feel any emotion in his heart, but he just said to Shanhejing who was looking at him word by word: "She saved you, not because she wanted you to be trapped, but because she didn't want you to be like her. She wanted to give you a chance, You can have one more path than her, as for how to take this path is your business, you should accept it instead of being overwhelmed by guilt and ruining her value for you."

I have always known where Shan He Jing's heart knot is, but I was reluctant to mention it in the past.

At the moment when Wei Le's head was hung on the city wall, Qu Qingchi said to Shanhejing, "Do what you want to do. You are tired after all these years."

- You are tired too.

Breeze appeared together with these words, and the cold wind of winter became different at this moment.

The unbearable pain was gone, and the breeze blew gently, making the red eye sockets a little warmer.

You are tired too.

These four words are obviously very simple, but Shanhejing has been waiting for a long time.

In fact, she had been waiting for this sentence all along, and the fog in her heart finally dissipated at this moment.

In fact, she always understood what Qu Qingchi said, but she didn't dare to think about it, so she wanted to wait for someone to tell her that she didn't make a mistake, and also wanted to wait for the moment when she could let go.

She wanted to be forgiven, and after being let go, she showed a trance that she was still alive.

Her expression changed from blank to clear, but she was still looking at her hands.It's just that it's different from the past, the hands are no longer filled with countless cracks, but there is a little bit of light.

- Can I do what I want to do?

Shan Hejing tilted her head and stared at the pair of slender hands. After the wind stopped, she suddenly saw a translucent hand appearing in front of her eyes.

That hand was different from that of an ordinary woman, with a wide palm, and the moment the little finger was attached to it, the little finger was still slightly upturned playfully, as if teasing the mirror of mountains and rivers.

Looking at those hands, Shanhejing slowly raised his head and saw the phantom of Suhe on a rainy day.Su He in front of him was wearing a silver armor, with long hair standing up high, tilting his head and smiling heartily at her, as if asking her if she was doing well, was also giving her the courage to look directly at herself.

Su He seems to be saying to himself: "I can't take you back to Ningzhou, but you have to remember the way home, so that if you get tired, you can find your home, don't always be pitiful like I forgot same as you."

Su He's tone was brisk, and she held her hand to convey infinite warmth at this moment, but after the words fell, Su He's figure was almost nowhere to be found at this moment.

The phantom in front of him appeared quickly, and then disappeared quickly, like the illusion of crying.

Shanhejing looked at the hand that seemed to have been touched by Su He, and his blank eyes changed a little bit at this moment.

Little by little, those dull eyes regained their former brilliance.

A resolute expression appeared on his face that had always been dull.In the afternoon when dark clouds struck, Shanhejing made his last salute to Quqingchi, and suddenly asked without end: "Tianzun, do you still remember the way back?"

Qu Qingchi said, "I don't remember."

"It doesn't matter," Shan Hejing thought for a while, smiled and said to Qu Qingchi: "I still remember Su He said that Tianzun is the most powerful lord, and he is the future lord appointed by the former master, so even if you don't remember to go back It doesn't matter what the road is, Tianzun can create another road by himself, a road to return to."

At this point, Shanhejing raised his head, there seemed to be a touch of spring breeze between his eyebrows and eyes, gentle enough to melt the snow on the glacier and the cold place.She said softly: "And my Lu Yue will stop here."

She said and smiled, but she didn't mind but ran towards Weidu.The promise Chi Hongzun made to Wei Le was still in his heart.

She thought that such a beautiful woman as Wei Le couldn't hang on the tower where the cold wind was howling, so she had to go, to save Wei Le and make Wei Le close his eyes.

Shanhejing left, like many old people, without looking back.

I don't know who discovered it first, someone in the crowd shouted, and as soon as the voice came out, the group of Weidu people who were busy fleeing for their lives looked towards the city wall, and saw the female monarch who was looking at them with open eyes.

On the city wall, their heroine still had the same appearance when she left. She was quiet and gentle, as if she was squatting in the farmland to check the autumn wheat, and she also seemed to be determined and brave when she was running around for their future.

That face is no different from before, except that it doesn't smile anymore...

I don't know when, the first snow of this winter fell, and the snowflakes sprinkled on the ground one after another. Large areas of pure white covered the eyes of the people of Weidu, and also froze their footsteps when they left.

Running away is no longer important at this moment.

Wei Du fell silent.

Someone in the crowd stared at Wei Le's face in shocked pupils, his lips trembled slightly, and it took him a long time to think of fleeing.

When a person dies, he has nothing, so he should run away quickly.

But where else could they go after leaving?

Their female monarch was hung on the city wall, and she could not rest in peace after death, and this kind of thing happened a long time ago, when Wei Le's mother passed away, they could still comfort themselves when she died, saying that it was to keep the little girl. The young Wei Le dared not offend the powerful.But this time Wei Le is also dead, so what excuse are they going to find to tuck their tails this time?

When will they regain their dignity?

Is Weidu just the residence of cowards?

How long will Wei Du have to live in such a frightening way?

The old woman at the street has poor eyesight, and she couldn't see things clearly for a long time. She could hardly see anything, but at this moment, she saw Wei Le in the distance very clearly. She looked at the woman hanging on the wall. Jun, my brain went blank with a bang.

Little Wei Le passed by her at this moment, she was running up and down the streets and alleys of Weidu, always shouting that Weidu would not be like this forever.

And finally...

The old woman trembled and walked towards the tower step by step. When she came to the bottom of the city, she raised her hand, her face turned red with tears, and she pointed at the tower, crying and cursing: "Put it down! It's not like you!" Wretched people! Not as bad as you! What do you want us to do! How far do you want to drive us!"

She stomped her feet and nodded her hands. In fact, if she only looked at her movements, probably the world would think she was ridiculous, but no one could laugh at her present demeanor.

She cried so hard that she couldn't open her eyes, and the desolation, anger and helplessness displayed by her crazy appearance are exactly the portrayal of every Weidu person's heart.

She yelled and cursed at the Tianzun on the city wall, so she got the result of death.

When the old woman fell down slowly, it was unknown who put down the package first.

Qu Qingchi looked at the group of people who were running away, and turned into moths to the flame on the day after their queen died.

In the end, it was Shanhe Mirror who transformed into countless mirror doors to meet the long night at the entrance of the city and stop the long night ahead.

Only then did Qu Qingchi remember that his eyes were not good when this happened, so he didn't know what happened in Weidu at this time.

He watched Shanhejing's fierce attack, and then he remembered that Shanhejing had lived and died with Su He several times. She was not timid to fight, but she didn't dare to fight again after Su He died.

The world around him collapsed little by little, Qu Qingchi knew he had to go, he got up from the spot, and the moment he turned around, Qu Qingchi suddenly asked him in the painting that had been quiet for a long time: "Say it." He looked ahead De Hua: "Can he still be regarded as Su He?"

Qu Qingchi said decisively: "Forget it, Su He died a long time ago. He has no memory of Su He after reincarnation several times, and he has no past. is unique, there will be no one else like her."

Qu Qingchi in the painting had somewhat sad eyes when he heard this, and he said disappointedly, "I think so too."

A sane person cannot lie to himself.

In the painting, Qu Qingchi closed his eyes, and broke the eye in his hand at the moment the surrounding walls collapsed.

The broken sword pointed at the sky and turned into a wisp of misty golden sand, covering his eyes.

Is this person Su He?

—It’s long gone.

In fact, this matter is clear without asking, so why are you still reluctant to let it go?

Qu Qingchi in the painting was in a trance, and he still couldn't figure out the answer before he died. He just felt that he didn't seem qualified to scold another self.

They all seemed to be doing the same thing, and neither of them had the right to smile at each other.