Big guys always flirt with me

And the feeling of fear is deepening, inexplicably, as if I am afraid of this kind of thing deep in my heart.

"Don't be nervous, it won't hurt." Hua Yu thought he was afraid of pain, and comforted him, but when he saw Shu Yang's face, he realized that was not the case.

Shu Yang's face turned pale, and the fear and anxiety on his face was not fake, Shu Yang was not trying to refuse or hesitate, but was really scared.

"Don't do it, don't be afraid." Although Hua Yu endured the extreme pain, he still gave up continuing, and comforted him with his hand in his arms.

"I'm sorry, I..." Shu Yang was full of guilt, he is a man, of course he knows how painful it is to endure.

But he really couldn't do it. When he thought of doing that kind of thing, he felt like he was going to stop breathing.

"This kind of thing needs both parties to be willing, otherwise what is the difference with rape? I'm sorry, I was too impatient and didn't realize that you were not ready." Hua Yu said apologetically, blaming herself for the fault , he hoped that Shuyang would not blame himself, because Shuyang was not wrong.

Naturally, it didn't work out in the end, and neither of them said anything about it until the next day, and both chose to forget it.

But Shu Yang didn't forget it in his heart. He was very surprised by his own reaction, as if he wanted to have a psychological shadow on that kind of thing, otherwise he would not be so afraid.

After all, he was really mentally prepared and planned to do something more intimate with Hua Yu.

He doesn't have any scary impressions about sex/things in his memory. On the contrary, he knows very well that such things are very pleasant, and he also looks forward to having sex with Hua Yu.

But at that moment, he almost stopped breathing because of fear.

Thinking of a blank memory when he was 15 years old, Shu Yang wondered if something happened at that time?

So what happened?As soon as Shu Yang had this question, he felt a chill in his heart, which was even more terrifying than when he was going to have sex with Hua Yu last night.

That memory was a monster that would devour him, and a vague voice told him not to touch it, not to recall it, otherwise he would go crazy and even die.

The surrounding temperature made Shu Yang unable to feel warm, his whole body felt cold, from heart to skin, as if immersed in ice water.

Fear was tearing his nerves even more, he was sweating profusely, and he didn't dare to think about it.

Cowardly escape is very sad, but it is really too painful and too scary, it is just a memory, maybe it is a terrible memory, it doesn't matter if you can't remember it, right?

Only by comforting himself in this way can Shu Yang get a little peace of mind.

People have the instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. He does not face that memory because he feels it is dangerous, so he chooses to escape.

If you don't want to remember things, then think about the matter with Hua Yu. He can't keep abstinence and let Hua Yu accompany him. They are all normal men. If their needs are not met, their relationship will always be affected over time. .

Besides, he doesn't want to be a monk all the time, he also wants to taste the happiness of an adult.

When he finds a suitable time and gets himself drunk, then he shouldn't be afraid anymore.

After doing it once, maybe the inexplicable fear will disappear.

After thinking of a solution, the stone in Shuyang's heart fell to the ground, the haze was swept away, and he wanted to go out for a stroll.

Knowing Shu Yang's needs, Wu Qing arranged more than a dozen bodyguards. He and another bodyguard followed Shu Yang closely, and those bodyguards would secretly protect the surrounding area.

In order to reduce the degree of attention, Wu Qing and the others wore casual clothes, which looked ordinary and not very conspicuous.

Although he felt that bringing so many people was a bit of a fuss, Shu Yang did not refuse. After all, he was abroad, so what should he do in case of danger?

Don't be afraid of [-], just be afraid of what happens.

In the bustling city, the scenery is strange and novel. Walking on the noisy streets, Shu Yang really felt that he was no longer in his own country.

Shu Yang met a clown on the road, he stopped Shu Yang and began to perform funny, and gestured for Shu Yang to see a flower and gift shop.

It should be the show clown hired by this store to attract customers. Shu Yang didn't suspect anything, thinking about whether to go and see, if there is something suitable, he can buy it and give it to Hua Yu.

Well, I need to buy a bouquet of flowers.

Thinking of Shu Yang like this, he walked quickly to the store. Wu Qing had a miniature walkie-talkie hanging on his ear, like a Bluetooth headset. He ordered two bodyguards to go inside the store to eliminate potential safety hazards.

The gift shop is very large, full of flowers and various objects, those objects are very exquisite and unique, Shu Yang was immediately attracted.

The business in the store was good, there were more than ten customers, and only two or three shop assistants, so no one came to greet Shuyang.

It's okay, Shu Yang said that he can take a look.

As soon as he arrived in the store, Wu Qing's sharp eyes scanned the situation in the store first, looking at the places where people might be hiding.

Knowing that Hua Yu likes guns, Shu Yang's eyes lit up when he saw something.

It was a stone sculpture, a little bigger than a human head, with a white skull and a black broken gun on the oval bottom, and gray-white thorns and blood-red thorn flowers on the bones and broken gun.

The statue has a dark and gorgeous style, and the carving is very detailed without any roughness.

It looked very good, so Shu Yang decided to buy it.

It's just that as soon as he picked up the stone carving, he heard Wu Qing shout "be careful"!

The shop that was originally peaceful and full of flower fragrance became chaotic. After a few gunshots, Shu Yang was grabbed from Wu Qing by those men in black who rushed out suddenly!

Shu Yang, who didn't know what was going on, still wanted to struggle after being caught, but he was an ordinary person without any training, how could he be the opponent of these people?

Many people came, Wu Qing had already been shot, and there was no way to save Shuyang.

The bodyguards who came to support came one step later, Shu Yang had already been taken away by those people, and the bodyguards guarding the back door had been killed after walking through the back door of the flower shop.

Those people obviously came prepared, perhaps they have stepped into the trap since the clown recruited Shu Yang.

The screams of passers-by came from outside the street, and the scenes of glass being shattered and dead people being thrown out were a little scary for these people.

While looking for Shu Yang, the bodyguards reported the news to Hua Yu and asked Hua Yu to send more staff.

Upon hearing the news of Shu Yang's arrest, Hua Yu didn't panic, but made several phone calls one after another with a gloomy face.

It was only later that the servants were brought under control. Obviously, some of these people were undercover agents sent by the book catchers.