Big guys always flirt with me

After sending Du Henghua away, Shu Yang silently went back to clean up the table.

It would be great if I could feel better all of a sudden, without such a heavy psychological burden, and without thinking about it.

But he couldn't control it no matter what, the more he didn't want to think about anything, his mind was full of those things.

An Xia was such a good girl, she just died like this, Shu Yang hated sublimated people very much, and also hated her own existence.

Reading Yang was absent-minded, Hua Yu sighed, he knew that Shu Yang must be thinking about something messy again.

"Want to go abroad with me to relax? See more scenery and broaden your horizons and mind." Facing Shuyang, Hua Yu could only persuade him patiently. Shuyang's psychology is now sensitive and fragile, so he has to be careful.

"Hua Yu, let's talk." Shu Yang felt that he had just had a sweet dream before, and now it's time to wake up from the dream.

"I know what you want to say, I will not leave you, this is what I want to say, you should know." Hua Yu finally walked to Shu Yang's side, and it was impossible for him to leave.

"I can't get out, so... I'm sorry, I betrayed you, Hua Yu, please go, for your own good and to make my conscience feel better."

The saddest thing for Hua Yu to say this is Shu Yang, God knows how much he loves Hua Yu, he even thought about spending the rest of his life with Hua Yu.

But what happened shattered his illusions and pulled him into brutal darkness.

He had to separate from Hua Yu, he didn't want to kill Hua Yu, he could hardly bear this heavy sense of guilt.

If something happened to Hua Yu again, he thought he might really collapse and lose his persistence in life.

"It's too late. We have been in close contact. Even if I leave now, the thing you imagined will kill me."

"Shu Yang, what you imagined doesn't exist, let me stay by your side to prove it." Hua Yu held Shu Yang's hand without refusal, making it impossible for Shu Yang to distance himself from him.

"I'm going to kill you, please, don't be so emotional." Shu Yang couldn't pull out his hand, he was about to cry, he didn't dare to think of Hua Yu's accident, so the best way now is to let Hua Yu leave him .

"You won't, look at Du Henghua and his mother, aren't they all right? They are your closest relatives, they have been with you for so many years, and they are unscathed."

"I will also be like them, become your closest person, and then stay with you all the time. No one can hurt me unless you want to wave a weapon at me."

"If you want to kill me, I will prepare a weapon for you, Shu Yang, I will not let go unless I die." Hua Yu said seriously, the firm light in his eyes was like steel, making Shu Yang Yang finds himself unable to convince Hua Yu.

"Aren't you afraid of death? Who wouldn't be afraid of death? You really don't need to be like this. You can meet better people if you leave me, instead of staying with the disaster star and being implicated and losing your life in the end."

If possible, he certainly didn't want to be separated from Hua Yu. If he let Hua Yu go, his heart would feel like it was torn apart, and the pain was unbearable.

Love is selfish, he even wanted Hua Yu to stay, even if Hua Yu would die.

But in the end he handled the matter rationally and persuaded Hua Yu to leave.

Love is selfish but also considerate of each other.

When two needs conflict, everyone has different choices.

Shu Yang gave up his selfishness and chose to let Hua Yu go.

"If you can hold my hand when I die, for me, I will die without regret."

"What I'm most afraid of is not death, but not having you by my side." Hua Yu didn't mean to say affectionate words, he was just stating a fact.

Maybe Shu Yang doesn't know how important Shu Yang is to him.

His feelings for Shu Yang are not just love or family affection.

It was a very distorted and deformed feeling, and if he lost his faith, he would die.

He has been careful to control this kind of emotion, let it develop in a good direction, instead of becoming a sharp weapon to hurt Shu Yang.

"But..." Shu Yang still wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say. Hua Yu's words were too touching and sweet, sticking to his heart like melting honey, entwining his soul, making him He couldn't push Hua Yu away.

"No, but, Shu Yang, I forced you to let me stay. I will bear any consequences. You just need to remember that my feelings are too selfish. I want to stay by your side even if it scares you. I won't let others Take you away."

At the end of the persuasion, Shu Yang did not persuade Hua Yu, but was moved by Hua Yu's persuasion.

In the end, he was still selfish. In fact, he could have used his own life to force Hua Yu to leave, but he didn't because he really wanted Hua Yu to stay with him.

There is someone to rely on, rather than a person who bears those pressures alone.

"It's too late when you want to regret it, and it's still too late." Shu Yang persuaded Hua Yu for the last time, and if Hua Yu gave up this opportunity, he would stop persuading her.

"I may regret something, but I will never regret the decision I made on this matter." Hua Yu hugged Shu Yang, showing a smile from an angle that Shu Yang couldn't see.

Shu Yang seems to be the only one around him, which is good.