Xingchuan

Doctor Qi hugged him, trying to take his hands off, but Ling Yi still stubbornly covered his face, preventing anyone from seeing his distress.

For a long time, no one moved, and there was no other movement in the room except for the hoarse voice in the throat.

The light outside the window became more and more partial, until it reached the corner of the room.Li Xingchuan leaned over and put his elbows on his knees, his shoulders were drawn into a sharp flat angle, but his head was hanging down.Almost no one has seen him look so depressed, not even when they broke up.At this moment, he seems very powerless, it is the self-blame and helplessness that loves someone to the extreme but is powerless.

I don't know how long it took, feeling that his patient finally calmed down, Doctor Qi patted Ling Yi's back, "Let's stop here today, I'll prescribe some medicine for you, remember to take it on time when you go back, next week we will take it two days in advance Day appointment."

She got up and deliberately walked away to eat throat lozenges.

Ling Yi lowered her head, trying to take out a piece of paper to wipe her face, but just as she stretched out her hand, there was already a box of tissues in front of her eyes.Looking up to see Xingchuan, Ling Yi was slightly startled, and then said thank you.

Li Xingchuan just stood by, without speaking or making unnecessary movements.His silent character used to always make Ling Yi sad, but now Ling Yi discovered that he actually knew when not to speak.For example, at this moment, Ling Yi was very afraid that he would speak comforting words, but luckily he didn't.

The clock on the wall moved slowly, and it was already four o'clock in the afternoon when the two left.Walking out of the consultation room, the bright sunshine outside filtered through the leaves of the old trees, and the moss in the courtyard was also full of vitality.

After driving him to the gate of the community, Li Xingchuan hugged Ling Yi from behind before he unbuckled his seat belt.

Ling's vague face was reflected in the car window.His eyelids were high and swollen, and he was clutching the seat belt on his chest with both hands.Li Xingchuan held his arms tightly, wrapping him tightly in his arms, and retracting his hands as soon as he moved.

He smiled: "Why are you acting like a child?" His voice was still a little hoarse.

"I'll take you back after dinner."

He thought for a while, and then shook his head: "I'm a little tired today, I want to go back to rest early, I can just make something for dinner at home."

Thinking of the poor condition of the single room he rented, Li Xingchuan frowned even more.Ling Yi in his arms was still as thin as before. It had been several weeks since he had the operation, but he didn't seem to have gained any flesh, and he was still so skinny.

Li Xingchuan said in a low voice, "I feel like I can't do without you."

Ling Yi looked at him from the reflection in the car window.When he spoke love words, he was not natural enough, especially when he said such words that needed the other party, even his eyes showed a rough and frizzy atmosphere.

Ling Yi sighed lightly.

Li Xingchuan asked, "Why are you sighing?"

Ling Yi lowered her head and looked at the hands that were intertwined with each other, "Did you feel that way now? I thought you couldn't leave me five years ago, so it turned out that I was just being sentimental again."

Li Xingchuan's hand paused slightly, his voice froze: "No."

Ling Yi lowered her head even lower, her shoulders trembling slightly.

There are three fingers raised in front of my eyes: "I swear it's really not. It's not that you are being sentimental, it's that I made a mistake, I—"

Unexpectedly, the shoulders in his arms trembled even more.

The more Li Xingchuan looked at it, the more wrong it became. He turned his head and looked down, and found that the corners of his mouth were hooked——

Ling Yi was laughing at him.

Ling Yi raised her head, with a thin layer of shrewd light in her eyes, she couldn't bear to smile until her facial features were almost out of shape, "Why are you so easy to deceive, and you still swear."

"You—" Li Xingchuan was at a loss for words.

Why five years later, he still has nothing to do with Ling Yi. In the relationship between the two, he appears to have the upper hand, but in fact he will always be the loser. He is eaten to death by Ling Yi. As long as Ling Yi has a little trouble, he will be extremely frightened .

As for Ling Yi, Ling Yi seemed to be tougher and stronger than him.It has only been a quarter of an hour since he came out of the consultation room, and Ling Yi has already hidden the loss of control and collapse in the depths, and gets along with him with a gentle and calm attitude.Ling Yi's spiritual world is powerful, so strong that Li Xingchuan suddenly believed that he would get better.

Looking at Ling Yi in front of him, Li Xingchuan was thinking about the future.He was thinking about how he could help Ling Yi, and how he could shorten the process of getting better.Ling Yi has already lost too much precious time. She was delayed for three years in the prison, and after she was released, she was dragged down by trivial life and lived a mediocre life for another two years.No matter how powerful his spiritual world is, his life is not unlimited. He needs to get back on track as soon as possible.

Just as he was distracted, Ling Yi grasped the three fingers that he swore just now, and opened his mouth to bite lightly.

Moist and warm to the touch.

Ling Yi smirked: "What are you thinking?"

This momentary feeling broke the last line of defense in his heart, so that Li Xingchuan didn't listen to what Ling Yi said later.After driving home alone, when night fell, he lay in bed and couldn't fall asleep, thinking about Ling Yi biting his finger.

That kind of gentle but fallen look.

I was really in a daze, how could I suspect that Ling Yi had changed at the beginning of the reunion?Ling Yi has never changed. Even in the filthy and desperate place of the prison, he is still thinking about saving others and himself, and he is not stingy with the only things left in him-kindness and courage.

That's why I fell in love with him.

In the silent night, Li Xingchuan missed Ling Yi crazily.The flood of thoughts swallowed his reason, and he made him get dressed and go out at two o'clock at night, and drove to the downstairs of the community to make a phone call.

It took a while to get through.

"Ling Yi, it's me."

There was a sleepy murmur, probably not having time to see what time it is.

"I'm downstairs at your house."

After a few seconds of silence, Ling Yi finally woke up.He quickly got up and walked to the window, opened a short curtain, and saw the car parked in the dim yellow streetlight, the sparks that were flickering beside the car, and the long figure on the ground.

Li Xingchuan leaned against the car and smoked.

Suddenly, he seemed to have a sense, raised his head and glanced upstairs.

The eyes of the two suddenly collided, and Ling Yi felt extremely unreal.Living in this small and cheap rental house, seeing the man downstairs through the dusty old glass, Ling Yi suddenly felt that he owned the whole world.

"I'll come down right now."

"No hurry." Li Xingchuan looked at him from a distance, "I'll wait for you."

The sky is full of stars.

Ling Yi put on her clothes and ran downstairs, but when she opened the car door, Li Xingchuan dragged her into the back seat and kissed her from forehead to belly button.Li Xingchuan was not "in a hurry" as he himself said at all, the frizzy aura all over his body was at its peak, and the low panting syllables in the dark car did not stop for a second.

Ling Yi dodged left and right, suspecting that he had taken the wrong medicine.Li Xingchuan pressed Ling Yi under him, forcibly pried open his teeth with two fingers of his right hand, and ordered in a hoarse voice: "Hold it."

Ling Yi raised her eyes and stared at him, her cheeks blushing.

He impatiently squeezed Ling Yi's chin tightly with his hands: "Good boy, keep it in your mouth."

"Uh, uh..."

The warm lips wrapped a small piece of finger tightly.

Li Xingchuan's fingers smelled of tar, which was similar to the smell in the car, obviously he had also smoked in the car.After Ling Yi sucked it in, she blushed and turned her eyes away, her tongue still reached her knuckles even though she retracted.After holding it for a while, I still felt stuffy, so I kicked his crotch lightly with my bare feet.

Li Xingchuan held the ankle and dragged the man closer, and saw his face clearly through the faint light from the window.Breathing is close at hand, the sharpness of the teeth bites his abdominal muscles tight, and the nerve endings emit a burning smell.

He rolled his Adam's apple and counted: "Move in and live with me."

Ling Yi shook her head.When shaking his head, he brought the fingers between his teeth to shake together, which made Li Xingchuan's mind fluctuate, and he almost couldn't control his behavior.

The two looked at each other, they were staring at each other quietly, but their hearts were far from the word "quiet".

Li Xingchuan asked: "Are you afraid that my mother will disagree?"

Ling Yi remained silent.

"I went to tell her that we have already obtained the certificate abroad. What kind of ring do you like? I will buy it tomorrow."

The more she said it, the more shameful she became, Ling Yi turned her face away and stopped looking at him, but the two fingers in her mouth seemed to have grown roots, and she refused to take them out.Ling Yi's mouth could not be closed, her hair was loose on the car seat, and she felt messy and vulnerable.

Li Xingchuan: "Huh?"

Ling Yi still shook his head.

Li Xingchuan then withdrew his hand.Ling Yi took the opportunity to breathe evenly, and said softly, "I don't want to live in vain."

Li Xingchuan frowned: "Why do you call it Baizhu after you have obtained the certificate?"

"I didn't take it again."

"Go get it tomorrow."

Ling Yi choked: "I'm serious, you should be serious."

Only then did Li Xingchuan slow down, and he closed his eyes and thought deeply for a while.Although the house and car are ready-made, there is no need to spend time preparing, but the ring and flowers should always be the same, and relatives and friends should also be notified one by one, and I have not yet met Aunt Ling in the nursing home to obtain her consent.

After a while, he admitted in a low voice: "It's too hasty."

Ling Yi hummed.

It was late at night, and although there were no cicadas singing outside, there was the faint sound of whirling leaves.

After waiting for a while, Ling Yi felt that Li Xingchuan's medicinal strength should have passed.Just as he was about to get up from the back seat, his shoulders were pressed down again. Li Xingchuan had an alternative plan.His tone was strict, and he stared into Ling Yi's eyes: "Then change the way, I will rent the second bedroom to you, it will be cheaper for you."

Ling Yi was stunned for a moment, and asked dumbfoundedly, "How cheap is it?"

"How much is the monthly rent for the room you are renting now?"

"Two thousand and three."

"I'll count you two thousand."

"Oh." Ling Yi suppressed a smile, "But I'm a homeless person now, and I don't have any money to pay you for the time being, so let's forget it."

"You can write an IOU."

Li Xingchuan is always so serious in what he says and does, and the qualities of a civil man are written on his face.The more Ling Yi watched, the more he liked it. He stretched out his hand in front of him, gently tracing the shape of his chest muscles with his fingertips, and said in a soft voice, "Mr. Li is so generous."

A thin layer of shirt was picked up by fingers.

Li Xingchuan's throat tightened: "You agree?"

"Well, but we have three chapters. You can no longer do nothing like before, you have to mop the floor."

"Auntie, is there any other request?"

"If I cook, you have to wash the dishes."

"There is a dishwasher."

"..."

Ling Yi's finger rested on the top of his Adam's apple, and poked it lightly: "Li Xingchuan, why are you so lazy."

The next moment, the wrist was grasped by the big palm: "I can fuck you."