Xingchuan

After being stunned for a while, Ling Yi suddenly came back to his senses.

That voice is from Xingchuan!

I am here perfectly fine, but Xingchuan mistook the room number in a moment of impatience and mistook someone else for him, it must be like this.Thinking of this, he couldn't wait to raise his neck: "Xingchuan, is it Xingchuan?"

But the sound is too low and weak, the volume is as loud as a sesame seed when you grab the bed sheet, draw a circle with the bed as the diameter, and you can't hear it when you go out of the circle.

However, he couldn't move, and he couldn't get out of bed. He heard the commotion outside was getting louder and louder, and it seemed that the next door was about to fight.

Li Xingchuan, who has always acted sharply and calmly, unexpectedly had such reckless and chaotic moments, just in response to the saying that care leads to chaos.

It's a pity that Ling Yi didn't have time to think about it.He was so anxious that there was nothing he could do, he could only raise his head and desperately reach for the calling bell, and then pressed it several times.

Soon there were footsteps coming towards him, and the lights flicked on.Cheng Kaiji, who had just finished the meeting, hurried over, opened the door and ran to his bed: "What's wrong, why are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Since it was confirmed in the morning that he was the prisoner who had injured his hand more than three years ago, Cheng Kaiji had added a layer of complicated feelings for him, and he no longer just regarded him as an ordinary patient, so he seemed extraordinarily nervous.

Ling Yi yelled as much as she could just now, but now she was a little out of breath again, her pale face turned a blush.Cheng Kaiji reached out his hand to examine him, but he blocked it weakly, his eyes frowning anxiously: "Doctor Cheng, wake up—"

Before he finished speaking, Li Xingchuan, who finally realized that he had found the wrong room, strode in and pulled the curtain aside with a bang.

"Ling Yi!"

In the afternoon, Ling Yi was lying alone. In fact, she had imagined the scene of the two meeting again. In her imagination, she should be very excited, or she should be full of emotions.Now that I really saw it, I just felt that it was unreal, and I was suddenly speechless.

The tall and burly Li Xingchuan leaned over slightly with his arms on the edge of the bed, blocking out the light in all directions.He frowned and stared at Ling Yi's face closely, with a look of doubt and fear, and it took several seconds and several times to confirm that it was him, and his heart fell to the ground.

The feeling of losing and regaining is weightless.

"What are you doing?" Cheng Kaiji frowned and said, "This is a ward, who allowed you to break in casually? Nurse, nurse."

The nurse who followed ran in and rushed over immediately: "Please cooperate, we are in the intensive care unit here, even family members must register and cannot force their way in."

Li Xingchuan's face darkened immediately.Ling Yi should have said a few words for him, but for some reason, his brain short-circuited for a while, and he couldn't organize any suitable words at all, so he remained silent all the time.

The place is so big, of course no outsiders are allowed to be present for rescue or inspection.Cheng Kaiji had heard of the name Li Xingchuan, but he had never seen him before, let alone knew that this person would be released from the detention center tonight.With the seriousness of the attending doctor on his expression, he raised his hand and turned off the calling bell.

Li Xingchuan didn't say any more, and stepped back sideways.But he raised his eyes coldly, looked at his badge, and remembered his name in just a moment.

Cheng Kaiji's family members had never seen such a troublesome patient, so they didn't feel scared at the moment. Instead, they turned around and pulled up the curtain to isolate him from the outside.

"Ling Yi, what's wrong with you, tell me the symptoms."

But Ling Yi's eyes were fixed on the outline on the curtain, and he whispered after repeated urging: "I'm fine."

"Then what do you ring the bell for?"

"I heard Xingchuan's voice, so I want to tell him that I am here."

After understanding what he said, Cheng Kaiji glanced aside, "Is he Li Xingchuan?"

"Ah."

Ling Yi didn't know why he was embarrassed, it seemed that both Chu Ran and Dr. Cheng were well aware of their relationship, which made him feel uncomfortable.Besides, Dr. Cheng also knew that he had been in prison, which is not a glorious thing.

Fortunately, Cheng Kaiji just raised his eyebrows and didn't say anything more.After the inspection, he went out and saw Li Xingchuan, who was actually holding a cigarette and a lighter in his hand, so he said, "Smoking is not allowed here."

Li Xingchuan was leaning against the table, thinking about something with his head down, but raised his head when he heard this, "Are you talking to me?"

His eyes were already sharp, but since he returned from serving as a soldier, he has added a bit of bravery and sternness.

"I'm reminding you. If you smoke, I think it's necessary for me to ask you out." Cheng Kaiji is not a vegetarian either, "Also, the visiting hours in the ICU are only until ten o'clock."

It's eight o'clock now.

After he left, Li Xingchuan threw the cigarette into the trash can unhappily.

This day Ling Yi himself was also in a very ups and downs mood, originally wanted to see Xingchuan very much, but now that he really saw him, he felt very close to his hometown.Ling Yi saw his figure from the curtain, but seeing that he had no intention of coming over, she didn't urge him.

After a while, Li Xingchuan seemed to be ready, and finally came over, opened the curtain and sat beside him, with his legs slightly apart, with his right hand hanging between his legs, turning the lighter.

It was only now that Ling Yi could see people clearly.

After not seeing him for a few days, the stubble on Li Xingchuan's chin was all over his head, his suit was wrinkled, and he didn't smell good.If it were him in the past, this face would definitely not show up, and today seems to be an exception.

Ling Yi asked: "Why did you recognize the wrong person just now?"

After finishing speaking, he regretted it, fearing that Xingchuan would become angry from embarrassment.The result is that he judges the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain.Li Xingchuan was not angry, but said calmly: "I saw the wrong room."

Ling Yi groaned: "The room number here is really hard to recognize."

In fact, every time he said a word, the wound would hurt, but there was no way, Xingchuan was a gourd with a sawn mouth, if he didn't say anything, then the two of them could only stare blankly.

He asked, "Is that Chu Ran your friend?"

Li Xingchuan was still turning the lighter, very slowly: "He is my friend's wife."

The words that came out of his mouth were really inconsistent.

Ling Yi groaned again: "He's pretty good-looking."

Li Xingchuan raised his eyes and glanced over: "Do you like him?"

Ling Yi said in a strange way: "I don't like it, I prefer Dr. Cheng."

What he said was to compare Chu Ran with Dr. Cheng, after all, he saw them at the same time.One of them was cold and the other was hot. Compared to him, he liked Dr. Cheng better because he was pretty but he couldn't eat.

When Li Xingchuan stopped his hand, the lighter stopped turning.

This scene is very similar to the time during the Spring Festival five years ago, when Ling Yi was stabbed by a hooligan with a fruit knife.Li Xingchuan also appeared suddenly when he came to see him, sitting on the edge of the bed with a slumped face.

Ling Yi actually knew the reason more or less in his heart, but he still asked deliberately: "Why are you so upset every time I get hurt?"

Li Xingchuan said, "Should I beat the gongs and drums?"

His casual attitude, which is only available to those who are close to him, made Ling Yi both benefited and annoyed.

The relationship between the two of them is very unclear now.Both of them still care about each other, but because they have experienced too many things in the middle, and there are many things that have not been said, this caring has become very restrained.

After a while of silence, Li Xingchuan let out a deep breath: "In the future, don't rush to the front in any situation. I was wearing a body armor that day, and he couldn't kill me if he shot me."

Ling Yi tucked her chin into the quilt: "I don't know, you didn't tell me your plan."

Getting rid of Yang Bin was such an important matter, but Li Xingchuan chose to do it alone.It is said that he is wearing a bulletproof vest. If Yang Bin hits him on the head, how can his flesh and blood resist it.

Ling Yi gasped a bit after talking too much, Li Xingchuan put on the breathing mask for him, but the movements were not familiar, and the rope cut his ears a little hurt.As soon as he hissed lightly, Li Xingchuan got up and leaned close to his ear, adjusted the position of the lanyard at a close distance, breathing slightly against his earlobe.

Ling Yi felt a little itchy.

After finishing, Li Xingchuan found that his eyes were closed, so he asked, "Not feeling well? Still sleepy."

"It's nothing."

The voice was muffled in the mask, with a kind of condensed water vapor, which made people feel very uncomfortable.

Li Xingchuan sat down again, his shoulders were slack, and he lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking.Ling Yi opened her eyes again, quietly looking at the unkempt him.

This moment is rare.They waited for so many years, separated for so many years, it was not easy for them to sit down and say a few words calmly like this.

After a while, Li Xingchuan said, "Yang Bin has been arrested."

Even though he had learned the news in advance, Ling Yi was still very scared.He moved his lips to say something, but there seemed to be something in his throat, and he couldn't say anything for a long while.In this kind of wordless silence, he saw Li Xingchuan put the lighter in his pocket, raised his hand to loosen his tie, and rolled his protruding Adam's apple a few times wearily.

"I fulfilled my promise." Li Xingchuan's voice was very low, and he didn't raise his head. He had never been so tired before.

"Ling Yi, I have fulfilled my promise. I told you back then that you don't have to be afraid of anything with me. Maybe it has been too long for you to fulfill this sentence, but I have tried my best."

Li Xingchuan has a clear conscience about Ai Lingyi.

He tried his best.

After speaking, he simply took off his tie and threw it on the ground, unbuttoned the top two buttons, and silently removed the shackles he had given himself.

Ling Yi looked at him, her heart burning hot.

Impossible not to be annoyed, why would I miss it? It would be great if there were only the two of them from the beginning to the end.

After being silent for a long time, the eye sockets slowly became moist.At first, I didn't think there was anything, but the time passed by every minute, and only then did I taste the sad sweetness.

He didn't speak, Li Xingchuan replaced him and said, "You will be free from now on."

The dream of climbing mountains and mountains seems to be no longer out of reach.But what was lost has already been lost, who can give him back three years of youth and a hand that can only draw.

Ling Yi raised her hand and slowly pulled down the mask, took a few breaths, said "Thank you" very weakly, and then put it on again.

The mask quickly became a blur.

"I can finally live my own life in the future," Li Xingchuan raised his head and looked at him, "What are your plans?"

Ling Yi thought for a while, closed his eyes and shook his head.

He didn't know either.

After a while, he opened his eyes and looked sideways at Xingchuan.

Li Xingchuan understood what he meant.

"I, like you, have no plans. The most urgent thing now is to cure Li Zhuo's illness, and you."

Just after saying this, Li Wei sent a text message, asking if he came out and why he didn't come home.He bowed his head and replied "I'm here with Ling Yi". After replying, he remembered something and asked, "Before the accident, you said you wanted to talk to me. What did you want to talk about?"

It was only after he reminded Ling Yi that he remembered that he had indeed sent him such a message before the accident.

At that time, I wanted to ask Xiaoshu about it.

Ling Yi originally thought it was unbelievable that Xingchuan would perform a ligation for him, but after what happened to Yang Bin, he found that he didn't know enough about Xingchuan.But speaking out now might embarrass Xingchuan, and might push their relationship to a point where they had to make changes.

Of course Ling Yi wants to be with Xingchuan, but he can't just think about himself, he has to think about Xingchuan.Now that his physical condition has become like this, there is no certainty in the future. If he really becomes a disabled person who needs to rest for a long time, he and his mother, two living people, will become a burden for Xingchuan.

He knew that if he asked, Xingchuan would definitely be willing to take care of them for the rest of his life, but he couldn't be so selfish, and the unequal relationship was destined not to last long.At least he has to start making money again.

However, he still couldn't suppress his curiosity and possessiveness, so he took off his mask and asked in a low voice, "Isn't Xiaoshu your son?"

Li Xingchuan hummed.

"Who is his mother?"

"A friend I met in the years when I was a soldier."

"girlfriend?"

Li Xingchuan looked at him with a blank expression on his face.Ling Yi also felt that she didn't ask a good question, so she put it another way: "You were in a bad mood when you mentioned her last time. I thought you two were getting better and separated."

Li Xingchuan said, "Can you stop being angry with me?"

Ling Yi was confused by what he said: "Why am I mad at you?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Li Xingchuan got up suddenly and poured a glass of water from the side, "Can I drink it?"

Ling Yi didn't understand, so he said, "Can be able to."

But he is not thirsty.

Li Xingchuan didn't know what he was thinking, he probably wanted to feed him water, so he came to feed him.He tried to push the cup to Ling Yi's mouth, but soon found that he couldn't feed it in, and it either flowed onto his face or into his neck, making Ling Yi very embarrassed.

Ling Yi had no choice but to say: "I'm not thirsty, I'll feed it when I have a spoon."

Li Xingchuan sat down again, held the cup in his hand, was silent for a while, then suddenly raised his head and took a sip without warning.

Ling Yi thought he was thirsty.But Li Xingchuan put the cup down, held his chin, and put his lips to his lips to splash the water.

The water was warm, and Xingchuan forcibly pinched his teeth open, but the movements were still gentle.The tip of the tongue separated with a light touch, and Li Xingchuan took a breath while sucking.

This set of movements was done in one go, so that after the end Ling Yi was still in a trance, holding the water for a while before slowly swallowing.

The huge room seemed to contain only the sound of swallowing.The warm water flowed slowly into the cavity, making my heart throb and throb with incomparable vitality.

Xingchuan's lips were very dry.

Ling Yi wanted to lick his lips, but the wound also began to ache.Afraid of losing his composure, he hurriedly said, "I'm really not thirsty."

On the contrary, Li Xingchuan calmed down, as if his impetuous spirit had finally returned to his place, and his emotions settled down along with his heart.

Putting on the breathing mask again, there was still water in Ling Yi's neck, but it was impossible to ask Xing Chuan to wipe it for him, so he felt cool.

After sitting silently for a while, Li Xingchuan stood up: "You rest, I'm leaving."

Ling Yi didn't hear their previous conversation clearly, so she didn't know that it was because of ten o'clock that Xingchuan left, and she was inevitably a little disappointed at the moment.

"Okay," he said, "I happen to be a little sleepy too."

Li Xingchuan went over to turn off the light, and then returned to the bed, Ling Yi had already closed his eyes on purpose.Originally he didn't intend to speak anymore, but when he heard that Xingchuan hadn't left, he couldn't help but speak softly again.

"Xingchuan."

"Ah."

"Take me to ride the motorcycle again when I'm well."

He kept his eyes closed the whole time, so he couldn't see Li Xingchuan's expression, only heard Li Xingchuan say: "I have to buy a car."

"What about the previous one, is it broken?"

"Ah."

"Forget it," Ling Yi was afraid that he would spend money, "I don't really want to ride."

Li Xingchuan paused for a moment, then lowered his voice in the darkness: "Don't be mad at me, okay?"

Ling Yi opened her eyes in a dazed and wronged way, followed the faint light for a while before finding his face, but unfortunately she still couldn't see his expression clearly.

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