Reborn Yanqin
Chapter 84
"Some things have been forgotten... No, rather than being forgotten, it would be better to say that they were..."
"By what," Jing Yan frowned tightly, trying to hear the last few words clearly, but the voice became lower and lower, almost inaudible.
There was a bright light in front of his eyes, as if he had been in the dark for a long time, suddenly a bright searchlight shone over his eyes, his eyes were stabbed so painfully, Jing Yan couldn't help closing his eyes, and opened them slowly after the light faded.
He was in a room full of books, piles of parchment and books everywhere, and the magic ball used for lighting in the corner was emitting a faint light.There is no doubt that this is a room belonging to a great magician, Jing Yan turned his head, wanting to look at this room more clearly, but unfortunately, he couldn't.
As before, the body is like someone else's, and I just stay in the body and watch everything happen.
Finally, he turned his neck, and a thin figure suddenly appeared in his line of sight.Judging from the back, this is a woman. She is sitting in front of the large bone table, carefully reading the contents of the parchment. She is wearing the highest-level robe of the Mage Association, and the staff on the side is not ordinary.
what is she looking atJing Yan thought so, but unfortunately, from his angle, he still couldn't see clearly the contents of the roll of parchment on the table.
"Found it! Here!" The woman suddenly cheered and turned around. This is a standard western face. If you don't look at the ugly scars on her side face, she can be regarded as a moving woman. woman.
Jing Yan's heart seemed to be hit by someone, he couldn't restrain the shock in his heart, this person, he had seen in the promotional video at the end of the game, was one of the demigod powerhouses of the Seventh Era— — Luni, the psychic master.
"Found it?" Jing Yan heard a mellow male voice ringing in his ears, it was from the body he was in.
"Hmm! Look!" Luni couldn't hide the joy on her face, she handed over the parchment, and pointed to a paragraph of text on it with her slender fingers.
Jing Yan, who was about to take a closer look, was disappointed, because the parchment was the "fantasy", the common language among gods, and it was generally used to record important events. It is impossible for him to understand it now without probing skills.
Suddenly there was a sharp pain in his head, Jing Yan groaned, and covered his forehead in discomfort, but when his eyes closed due to the pain opened again, the scene in front of him was no longer the room full of books, but It is a strange scenery.
With a dark decor, thick carpet, and a soft bed under him, Jing Yan frowned and slowly stood up.As the scenes before he fainted played back in front of his eyes one by one, his fingers propped up on the bed gathered together and tightly gripped the sheet.
"Is there something wrong?" Lin Zhengqin's voice came from the side, and Jing Yan suddenly turned his head, his eyes fixed on him.
He still remembered, before that, the expressions of the other party and Zhan Yiquan gradually overlapped.No matter how soft Lin Zhengqin's expression is now, it can't make him stop thinking about that scene. Someone died in front of him, and the person who caused the death still looked indifferent.
"I was worried about your situation, so I brought you here. This is not the room I usually live in." Lin Zhengqin was talking, when someone opened the door and came in. It was the doctor who had seen Lin Zhengqin's residence before.
She was still wearing a mask, her brows and eyes were cold: "I said it's nothing serious, so call me over, now that I'm awake, can I go?"
"I'm sorry, Jiyi." Lin Zhengqin didn't care about the impatience in the other party's words at all, just nodded with a smile.
The doctor glanced at Jing Yan, which made him feel like he was being transmitted by X-rays. Fortunately, this kind of gaze was only swept lightly, and then the doctor opened the door and went out, coming and going, staying in the room The time is less than 15 seconds.
Jing Yan, who was sitting on the bed, was trembling all over. He couldn't believe that after killing someone just now, a person could still be here so calmly, show concern for him, and show his demeanor to others.
"You haven't answered yet. Do you feel uncomfortable, huh?" Lin Zhengqin stretched out his hand to touch Jing Yan's forehead.
Before the white hand touched him, Jing Yan shrank back instinctively, the resistance was obvious.Lin Zhengqin froze in place, the smile on his face slowly disappeared.
"Any questions?"
Jing Yan raised his eyes and looked at him, the room was terribly quiet, after a while he heard his own voice, it was the kind of fearful voice: "You——what do you think murder is?"
As soon as he uttered these words, emotions such as surprise and understanding flashed in Lin Zhengqin's eyes, and finally a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "What kind of thing? I don't know, since I was 17 years old, I have to face For all kinds of attacks, all I know is that if they don't die, I will die."
"But this is not the reason why you can be so calm now!" Jing Yan suddenly became agitated, "Do you know that someone died just now? Those two people are not yet 30 years old, they—"
"They have family members, don't I? Don't they want to die, don't I?" Lin Zhengqin interrupted him, using a tone that Jing Yan had never heard before, cold and decisive, like the king of the dark world , "If I didn't do anything just now and let the two of them kill me, what would the situation be like now?"
"Sometimes the rules in this world are so simple, either you die or I live, there is no other choice." Lin Zhengqin's eyes were so sharp that he seemed to tear Jing Yan into pieces in the next second, "I thought you knew. "
I thought you knew.
After Lin Zhengqin finished speaking, he turned his wheelchair and left the room. Jing Yan was still sitting there. He could hear his own breathing, which was no longer as steady as usual, but with a strange and rapid frequency.
He knew exactly what he was getting excited about. On the one hand, there was nothing wrong with Lin Zhengqin's statement. Even if it was put into law, he still had a legitimate defense. If those two people hadn't died at that time, he would have died. and Lin Zhengqin.But on the other hand, it is an indisputable fact that what fell in front of him at that time were two fresh lives.
As long as he thinks that he died like this in his previous life without causing any big waves in the world, just like an insignificant ant that couldn't change the expression of the murderer even after death, he can't face it. He didn't even want to think about it, Lin Zhengqin's indifferent expression after the shooting.
That kind of indifference attitude is absolutely unacceptable to Jing Yan who has experienced death.
"What should I do..." Jing Yan grabbed his hair and buried his face in the quilt, "No, you won't get any results just here." He gritted his teeth, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and opened the door in one go rushed out.
Outside was the living room, and Lin Zhengqin was sitting in the living room, looking down at a book, with a calm expression as if nothing had happened just now.
"I—" Jing Yan couldn't continue at the beginning, but he managed to attract Lin Zhengqin's attention.
The moment he saw Jing Yan, Lin Zhengqin looked a little tired: "I'm sorry, I asked you out today, but this happened, if it's okay, I think you can go back to school, the driver is downstairs. "
With this kind of reaction again, Jing Yan clenched his fists secretly. It was the same when he was in his residence before. Whenever he mentioned a topic he didn't want to mention, he would take the initiative to end it in a strong way.
"I didn't mean to accuse you because you killed someone. After all, I was under the threat of death at that time. Speaking of which, I still owe you a thank you." Jing Yan took a deep breath, before Lin Zhengqin could say the next sentence I quickly said what I wanted to say before, "But what I want to say is - I, usually... no, I have never seen a murder." Except for being killed in the previous life, "So, At that time, your attitude of being so used to killing people and not caring about the person who died just now scared me."
"It was obviously the same life as mine, but you ended it without blinking an eye. As long as I think of this, I feel terrified, because I don't know if my life is the same as mine in your eyes. They are the same, even if it ends in front of you, you will not be moved in the slightest."
In addition, Zhan Yiquan's face exactly the same as his before his death in the previous life stimulated him too much, so he instinctively repelled Lin Zhengqin.Of course, Jing Yan would never say this to death.
"So I was wondering—are you..."
"If you have been doing this kind of thing since you were 17 years old, you will not be moved." Lin Zhengqin drove the wheelchair to him, "I will not be moved by the death of any enemy."
Will not be moved by the death of any enemy.Jing Yan was startled, and suddenly remembered the cold knight at the top of the crystal tower in his previous life. Thinking about it now, maybe Lin Zhengqin would not have any reaction when word of his death in his previous life reached his ears.
"What if I die? Will you... be as calm as you are now?" Jing Yan asked suspiciously.
I don't know if it was his illusion, but the moment he finished asking, Lin Zhengqin's face turned pale: "Of course not."
This "won't" is also aimed at the current self, Jing Yan smiled, squatted down to look at him, and asked seriously: "If, I said if, we are enemies in the 'fantasy', for example I am the president of Savage Blood, so what if I die in this situation?"
"The situation you assumed didn't exist. I can't speculate on my psychology at the time." Lin Zhengqin didn't answer directly, "I can only answer the conditions that exist now. If you die now, then I will—— "
Speaking of this, Lin Zhengqin was also stunned. If Jing Yan died, what would happen to him?He could not imagine that the thinking ability, which had always worked so well, refused the job at this time.
"Thank you." To his surprise, Jing Yan did not press on, but pursed his lips.
Thank you for putting me in a different position than passers-by, thank you for not showing indifference to my death.Even though he knew that this was caused by the intersection of the previous life and this life, Jing Yan still said so in his heart.
Just now, he suddenly thought of it. In this life, he was fighting for revenge, trying to make up for the shortcomings of the previous life.In fact, deep down in my heart, I just want a different ending from my previous life, and I want more people to care about me, instead of just dying when countless people ignore and don't care.
In the previous life, although he was the most powerful player in the game, the news of his death did not even make a splash. Even under the suppression of Zhan Yiquan, most people thought that he was missing, not dead.At most, they sighed with emotion that the traces of masters are always elusive, and other than that, the game can be played as it should be played.
The world will never be less like a world because of the absence of someone, this is the consensus of all.But most people live to have a sense of existence in others, and to have someone grieve for themselves after their death.
No matter what Lin Zhengqin thinks about killing the enemy, no matter how accustomed he is to death, as long as he values this person named "Jing Yan", he will feel sad and sad for his death, and that's enough.
The author has something to say: Oh?What happened in this chapter?I don’t know anything about Phuket……………… (Watch the sky)
In fact, for Shi Shi, who has been reborn, death just means pain (physically) to him, and what really made him lose control of the emperor's calm performance was the reaction of everyone after his death. Needless to say, Zhan Yiquan had no Shi Shi was regarded as a human being, and Fang Liyan, the ghost blade, didn't care about Shi Shi's death, and those who really cared about Shi Shi didn't get any news.
No one in this world will care about you at all, and that is the biggest harm.
"By what," Jing Yan frowned tightly, trying to hear the last few words clearly, but the voice became lower and lower, almost inaudible.
There was a bright light in front of his eyes, as if he had been in the dark for a long time, suddenly a bright searchlight shone over his eyes, his eyes were stabbed so painfully, Jing Yan couldn't help closing his eyes, and opened them slowly after the light faded.
He was in a room full of books, piles of parchment and books everywhere, and the magic ball used for lighting in the corner was emitting a faint light.There is no doubt that this is a room belonging to a great magician, Jing Yan turned his head, wanting to look at this room more clearly, but unfortunately, he couldn't.
As before, the body is like someone else's, and I just stay in the body and watch everything happen.
Finally, he turned his neck, and a thin figure suddenly appeared in his line of sight.Judging from the back, this is a woman. She is sitting in front of the large bone table, carefully reading the contents of the parchment. She is wearing the highest-level robe of the Mage Association, and the staff on the side is not ordinary.
what is she looking atJing Yan thought so, but unfortunately, from his angle, he still couldn't see clearly the contents of the roll of parchment on the table.
"Found it! Here!" The woman suddenly cheered and turned around. This is a standard western face. If you don't look at the ugly scars on her side face, she can be regarded as a moving woman. woman.
Jing Yan's heart seemed to be hit by someone, he couldn't restrain the shock in his heart, this person, he had seen in the promotional video at the end of the game, was one of the demigod powerhouses of the Seventh Era— — Luni, the psychic master.
"Found it?" Jing Yan heard a mellow male voice ringing in his ears, it was from the body he was in.
"Hmm! Look!" Luni couldn't hide the joy on her face, she handed over the parchment, and pointed to a paragraph of text on it with her slender fingers.
Jing Yan, who was about to take a closer look, was disappointed, because the parchment was the "fantasy", the common language among gods, and it was generally used to record important events. It is impossible for him to understand it now without probing skills.
Suddenly there was a sharp pain in his head, Jing Yan groaned, and covered his forehead in discomfort, but when his eyes closed due to the pain opened again, the scene in front of him was no longer the room full of books, but It is a strange scenery.
With a dark decor, thick carpet, and a soft bed under him, Jing Yan frowned and slowly stood up.As the scenes before he fainted played back in front of his eyes one by one, his fingers propped up on the bed gathered together and tightly gripped the sheet.
"Is there something wrong?" Lin Zhengqin's voice came from the side, and Jing Yan suddenly turned his head, his eyes fixed on him.
He still remembered, before that, the expressions of the other party and Zhan Yiquan gradually overlapped.No matter how soft Lin Zhengqin's expression is now, it can't make him stop thinking about that scene. Someone died in front of him, and the person who caused the death still looked indifferent.
"I was worried about your situation, so I brought you here. This is not the room I usually live in." Lin Zhengqin was talking, when someone opened the door and came in. It was the doctor who had seen Lin Zhengqin's residence before.
She was still wearing a mask, her brows and eyes were cold: "I said it's nothing serious, so call me over, now that I'm awake, can I go?"
"I'm sorry, Jiyi." Lin Zhengqin didn't care about the impatience in the other party's words at all, just nodded with a smile.
The doctor glanced at Jing Yan, which made him feel like he was being transmitted by X-rays. Fortunately, this kind of gaze was only swept lightly, and then the doctor opened the door and went out, coming and going, staying in the room The time is less than 15 seconds.
Jing Yan, who was sitting on the bed, was trembling all over. He couldn't believe that after killing someone just now, a person could still be here so calmly, show concern for him, and show his demeanor to others.
"You haven't answered yet. Do you feel uncomfortable, huh?" Lin Zhengqin stretched out his hand to touch Jing Yan's forehead.
Before the white hand touched him, Jing Yan shrank back instinctively, the resistance was obvious.Lin Zhengqin froze in place, the smile on his face slowly disappeared.
"Any questions?"
Jing Yan raised his eyes and looked at him, the room was terribly quiet, after a while he heard his own voice, it was the kind of fearful voice: "You——what do you think murder is?"
As soon as he uttered these words, emotions such as surprise and understanding flashed in Lin Zhengqin's eyes, and finally a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "What kind of thing? I don't know, since I was 17 years old, I have to face For all kinds of attacks, all I know is that if they don't die, I will die."
"But this is not the reason why you can be so calm now!" Jing Yan suddenly became agitated, "Do you know that someone died just now? Those two people are not yet 30 years old, they—"
"They have family members, don't I? Don't they want to die, don't I?" Lin Zhengqin interrupted him, using a tone that Jing Yan had never heard before, cold and decisive, like the king of the dark world , "If I didn't do anything just now and let the two of them kill me, what would the situation be like now?"
"Sometimes the rules in this world are so simple, either you die or I live, there is no other choice." Lin Zhengqin's eyes were so sharp that he seemed to tear Jing Yan into pieces in the next second, "I thought you knew. "
I thought you knew.
After Lin Zhengqin finished speaking, he turned his wheelchair and left the room. Jing Yan was still sitting there. He could hear his own breathing, which was no longer as steady as usual, but with a strange and rapid frequency.
He knew exactly what he was getting excited about. On the one hand, there was nothing wrong with Lin Zhengqin's statement. Even if it was put into law, he still had a legitimate defense. If those two people hadn't died at that time, he would have died. and Lin Zhengqin.But on the other hand, it is an indisputable fact that what fell in front of him at that time were two fresh lives.
As long as he thinks that he died like this in his previous life without causing any big waves in the world, just like an insignificant ant that couldn't change the expression of the murderer even after death, he can't face it. He didn't even want to think about it, Lin Zhengqin's indifferent expression after the shooting.
That kind of indifference attitude is absolutely unacceptable to Jing Yan who has experienced death.
"What should I do..." Jing Yan grabbed his hair and buried his face in the quilt, "No, you won't get any results just here." He gritted his teeth, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and opened the door in one go rushed out.
Outside was the living room, and Lin Zhengqin was sitting in the living room, looking down at a book, with a calm expression as if nothing had happened just now.
"I—" Jing Yan couldn't continue at the beginning, but he managed to attract Lin Zhengqin's attention.
The moment he saw Jing Yan, Lin Zhengqin looked a little tired: "I'm sorry, I asked you out today, but this happened, if it's okay, I think you can go back to school, the driver is downstairs. "
With this kind of reaction again, Jing Yan clenched his fists secretly. It was the same when he was in his residence before. Whenever he mentioned a topic he didn't want to mention, he would take the initiative to end it in a strong way.
"I didn't mean to accuse you because you killed someone. After all, I was under the threat of death at that time. Speaking of which, I still owe you a thank you." Jing Yan took a deep breath, before Lin Zhengqin could say the next sentence I quickly said what I wanted to say before, "But what I want to say is - I, usually... no, I have never seen a murder." Except for being killed in the previous life, "So, At that time, your attitude of being so used to killing people and not caring about the person who died just now scared me."
"It was obviously the same life as mine, but you ended it without blinking an eye. As long as I think of this, I feel terrified, because I don't know if my life is the same as mine in your eyes. They are the same, even if it ends in front of you, you will not be moved in the slightest."
In addition, Zhan Yiquan's face exactly the same as his before his death in the previous life stimulated him too much, so he instinctively repelled Lin Zhengqin.Of course, Jing Yan would never say this to death.
"So I was wondering—are you..."
"If you have been doing this kind of thing since you were 17 years old, you will not be moved." Lin Zhengqin drove the wheelchair to him, "I will not be moved by the death of any enemy."
Will not be moved by the death of any enemy.Jing Yan was startled, and suddenly remembered the cold knight at the top of the crystal tower in his previous life. Thinking about it now, maybe Lin Zhengqin would not have any reaction when word of his death in his previous life reached his ears.
"What if I die? Will you... be as calm as you are now?" Jing Yan asked suspiciously.
I don't know if it was his illusion, but the moment he finished asking, Lin Zhengqin's face turned pale: "Of course not."
This "won't" is also aimed at the current self, Jing Yan smiled, squatted down to look at him, and asked seriously: "If, I said if, we are enemies in the 'fantasy', for example I am the president of Savage Blood, so what if I die in this situation?"
"The situation you assumed didn't exist. I can't speculate on my psychology at the time." Lin Zhengqin didn't answer directly, "I can only answer the conditions that exist now. If you die now, then I will—— "
Speaking of this, Lin Zhengqin was also stunned. If Jing Yan died, what would happen to him?He could not imagine that the thinking ability, which had always worked so well, refused the job at this time.
"Thank you." To his surprise, Jing Yan did not press on, but pursed his lips.
Thank you for putting me in a different position than passers-by, thank you for not showing indifference to my death.Even though he knew that this was caused by the intersection of the previous life and this life, Jing Yan still said so in his heart.
Just now, he suddenly thought of it. In this life, he was fighting for revenge, trying to make up for the shortcomings of the previous life.In fact, deep down in my heart, I just want a different ending from my previous life, and I want more people to care about me, instead of just dying when countless people ignore and don't care.
In the previous life, although he was the most powerful player in the game, the news of his death did not even make a splash. Even under the suppression of Zhan Yiquan, most people thought that he was missing, not dead.At most, they sighed with emotion that the traces of masters are always elusive, and other than that, the game can be played as it should be played.
The world will never be less like a world because of the absence of someone, this is the consensus of all.But most people live to have a sense of existence in others, and to have someone grieve for themselves after their death.
No matter what Lin Zhengqin thinks about killing the enemy, no matter how accustomed he is to death, as long as he values this person named "Jing Yan", he will feel sad and sad for his death, and that's enough.
The author has something to say: Oh?What happened in this chapter?I don’t know anything about Phuket……………… (Watch the sky)
In fact, for Shi Shi, who has been reborn, death just means pain (physically) to him, and what really made him lose control of the emperor's calm performance was the reaction of everyone after his death. Needless to say, Zhan Yiquan had no Shi Shi was regarded as a human being, and Fang Liyan, the ghost blade, didn't care about Shi Shi's death, and those who really cared about Shi Shi didn't get any news.
No one in this world will care about you at all, and that is the biggest harm.
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