Re-walk the road of life

That night, Yun Feiyang lived with Yun Shan in the small villa, but Gui Hai Fengxing couldn't persuade him, so he had to ask someone to find another bed and put it in the house for the two brothers to live together.

After Yun Shan was tired from crying, he started to have a headache again.This time he held back desperately, not wanting to make his brother feel uncomfortable.

Yun Feiyang couldn't fall asleep at all, so he sat beside his bed and pressed his brother's temples one after another.

He knew in his heart that the Yunshan in this life was different from the Yunshan in the previous life whose roots had been destroyed.Now Yunshan knows in his heart what shame and humbleness are.He only made mistakes because he was too weak in self-control and was taken advantage of.Now that he had suffered enough, and with the help of his brother, he naturally began to rehabilitate drugs.

Yun Feiyang wanted to ask Yunshan how he became addicted to drugs, but he was afraid of irritating him, so he decided to wait until Yunshan recovered before asking about the situation.

But Guihai Fengxing first solved his doubts.One day, after Yun Shan fell asleep, Gui Haifeng showed Yun Feiyang the document bag that Shen Jin had given him before, "He bought goods here, I called the police, and all the people in this den have been taken away. "

Yun Feiyang frowned, "Is there someone called Zang Ming?" He always suspected that this time it was Zang Ming who did the bastard thing.

Guihai Fengxing thought for a while, "I don't seem to have heard of this name. The person who connected with Xiaoshan every time and sold him drugs directly was called Li Jianwei, and he was also a drug addict. There are two or three so-called connectors in this chess and card room, but They are very tight-lipped and refuse to name their superiors. The police will interrogate them, so don’t worry about it.”

Yun Feiyang still had doubts.

During this period of time, he has been in the same room with Yunshan, taking care of his food and daily life, and handing over all the company affairs to Guihai Fengxing.From time to time, Yunshan would still go crazy, have a headache and vomit, and when he couldn't help it, he would do things that hurt himself. At this time, Yun Feiyang would never dislike him. After cleaning, he would hold him tightly and share the burden with him. .

"Brother...I feel so uncomfortable, I'm going to die...There are worms crawling in my bones...Brother, help me, help me..." In the middle of the night, Yun Shan moaned again.

Yun Feiyang immediately put on his clothes and got out of bed, turned on the light, came to his bed, and helped him up, "Xiao Shan, hold back, come on, you have to be strong!"

Yunshan's head was covered with sweat, his sunken cheeks were full of shadows, his eyes were cloudy, his pupils were dilated, and he had no focus, his hands and feet were twitching and struggling, "Brother...I want to die... ...let me die..."

"Don't talk nonsense," Yun Feiyang hugged him, rubbing his hands on his back, "Xiao Shan, you are already much better, really much better, and you will be able to get rid of drug addiction soon, just hold on for a few more days, okay? Wait Hello, my brother will send you the latest notebook you want most. Don’t you want to go to the Louvre in France to see the art exhibition and go to Spain to study Gaudí’s architecture? My brother will take you there! As long as you get better..."

"Brother...hehe..." Yun Shan looked forward to the things he described for a moment, smiled, and then trembled violently, with tears streaming from the corners of his eyes, "Woooo...headache..."

He is indeed much better than before.He went crazy a few times ago, completely ignorant of dignity, and kowtowed to the guards to call him ancestor, only begging them to let him go or give him a good deal.Now, although I still occasionally cry out for goods, I will definitely not be so shameless anymore.

Yun Feiyang felt relieved in his heartache, and stroked the top of his brother's head and temples, "Xiaoshan, just call out when it hurts, brother is here, don't be afraid."

Yun Shan took the time to shake his head, whimpered pitifully like a puppy, and said, "Brother, I'm sorry...I really... really want to have a bite..."

"Xiaoshan, forget the past, forget the devil who entrapped you, forget everything, you can..." Yun Feiyang felt sore in his heart, wanted to cry but couldn't cry, "You give yourself an order in your heart, tell yourself,' I can do it, I can give up', gradually, you will find that it is actually that simple."

Yun Shan felt bitter in his mouth and retched a few times, "Ouch...no..."

Yun Feiyang hugged his younger brother's thin body tightly, "Come on Xiaoshan, if you can't stand the pain, just bite brother's shoulder, come on, bite, it will be fine in a while." He handed his shoulder to Yunshan's mouth.

Yunshan didn't care about anything else, but he actually took a bite.

Yun Feiyang trembled in pain and clenched his teeth.

Gradually, Yun Shan's strength became weaker and his trembling disappeared.Half an hour later, Yun Shan's breath became longer, his arms and legs drooped, and he seemed to be asleep.

On the contrary, Yun Feiyang seemed to be fished out of the water, and his whole body was almost wet with sweat.He gently put Yun Shan back on the pillow and settled it down, and watched for a while, feeling that he had really fallen asleep, so he got up and walked out of the room.He went into the bathroom and took off his pajamas.

"Hiss..." When the clothes on his shoulders separated from his skin, he couldn't help trembling violently.Although the part that was bitten by Yunshan was not broken, it still left a ring of tooth marks, blood dripped from the tooth marks, and flowed down from Yubai's shoulder, which looked quite scary in the mirror.

Yun Feiyang hurriedly wiped off the blood with a paper towel, took out a few band-aids from the medicine box, and returned to the room exhausted to lie down.

The next day, Guihai Fengxing and the doctor went to the villa to visit the two brothers.

When he woke up this morning, Yun Shan's energy was obviously much better. He took the initiative to get up early in the morning, ate breakfast obediently, and asked Yun Feiyang for drawing paper and pencils, walked out of the room, and quickly drew something in the living room.

When the doctor came, he checked Yunshan, nodded and praised: "Not bad, this week's effect is much better than last week, and he seems to be in good spirits! I will have a full body checkup in a few days. How are you eating? Spit?"

Yun Feiyang replied: "It's pretty good. Although I still feel a little nauseous, I didn't vomit all day yesterday. I got up early this morning and had breakfast. I've been drawing here all the time."

"Is there something you want to do? That's good!" The doctor was also very happy, "It means that I have begun to yearn for a normal life, and I think the treatment will be over in a few days. It's boring to stay in the house all the time. You can also walk outside the door when you are good."

"Okay." Yun Feiyang agreed.

Yun Shan smiled shyly, "Brother, I want to cut my hair, please ask someone to cut it for me."

"Okay, what kind of hairstyle do you want?" Yun Feiyang was happy, and stretched out his hand to brush his brother's too long forehead hair, "Our Xiaoshan is definitely a handsome guy, I have wanted to say it for a long time, why do you always cover it Face?"

"I want to shave all of them, is that okay?" Yun Shan looked at his brother seriously.

Yun Feiyang immediately understood what he meant by wanting to do it all over again. He felt emotional for a while, and his nose was sore. He tried his best to hold back the excitement, and kept his previous expression, "...Okay, brother will invite you to a barber later."

Yun Shan slightly curled the corners of his mouth.

For a moment, the two brothers looked at each other and smiled.

Guihai Fengxing stood aside and watched the interaction between his lover and his younger brother, feeling itchy in his heart.He hasn't made out with Yun Feiyang for several days. The villa is relatively small and there are not many rooms. There is no place for him if the guard and the two brothers live there. He can only come to visit every day when he is free.

The doctor ordered the essentials of diet, explained that he should increase a little exercise, breathe more fresh air, and if possible, take him for a walk in the countryside to see nature.After giving instructions, he left.

Yun Shan seemed to have been pressed the button of drawing this morning, drawing on the drawing paper non-stop, one by one, with fast hands.Yun Feiyang didn't want to disturb him, so he sent the doctor out with Guihai Fengxing.

As soon as he arrived at the door, Guihai Fengxing put his hands on Yunfeiyang's shoulders, wanting to get closer to him, but Yunfeiyang screamed "ah".

"What's wrong?" Guihai Fengxing was taken aback.

"Hiss...don't press my shoulder, it hurts." Yun Feiyang was a little embarrassed.The doctor hasn't left yet.

"What's going on?" Gui Hai Feng Xing wanted to touch it, but he didn't dare.

Yun Feiyang said in a low voice: "Last night, Xiao Shan had a terrible headache. I let him bite my shoulder, and then he bled a little."

"What! Why didn't you say it earlier!" Gui Hai Fengxing grabbed him and hurriedly shouted: "Doctor, help him look!"

"Oh no, I've already put on a Band-Aid..." Yun Feiyang was not so delicate.

"Then how can I do it!" Gui Hai Feng Xing insisted on asking a doctor to see him.

"Don't go in, I don't want Xiao Shan to see it." Yun Feiyang was afraid that his younger brother would be embarrassed.

"Then, get in my car." Gui Hai Fengxing dragged Yun Feiyang, and invited the doctor to the car.

As soon as he opened his shirt to expose his chest, Guihai Fengxing, who was sitting in the driver's seat and looking back, couldn't help swallowing.I haven't seen my lover's skin for several days, so I panic.

Yun Feiyang seemed to sense his longing, and raised his head to give him a blank look.

When the band-aid was torn off, Yun Feiyang couldn't help but yelled "Ouch", and Gui Haifengxing's eyes immediately changed from fiery to cold, "How did he bite?!"

The flesh around the circle was already a little bruised, and the surrounding area was swollen. It looked a bit oozing, and even Yun Feiyang was taken aback, "I'm going! It wasn't so scary last night, it was just tooth marks. How could it be like this? "

The doctor said: "Your wound must be treated in time. Band-aids can only be used on small wounds. You are still careless. You should go to the hospital for disinfection and anti-inflammatory treatment. It is best to get a tetanus shot."

"Don't be so troublesome, right?" Yun Feiyang felt that it was a bit of a fuss.

Guihai Fengxing's expression was extremely cold, "We must go! You don't listen to what the doctor says?"

Yun Feiyang had no choice but to say, "Then I'll go and tell Xiao Shan that something is wrong, lest he get flustered if I'm not here."

Guihai Fengxing frowned into a Sichuan character, and his face was unkind.

He sent the doctor back to the hospital, let Yun Feiyang treat the wound, and Guihai Fengxing drove him back.Yun Feiyang also knew that he had neglected his lover these days, so he hooked his hand, "Unhappy? I'm sorry, the situation is special during this time, I can't ignore Xiaoshan, I have to fulfill my brother's obligation. Look, I've only been here for a week , Xiaoshan's condition is obviously much better, I think his will has become stronger. After this incident, he will definitely become a man of indomitable spirit."

Guihai Fengxing stared at the road conditions, curled his lips, "You have fulfilled your duty as a brother, but what about your wife's duty? Why don't you fulfill your husband's duty! How many days have you not been with me?"

Started acting like a baby again.Yun Feiyang rolled his eyes, leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, "Is that okay? Please be more mature, I have something to do, and it wasn't on purpose."

This small kiss naturally couldn't satisfy Guihai Fengxing, he drove back to Yangyun Garden, before Yun Feiyang got off the car, he grabbed him and kissed him fiercely until both of them were out of breath.

Yun Feiyang understands that a lover's desire is always so strong, and now that both of them are so young and used to living a life of meat, they suddenly ate vegetarian dishes for a few days, of course no one can bear it.He took the initiative to kiss Guihai Fengxing, and said softly: "Be good, when Xiaoshan fully returns to normal, I will definitely make it up to you."

Guihai Fengxing rubbed his lips, "You said, then I want you to wear nothing at home, just wear the leather jacket I bought for you."

Yun Feiyang couldn't laugh or cry, "Don't be greedy, can I wear that dress! It's too..."

"It looks so good if you can wear it." Gui Hai Fengxing's eyes sparkled.

"Okay, okay, don't talk, I'm going down. You've been bothering 'Feng Zhiyun' these two days. Let Lin Lei report to you if you have something to do. If you are too busy, let him send me an email. But I I think there should be no problem." Yun Feiyang finally chirped Guihai Fengxing's forehead, "Go back."

Guihai Fengxing bit his nose unwillingly, "Yeah."

Yun Feiyang got out of the car, touched his nose, and waved his hand to watch Guihai Fengxing's car leave.

Yun Shan was still drawing in the living room, and the drawing paper in his hand had turned many pages.When he heard the voice, he turned his head and smiled, "Brother."

Yun Feiyang realized that, as if overnight, his younger brother had indeed grown up.His nose was a little sore, "Yeah."

Yun Shan didn't miss his hairstyle at all. The barber shaved his hair completely bald. Fortunately, it was summer and he didn't feel very cold.Yun Shan rubbed his head in the mirror, giggling silly.

It was still a bit difficult to eat, and Yunshan's swallowing movements were very stiff.At night, he lay down in bed early, shivering.

Yun Feiyang accompanied him as usual, and the two brothers lay together, head to head, whispering to each other like when they were very young.Yun Feiyang will not return to his bed until Yunshan is completely asleep.

Yunshan has never had an attack again, and he can bear the occasional discomfort.In the evening, he will take a walk in the villa area with Yun Feiyang.His bald head is very eye-catching, but he doesn't care at all. The interest came, and he took a drawing book to copy the scenery of the community of Yangyun Garden.

Sitting on the bench in the community, Yun Shan leaned his head on Yun Feiyang's shoulder, "Brother, I want to change my major."

"What? Don't learn to draw anymore? Haven't you drawn a lot in the past two days?" Yun Feiyang was surprised.

"That's not what I mean, I still want to study in the Department of Fine Arts." Yun Shan's face was still a little yellowish, but it was much paler than before, "I'm majoring in painting now, and I want to switch to majoring in environmental design, is it possible? I think my talent in painting is still... not good." If it weren't for this, he wouldn't take drugs because he wanted to complete the teacher's assignment and find inspiration.

"Xiao Shan, don't say that, I think your paintings are very good!" Yun Feiyang hurriedly persuaded, "Don't overcorrect, you should believe in your own ability."

"Brother, you don't understand. Painting is indeed a matter of talent, and I just choose it based on a momentary interest." Yun Shan raised his head and smiled, "What I draw is learned slowly, not innate. Because of the aura of artisanship, the craftmanship has become stronger.” Yun Shan seems to have matured a lot, “Brother, I still like to draw, so I want to work in a related industry in the future. I will transfer to the major of environmental design, and I will be able to do interior painting in the future. Decoration design, landscape design, stage design, this can be regarded as fulfilling the dream... Do you think it will work?"

Yun Feiyang understood what he meant, "Xiaoshan, I said before that as long as you do the right thing, I will support you no matter what. For the matter of changing departments, you should submit the application first. If it doesn't work, I will help you think about it." The method. It’s just your exam this semester..."

Yun Shan immediately promised, "I will go back to take the exam. I think I am much better. I will start to read and review tonight."

Another week, Guihai Fengxing drove Yunshan to the hospital for an examination. All indicators returned to normal, and the toxins in the blood were basically eliminated.

Bright smiles appeared on the faces of the two Yun family brothers.

"Brother, I will never do stupid things in the future, don't worry." Yun Shan lowered his head and promised, "Don't tell your parents about this, I'm afraid they will worry..."

"Brother, I promise to keep my mouth shut," Yun Feiyang rubbed the top of his younger brother's head. The newly grown hair was short and burly, and it felt particularly good.Yun Feiyang burst out laughing, "Just keep the board size, okay, this feel is absolutely amazing."

Yun Shan pretended to hide for a few moments, and said with a drawn-out voice, "Brother——!"

"Haha, don't hide!" Yun Feiyang chased his hairy head and rubbed it, smiling all over his face.

Gui Hai Feng Xing grabbed his hand, pulled it back, and gave him a look, a little annoyed.

Yun Feiyang immediately knew that the narrow-minded lover was jealous.He also stared back, this is my brother!Touching my younger brother's head, are you a fucking idiot?

Guihai Fengxing glared at him again, why can't you be jealous, your brother is not a man?Touching other men's heads in front of your man, you're tired of you!

Yun Feiyang rolled his eyes, I'll go, you just fall into the vinegar vat, I won't drown you!

"Brother, Brother Feng, what are you doing?" Yun Shan looked curiously at this and then at that.Are the eyes of the two of you convulsed?

"Well, it's nothing." Yun Feiyang raised his trademark gentle smile, "Let's go, have a good meal today, how about the buffet at Shengfeng Hotel?"

"Okay!" Yun Shan nodded happily.

During the meal, Yun Feiyang kept worrying about how to ask Yunshan why he took drugs.A few days ago, I was afraid that if I asked this question, my brother would be in a bad mood, and he would relapse into drug rehabilitation, but now, I was afraid that asking this question would remind my brother of bad memories.It was a torment.

Guihai Fengxing saw it, and took advantage of Yunshan to get food, he rubbed Yun Feiyang's leg with his leg, "What's the matter, I think you are always absent-minded."

"I want to ask Yunshan exactly how he started taking drugs, but I'm afraid he will think of those shitty things." Yun Feiyang shook his head, "If not, forget it, anyway, the drug dealers in that den have already been arrested."

"If you want to ask, just ask. If you don't ask, you will feel uncomfortable in your heart." Gui Haifengxing pinched his thigh from below, "If you don't want to ask, I can ask for you. After dinner, let's go to Coffee Prince Sit down, find a quiet corner, he will talk."

"Ah."

…Sitting in a comfortable corner of Coffee Prince No. [-] shop, with a screen erected to block the redundant view, the three of them ordered their favorite drinks respectively, leaned on the sofa, and took the most comfortable sitting posture by coincidence.

"It's great to have such a coffee shop," Yunshan looked at the nostalgic decorations in the shop, "When I get old and can't work anymore, I want to have a small coffee shop where I can meet the regular customers occasionally. Chat a few words and draw simple portraits for them."

Yun Feiyang and Gui Hai Fengxing looked at each other, he really wanted to say, if you like it, I will send you a shop.But he didn't say this, he said softly: "Xiaoshan, you are only so old, and you want to be old? How many new and interesting things in this world are waiting for you to try, and how many wonderful and strange scenery are waiting for you to appreciate? Your future is still very, very long."

Yun Shan pulled himself together, "Brother is right, I still have a long way to go."

Yun Feiyang clapped his hands.

Guihai Fengxing sat quietly at the side, listening to the two brothers talking about many happy past events, as well as dreams and longings, etc., laughing and laughing, as if the past few months have passed and disappeared.

But he knew that there was still a big thorn in Yun Feiyang's heart, if he didn't pull it out, this serious lover would not be really happy.This villain can only be himself.

When the two of them reached a certain point, Guihai Fengxing sighed, "Xiao Shan, will you still live on campus next semester? Does the environment there not suit you well? Are your classmates... the culprit who guided you?"

As soon as this remark came out, the two brothers changed their colors at the same time.

"Feng Xing!" Yun Feiyang winked fiercely, meaning to ask him, why did he ask him now.

Yun Shan lowered his eyes silently, "No, Brother Feng, it wasn't them. It was me who... went to find the drug dealer."

Guihai Fengxing asked closely: "But you are a student, how did you get in touch with those drug dealers? Could it be that they came to you?"

Yun Shan was startled.

Yun Feiyang's heart softened, and he rubbed his younger brother's head, "Xiao Shan, don't say it if you don't want to, as long as you don't do that again in the future, I believe you."

Yun Shan didn't make a sound, and said after a long while: "I never thought about why I came to such a step... I just found out today, it seems really strange."

Yun Feiyang's heart raised his throat, "What's so strange?"

"It is true that they came to me on their own initiative..." Yunshan recalled: "I once smoked a pack of good-tasting cigarettes, and I had a special feeling when I was painting. I wanted to find that kind of cigarettes again, so I went to In the bar, there was a guy named Viagra who offered to sell me. After the first smoke, I went to buy again. As a result, he took me to the chess and card room and taught me to pedal to chase the dragon, just smoking heroin. In this way, I Stuck in. I don't understand, why did they take the initiative to find me?"

Yun Feiyang grasped the key point, "Where did you get the good-tasting cigarette you mentioned? Did you buy it yourself? Or did someone give it to you?"

Yun Shan recalled carefully, and suddenly his eyes widened, "It was given to me by my cousin! I went to the bar with my classmates, and when we met him, he forced it to me! Could it be, my cousin..."

Guihai Fengxing has been observing his lover's expression, at this moment he suddenly moved forward and grabbed Yun Feiyang's hand that was placed on the table.

Yun Feiyang's handsome and dusty face twisted and convulsed, his eyes were almost cracked, "Zang Ming...it really is this bitch..."