[Comprehensive] The leader's knot occurs in this life

The night dew is getting cooler, and the cicadas are making random noises outside the window.

It seems to have been asleep for a long time, and it seems to have been trekking in the dark for a long time.

I was very tired when I opened my eyes.

What I saw was a room I was familiar with, and the furnishings were the same as usual, but I stared at it for a long time, feeling a little strange.What's not right... I couldn't help but have such a question in my heart, and then I found that my arm was pressed heavily by something, and it was already numb.

There was a person lying in my arms, huddled sideways in my arms, unable to see his face clearly.

Before I could explore, my whole body froze.

I am naked, strong and young chested, no saggy skin, no gray hair, I am back in my prime years.Stunned for a moment, I pinch myself.

It hurts.

After the shock, there was an indescribable complex mood, did you go back to the past again?And... alive again?Looking around, it is indeed the garden where I once spent my later years with Dongfang An, so familiar, I will not admit my mistake, and I am back here again.

But, which year do you go back to?I stared blankly at the hand that I was able to move, and a strange feeling came over my heart. This hand also looked too young. I don’t think I can remember wrongly. The garden only started when I came back from traveling with Dongfang. At that time, Dongfang and I were almost 60 years old, and we were already two little old men with wrinkled faces.

Staring blankly at the bed curtain, a strange thought made me sit up suddenly from the bed, the person in my arms was gasped by my sudden movement, and immediately woke up from a light sleep.The man propped up his arms and raised his head. He looked at me suspiciously, and called softly, "Brother Lian?"

I saw his face covered with thick powder, and slowly opened his eyes wide.

"East..." The voice trembled violently.

He rubbed his eyes, leaned his head against my arms, and was still a little sleepy: "Well..."

My mind became a mess, all confused.

Have I returned to my previous life, or is this life just a long dream?

Unable to get an answer, I could only look at him in disbelief, motionless, unblinking.

The confusion in Dongfang's eyes gradually turned into worry: "Brother Lian... what's wrong with you?"

I didn't know how to answer, my heart was so confused, as if to confirm whether he really existed, I stretched out my unshakably shaking hand, and carefully touched his face, Dongfang slightly tilted his head, and my palm was pressed against his face. touched his cold cheeks.He didn't move anymore, just looked at me quietly.

His eyes are like a deep lake, quiet and clear, which makes my heart slowly calm down.

"Dongfang." I hugged him tightly.

It doesn't matter if it's a dream, no matter what kind of dream it is, no matter where I am.

Where there is the East is my home, Yang Lianting.

Dongfang's body froze unnaturally, as if he was not used to such a hug.But I don't care about it, I can't bear the soreness in my heart.He is so thin, and I finally realized exactly that he is not Dongfang who has never experienced anything and has been cared for by me all his life, but Dongfang who has been imprisoned by me and tortured all his life in lonely years.

The arms couldn't help but tightened more and more, wanting to hold on to this person firmly.Dongfang was extremely docile and let me hold him. After hesitating for a long time, he slowly lowered his head and leaned against my shoulder lightly with uneasiness and apprehension. Seeing that I didn't push him away, I hugged him even tighter. He raised his arms carefully and hugged me back: "Brother Lian... did you have a nightmare?"

His tone was cautious and concerned. If the life I remembered was not a dream, I hadn’t heard him speak to me in such a humble manner for a long, long time. Like a spoiled child, he is arrogant and arrogant, but I love him so much, I almost forgot that he used to compromise like this.

I felt tight in my chest, and I hugged him and shook my head, with a dazed expression: "It's not a nightmare, it's a very, very good dream. I dreamed that I spent my whole life with you. We are all old, our teeth are loose, and our hair is white. And still together, always together.”

Dongfang didn’t move in my arms, I looked down at him, he closed his eyes slightly, and was silent for a long time, his voice became very soft, as if he would blow it away: “It’s fine if it’s true It's..."

My heart hurts badly.

"It's true, I'm going to make it real." I lifted his chin with one hand and kissed his lips, my tongue pried open his teeth, deep inside, his eyes widened in disbelief , making me wonder if I've never kissed him like this before.

There was a bit of bitter fishy smell in his mouth, and I wondered for a long time before I understood what it was.

Pulling him away from his arms and throwing off the quilt, he turned out to be a naked body. The two spots on his chest were red and swollen from being bitten, and there were rough bruises on his waist and legs. My heart sank. Holding his arm, he was pushed down on the bed, and his legs were raised to look at his private backyard.

Dongfang looked a little flustered, and struggled slightly: "Brother Lian—"

Seeing his messy back hole and the dried blood, I closed my eyes, put his legs down, and stood up abruptly.

I didn't notice that Dongfang's face turned pale.

I got out of bed naked and barefoot, followed my memory to find a small box of plasters with a dark face, and brought over the teapot that had been simmering on the fire, and was about to turn around and clean it up for Dongfang. It was found that he was as stiff as a coffin board, lying on the bed straight, his eyes staring blankly at the top of the bed.

The footsteps stopped slowly.I sighed in my heart, lowered my eyes and poured the water into the copper basin, then wrung out the towel and climbed back onto the bed. The stick pressed lightly on his back hole.

Dongfang felt the pain and flinched.

As soon as I felt pain in my heart, I quickly lowered my head and blew gently, coaxing gently: "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, it will be fine in a while, it doesn't hurt anymore..."

Cleaned it up lightly, applied the medicine carefully, and wiped his face clean by the way, then I hugged him again. Afraid of bumping into his back, I let him lie sideways in my arms, he was in my arms The moment he finished applying the medicine and looked up, his eyes were red and he was almost on the verge of tears.I kissed him, pressed his head with one hand, and patted his back gently with the other: "Dongfang, don't be afraid, I will never abandon you like before, and I will never hurt you again." I'm here with you, okay?"

Dongfang was buried on my shoulder, and didn't respond for a while, and asked after a long time: "Like... like you dreamed?"

"Well, it's like I dreamed." I remembered what he once said to me and whispered in his ear, "I'll never leave again, never leave you again, the two of us In another lifetime, be it life or death, we will never be apart again."

Dongfang looked at me in disbelief. I thought he might want to reach out and touch my forehead to see if my brain was burnt out.I looked at him and frowned in displeasure: "Don't you believe me?"

Dongfang was startled, then lowered his head and smiled wryly: "Brother Lian...do you want anything? It doesn't matter, you don't need to ask me what you want, as long as I have, I will give it to you..."

I didn't expect him to say that, and I didn't know how to answer him for a while, and I slowly remembered that I used to be gentle with him only when I needed something from him, and I can't blame him for thinking so.

I sighed: "I don't want anything."

Dongfang looked at me, the incomprehensible look made me ashamed, I covered his eyes with my hand, lowered my head and kissed him: "I only want you, I don't want anything, as long as you are, it doesn't matter, one day, you will Trust me..."

He stared at me with those dark eyes for a long time, then as if he had made up his mind, he hugged me tightly with great strength: "I believe you..."

Then, my neck slowly got wet.

I know that he may have despaired of me, and he may no longer expect me to treat him well, but what I said today forced him to make a choice.Even though his heart was scarred, he was still willing to give it to me without reservation.

I couldn't help it, and my heart was full of guilt for him.

But I have already made a decision in my heart, I will let him show a smile that is no longer hostile, just like the life where the hair is tied to the end of life.

I hugged his thin waist and kept kissing his ears and cheeks. There were salty tears on his face, but my heart was as sweet and soft as if soaked in honey water.

We were together again and he was always in my arms, always mine.

I remembered that a long time ago, he once pinched my throat in despair, but he couldn't let go. He could only say to me with sobs, Yang Lianting, you will always be mine alone, this life is mine, and the next life will be mine, you I can't escape, I will tie you by my side for life after life.

As he said, my soul will be imprisoned in the eastern world forever, just like I once imprisoned him, life after life, reincarnation is endless, life and death are inseparable.

Such a willingly addictive mantra.