[Comprehensive] The leader's knot occurs in this life

"It's just you... hiccup!"

Before he finished speaking, he hiccupped.

I:"……"

His whole body was shaken by the belch, and then he got up from me in a daze, opened his drunken eyes, and sat there for a while, as if he had forgotten what he wanted to say next.

"Dongfang, you're drunk." I said.

"I'm not drunk!" He retorted loudly, speaking too forcefully, he tilted his body, fell down again with a slam, and hit my chest, the thick smell of alcohol sprayed on my chin, he thumped a few times, Lifted his head and took a bite of my mouth, and repeated solemnly, "I'm not drunk, I... hiccup!"

I:"……"

The iron chain rattled, I raised my arms with difficulty, hugged him in my arms, and said helplessly: "Okay, okay, you are not drunk, our leader will never drink a thousand cups. Let's not talk about this, just let me go first." What? I feel so uncomfortable."

"Don't let go!" He became excited again, "You don't want to run to a place where I can't find you! Don't even think about getting married! Don't even think about it!" After finishing speaking, he pushed my arms away angrily and sat on me , I almost vomited from sitting on him, and then I saw his eyes glowing in the dark, "Yang Lianting, I asked Bao Dachu, and he said that if his daughter-in-law made him angry, he would not be willing to do it, so... Just throw her on the bed, and the next day... belch... Be good!"

"..." I suddenly felt a chill down my back.

"Yang Lianting, you are too outrageous!" Dongfang reprimanded me heartbroken, "It's too outrageous!"

"Why am I shameless? Am I not good enough to you? Are you so good to me!" I pretended to be angry and yelled back, but I took this opportunity to quietly hide my wrist behind me, and then found him from under the pillow to put Box of silver needles.

Dongfang was shocked by my sudden raised voice, dizzy, tilted his head, stared at me with both eyes, closed his mouth, and fell silent.He didn't know how many years of old wine he had drunk, and he didn't know how much yellow soup he had poured into himself. At this moment, his stamina was fully recovered, and he reacted only based on instinctive emotions, with a dumbfounded expression and a flushed face. More alluring than usual.While I was distracted prying the shackles, I coaxed the person on me with a soft voice: "Am I treating you badly? How can I treat you well if you like me? You tell me, I'll change, okay?"

"You lied to me...you didn't tell me anything..." Dongfang said drunkenly, "you still have to go..."

The silver needle slowly pressed onto the third tooth hole. I twisted it, and my head was sweating. Hearing what he said, I sighed slightly: "Dongfang, let me go, I won't go..."

"No!" His eyes widened, "I'm going to kill you!"

"..."

There was a soft click, and the shackles on my hands were loosened. I shook my wrist and broke free.

"Tonight... I'll do it for you..." Dongfang stepped back, moved his hands down little by little, and said vaguely, "From now on, you just... hiccup... just be good..."

I glanced at him.

His bare ass was sitting on my straddle, and he actually told me that he was going to kill me?

"Dongfang..." I called him softly.

He paused, and raised his eyes to look at me.

"Didn't you always want to know what I hid from you?" I looked into his eyes and said, quietly holding his waist with both hands.Because of my words, his eyes, which had been a little slack all the time, condensed for a moment.

"I'll tell you, I'll tell you everything, are you willing to listen?"

His eyes lit up: "OK."

Taking a deep breath, I looked at him.I watched him for a long time, but I couldn't make a sound.I did make up my mind to tell him everything, but didn't know where to start.In fact, I always knew that although he didn't press me hard, he never let go of this knot in his heart.My concealment is always the source of his unsettled heart. I understand it, but I have been hesitating and refusing to speak out.

This is not something to talk about lightly.

After hesitating for a long time, Dongfang was very upset to see that I had been silent.I stretched my hand to his back and pressed him in my arms. He curled up on me like a big child. My chest hurt a little from being pressed by him, but I was content with it.

Looking at his eyes, the corners of the eyes were still slightly red, I couldn't help but reach out to rub them, the tears had already dried up, he blinked, and the long eyelashes rubbed against my palm.

Everything in my heart collapsed, and I finally said with difficulty: "...I have done many things that I am sorry to you."

He frowned slightly.

"Do you believe that after death, people will go back to the past... Just like the storybook of the white lady you read that day, reincarnation and transformation, life and life change and rebirth... Dongfang, do you believe it? I died once , so come back to you. I want to come back to pay for my sins, I owe you, I owe you a debt." I gently stroked his back, Dongfang listened quietly in my arms, I didn't look Perhaps he didn't dare to look at it, so he stared blankly at the pattern on the top of the curtain, but it was actually pitch black and he couldn't see clearly.

"I am a despicable person. In order to gain power and wealth, I killed many people under the guise of your name. You gave me everything you could, but I was still greedy, and I raised you outside behind my back." Woman, you brought Ren Woxing to kill you in the end. I thought you would hate me, but you didn't. Not only did you not hate me, but you also wanted to save my life for me before you died. Unfortunately, none of us survived... ..." I closed my eyes, even though I have been reborn for a long time, I still hate to recall this part, "You were killed by me."

Dongfang listened quietly.

"Sometimes I also wonder if this is a long dream, but if I don't wake up from this dream, I will be by your side every day. If so, I am willing to live in this dream for the rest of my life. Dongfang, I died once, and many things in my memory are blurred, and many people are different, but only you are in my heart, and you are eternal, so in this world, I only have you. My In my heart, there is no one or anything more important than you. I live for you. If you are gone, my life will be over. Why should you worry that I will leave you? I don’t care about anything in this world , What does the worldly vision have to do with me? It doesn’t matter whether you are poor or rich, as long as you are enough for me.”

"The reason why I didn't tell you is not because I want to leave your side one day, I just..." I lowered my head and smiled bitterly, "I'm just afraid that you don't want me..."

I let out a long sigh: "I have done the worst thing in the world to you, I have let you down so much, I will never forget your eyes, I have done so many wrong things, if I don't hide the shame Will you still look at me when it comes to your affairs? I have always been a despicable and selfish person. I have been like this in my previous life, and I am no different in this life. In fact, I had the opportunity to stay away from you and protect you from a distance, just like every loyal person I'm like a servant. But I didn't. In the end, I still obeyed the desire to monopolize you. Dongfang, I am the kind of person they say, I just deliberately approach you, please you, and I have lied to you in many other things You, I am even more humble, shameless, and filthy than what they said. Qi Chuang is right, people like me are going to hell. But, you held me back, you saved me... ..."

I didn't go on, because Dongfang hugged me tightly, he was breathing heavily, he was still a little drunk, and his words were blurred, but he looked at me with clean and innocent eyes like a child, and he said seriously: "Yang Lianting, I'm not a good person, it's just right that you are so bad."

I was amused by his words and looked at him with a slight smile.Yes, we are not good people, so we fit together so as not to harm others.I also hugged him back with all my strength, and the two of us hugged each other tightly, kissing non-stop, our limbs entangled like a tree, and we exhausted all our strength until both of us were almost out of breath.

He didn't say whether he believed it, and I don't think I need to ask, his hug said it all to me.

The faint moonlight came in through the window lattice and shone on our naked bodies. I never knew that the night could be so gentle.

Dongfang fell asleep peacefully in my arms.

I stared quietly at his sleeping face, lowered my head and kissed the tip of his nose.

East, you probably won't believe it.

For a long time, I felt like I was walking in the dark, and I couldn't get out no matter how I walked.

And you are my light in this dark world, as long as I think of it, I will feel warm.