[Comprehensive] The leader's knot occurs in this life

The willow trees on both sides of Xishi Street are tall and dense, and the willow branches hung with red silk gauze lanterns are covered with a little snow, which just fell on the lanterns and melted again, soaking the gauze. Misty.

On the way, I bought a large oil paper umbrella with 28 ribs. I picked the red color that is the most favorite in the East. The corners were embroidered with delicate autumn peonies. I held the umbrella for him, and the two of them squeezed silently in the bustling crowd. After watching for a while, the ones playing monkeys, the ones holding bowls, and the ones breaking boulders in their chests, they wandered around until midnight.

Dongfang walked on the right, my right hand was still clasped with Dongfang's little finger, and I was covering it with heat, so I could only hold the umbrella with my left hand awkwardly, Dongfang looked at me sideways, quite speechless, I With a thick skin, he just didn't let go.

The number of times I went out with him in my previous life was few and far between, and most of them were by myself. I have walked this West Market Street thousands of times, and the people around me have changed from batch to batch, but I have never held hands with him like this. walk slowly.

I was about to reach the head of Yangliu Bridge, and suddenly a strong smell of wine wafted in the wind. My heart moved, and before I could say anything, Dongfang stopped walking and praised: "Good wine."

He loves wine, I know that.

I looked to the side, and saw a dark alley full of people, from the end of the alley to the end of the alley. I saw that the tavern didn't even have a signboard, and it was hidden in the deep alley. There was only a bar in front of the door. The flag hangs diagonally, and two small lanterns are lit.

"Master, wait for me here, I'll go buy it." I looked around, found the eaves of a big family, wiped and wiped the stone pier there, put Dongfang there, and took a snack from the bag one before him.Dongfang glared at me, but for the sake of eating, he reluctantly lifted up his clothes and sat down.

I walked to the back of the long line and looked east again.I left him the rabbit lamp and the red umbrella that I insisted on buying. The naive little rabbit lamp was in his hand, and the umbrella was on his shoulder. The powder cake was eaten slowly, and there was a bag full of delicious food on his body, which attracted the attention of passers-by.

I lowered my head and grinned, finally understanding why he glared at me just now.

According to his temper, he must have just rushed in, picked up the wine jar, threw a few coins and left, there would be no leisure to wait in line, but I just saw that many of the people who bought wine were people from the quack Well, they must also be skilled in martial arts, and they are willing to obey the rules. I am afraid that the tavern owner has a few tricks.

Although people in this world who are more skilled than the East don't know if they were born or not, but it's always a bad mood if there is a big trouble.

Dongfang didn't look at those who were staring at him, he lowered his head to eat intently, his cheeks were bulging, he moved every move, very well-behaved.I watched and laughed again, but for some reason, my heart gradually became lonely again.

He was only about ten steps away from me, separated by the crowds of people coming and going, and the dim yellow light slightly illuminated his face, which was pure and unmistakable, shining alone.I couldn't help thinking of the Dongfang who was imprisoned by me. He often sat on the stone steps for a long time, waiting for a hypocritical lover.

I found a puppet to sit behind the Chengde Palace for him, and the power of the Sun Moon God Sect can be regarded as falling into my hands.At that time, I often came to see him, he was always happy to see me, and called out with a low eyebrow and a smile: "Brother Lian, you are here."

I seldom slept with him, and once in a while it ended in a hurry. I like women, and I am not used to having sex with men. It was the first time I had the courage to separate his legs when I was drinking. In his weak years, reckless and ignorant, he only thought that men were similar to women, and he didn't know how serious he was after drinking. I heard him groan in pain, and I only asked, "Are you in pain?"

He insisted and said, it doesn't hurt, Brother Lian, I don't hurt.

When I woke up the next day, he was lying in my arms with a pale face, and there was a dry dark blood stain under his body.

How could he bleed so much, I was a little scared, I had never seen him so fragile, but when he woke up and saw my expression, he seemed to be more afraid that I would dislike him, and quickly said: "It's okay, a little Injury, it will be fine in a few days...tomorrow!"

I didn't know what to do, I found Jinchuang medicine for him, but I didn't know if it would work.He just said it's okay, it's okay.After that day, I felt very guilty and dared not go to him for a long time.When I saw him later, I only felt that he had lost a lot of weight, but I didn't know that he had a high fever for three days, and it took seven or eight days for the injuries behind him to heal.

And he didn't mention anything, he was relieved to see me again.

In those few days, he had a fever, and he was still waiting for me anxiously. The more he waited, the colder his heart became, and the more desperate he became, but he didn't despair of my ruthlessness.

Afterwards, he stayed with me overnight, and he would stretch himself behind to get ready while taking a shower. After finishing, he also washed himself.Occasionally seeing me awake, he would cherish that little time and talk to me with meaningless gossip.

Once, he asked me in a very low voice, "Brother Lian, will you love me?"

I was half asleep and half awake, and hummed perfunctorily.

Just like that, no one would take it seriously. If it were the concubines I raised outside, they would have been coquettishly clamoring for an accurate statement, or coquettishly saying that they don't believe it, and if they don't believe it, you will only believe me if you kiss me.

He didn't say anything, just lowered his eyes and smiled lightly, looking very satisfied.

It was only later that I remembered how he asked me.

He didn't ask if you love me.What he asked was will you love me.He knows better than anyone else that I don't love him.

Another time, he asked me if I would like to be a man or a woman in my next life.

How old is he, and he is thinking about the next life, as if there is no hope in this life.

Before I could answer, he said, "I want to be a woman."

I know this. After he practiced "Sunflower Treasure", he came up with this idea.I think I know the answer, but for some reason, I still ask him: "Why?"

He leaned over to lean on my shoulder, and I put my arms around his bare and thin shoulders, when I heard his voice suddenly soften: "No reason, just thinking, that way I can be with you openly... "

I will never forget his words.

It was already late at night, and the sound of silk and bamboo in the Qin Building of the Chu Pavilion on the other side of the river floated and scattered in the wind.I bought the wine and shook my head slightly. The past was too disturbing. If I wanted to move forward, I could only keep them in my heart, but after a long time, I seemed to be sinking deeper and deeper.

Slowly walking out of the alley, Dongfang was still sitting there, the man under the umbrella in red was flamboyant, his eyebrows were lightly painted golden by the light, he looked cold and arrogant, as if he was thousands of miles away from others.But his appearance makes me feel relieved. I hope that he will always be so lonely and powerful, with no eyesight, and stop showing the bitter and lonely smile in his previous life.

Carrying two urns of apricot flower wine, I walked towards Dongfang, he seemed to have heard my footsteps, and raised his head, I was about to smile at him, but I saw flowers in front of me, and a group of people surrounded Dongfang.

I only heard a man smile wretchedly and say: "Beauty, give me a smile!"