Rebirth one way to the north

The window of the room was open, and the wind and heat wave came in through the window, blowing up the corner of the white curtain printed with green bamboo, like a tentative little hand, reaching for the double-bell alarm clock on the bedside table one after another.

Mo Bei was lying on the soft and thin mattress, under which was a summer mat—after that serious illness, he was very afraid of the cold, and he didn’t dare to sleep directly on the summer mat when it was so hot, so he had to lay another thin mattress or add a few more sheets , Otherwise, you will feel a slight coolness penetrating into the internal organs along the pores of the skin.Although it is cool, it is easy to cough after sleeping.

He pressed his face against the pearly teddy bear, thinking silently.

Mo Bei likes to hug things when he sleeps. Before his rebirth, his bed, sofa, and floor were full of all kinds of cushions, pillows, and plush toys, and he could grab one and hug him anytime, anywhere.But after being reborn, all he can hug is a pillow besides the quilt.Wei Yuxuan heard him talk about wanting a teddy bear more than once, so he asked Teng Jimin to get him a genuine one from abroad.

In fact, Mo Bei didn't have to have teddy bears, he just used "teddy bears" instead of all huggable toys to express his resentment.Before that, Mo Bei pestered his grandma to make a pair of candy-shaped pillows, one at home and the other at grandma's.However, he was happy to receive the gift from Wei Yuxuan. He and Wei Yuxuan had a serious discussion all afternoon about the bear's name, and finally decided to call it... "Little Mao".

Xiaomao is very soft and heals, but it can't make Mo Bei's buttocks and wounds on his back no longer hurt.

Since he was reborn, it was the first time that Mo Bei had been spanked by Sun Lihua—here was a spanking spanking, not the usual two slaps.

The cause of the incident was the novel published by Mo Bei. The murderer kept killing children, and arranged their bodies and the scene like still life paintings full of perverted artistic sense. Unfortunately, she was abused and repeatedly abandoned by her mother since she was a child.

The murderer's mother gave birth to him when he was a teenager. Because of fear and poverty, he didn't have much love and sense of responsibility for his son, but every time he abandoned him, he would return to his mother by coincidence, which made the mother feel that the son was A burden that could never be shaken off, he doubled down on his abuse.When the murderer grows up, he has the physical ability to fight against his mother, but he is always at the lowest level of oppression psychologically.

However, his mother's attitude towards him has not changed. She still beats and scolds him frequently, and never saves him face in front of his friends.This made the murderer hate the mother very much, but hated the timid self who dared not resist even more, so he passed the hatred on to the innocent children.When he killed a child, deep down he felt that he had killed a cowardly self. He was both pitiful and hurt, and couldn't stop.

Later, the mother, who still looked young and beautiful, became pregnant again, and the father of the child in her belly was still unknown.This made the murderer feel that another version of himself was about to be copied, and he was going to experience a tragic childhood again. He could no longer suppress his fear and resentment, and finally aimed the butcher knife at his mother.

But this time, he killed his mother in the messy and dirty kitchen, just like kitchen waste thrown away, announcing the end of his misfortune.

Mo Bei did not comment on the murderer in the story. All the narratives are calm and objective, but it makes readers shudder.

After the novel was published, it caused a lot of controversy. Many people could hardly imagine that a mother would do such a great harm to her child, and felt that the author was just making up and sensationalizing.

Some people think that although the mother was at fault, the murderer should not be so full of hatred, let alone vent his hatred on innocent people. The final matricide is unbelievable. According to the author's logic, even parents would not dare Stop beating and scolding and disciplining your children, otherwise what will happen if you raise a murderer!

Some people think that both mother and son are at fault, but the reason why the son became a murderer is because of his own personality flaws. Otherwise, he was not the only child who was abused by his parents when he was a child. Why didn't others kill?

Some people complained that they had similar experiences in their childhood, and that even after they grew up, they were still under the control and mental violence of their parents, but they dared not speak out because they were afraid of being accused of "unfilial piety". In severe cases, they even wanted to commit suicide.

Some people say that this is just a novel, and it is just a mystery novel. The focus is not on the relationship between the murderer and the mother, but on the detective's reasoning process to solve the case.However, some people say that what triggered the whole case was the perverted psychology of the murderer, and the cause of this psychology is precisely the shadow of childhood, and the murderer's mother is the source of all misfortunes.Some people also said that if it is going to be deduced in this way, then this mother is also very unfortunate. She lost her virginity and became pregnant when she was a teenager. She has no parents to educate her, and no one to help her. Some are just villains who covet her beauty. He vented his resentment towards the family and the society on his son, but subjectively, he did not want his son to become a murderer.

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All kinds of controversies raged, and some readers even wrote to the magazine, requesting them not to use any works at 37° north latitude, because his three views were not correct and his thoughts were dark, and the articles should be written to convey the truth. Highlight enlightenment.

A reader wrote in a letter: "...A few days ago, my ten-year-old son lied to me that he was going to his classmate's home to do homework in order to play video games with his classmates. I remember this lesson in my heart, but when I think of this novel, I can't slap my hand anymore. I am afraid that my son will appear in front of me ten years later with a bloody sharp knife. But today, this Kid lied again! I regret not beating him the first time he lied, making him think that lying is not a big mistake, making him think that lying can always be used in exchange for sweetness. This time I hit him, He cried and said, "Dad, I don't dare anymore." Well, at least I don't have to worry about ten years from now my son will be accused of fraud and say to me: "Dad, I am here because of you." of.'"

The father, who was always caught in the imagination that his son would become a criminal in the future, scolded 37°N latitude in the second half of the letter, thinking that the author was an extreme bastard, exaggerating ordinary trivial matters into a murder case, making people like him Such a pure and kind person almost doesn't know how to educate children, which is too damning.In fact, as the old saying goes, filial sons are born under the stick. Which Chinese people were not raised by being beaten and scolded, but they still produce sages and great men. How come murderers appear in the writing of 37°N latitude?It can be seen that at 37° north latitude, I am too evil in my heart!

However, the sales of this issue of "Woodpecker" that published this novel have doubled-many readers are belatedly aware of other people's scolding, so they want to see what the scolded novel is about.

Sun Lihua only thought of buying a copy to read after listening to colleagues discussing it at work, only to find out that the author is her son...

Sun Lihua's face turned pale at the time, and the first thing she did when she got home was to call her son to scold her, and asked Mo Bei to explain why she wrote such an evil, dark, and immoral novel.At first, she didn't want to do anything, but Mo Bei actually talked back, saying that she couldn't explain things like writing to her!

Alienated, contemptuous, rebellious, disobedient, self-assertive, disrespectful to parents, embarrassing parents, alienated from morals, and ignorant of good people... For a moment, many fragments of negative energy flashed through Sun Lihua's mind, and she didn't even know that she had slapped her How did he swing it out, and seeing that Mo Bei didn't hide or dodge, but just looked at him with indescribable eyes, Sun Lihua's string of reason was finally blown.

Fortunately, the tool that Sun Lihua had at hand was a broom, not a stove hook. Otherwise, when Mo Xiangyang came home to stop his wife, Mo Bei might have had a bleeding head.As it is now, it's just beaten up, and the bruises are all under the swollen skin, which is not bad.

Originally, Sun Lihua regretted it as soon as she came back to reason, and she also felt distressed for beating the child like this, but Mo Bei didn't say a word and didn't shed a tear, and even his expression was too calm, which made Sun Lihua feel very weird and angry.

"Look at him, he still doesn't admit his mistake, and still looks at me like this! What do you mean by him? Does he hate me or blame me? Is he thinking about killing me too?" Sun Lihua was so angry that her voice was straight. shake.

Mo Xiangyang comforted her and told her not to confuse fiction with reality.

Sun Lihua sat on the sofa and cried: "Didn't the teacher still say to learn to summarize the central idea when learning Chinese? Didn't he always let the students understand the author's thoughts and feelings reflected in the article? Doesn't every article have an environmental background? Then you Tell me, when Xiaobei wrote this novel, what kind of thoughts and feelings did he reflect? Doesn’t he just hate me as a mother?”

Mo Xiangyang could only wink at his son, telling him to bow his head and admit his mistake.

Mo Bei touched his swollen buttocks and said, "It hurts."

After that, Sun Lihua never spoke to Mo Bei.The cold war between mother and son made Mo Xiangyang and Mo Jie very uncomfortable. Mo Xiangyang wanted to be a lubricant, but he would either get his wife crying heartbroken, or get the back of his son's head...

Mo Jie has gotten a lot of benefits these days. Sun Lihua cooks her delicious food, buys new clothes, and buys toys. I can’t point it out, mom will depend on you from now on, you have to live up to it.”

Mo Jie felt a lot of pressure.

Putting Xiao Mao on the other side of the pillow, Mo Bei thought about it. When he was just reborn, he also thought about how to change the relationship with his mother.Thinking about it later, as long as his father is alive and well, his relationship with his mother will not be as bad as in his previous life at worst.

Although Sun Lihua was irritable and irritable, she still listened to Mo Xiangyang's opinions most of the time, and the time when she really went to extremes in the way she treated her children was after Mo Xiangyang's death.At that time, she was under a lot of mental pressure and was on the verge of collapse. If she hadn't been able to vent to her children, and later had Qi Jingzhong's love and protection, she might have gone crazy or committed suicide.For Sun Lihua, to some extent, beating and scolding her son is equivalent to taking antidepressant drugs to reduce stress.

If Mo Bei was a dutiful son lying on the ice and begging for carp, he should be happy about it, but it's a pity that he is selfish and stingy, and he deeply feels that he is at a disadvantage.And even after being reborn, he still cares about these things. Even if he can no longer hate his mother, he still doesn't want to forgive her.Like Mo Jie, obediently cuddling in his mother's arms and acting like a baby, he would get goosebumps just thinking about it.

Therefore, it is best to be as cold and indifferent as you are now, and let no one interfere.