Rebirth one way to the north

"Here, buy roasted sweet potatoes and eat them. Don't play around here. It's getting in the way." Sun Wuyue took out two dollars from his pocket and handed them to Mo Bei.

Mo Bei put it into his pocket unceremoniously, and then, one with Xia Duo continued to squat next to the door like a small stone lion; the other continued to follow the worker's buttocks, and kept asking questions: "Master, what is this machine for? Master, what is that part for? Master, can I try it?"

Sun Wuyue pulled Xia Duo out from under a car, who was eager to try it with a jack in his hand: "Oh, my ancestor, you are not afraid of smashing it. Take Xiaobei out to play quickly, and let our director see it and scold him."

Xia Duo said, "Uncle, teach me how to fix cars."

Sun Wuyue said, "I told Teacher Xia that you played truant."

Xia Duo said, "Goodbye, uncle."

"Sister Qi, is this my nephew, isn't she beautiful?" Sun Liping pinched Mo Bei's face happily, showing off to other salespersons.

Xia Duo saw a red finger mark on Mo Bei's cheek, and gasped in distress: "Auntie let go, you have pinched Bei Bei's face red."

Only then did Sun Liping realize that she had used too much energy, so she quickly rubbed Mo Bei and kissed him again as compensation.

Sister Qi pointed at Xia Duo and asked, "Is this your nephew too?"

Sun Liping said, "This is my nephew's buddy."

"Both children are good-looking enough. Look at other children, how do they look like?" Another salesperson praised, "It's cold weather, and you know how to send roasted sweet potatoes to my aunt, so sensible."

Many aunts and aunts came to rub the two children with overflowing maternal love, touching one and kissing the other.After a while, Xia Duo couldn't hold it anymore, "Auntie, you are busy, I'm leaving with Beibei. Goodbye, auntie, goodbye aunties."

All the aunts and aunts are still reluctant to part: "Let's play for a while."

Xia Duo dragged Mo Bei and trotted away from the department store, muttering in a low voice: "Women are so scary, give them a little doll, and they will spoil it within an hour."

Mo Bei said, "Could it be that you were brought up by men?"

Xia Duo said seriously: "I was brought up by robots."

Too much science fiction, kid.

The magazine office has an old man who is a gatekeeper, and they are not allowed to enter.In the end, Wei Yuxuan was called out to get the key, and the two went to Gong Xiaobai's house to play.Da Wang and Nao Nao were brought over by Wei Yuxuan to watch the house. Although they did not have Aunt Yang's care, it seems that these two guys are quite adapted to life in Yunbian.

It was probably because he hadn't seen Mo Bei for a while, Nao Nao was so excited that he kept struggling with the iron chain to pounce on Mo Bei, worrying Xia Duo enough, for fear that Nao Nao would lose control and bite Mo Bei.By the way, he also described to Mo Bei how terrible it is to get rabies: "...and then you will become a monster! Two eyes are blood red, such a long halazi flows out, swaying as you walk, and your nails become pointy , Scratch a hole in the door! It can bite people! If you catch it, you can bite it. Not only people, but also other animals, such as dogs, cats, chickens, and ducks. Other habits will also be similar to those of dogs. Same, when I see a cat, it barks, wags its tail, and wags its buttocks without a tail. Well, it’s still pussy.”

Mo Bei: "..." Well, the last sentence really scared him.

After playing with the king and Naoxiao for a while, it was already noon.Neither Gong Xiaobai nor Wei Yuxuan came back, but there is food in the kitchen, it just needs to be warmed up.This time, Xia Duo looked at Mo Bei with the eyes of a star, "Beibei, you are so good, you can even light a fire to cook! It smells so good!"

Mo Bei said, "After dinner, you wash the dishes."

Xia Duo was very obedient: "Okay."

The expected scene of smashing the bowl did not happen. Although Xia Duo's movements were clumsy, he was more serious.Mo Bei rewarded him with a big white rabbit, which was given by an aunt in the department store in the morning.

In the afternoon, the two played games for a while, watched the video for a while, and then there was no more. Sun Liping and Gong Xiaobai came back together. Sun Liping's face was pale: "Xiaobei, your mother was in a car accident!"

Mo Bei looked at Sun Liping dumbly, he didn't understand, what does "your mother was in a car accident" mean?Are you referring to Sun Lihua?He doesn't remember that part.

Sun Liping didn't have time to wait for her nephew to recover. While hurriedly putting on his coat, she choked up and muttered incoherently: "I don't know what the injury is. Your grandma was so scared when she received the letter." Yard fell and broke his hand. Xiaobei is not afraid, it’s okay, it’s not a big deal. Your mother’s life is hard. How could there be a car accident? What a bad driver, how did you drive the car. It shouldn’t be a big deal Son, I didn't answer the call, and your grandma couldn't explain it when she was in a hurry. You'll know when you go back and have a look...."

Xia Duo stared nervously at Mo Bei, and Gong Xiaobai patted his head: "Can I go home by myself?"

Xia Duo nodded quickly: "Okay. Uncle Gong, Beibei may be frightened, so take care of him."

Gong Xiaobai smiled: "I have a heart."

Gong Xiaobai drove his grandma, Sun Liping, Sun Wuyue and Mo Bei back to Dongbin, and rushed straight to the county hospital.

To everyone's relief, Sun Lihua's injury was not serious.She went to the countryside with the guidance of the director. On the way back to the county, two cars collided with each other. The colleague sitting in the passenger seat was the most injured, and he still hasn't come out of the operating room.Sun Lihua was sitting in the back row. Apart from some bruises, her right wrist was fractured, and her cervical spine slipped off.

Sun Lihua seemed to be in good spirits. Seeing everyone rushing in, she complained to Mo Xiangyang: "Look, you scared our mother, why did you come all the way here?"

Grandma was very angry: "Can't you tell me that my daughter was in a car accident? This neck, this neck... is it paralyzed?"

Mo Xiangyang hurriedly explained to his grandma, and it was with great difficulty that his grandma was relieved.Sun Liping suddenly asked, "Where's Xiaojie?"

Mo Xiangyang slapped his thigh. He was so busy working on his wife's injury and notifying his mother-in-law that he even forgot about his daughter who was at home.It's past seven o'clock in the evening, Mo Jie must have finished school, but no one has notified Mo Jie of her mother's accident.

Sun Lihua assigned a task: "This is a foolish head. Mom, you go home and cook first. It's so late and I'm hungry. Just let Wu Yue stay with me here. Let Liping come to accompany me on the bed after dinner. Xiangyang don't come I'm tired of you today. Mom, help me watch Xiangyang, he has to go to work tomorrow."

What else did Mo Xiangyang want to say, but his grandma made a final decision: "That's it. Wuyue, stay with your sister well, don't be lazy."

Sun Wuyue didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Don't worry, I will definitely serve my sister with the standard of serving Lafayette."

Everyone rushed out again, Sun Wuyue was ordered by Sun Lihua to fetch hot water, and Mo Bei, who had been standing in the corner, slowly walked to the hospital bed at this time.As soon as Sun Lihua saw him, she became anxious: "Oh, what a fool, why did I forget you here. Hurry up and chase him, your father and the others must not have left the hospital gate yet."

Mo Bei said, "Mom, does it hurt?"

Sun Lihua was startled, her anxious expression gradually calmed down, she smiled at her son, and said softly: "Mom doesn't hurt, don't be afraid, good son."

Mo Bei put his hand on the back of Sun Lihua's hand, and he realized that his hand was shaking all the time.Sun Lihua held her son's little hand in her palm with her backhand. Although her own hand was cold, she still rubbed her hands to keep her son warm, and she was still comforting: "It's really okay. Mom's injury won't last ten days and half a month." That’s fine. Look at that foolish dad of yours. He was so scared that he lost his soul when he saw the blood on my body, and it scared you all. In fact, the blood is someone else’s. Mom told you, I will take a car in the future You have to sit in the back, the seat behind the driver, the safest place."

Mo Bei said, "Mom, what were you thinking when the car crashed?"

Sun Lihua said: "I hit it right away, so I didn't have time to think about it. However, I thought a lot on the way to the hospital. At that time, my neck was dislocated, and I didn't know if I would...Anyway, I thought, if I really No, how will your father lead you two sisters? If your father finds another one, can she treat you and your sister well? Do you have to fight with others with your stubborn temper? Oh, it's useless to think It's gone."

Mo Bei pressed his forehead to Sun Lihua's hand and whispered, "Mom, I don't want you to die."

Sun Lihua smiled: "Silly boy, Mom is not doing well. Don't be afraid."

Mo Bei said: "I think you and my dad are both healthy and live a long life."

Sun Lihua felt hot tears dripping on her hands, thinking that this time she really scared the child.Although his son is usually a little distant from him, but at this time, he can see that he is still his own, and he knows that he loves him. "Well, your father and I can live as old monsters, but I'm afraid that you and your sister will dislike us two old immortals."

Mo Bei whispered, "Just don't dislike me."

When Sun Wuyue came back with the hot water bottle, he groaned when he saw the scene: "Why did you leave Xiao Bei behind?"

Mo Bei wiped away tears on the bed sheet and raised his head: "I'll go back when my aunt comes over."

Sun Wuyue said: "That's fine too. Are you hungry? Let me buy you something first to fill you up?"

Mo Bei shook his head, but Sun Lihua still asked Sun Wuyue to make him a cup of milk powder.

After all, Sun Lihua was frightened and injured again, so she closed her eyes and rested now.Sun Wuyue sat on the chair, checking how much of the eldest sister's IV was left, and then washed a hot towel and put it on the hand where the eldest sister had the IV drip.

Mo Bei's trembling hands gradually calmed down under the temperature of the hot milk. On the way back to Dongbin, his mind was a little numb.Because Sun Lihua never had a car accident in her previous life, Mo Bei understood that this was the butterfly effect of her rebirth.Anyone who has watched the movie "The Butterfly Effect" knows that going back to the past and changing a certain key point or just a small thing will make a big turn in the future development of life, and the final result may not be a blessing.For example, the hero saved the innocent in the "past" detonator incident and got rid of guilt, but when he returned to the "now" point in time, he found that he had become disabled in that accident; "Past" rescued the puppy, but his friend killed someone and was put in a mental hospital, and the girl he loved became a drug addict...

If my mother was in a car accident because of my own rebirth, would my father's death come as scheduled?

Perhaps, the key point that caused the death of the father will change the time, place, and person with this car accident, so that when the day comes again, the father will avoid disaster.So, is the father's safety and sound equal to the exchange of the mother's life?

At that time, Mo Bei didn't know how Sun Lihua's injuries were, and whether she would survive, but there was a dark corner in his heart that was hissing: It's worth it to trade mother's life for father's life!As long as she is dead, she will never be beaten and humiliated by her again!As long as she is dead, she will never be abandoned by her for coming out in the future!As long as she died, he would never face the fear of being locked up in a mental hospital again!

However, another rational voice said coldly: All the injuries you have suffered and the mistakes you have made have already happened. Even if you are reborn, even if your destiny in this life changes, it is impossible to erase it. The wound left in your heart from the previous life.What will happen in this life, and what has happened in your previous life are not drawing papers that can be altered.

The devil is neighing: What do you care about so much, just focus on the present!Do you think that a small Asian butterfly flapping its wings can really set off a tornado in the Americas in a few months?God knows whether there is a real relationship between the two, or else the Tokyo earthquake could be said to have been caused by the bullets they fired in Nanjing that year.You just need to change what is happening in front of you according to your own will, and what happens in the future is not your responsibility.As long as you do your best, you can have a clear conscience!

Reason is sneering: Even if you don’t do anything, your rebirth is already flapping the wings of a butterfly, it’s better to let nature take its course, don’t try to make big changes, that will only make things worse and worse. bad.Maybe because of you as a butterfly, not only your mother will die in a car accident, but your father will also die. Even if it is not the accident in the previous life, it will be due to other reasons.Acknowledge the reality!

No, this is not reason, this is not the devil, these are all delusions, all are auditory hallucinations.It's time to take medicine, it's time to take medicine... Where's my medicine?

By the way, I'm born again, my brain chemicals are now in balance, I'm healthy, I'm not sick.I am healthy.

Mo Bei bit his knuckles hard, but he was still shaking when he walked into the hospital and saw his mother on the hospital bed.At that moment, he was almost overwhelmed by the huge guilt in his heart.

Mo Bei, Mo Bei, you are actually fantasizing about your mother's death, and secretly excited and joyful about it?That's your mother!your mother!She hurt you, but she also raised you.She abandoned you, but you also abandoned her.She gave you life, and you gave her shame.She made you young and homeless, and you made her old and homeless.Is this what a filial son should do?You're still fantasizing about seeing her dead body!

Mo Bei, you are terrible!You are so dark!You are so unfilial!You are a white-eyed wolf!Haven't you heard that there are no perfect parents in the world.Haven't you heard that there are no parents who don't love their children.No matter what she does, the fundamental starting point is because she loves you, isn't it?

No, it's not.

That is not love.That's not good love.That is not rational love.

It's all lies, lazy and illogical lies.

I can't be controlled by this lie, I can't be enslaved by it, it will kill me, Ling Chi!

Mo Bei, you are lying when you say you don't want your mother to die.If your mother is not dead, the price is that you have to exchange the happiness of your life, will you be willing? No, no, don't rush to confess, you won't, you don't think so at all in your heart.Otherwise, in the previous life, she forced you to be a heterosexual, and she even knelt down to beg you in pain, why did you still say no with tears?You know a woman will be happy if you give up your own happiness, pretend to be straight, marry and have children, but you still say no.Do you think she will be fine if she beats you, puts you under house arrest, and sends you to a mental hospital?She got a heart attack because of you, you know?

Mo Bei, you are a coward!coward!Selfish!Shameless!

God, you want to save your dad, but you want your mom to die!

You don't deserve to live in this world!It's meaningless to be reborn in you!Why don't you die!

"Xiao Bei? Xiao Bei?" Sun Wuyue shook Mo Bei anxiously, even spilling the milk in the cup.Just now the child shrank at the foot of the bed in a daze, but then began to shake his head slightly, talking to himself in a low voice, he couldn't hear what he was saying, and felt that the child seemed to be a demon.Sun Lihua was already sound asleep, and Sun Wuyue didn't dare to scream loudly, so he could only hug Mo Bei out of bed and shake him on his lap.

The focus of Mo Bei's eyes was finally on Sun Wuyue. He breathed lightly and smiled, "I won't commit suicide."

Sun Wuyue felt a chill from the top of his head to the soles of his feet, and he shivered.

Mo Bei nestled in his arms and said in a sleepy tone, "I want to live well."