Rebirth one way to the north

Mo Jie has been sensible since he was a child. After eating the canned food, he knows how to clean the bottle and hang it to dry. It can be used to hold pickles, or wait for Sun Lihua to weave a woolen cover to put it on, and use it as a teacup for Mo Xiangyang.

Sun Lihua is dexterous, and her training direction for her daughter is also capable of housework, but she has no requirements for her son in this regard, so Mo Bei didn't learn to cook until the few years when he went to England.

In fact, Mo Bei envied his sister when he was a child. He also wanted to be a girl. Although he had to learn to do housework, he would not be beaten.

If the siblings made a mistake, they would receive different punishments: Mo Jie would be fined to stand and write big characters; Mo Bei would be fined to kneel and be beaten.Even if he didn't make any mistakes, if Sun Lihua was in a bad mood, Mo Bei would still get beaten.The only difference lies in whether it is a beating or a few random slaps.In this day and age, it is common for parents to beat their children, and no one thinks it is unusual or wrong.Even children themselves are extraordinarily prudent. After being beaten, they touch the sore spots, and when they come back, they should eat and play, without delaying anything.

Boys should be tough, they should be beaten and raised, and dutiful sons should be born under the stick; girls should be gentle, they should be pampered, and they should go out of the hall and into the kitchen.

Some of Sun Lihua's concepts are very old and stubborn, and no one can change them.

When Mo Bei was kidnapped at home, Sun Lihua was so anxious that her tonsils became inflamed, her neck was swollen, and her mouth had several blisters.In this way, she still refuses to ask for leave and insists on going to work every day, for fear of being seen as a joke.

Mo Xiangyang couldn't do anything about his wife's stubbornness. He felt sorry for his son and wanted to spend a few days with Mo Bei, but Sun Lihua didn't let him ask for leave, fearing that his salary would be deducted. "The two children need to be raised, and Xiaobei is going to school too, so why not spend money? In the future, the two children will have to go to high school, college, find a job, buy a house, and get married. How can they live without money?" Sun Lihua said. Said, Mo Xiangyang has nothing to do, a man is most afraid of being told by his wife that he can't support a family, and these words will whip him forward like a whip.

Fortunately, there were not many people undergoing surgery recently, so Mo Xiangyang took Mo Bei to his office to play.Dongbin County is a small place, and the hospital is also small, and the management is not strict. During winter and summer vacations, the shabby little lawn of less than ten square meters in front of the hospital becomes a playground for children.

Physician Wang Jinjun went to Mo Xiangyang's office to borrow tea, and saw Mo Bei sitting in a chair reading a book, his little head was covered by the book, so he smiled and said, "Doctor Mo, your son can read? Can you understand such a thick book?"

Mo Xiangyang also looked at Mo Bei in confusion, and said, "I recognize it a little bit, but I usually only read pictorials. Who knows what's going on these few days, and I won't go out to play."

Wang Jinjun took a closer look and was amused, "Hey, "Xu Mao and His Daughters", Xiao Bei, do you understand? What is this book about?"

Mo Bei looked up at Wang Jinjun slowly, and replied politely: "Hello, Uncle Wang. This book is a story about the turmoil of a family and the twists and turns of human nature during the Cultural Revolution."

Both Wang Jinjun and Mo Xiangyang were startled, and Wang Jinjun laughed in astonishment: "Doctor Mo, you taught this?"

Mo Xiangyang scratched his head, "I didn't teach it. Did the fuck teach it?"

After thinking about it, Wang Jinjun still didn't believe that Mo Bei could understand, "Xiao Bei, read a passage to Uncle, Uncle wants to read it too."

Mo Bei looked up at him slowly again, and said with a smile: "For a simple rural girl, love does not need to be 'talked'. How to talk? Her eyes and ears are more effective. She puts herself on After carefully considering what the men have seen and heard in their hearts, the success or failure of the matter is roughly settled. They are neither romantic like some intellectuals, nor are they ignorant of their future partners like their mothers in the previous generation. They can understand a hundred sentences by listening to one sentence. Miss Xu Jiayao, who is in her 20s, can't tell when and under what circumstances, she had such a thought in her heart: Apart from her father and sister, she It is necessary to have a like-minded person, talk to him what is in his heart, and fight side by side with him to build a new socialist countryside..."

The immature and clear child's voice read two pages at a leisurely pace, Mo Bei put down the book, raised his head and smiled and said, "Uncle Wang?"

Wang Jinjun looked at Mo Xiangyang in surprise and admiration: "Your son is a gifted child, right? You have to teach me some experience, and I will teach our Xiaoyong when I get home."

A nurse's loud voice came from outside: "Doctor Wang! Where is he? He's here to see a doctor!"

Only then did Wang Jinjun let go of Mo Xiangyang, who was dizzy from being questioned, and ran back to his office with half a can of tea in his arms.

Mo Xiangyang and Mo Bei stared at each other for a long time, then kissed Mo Bei's little cheek hard: "Good boy!"

Mo Bei kissed back: "Good dad!"

Mo Xiangyang laughed, and simply hugged Mo Bei and threw it high.The father and son played for a while, and then kissed each other affectionately. Then Mo Xiangyang sat down, let Mo Bei sit on his lap, and asked, "When did Xiaobei know so many characters?"

Mo Bei said, "I just got to know you."

Mo Xiangyang pointed out a few difficult words for Mo Bei to recognize, and Mo Bei misunderstood one or two on purpose. Mo Xiangyang was quite happy, thinking that his son might really be a little genius: "When I get off work, Dad will buy you ribs. "

Mo Bei curled his lips: "Mom will scold you for wasting money."

Mo Xiangyang said with great backbone: "Anyway, she can't return it after buying it. Do you want to eat it?"

Mo Bei said loudly, "I want to!"

Mo Xiangyang smiled and showed two rows of white teeth: "Okay, dad will buy whatever my precious son wants to eat. I have to feed my son fat."

Mo Bei stared blankly at Mo Xiangyang, thinking, Dad is really good-looking, and even better when he smiles, but unfortunately he couldn't remember his father's face clearly in the past.In her previous life, after Mo Xiangyang died unexpectedly, Sun Lihua locked all his photos in a box for fear of getting emotional.Later, Sun Lihua remarried, resigned to start a business, moved, moved, and moved again. After a few times, the box disappeared.In this way, Mo Bei gradually blurred his father's face in his memory.

This time, Mo Bei thought, he won't let his father die again, he won't let his sister marry that bastard Li Wei again, never again.

During dinner, Sun Lihua kept nagging about the two catties of pork ribs.

Before Mo Bei died, he hadn't contacted Sun Lihua for several years. Even so, he didn't miss his mother's nagging at all.

Mo Xiangyang picked up a piece of meaty pork ribs for Mo Bei, another piece for Mo Jie, and another piece for Sun Lihua, and said with a smile, "My wife, I was wrong, please forgive me."

Sun Lihua blushed: "Not serious." She is beautiful, and she is only in her 30s, which is the period when a flower blooms to its peak, so shy, Mo Xiangyang's eyes dazzled, and he hurriedly returned Give my wife and adults some food.

Sun Lihua rolled his eyes at him, and said angrily: "If I want to eat, I can't pinch it? It looks like you."

Mo Xiangyang smiled flatteringly: "It's right to serve my wife."

Sun Lihua blushed even more: "What are you talking about, the children are here. Don't be serious."

Mo Xiangyang was also a little embarrassed, so he hurriedly said to Mo Jie and Mo Bei who was blinking and staring at him, "Eat."

Mo Bei thought unkindly, it seems that today's parents will have a very "unserious" night.

Sure enough, Mo Xiangyang had the audacity to send Mo Jie and Mo Bei to sleep before even watching the news broadcast after dinner. As for how he and Sun Lihua exchanged feelings, children shouldn't know about it.

This three-bedroom, one-living house was built by Mo Xiangyang's parents when they were alive. The original plan was that they could live together when their son got married, and it would not be too crowded when their grandson was born. Unfortunately, the two elders passed away before seeing their son getting married. up.

Sun Lihua wanted to train children to be independent, so Mo Jie and Mo Bei had slept in a room by themselves since they were three years old.

Covering himself with a towel, Mo Bei habitually reached out to fish for the teddy bear, but it was empty.

It's not good to be reborn, even lost his old partner, Mo Bei thought in despair.

When he was sleeping, he couldn't fall asleep without hugging something. After tossing and turning for a long time, he had to dig out another old pillow from the cabinet to hug him.When I lay down, I still felt that the bed was too empty, so I took out the quilt and wrapped it around me. Although it was very hot, my heart felt at ease this time, and I could finally sort out my thoughts quietly.

In his previous life, Mo Bei only lived to be 33 years old. His short life was sometimes turbulent like a Hong Kong gangster movie, sometimes fresh and artistic like a Taiwan campus movie, sometimes bloody and chaotic like a mainland ethics movie, and sometimes interspersed with darkness Weird Japanese psychological film, life is so tiring!

To put it simply, Mo Bei's life can be divided into two stages——

Before the age of ten, after the age of ten.

Before the age of ten, he was a child with a father, healthy in body and mind.Although he is often beaten for being mischievous, he is still lively, happy, and full of curiosity about the world.His dream back then was to grow up to be a pirate, wearing a black blindfold and waving the skull flag majestically.

After the age of ten, his father died, and his life suddenly got out of control.

Sun Lihua is a very strong woman. She hopes that her husband and children are better than others, and that her life can be above the standard of ordinary people.The sudden death of her husband did not break her down, but it made her more obsessed with "quality life", which was directly reflected in her education of her children.

In the past, Mo Xiangyang adopted the education method that follows the free development of children's nature. He encouraged children to be curious and adventurous. He used Andersen, Stevenson, Zhang Tianyi, etc. to describe a multi-level education for children. , a vibrant, fun-filled world.When little Mo Bei was scribbling on the snow-white walls with crayons, Mo Xiangyang would laugh and laugh while buying picture books and new crayons for his son.He would teach little Mojie to sing: "Green grass, white mist, there is a beautiful woman on the side of the water..." By the way, he would teach her: "Guanguan Jujiu, in the river island. A fair lady, a gentleman is very good. "

Sun Lihua, on the other hand, required the child to get a score of [-] or above in each test, otherwise she would lose a point and be spanked, and her pants would be spanked.Later, the school set up various "interest classes", and she sent her children to learn, and if they didn't learn well, they still played.Little Mojie is obedient and good at studying, but he is not often punished; while Mo Bei is often scolded by the teacher for being naughty in class, and his academic performance fluctuates up and down, so getting beaten is a common occurrence.

After Mo Xiangyang's death, there was a period of time when Mo Bei was beaten very frequently.Once he forgot what had offended Sun Lihua, so Sun Lihua picked up the stove hook and whipped Mo Bei.When he grew up, Mo Bei recalled this experience, and felt that Sun Lihua was probably under too much pressure, and he was relieved and released from the domestic violence against him.However, such serious domestic violence made Mo Bei feel that his mother did not love him, his stepfather looked on coldly, and his sister was helpless. He was very disappointed in this family, so Mo Bei ran away from home when he was 14 years old.

During those days, the young and rebellious Mo Bei degenerated desperately. He stole, fought, robbed, and cheekily molested girls.Brother Nan was very kind to him, until the bed.During this period of time, Mo Bei knew that he liked men.

Two years later, Brother Nan was arrested in a crackdown and sentenced to death.Mo Bei changed his mind and returned home again. He read like crazy, and directly took the college entrance examination and was admitted to the university with his glasses smashed.

It was a brief period of reconciliation between Mo Bei and his mother, but unfortunately the good times didn't last long. In his sophomore year, Mo Bei fell in love with his senior, Zhao Wencheng, and came out for him.

Mo Bei knew that his mother would definitely not accept that his son was gay, but he didn't want his lover to be shamed. He made various plans in advance, preparing for a long-term war with his mother, and he was even prepared to be maimed.

But the result of the matter was still beyond Mo Bei's expectations. Sun Lihua found that he couldn't accept him, so she sent him to a mental hospital!Sun Lihua couldn't understand homosexuality. She thought it was a disease, either a physical problem or a mental problem.

Mo Bei can only use four words to describe his days in the mental hospital: life is worse than death.

After he finally left the mental hospital, Sun Lihua found that Mo Bei had not become a "normal person" as she had hoped, and was disappointed that she no longer recognized her son.Later, with the help of Mo Jie and his aunt Sun Liping, Mo Bei went to England to study. Without these two relatives, Mo Bei might be completely ruined.

If he hadn't experienced it himself, Mo Bei would never have believed that the mother who gave birth to him could be more terrifying than an enemy. He suffered from severe depression and couldn't control his thoughts of suicide.No one knows how much effort he has put in to make himself look like a normal person, to walk in the crowd without trembling with fear, to reduce the dose of medicine, and not to go to the hospital without supervision. Suicide.Mo Bei didn't know if his mother regretted it during the time he was destroyed, or if she had been looking forward to hearing the news of his death, and finally breathed a sigh of relief after crying...

Mo Bei got into the thick quilt, smothered himself half to death, and then stretched out his head to catch his breath. He really died once, and now he is doing it again. Does he have the right to have a less Miserable life?

From now on, can he repay kindness with kindness, revenge with revenge, and live happily?

Oh, when it comes to repaying kindness, Mo Bei remembered that he still doesn't know the name of the young man who saved him.