Green tea sick beauty after whitening

Qu Chang negative was actually very uncomfortable, and he didn't have any specific symptoms to say, but today he was tired and got wind, so he came up with bursts of splitting headaches, making people feel exhausted.

When Jing Qianjiang was around, he didn't want to make the other party worry, and kept talking and laughing. At this time, he couldn't stand it anymore and fell asleep drowsily.

In the middle, Jing Qianjiang was really worried, so he came back twice, fed Qu Changnegative two times of bitter medicine soup, and left with peace of mind when he saw that he didn't have a fever.

When Qu Changlu really woke up, the shadow of the sun had already moved to the west.

Probably the medicine had taken effect. He sat up and felt that he was recovering well. Xiao Duan, who was guarding outside, heard the movement, and immediately entered the tent to serve him.

Qu Chang negative said while putting on his coat, "Have you found Li Chang?"

Xiao Duan hesitated for a moment, and Qu Chang said, "That's right."

Xiao Duan: "...Yes."

Can't find this guy who is used to making troubles, it always makes people feel uneasy, Qu Changcheng asked Jing Qianjiang's whereabouts again, and then ordered: "Bring my cloak here, let's go out and have a look, don't worry about it." Tell King Jing that if he comes, just let someone talk to him."

He just went out for a walk, and saw Xiao Wu hurrying over again, and reported to Qu Zhang: "Master, Mr. Su and Liu Xianfeng are gone!"

Qu Chang said: "The two of them? When did you disappear?"

Xiao Wu led the soldiers guarding Su Xuan to the camp, and asked them to tell the whereabouts of Su Xuan, Liu Ji and others. Unfortunately, these people only heard a few sporadic conversations, and they couldn't say anything clearly. Why come.

Apart from the surprise at the beginning, Qu Changlu remained expressionless. He heard a few people talking upside down before saying, "Su Xuan probably went to look for Li Chang."

Xiao Wu said: "The young master means that he escaped back?"

Qu Chang negative shook his head: "If the purpose is to escape, then Su Xuan will definitely find a way not to disturb the disappearance of others. It is not his style to take away or kill Liu Ji and others. He is going to stop Li Shang. Now Mostly in..."

His fingers tapped on the table.

When he found out that Li Chang was missing, Qu Chang's first reaction was that the other party had returned to Pingzhou City to rescue soldiers, but according to the spies' summons, Li Chang had never returned to the government office.

Now it seems that he has not shown up for so long, he must have been tripped by Su Xuan, but Su Xuan only has so few people in his hand, what kind of strategy will he adopt?

Qu Chang negative narrowed his eyes slightly, stood up and said: "I remember that the west side of Pingzhou City is connected to the sea, and the tide is about to rise at this time. Go get some people, and follow me to explore!"

Now Pingzhou City is in chaos, it doesn't take much effort to get in, but when Qu Changlu arrived, Su Xuan and Li Chang were about to perish together.

If the person who guessed his actions and whereabouts was not Qu Changshou, and there was even a slight mistake and delay, Su Xuan's life would be here as he wished.

The several wounds on Su Xuan's body were whitened by the sea foam, and he lost a lot of blood at this time, and his mind was a little groggy, without the usual alertness and sobriety.

He didn't care about thinking about where Qu Changshou was going to take him, and he didn't know how his injuries were, and whether his life was in danger, as if in the whole world, only the person in his arms was left at this moment.

The horse ran briskly, out of the waves that kept beating on the shore, and the surrounding scenery passed by, like the past of so many years.

Only at such moments can he pamper himself a little bit, temporarily let go of the shackles that weigh heavily on his heart all the time, and imagine that this road has no end.

They can go on and on and on.

Qu Changlu didn't run too far. After leaving the unsafe area, he stopped the reins and said, "Everyone put away their weapons. There is an inn ahead. Go in and rest for a while. Wait for others to enter the city to meet them."

Su Xuan has done this big thing, and Pingzhou City is very chaotic at present, but it is precisely because of this chaos that different forces have lost their leadership and go their own way. Instead, there is no need to worry about safety issues here.

Su Xuan's face was flushed, and he was already a little burned. Qu Zhang took someone to help him into an upper room, and invited a doctor to treat his wound and collect medicine.

Qu Changcheng himself was far away from Su Xuan's bed, sitting on a recliner, drinking hot soup, while watching the people in the room busy serving Su Xuan, thoughtful.

If one only looked at his expression, one would probably think that Qu Changshou was watching a play under the stage.

Su Xuan was drowsy, at one moment he felt that Qu Changlu was still sitting on the horse with him, at another moment he felt that his arms were empty.

He was worried and unable to move, he felt a hand coming to support him, so he grabbed that hand and blurted out: "Xiao Xia!"

It was Xiao Duan who fed him the medicine, he was grabbed by Su Xuan suddenly, he was stunned for a while, and then he heard the sound of "Xiao Xia".

Although he didn't know Qu Chang's alias in the past, but as Qu Chang's attendant, he had heard Su Xuan call Qu Chang in this way before, and knew that the person he called was Young Master.

People have acquired such virtues, what are they still thinking about!

Xiao Duan's expression became unfriendly all of a sudden, and he wanted to push Su Xuan's hand away.

"Little endian."

At this time, Qu Zhang negative said: "Put down the medicine, you all go out."

After everyone had retreated, Qu Changlu stood up, walked slowly to Su Xuan's bed, and asked in his usual understatement tone, "How do you feel?"

Su Xuan smiled wryly, "It's okay."

After he woke up, he restrained himself a lot more than he had in the dream just now, and he didn't try to reach out anymore, but his eyes still looked at Qu Changlong carefully from head to toe, and he was relieved when he saw that he was not injured.

Qu Chang negative lifted the corner of his robe, sat down beside Su Xuan's bed, picked up the remaining half bowl of medicine by the bedside, stirred it with the small spoon inside, and said, "Drink the medicine first."

Su Xuan didn't seem to know how to deal with Qu Changshou, he was so obedient that he didn't wait for the other party to help him, he sat up with force, took the half bowl of bitter medicine soup, and drank it down without saying a word.

Qu Changlu put his hands on his knees and turned to look at him: "Liu Ji and the others have also been rescued. I just heard him briefly explain what you did. I should thank you, if you didn't risk your life to destroy With Qi Zhan's cannon and Li Shang held back, this battle is bound to be much more difficult."

"As long as you're not hurt."

Su Xuan smiled and said: "You use your troops like a god, and you have done too much before the enemy's opportunity. If I sit quietly and watch the show, I will feel embarrassed."

Qu Chang said: "But you don't have to use this method."

Su Xuan was silent.

"From being close to Li Chang just after rebirth, to today's actions, the methods are very radical, without regard for life. Including your attitude towards me is the same, avoiding and dodging, but secretly helping."

Qu Chang said: "What happened in the last life? You-"

"Stop talking!" Su Xuan interrupted him abruptly.

But at the same time, Qu Changsheng had already uttered the last two words: "... Atonement."

Su Xuan's body shook violently, he even forgot about his injuries at this moment, he stood up from the side of the bed all of a sudden, and was about to leave.

Qu Zhang negative grabbed him: "Speak clearly."

The two were in a stalemate for a while, Su Xuan turned around, tremblingly held Qu Chang's hand, did not try to shake him away, just held it tightly like this.

Qu Chang's body temperature is low on weekdays, but he can feel that Su Xuan's palm is colder than his own.

Su Xuan's voice was hoarse: "If you know, I'm afraid you wish I had died just now."

Qu Chang said: "That's after you revealed the secret. Don't you feel panicked when you die with a secret?"

Su Xuan wanted to say something, but couldn't help but shook his head and smiled, and said helplessly, "You."

He was silent for a while, with a bitter self-mockery on his lips, and finally said: "My mother used to be a medical girl who served Li Shang's mother and concubine, and my father was the driver of the family."

After finishing this sentence, Su Xuancai continued: "When the envoy of the Kingdom of Ying went to the Kingdom of Liang, he chose ten noble women from Beijing to present to the Lord of the Kingdom of Liang. One of the daughters, my mother did not go to Liang with her, but stayed in the mansion. But when I was 7 years old, I went to visit with my wife once."

Qu Chang said: "So there is such a layer of origin."

He knew that Su Xuan's family was poor, his biological father died early, and he lived as an orphan and widowed mother. After Su Xuan's scientific examination, his mother also passed away.But these more specific details, Qu Chang negative did not hear Su Xuan mentioned.

Su Xuandao: "Yes. I was still young at the time, but when I recalled it, I found it strange that it was more than a thousand miles away from the country of Ying to the country of Liang. Madam missed her daughter, so it was reasonable and reasonable to go to visit her, but she specially brought someone like my mother along. My servant, why is that?"

Qu Changlu didn't speak, but the word "medical girl" immediately came to his mind.

"Until... until she died... told me... a secret..."

Speaking of this, Su Xuan's breathing became obviously rapid, and he opened his mouth a few times, but he couldn't say anything after that, only his chest kept rising and falling.

This incident made him unwilling to speak out even when he wanted to die. It is conceivable how much psychological pressure it has caused him over the years.

Qu Chang took hold of his shoulder and shouted in a low voice, "Su Xuan!"

Su Xuan was shaken all over, woke up like a dream, raised his head, there were tears in his eyes.

At this moment, even Qu Changshou was momentarily speechless.

He suddenly felt that Su Xuan in front of him was very strange.

Although the other party's face is as handsome as before, but after tearing off that clear and gentle appearance, the person in front of him has a more mature and deep temperament.

In his eyes, finally, the palpitating affection and...pain were revealed undisguisedly.

Su Xuan held Qu Chang's hand, pressed his forehead against the sleeve of his arm, as if losing strength, and said slowly: "The Yangyuan soup you drank when you were young was prepared by my mother."

Qu Chang's expression froze.

Su Xuandao: "Li Chang's mother and concubine are having a hard time in the palace, and hope to be blessed by other concubines. Among them, Concubine Hui's father is Gao Le, a general of the Liang Kingdom, who was defeated by the grand master several times when he was young. A lifelong shame. In order to please her, Li Chang's mother and concubine claimed that she had a way to get rid of Grand Master Song."

"They wanted to use your mother's hand to give Taishi Song that medicine, but Taishi Song has a rough temper and grows stronger every day. Although this kind of tonic was sent over, he forgot about it. Who would have thought Mrs. Song was eager to love her son, I pity you for being weak when you were young, so I will bring it to you to drink every day."

It turned out to be the case.

So no matter Qu Xiao or Song Yan, they only said that Qu Xiao discovered the poison in the medicine, but they kept it secret, and did not clearly state that the poison was poisoned by him.

The person who poisoned was Su Xuan's mother, and the poison was given to Grand Master Song.

Fate made fun of people, and it wasn't just him and Su Xuan who played tricks.

I don't know if it's hatred, anger, or bitterness in my heart, and I don't know who to vent this emotion to.

Su Xuan held Qu Chang's hand tightly, as if he wanted to fuse the two of them together, his voice choked up: "In the last life, my mother told me about this when she died. And I was in the last life I didn't know your true identity until I died. I didn't know...it was my close relative... who killed you..."

In other words, the reason why Su Xuan lost all hope in his previous life and gave up trying to survive was precisely because he knew the truth of everything.

He didn't expect that he would be reborn, and when he was reborn, he carried original sin, and all the gifts seemed like a joke.

Su Xuan raised his head, his lips and face were pale.

"Every time I see you suffering from illness, I feel very distressed. I have read thousands of volumes of medical books, but I can't find a way to relieve your pain. I still want to take care of you for the rest of my life, so that you will have no worries, but I can't help you. I never thought that it was my mother who killed you."

"So I... have to kill Li Shang... I want to avenge you and atone for my mother..."

Su Xuan's lips moved: "Xiao Xia, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Qu Chang negative pulled his arm back, Su Xuan let go of him, staring blankly at his empty palm.

After a while, Qu Chang negative said: "Is this the reason for everything you have done in this life?"

Su Xuan smiled self-deprecatingly: "Yes, but it's useless, everything is irreparable, even if it is rebirth."

Qu Changlu suddenly swung his fist and threw it at him.

Su Xuan didn't dodge at all, just closed his eyes.

Qu Changying's fist stuck to his forehead, but stopped at the moment when he really exerted force.

Then he saw very clearly that a tear slipped down the corner of Su Xuan's tightly closed eyes and fell on the quilt.

Qu Chang negative pushed Su Xuan's head back and withdrew his hand.

He said indifferently: "Su Xiang, a dignified man, has such a mother-in-law, mother-in-law, and children's emotional side, which is really eye-opening."

Su Xuan said in a daze: "You..."

Qu Chang negative said: "Forget it, Su Xuan, it's pointless to keep entangled in the past. Let's... just let ourselves go."

This sentence not only refers to the entanglement between him and Su Xuan, but also reminds people of Qu Xiao who has turned into a pile of loess for a moment.

He finally struggled out of the mire of anger, ignorance, grievances, and resentment, and he didn't want to go back and count those sharp knives in the past.

Su Xuan smiled shyly.

He hesitated to speak, but finally shook his head, took out a jade pendant from his pocket, and handed it to Qu Changhong: "This is for you."

The purse had become wrinkled, but the jade pendant inside was shiny and clean, and it was well preserved.

Qu Zhang refused to answer: "What?"

Su Xuandao: "There is a prescription in the middle of this jade pendant. I have been studying medicine and poison for so many years, and I want to cure your illness with this, but you were too young when you were poisoned, and I didn't find a good solution after all. The recuperation prescription formulated by Zhang Ji over the years. I thought it would be good for you to recover, but..."

He changed his tone, looked up at Qu Zhang, his eyes were gentle and sad: "Now I see that your spirit is improving, and you can go to the battlefield to kill the enemy with a heroic demeanor. In fact, Fang Zi may not need it." up."

Qu Chang negative always felt that Su Xuan wanted to say more than this, he looked down at the patterns on the jade pendant, and suddenly remembered an old incident.

At that time, Su Xuan was already the right minister of the court, and Qu Chang had a plan that required him to cooperate with Qi Hui, so he came to visit.

After explaining the purpose of coming, Su Xuan, who has always been neutral and low-key, agreed very happily, and the two agreed to use the broken jade pendant as a signal when there was an incident.

Qu Chang gave Su Xuan a jade pendant, but Su Xuan put it away, and joked: "I'm not willing to drop what you gave me, so let's take this as a thank you gift this time. When he succeeds in court, I hope If you and I are like-minded and stand in court together, I will give you another piece as a congratulatory gift."

In fact, Su Xuan's words had another meaning. At that time, when men fell in love, it was often popular to wear a pair of pressed robes and ornaments as tokens. At that time, he was still full of expectations, hoping that he and Qu Changluo would have a chance to be together in the future.

But after Qu Zhang died, he learned the truth again, and his thoughts all his life were in vain.

There is nothing more cruel than this. Now this person is in front of him, but he can only watch helplessly forever, the joys and sorrows of his sweetheart and himself that will never be related again, life and death together.

Now that piece of jade pendant had disappeared for a long time, Su Xuan carved an identical piece and kept it on his body all the time.

"Can you... accept it?" He carefully looked at Qu Chang's face, and there was a hint of pleading in his voice, and said in a low voice, "I know there is no possibility between you and me, I just want to... Give it to you as a thought."

Originally, they planned to wait until after his death, and if they were lucky enough to have Qu Chang negative come to collect the body, they would get it, but they have not died yet.

What Su Xuan said about not being able to be with Qu Changling did not mean whether Qu Changling would forgive him, but he knew in his heart that if such an incident lay in the middle, he would become Qu Changling forever. part of the painful experience.

If he wanted to live a good life, he should have put all these things down and forgotten them. Su Xuan's existence would only keep reminding Qu Chang about those pasts.

He can hide the truth, but with Qu Changsheng's seemingly cold but decisive character, once an outbreak occurs one day, the hurt between them will only be deeper.

Su Xuan is also unwilling to do this in order to possess the possibility of the other party for a while.

Not because of high morals.He is ruthless by nature, unscrupulous, and will do anything to achieve his goals.

But the only scruple in Su Xuan's life is Qu Chang's loss.

Qu Changlong didn't refuse, Su Xuan smiled, and wanted to wear the jade pendant on his waist, Qu Changnegative paused, but stretched out his hand and took it.

He put it directly into his arms and said, "Thank you, I accept it. You don't need to take this matter to heart."

He already had someone else in his heart, even if it was just a jade pendant, he would never wear it on his body again.

There is a kind of numb pain in my heart, the whole person seems to be empty, the more so, the more I can force a smile.

The result he feared most finally happened again, but this time, he couldn't even find anyone for revenge.

Lovesickness is hard to be ecstasy.Half of my life is like a dream, and I don't forgive people a single thought.

Su Xuan suddenly leaned over, hugged Qu Chang's arms firmly, and whispered in his ear: "No matter when, Su Xuan will always be the Su Xuan who accepted the jade pendant. If something happens to him someday , As long as you say a word, I will give all I have, and I will give it to you as much as I can, and I will have no regrets in this life."

He made every word decisively and without hesitation.

After finishing speaking, Su Xuan let go of Qu Zhanglong without waiting for his refusal, and smiled at him, as if he was really young and energetic.

He lay down again, with a normal face and said: "Then I'll sleep for a while, and recuperate. Don't guard me, go and rest."

Qu Changcheng stood up from the side of the bed, was speechless for a moment, finally sighed slightly, turned and left.

Su Xuan closed his eyes, listening quietly to the rubbing of his clothes, and the sound of footsteps, each step was getting farther and farther away from him, and finally, the door was closed, and everything returned to silence.

He didn't open his eyes, only a tear slipped down his eyelids and landed on the embroidered mandarin duck on the pillow.