baby who are you

Waking up the next morning, Xiao Shi told Pan Wenshao that he planned to take a few days off to deal with his brother's funeral.

Pan Wenshao asked by chance, "Do you want me to go with you?"

He regretted this sentence almost as soon as he finished asking, but he didn't expect Xiao Shi to answer him: "Okay."

To be honest, Pan Wenshao didn't expect Xiao Shi to answer so simply that he didn't even have room for repentance, so he could only say: "Then you book the ticket, and wait until I go back to pack two pieces of clothes."

But Xiao Shi said to him: "There's no need to pack it up, I've booked the air ticket for today, you can take two sets of clothes from me."

Pan Wenshao and Xiao Shi were about the same height and body, so of course he could wear Xiao Shi's clothes.But Pan Wenshao immediately expressed resistance, "I don't want to wear your clothes."

Hearing this, Xiao Shi took a look at Pan Wenshao's colorful attire, but didn't intend to express his opinion.

But after all, some things were delayed later, Pan Wenshao still couldn't go back to get the clothes, but when he left, he asked Xiao Shidu to bring two sets of clothes.

After arriving at the destination by plane, Xiao Shi and Pan Wenshao took a taxi to the Public Security Bureau.

The police told them that Xiao Shi’s brother’s body was still stored in the funeral home’s freezer. After he went to identify the body, if there were no doubts, the forensic doctor could issue a death certificate.Cremation can be done with a death certificate, and then they can take the ashes with them.

Xiao Shi said that there is no problem.

The police drove them to the funeral home.

When Xiao Shi went in to identify his brother's body, Pan Wenshao stood outside waiting for him.The temperature in this city seems to be lower than theirs. Pan Wenshao felt that his single coat seemed to be unable to withstand the cold wind here.

So he dug out a thick coat of Xiao Shi from the suitcase at his feet and wrapped it around his body.

After a while, Xiao Shi came out from inside, and he saw Pan Wenshao standing under the eaves, wearing a dark blue jacket, his handsome face with his head raised slightly turned pale.

He took two steps and asked, "Is it cold?"

Pan Wenshao turned around and didn't answer him, but asked, "Did you see someone? Is it your brother?"

Xiao Shi nodded, without any extra emotions, "It's him."

Pan Wenshao originally had his arms folded in front of his chest, but at this moment he stretched out a hand and patted his arm.

Xiao Shi said: "It doesn't matter."

After a while, the forensic doctor who accompanied them from the Public Security Bureau issued a death certificate for them.

When Xiao Shi took the death certificate and wanted to go through the cremation procedures, he heard the other party say that the time is too late, and now the registration can only be cremated tomorrow morning.

Hearing what the staff said, Xiao Shi turned his head and glanced at Pan Wenshao, and then said, "Then wait until tomorrow."

Pan Wenshao blew a cold wind all afternoon, and seemed to have a cold at night.

They stayed in a hotel in the city and ate dinner at the hotel.

After dinner, Pan Wenshao went to take a hot bath, wrapped himself in the quilt, and sat on the bed to watch TV.

After Xiao Shi also came out of the shower, he sat down beside him and asked him, "Do you want to buy some medicine for you?"

"No need," Pan Wenshao finished, and sneezed.

So Xiao Shi didn't move, just sat on the edge of the bed and watched him quietly.

After being watched for a while, Pan Wenshao couldn't take it anymore, turned his head and asked, "What are you looking at?"

Xiao Shi said: "You look more pleasing to the eye like this."

Pan Wenshao couldn't help rolling his eyes.

Xiao Shi smiled slightly.

"How do you plan to deal with your brother's matter?" Pan Wenshao asked, "Tomorrow, he will be cremated and taken back to bury him?"

Xiao Shi said: "Otherwise? Do you want to scatter the ashes?"

Pan Wenshao propped his face with one hand, "Did you buy the cemetery?"

Xiao Shi shook his head, "Not yet."

Pan Wenshao looked at him, tutted out his mobile phone and called Ling Yi, asking Ling Yi to contact the cemetery for help. After hanging up the phone, he said to Xiao Shi: "You can't keep the ashes at home, can you?"

Xiao Shi thought for a while and said, "It's okay, I'm not afraid of ghosts."

Pan Wenshao asked him, "Then what are you afraid of?"

He actually thought that Xiao Shi would say that he was not afraid of anything, but he didn't expect Xiao Shi to answer him after serious consideration: "I'm afraid of losing."

Pan Wenshao looked at him with some puzzlement.

Xiao Shi explained: "Because I'm too afraid of losing, sometimes I think that it might not be a good thing if I didn't have it in the first place."

Pan Wenshao was a little dazed, and then asked him, "What about your brother?"

Xiao Shi was silent for a moment, and said: "He has been taking drugs, I know. He cut off contact with his family over there because of drug use, so he came to me to borrow money."

Pan Wenshao said softly, "Why don't you try to help him?"

Xiao Shi raised his eyes and looked at him, "How can I help? Help him detoxify or help him buy drugs? I asked myself that I don't have that ability, and we don't have that kind of relationship. Apart from satisfying him and lending him 2 yuan, There is no other ability to help him."

Pan Wenshao suddenly reached out and put his hand on the back of Xiao Shi's neck, "You shouldn't have lent it to him. He had no money to take drugs at that time, so maybe he won't die now."

Xiao Shi shook his head, "Those are things you can't predict. Maybe I didn't lend him any money at that time, so he just went out to rob or steal. If he had money, he would still continue to take drugs."

When Pan Wenshao heard Xiao Shi say this in such a calm tone, he began to feel a little uncomfortable.He thinks that Xiao Shi is definitely not as indifferent as he appears on the surface, and there are probably many, many emotions that are suppressed by his indifferent tone.

"Here," Pan Wenshao reached out and patted himself on the shoulder, "Let me lean on you."

Unexpectedly, after hearing what he said, Xiao Shi lay down on the bed and rested his head on his lap.

Pan Wenshao lowered his head and looked at him for a while, stroked his hair gently with his hands, and said to him, "You can cry if you want to cry."

Xiao Shi said: "I'm afraid I can't cry."

Pan Wenshao reached out and took off Xiao Shi's glasses, and clearly saw his own reflection in his eyes.He took a shower and just dried his hair in a hurry. It's a little messy now, and because it's a little long, it fell down to cover half of his eyes.

The self in the reflection looked fresh and handsome, as if he had become much younger all of a sudden, and even reminded Pan Wenshao of himself in his teens.

He didn't like that memory very much, so he covered Xiao Shi's eyes with his palm.

Xiao Shi blinked, his eyelashes slapped Pan Wenshao's palm, making his heart itch.

Afterwards, Pan Wenshao maintained his movement of covering Xiao Shi's eyes, lowered his head and kissed Xiao Shi's lips, and said, "Do you want me to comfort you?"

Xiao Shi replied, "If you want to comfort me, do it in the way I want?"

Pan Wenshao bit his lip when he heard the words, "Forget it."

They still didn't do anything that night, Xiao Shi obviously wouldn't be in that mood.

Later, when he was sleeping, Pan Wenshao felt that his nose was blocked. He could not sleep lying down, but could only sleep on his side so that one side of the nose could breathe.

When he woke up in the morning, he found that the side where he could breathe was dry and sore.

When going to the restaurant for breakfast, Xiao Shi bought Pan Wenshao some cold medicine and came back.

Pan Wenshao buttoned Xiao Shi's jacket tightly, and replaced his trousers with Xiao Shi's well-proportioned dark jeans. His hair was uncut, so it was all slumped, and his bangs covered half of his eyes.

After taking the medicine, he sighed, and found that Xiao Shi had been looking at him, turned his head and asked feebly, "What are you looking at?"

Xiao Shi took out his mobile phone and took a photo for him, then handed it to him.

Pan Wenshao only glanced at it and said, "Delete it, don't spoil my image."

But Xiao Shi said to him: "I think it looks good."

Pan Wenshao blocked his nose and said in a muffled voice, "It's not coquettish at all."

Xiao Shi asked him: "Why do men want to be coquettish?"

Pan Wenshao gave him a white look, "I like you to control me?"

After breakfast they went to the funeral home.

During the cremation, Pan Wenshao stayed outside.He didn't know Xiao Shi's younger brother, and he had never seen him before. He didn't want to go in and see the dead body of a stranger, because it was not a comfortable picture.

Later, Xiao Shi wrapped the urn with black cloth, and bought a small suitcase to put it in.

Pan Wenshao didn't deliberately keep a distance from him, he just didn't look at the suitcase, intending to pretend it didn't exist.

After checking in the luggage and getting on the plane, Pan Wenshao said to Xiao Shi: "Go back and buy some grapefruit leaves to take a bath."

Xiao Shi said to him: "That's my younger brother, but you can wash it."

Pan Wenshao didn't speak, his eyes were contemplative, probably thinking seriously about where he should go to find some grapefruit leaves.

Xiao Shi leaned close to his ear and said to him, "Shall I wash it for you?"

Pan Wenshao glanced at him and didn't answer.

After going back that day, they went directly to the cemetery to bury the ashes of Xiao Shi's younger brother, and then Xiao Shi drove Pan Wenshao to several large farmers' markets, and indeed bought grapefruit leaves.

Back at Xiao Shi's home, Xiao Shi found a pot and boiled the grapefruit leaves, then put a bathtub of hot water for Pan Wenshao, poured the grapefruit leaf water into it, and asked Pan Wenshao to take a soak.

Pan Wenshao actually just wanted to take a hot bath.

However, after he lay down in the bathtub, Xiao Shi put a small stool and sat down beside the bathtub, rolled up his sleeves and really wanted to help him take a bath.

Pan Wenshao closed his eyes, and while enjoying the wonderful feeling of hot water soaking the pores of his body, he let Xiao Shi's hands gently knead his shoulders and arms.

When Xiao Shi slowly touched his lower body after that, he didn't refuse. He ran with Xiao Shi for two full days, and he should enjoy such a little compensation.