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Back in the afternoon, Ling Yi and Ling Xu sat on the balcony talking.

Ling Yi asked him: "Sent your mother away?"

Ling Xu nodded with a cigarette in his mouth.

Because there is a child in the family, both brothers like to smoke on the balcony.Fortunately, he doesn't have much addiction to cigarettes, but every time Ling Xu sees Ling Yi coming out to smoke, he will be hooked a bit, and can't help but come out to rub one.

Now he is squatting on the recliner on the balcony, talking to Ling Yi while slowly enjoying that cigarette.

"How is it?" Ling Yi then asked him.

Ling Xu shook his head, "It's okay, let her like it, I don't care anyway."

Having said that, Ling Yi knew that Ling Xu would still be worried, so he said, "Let me know if you need help."

Ling Xu said, "Understood."

In the evening, after dinner, Ling Yi said that he would go out for a while.

Ling Xu was very strange, he chased him and asked, "Where are you going so late?"

Ling Yi stood at the door to change his shoes, stopped and said, "Go drink with friends."

Ling Xu said, "Isn't your stomach still feeling better?"

Ling Yi looked at him, sighed silently, and asked, "Do you want to follow?"

Ling Xu smiled, he really wanted to follow.

Ling Yi said: "What if you go to Tiantian? Can you take Tiantian to the bar?"

Hearing what he said, Ling Xu knew that it was impossible to follow him tonight, and he was a little disappointed, so he waved to Ling Yi and said, "Go early and come back early."

Ling Yi waved his hand, "Let's go."

He asked Pan Wenshao out to meet him.In the afternoon, he hadn't contacted Pan Wenshao when he went back. Pan Wenshao had already called twice, chasing him to go out for a drink at night.

He knew that Pan Wenshao's curiosity had already exploded, and he was almost unable to suppress it.

There are many things that Ling Yi has no way to say to others.He has been a restrained person since he was a child. When he was a child, he once heard his aunt secretly tell his father that he thought he was deep. At that time, he was only in junior high school.

Maybe even though he has a stepmother, Ling Yi still defines himself as a child of a single-parent family. Compared with children of the same age, he is more mature and sensitive.

This is actually a bit like him every day.Although I don't understand why everyone thinks that Tiantian looks like him, Ling Yi always feels that Tiantian's personality is very similar to his childhood.This made him unable to help but want to love Tian Tian more, and at the same time, his feelings for Tian Tian became more complicated.

And Pan Wenshao is probably the only one who can make him less afraid to speak out his thoughts, those secrets in his heart that are difficult to express.

They didn't go gay.

Pan Wenshao didn't care, but Ling Yi didn't want to go.His career is getting better and better now, and he often appears in newspapers, magazines, and even local TV news. He doesn't want to give others the opportunity to criticize him in the future.

Pan Wenshao, the bar where they met, was also considered half the boss, leaving a small private room for the two of them to be quiet.

Pan Wenshao was very generous, as soon as he saw Ling Yi, he said that he was treating him today, and poured the wine for him.

Ling Yi said: "What? Are you trying to force me to tell the truth after drinking?"

Pan Wenshao put a hand on his shoulder, "Why is Ling Xu back? Didn't he say he would never see you again?"

Ling Yi's expression was a little sad for a moment, he took a sip from his wine glass and said, "He doesn't remember."

"Don't remember?" Pan Wenshao looked suspicious, "What do you mean?"

Ling Yi raised his arm and waved his hand away, "Stay away from me, your perfume smells too strong."

Pan Wenshao is a very peculiar person, he likes pink things, and his behavior is always a bit girly, but he sleeps with people, and never refuses to be underneath, he is a complete 1.

Hearing that Ling Yi disliked the smell of his perfume, Pan Wenshao immediately distanced himself from him and said, "Don't worry about it, tell me why he doesn't remember?"

Ling Yi took a sip of wine first, then lit a cigarette for himself, and finally said with a sigh: "I don't remember anything after the second year of high school, and he doesn't even know who his son was born with."

Pan Wenshao covered his mouth exaggeratedly, "So dramatic?"

Ling Yi didn't respond to his words.

On the contrary, Pan Wenshao thought for a while, then suddenly moved over and hugged Ling Yi's shoulder, and said, "Fuck! Ling Yi, what a chance!"

Ling Yi sneered, "What chance?"

Pan Wenshao said: "He doesn't remember, that means he doesn't hate you anymore, you should seize the opportunity to get rid of him."

Ling Yi didn't speak, he leaned back on the back of the sofa and smoked silently.Of course he understood what Pan Wenshao meant by opportunity, but he wasn't sure if it was really an opportunity for him.

Even now, he doesn't know whether to regret what he did six years ago.In fact, he lied to Ling Xu. They met each other when Ling Xu came back six years ago.

In the third year of high school, Ling Xu moved away with his mother, and the two of them have been in touch since then.

At first Ling Xu was in a low mood, and he had to call Ling Yi almost every night. Later, he told Ling Yi that he decided not to take the college entrance examination and that he was going to serve in the army. After that, the contact gradually decreased.

Regarding Ling Xu's going to be a soldier, Ling Yi also dissuaded him from the beginning, but at that time Ling Xu had a relationship with his parents, and he had to leave. In the end, no one could persuade him, and he went to be a conscript.

After two years of conscription, Ling Xu was promoted to a non-commissioned officer and continued to stay in the army.During this period, their contact became less and less, because Ling Xu didn't have a mobile phone, except for Ling Xu who took the initiative to call Ling Yi, Ling Yi had no way to contact him at all.

Then one day Ling Yi called the army and told Ling Xu: Dad is critically ill.

Up to now, Ling Yi still remembers the time when he met Ling Xu.

Ling Xu became dark and thin, and his whole body suddenly became tall and straight. He appeared in front of Ling Yi with his luggage, and called softly: "Brother."

But to Ling Yi's ears, the sound of "brother" seemed restrained and distant, which made Ling Yi suddenly realize that the younger brother who he thought would never grow up had finally grown up.

Ling Yi stood there without moving, but Ling Xu came forward to hug him and said, "Brother, I miss you so much."

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Ling Yi's deep feelings for Ling Xu can't be summed up in two words?

He likes Ling Xu, and he himself can't remember exactly when this feeling started to germinate.Ling Yi is a person with a somewhat cold personality. After being married for so many years, his aunt has always been an aunt to him, not a mother.He is always relatively closed to his own feelings, and never easily develops true feelings for a person.

But for such a person, once he has true feelings, he finds that it is difficult to take back no matter what.

Sometimes he waits silently and expects silently, but he doesn't even know what kind of result he wants.

At that time Ling Xu hugged him and said he missed him, he also slowly raised his hand to touch Ling Xu's head, and said, "Grow up."

After graduating from university, Ling Yi didn't go out to work, but came back to help his father manage Yuegou's business.Dad has not been in good health these years, and gradually handed over the entire Yuegou to Ling Yi, and he has seen Yuegou develop better and better.

The year Ling Xu came back, Ling Yi was negotiating business with the real estate owner. He wanted to rent the first floor of a large shopping mall in the city center to build Yuegou's first high-end supermarket mainly selling imported food.

At that time, my father had been admitted to the hospital because his health was getting worse and worse, and he was under the care of a special nurse.

Ling Yi took Ling Xu to the hospital to see his father.

He was afraid that his father would be too emotional, so he deliberately went in first and whispered beside the bed, "Dad, someone is here to see you."

At that time, Dad was struggling to even speak, so he opened his eyes and looked at Ling Yi.

Ling Yi said: "Don't get excited, whether you're angry or happy, just take it easy, okay?"

At that moment, Ling Yi clearly saw his father's pupils dilated, and he thought that his father must have guessed who it was, but he told him first: "Xiao Xu came back to see you."

Dad's breathing became short of breath.

Ling Yi patted the back of his hand reassuringly before going out to ask Ling Xu to come in.

Ling Xu's steps seemed a little timid, but he was not afraid, afraid that his father would point at him and tell him to go away, afraid that his father would still refuse to see him at this time.

Ling Yi said softly to him, "It's okay, let's go in."

Only then did Ling Xu walk in slowly.

"Daddy," he called as he stood by the bed.

The weak father on the bed looked at him with red eyes.

Ling Xu didn't say anything after that, because he didn't know what to say, he stretched out his hand to hold his father's hand, and after a while, he felt the weak strength of his father's palm, as if he was holding him back.

When he came out of the ward, Ling Xu couldn't help crying.

After seeing Ling Yi coming out, he felt very embarrassed, raised his arm and wiped his tears, and said, "I didn't expect Dad to be so sick."

Ling Yi put his hand on his shoulder, "He has been in poor health for the past two years, I believe he is actually happy that you can come back."

Ling Xu looked at him and nodded.

In the evening, Ling Xu followed Ling Yi back to the home where he lives alone now.

"Moved?" Ling Xu looked at the new home.

Ling Yi poured him a glass of water, "There's no need to stay where it was before and make Dad sad."

Ling Xu responded, secretly feeling sad.At that time, I moved with my mother in a hurry. I just packed up some clothes and left, but there were still many commemorative items that accompanied him since he was a child, and they are probably gone now.

In the evening, Ling Yi and Ling Xu sat in the living room and chatted.

Mostly Ling Xu was talking, and Ling Yi listened quietly.He said a lot about his life as a soldier these years, Ling Yi could tell that he had been tempered a lot.

"When I moved away with my mother," Ling Xu said, "every day was miserable, and I felt that I hated them and even wanted to kill that man. Now that I think about it, I feel pretty stupid, but fortunately, at that time I resolutely left, and did not stay to continue thinking wildly."

Ling Yi said, "You were still young at that time."

Ling Xu lowered his head and smiled, "Actually, I'm not young anymore, I'm already in my third year of high school, but you always think I'm still young."

Ling Yi said: "I don't feel it anymore. You look different when you grow up. It's a pity that you grew up where I couldn't see it."

Hearing what he said, Ling Xu raised his head and looked at him. What Ling Yi said was a little ambiguous, but it also contained deep feelings. Ling Xu couldn't help shouting: "Brother..."

After chatting for a while, Ling Yi said to him: "Go and rest, today's time is too late, I will treat you to dinner tomorrow."

"Yes," Ling Xu nodded.

The next day, Ling Xu still visited his father in the hospital and sat with him for a long time.In the afternoon, he had nothing to do and went shopping alone, and he even went to a relatively large Yuegou in the urban area to admire Ling Yi's business ability.

When it was time to eat, Ling Yi called him and drove to pick him up.

At this time, it was the evening rush hour for getting off work. Ling Yi was driving on the roads in the urban area. He slowed down and asked Ling Xu, "Did you go to see your classmates?"

Ling Xu shook his head, "I don't intend to see them."

"What?" Ling Yi looked at him.

Ling Xu looked at the long queue of cars in front of him, and said, "I feel that there may be nothing to say. Everyone has gone to college, and I am the only one who went to the army to serve as a soldier."

After a moment of silence, Ling Yi asked him, "Do you regret it?"

Ling Xu shook his head, "Of course I don't regret it, I'm just a little scared."

Ling Yi looked at Ling Xu's side face, he looked quiet and peaceful now, and he no longer escaped from the past.The influence of time and experience on a person's character is really terrible.

"You really have changed a lot," Ling Yi said again.

Ling Xu turned to look at him, "People have to grow up."

The car drove through one intersection, but was blocked at the next intersection.

Ling Yi shifted the car to P gear, released the brake, and noticed that Ling Xu was looking out the window at the curb, where two men were waiting for a taxi, it was hard to find an empty car at this time, so they seemed to be waiting It's been a while, standing on the side of the road and behaving strangely and intimately.

With just one glance, Ling Yi was sure that the relationship between the two was not ordinary. When he saw Ling Xu was still looking at them, he said, "Gay."

"Huh?" Ling Xu seemed slightly surprised, realizing that Ling Yi found himself staring at those two people, smiled and said, "Maybe, it's quite uncomfortable to watch, two men."

Ling Yi didn't say anything, after a brief pause, he lit a cigarette for himself.

The traffic in front had already started to move slowly, until Ling Xu reminded him that he could leave, he stepped on the brake and shifted to D gear.

Both of them drank alcohol that night.

Ling Yi hasn't had a drink with Ling Xu for a long time. In the past, Ling Xu didn't drink very much, two bottles of beer could make him half drunk, but now Ling Yi is no longer sure how much Ling Xu can drink.

Later, Ling Yi himself was a little dizzy.

Back home, he sat lazily on the sofa, leaning his head on the back of the sofa chair, and lit a cigarette for himself.

Ling Xu also drank a lot, and as soon as he got home, he huddled on the single sofa next to him, unwilling to move.

Ling Yi finished smoking a cigarette, turned his head and saw Ling Xu was still nestled on it, motionless, so he stood up and walked to the back of the sofa, put his hands on the back of the sofa chair and bowed his head and said to him, "Go take a bath."

Ling Xu raised his head to look at him, his eyes were a little out of focus.

Ling Yi just looked down at him with his head down, saw his rosy lips, after a while, bent down and kissed him slowly.

This kiss was just a kiss on the lips. After Ling Yi woke up from the trance, he left Ling Xu's lips, patted his face as if nothing had happened, and said, "It's time to take a bath."

After being stunned for a few seconds, Ling Xu replied, "Oh, yes."