baby who are you

Ling Xu's mother, Yu Panpan, was a beauty when she was young.

Ling Xu's biological father, Cao Bohang, was her first love. The two met before they were in their twenties. The handsome man and the beautiful woman seemed like a match made in heaven.

But Yu Panpan's family didn't agree with them being together, because Cao Boyang had a bad character, often drinking and making trouble outside, and had a bad habit of gambling.

Later, Cao Bohang told Yu Panpan that he went out to do business with others, and there was no news as soon as he left.Yu Panpan waited for him for a year or two, and couldn't bear the pressure to be with Ling Yi's father, Ling Lianggong. However, when they were all about to get married, Cao Bohang came back suddenly.

At the beginning of the period when Cao Bohang came to look for her, Yu Panpan met with him alone several times, thinking in his heart that he might just break up with Ling Lianggong and return to Cao Boyang.However, Cao Bohang came back only two months ago, but once again said that he would do business with someone and left, and there was no news after he left.

Yu Panpan had no choice but to marry Ling Lianggong, and they quickly got the marriage certificate, and she also found out that she was pregnant at that time, and Ling Xu was in her womb.

Ling Lianggong has never met Cao Bohang, and Ling Xu may be Ling Lianggong's child in terms of time.But from the moment Ling Xu was born, Yu Panpan knew that he must be Cao Bohang's child by looking at his eyebrows.

This fact was concealed by her. She thought she would never tell it for the rest of her life, but she didn't expect that Cao Boyang would come back to her when he was in Ling Xu, and Cao Boyang made a lot of money outside at that time.

If it's just about money, Ling Lianggong is actually not bad, but for Yu Panpan, her first love that was not consummated back then is always her biggest concern. Son, in the end he chose the path of cheating and divorce.

As for Ling Xu and Ling Lianggong, they all became victims of Yu Panpan's desire to fulfill his love.

Ling Xu heard all about his mother from Ling Yi. After all, Ling Yi knew very little.But no matter what, the seeds of resentment have been planted, and they have already taken root in Ling Xu's heart.

Suddenly facing his mother at this time, Ling Xu felt pain and hatred, and he shouted loudly: "Come back every day!"

Tian Tian was taken aback, he didn't understand what happened, he glanced at his grandma and walked slowly back to Ling Xu.

Ling Xu picked him up and said to him: "Don't talk to strangers casually!"

At a loss every day, he whispered, "That's grandma."

Ling Xu didn't answer him, but turned around and walked towards the bakery with him in his arms.

My mother chased after her and shouted anxiously: "Xiao Xu, what's wrong? You said you could come to you if you have something to do. Why are you so angry again?"

The glass door of the cake shop has been closed, separating mother and child on both sides of a door.

Ling Xu was a little dazed, he thought he hadn't been in touch with his mother all this time, and he didn't even have his mother's phone number in his mobile phone, but now hearing what his mother said, it seemed that he had misunderstood something, and they were in contact.

He turned his head and saw his mother standing outside the glass door, reaching out her hand to push the door, her expression nervous and anxious, seeing Ling Xu turning her head, she patted the door and said, "I have something to tell you."

Ling Xu hesitated for a long time, then looked back at the cashier girl in the cake shop. The girl was still playing with her mobile phone, but her attention had obviously been attracted by Ling Xu.

Seeing Ling Xu looking at herself, she immediately turned her gaze back to the phone screen, pretending not to care.

Ling Xu said to her: "I'll go out for a while, if the lady boss comes and asks, you tell her I'll ask her for leave when I come back."

"Oh," the little girl responded.

Ling Xu opened the glass door and said to his mother, "Don't talk here."

He plans to take his mother to a nearby coffee shop.On the road, he walked in front, and his mother followed closely behind him. Neither of them said a word.

Tian Tian hugged Ling Xu's neck tightly, as if he was frightened just now.He glanced back at grandma, and then called out in a low voice, "Dad?"

Ling Xu felt that he was hugging him very tightly, so he leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, and said, "Silly son."

Tian Tian buried her head on Ling Xu's shoulder and said softly, "Silly dad."

My mother is old. She is almost 50 years old this year. Although she seems to be dressed in fashion, if you look closely, the material of her clothes is not very good, and the bag she carries is also very cheap. In fact, her life is not very good. , and took off her sunglasses, she could see the dense wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, which were the cruel traces of time on beauty.

But what Ling Xu could notice was that his mother was getting old.She used to be a well-maintained middle-aged woman, but now she is just a fashionable old lady.

Sitting face to face in the coffee shop, Ling Xu didn't talk to his mother yet, but just looked through the menu for him holding Tian Tian and asked him what he wanted to drink.

Tiantian pointed to a picture of coffee.

Ling Xu said: "You can't drink coffee, you are a child, drink fruit juice."

He ordered a glass of juice for Tian Tian.

His mother looked at Tian Tian with loving eyes, as if she also wanted to put this cute little grandson in her arms and hug her.

Ling Xu suddenly said to his mother: "What did you come to see me for?"

In fact, compared to what his mother wanted to tell him, Ling Xu himself had more questions to ask his mother, but he didn't know how to ask him for a while.And this kind of meeting also made him feel awkward, he didn't know how to face such a mother.

Both fell into a brief silence.

The coffee and juice they asked for was brought up by the waiter.

Ling Xu put the juice in front of Tiantian, and while stirring the coffee with a spoon, he thought carefully, and finally raised his head and said, "I lost my memory."

At the same time, he heard his mother say, "Can I borrow some money?"

The words of the two people were spoken at the same time, and their reactions to each other were not small.

"Borrow money?" Ling Xu wondered if he heard it wrong.

But my mother looked suspicious, "Amnesia? What amnesia?"

Ling Xu pointed to his head, "I don't remember anything after the age of 17." These words came out after thinking about them, because while resenting his mother, he also had a lot to ask her.

Mom looked at him repeatedly, frowning tightly, as if thinking about whether what he said was true or false, and if it was false, what was the point of saying these things.

Before Ling Xu opened his mouth to ask his own question, he chose a question that he most wanted to hear from his mother. He said, "Mom, why did you do this? Is Dad not good?"

Mom was stunned for a while, she looked blank for a long time, and asked, "Did you really forget?"

If it was Ling Xu with a complete memory, it is impossible to ask her this question now, it has been so many years.

Ling Xu's mood was very low. He looked at the coffee in the cup that kept swirling because of his stirring, and said, "Father is obviously so kind to us."

I didn't expect to bring up this question again after many years. After a long silence, my mother said: "After all, that is your real father."

Ling Xu shook his head, "He's not, I've never seen him, I only have one father."

Mom looked at him and said after a while: "You really lost your memory? What's going on? Have you been to the hospital?"

Ling Xu said to her, "I'm not stupid."

"But—" Mom still wanted to persuade him, but Ling Xu interrupted her and asked: "I don't even understand what's going on now, I just want to ask you a question, every day Who is mother?"

Mom was taken aback, and said to him, "I don't know either."

"You don't know?" Ling Xu reacted so strongly that he almost stood up.

Holding a glass to drink juice every day, he glanced at Ling Xu worriedly.

Mom said: "I really don't know. You brought Tian Tian back from outside. You said it was your son, but you never told me who his mother is."

God knows how disappointed Ling Xu is at this moment. When he asked his mother that sentence, he was so nervous that his hands shook a little, thinking that he could finally know the truth of the matter, but now his mother said that she didn't know either.

It seems that only Ling Xu knows about this world, but he just doesn't remember anything!

Ling Xu was so shocked that he almost wanted to hold Tiantian and cry. He asked his mother incomprehensibly: "How could you not know? Didn't I follow you when I transferred to high school? I haven't been with you for so many years." ?”

My mother said: "You left with us, but after we moved away, you refused to continue studying and insisted on going to the army. After leaving for several years, you refused to call back, and then came back When I asked you where the child came from, you didn't tell me, just said it was your own child."

Ling Xu's head was in chaos, and the scattered clues his mother knew could not allow him to construct a complete story.

The only thing that is certain is that he joined the army before going to college, but aren't soldiers all men?Can you make a woman's belly bigger in the army?Are there female instructors?Is it a military doctor?

A strange image appeared in Ling Xu's head.

Mom looked at him worriedly, "Xiao Xu? Are you okay? Are you sure you don't want to go to the hospital?"

Ling Xu looked at her when he heard the words, "What do you still care about me?"

Mom said: "We are mother and son after all. I know you blame me, but I just want you to return to your biological father."

Ling Xu stroked the coffee cup with his fingers, feeling uncomfortable again, and said, "Have we been in touch?"

Mom said: "You never called me. You only came back to see me once last year. You didn't even want to stay overnight and ran away. You left me your phone number and address and said that I would come to you if you needed something. "

Ling Xu thought to himself, as expected, he himself just couldn't harden his heart, just like him now, he obviously thought about not being soft-hearted, but he still couldn't help being sad when he saw his mother.

Thinking of this, he suddenly remembered what his mother said about borrowing money just now, and looked up at her, "You said you want to borrow money?"

Mother unconsciously straightened her back a little bit, her expression was a little sad, "Your father owes money, and is being chased every day. We really have nothing to do."

"Isn't he rich?" Ling Xu asked.

The mother looked a little embarrassed, "I lost a little in business, I lost a little in gambling, and now I have nothing left."

Ling Xu looked at her with a sudden look of pity, and he asked, "Are you happy following him?"

Mom seemed to have been poked in a sore spot, she was startled for a moment, then picked up a spoon and stirred the coffee in a panic, and said after a while, "He is your real father after all."

"I don't need it," Ling Xu said.

Mom looked sad.

Ling Xu then said, "I don't have any money either."

"Xiao Xu..." Mom called his name.

"Really not," Ling Xu said, "I'm going to sleep on the street with me every day, where can I lend you the money?"

Mom hesitated and said: "You and your brother have always had a good relationship, I heard that he is now..."

"You have the guts to mention my brother?" Ling Xu said angrily.

Mom froze for a moment.She still remembered the days when she had just chosen to divorce Ling Lianggong and took Ling Xu and Cao Bohang away, Ling Xu often spoke ill of her.Those days were really painful, even she repeatedly doubted whether her decision was right or not.

But later Ling Xu went to serve as a soldier, and when he came back, he matured a lot. Although the estrangement between mother and child will never be eliminated, his attitude towards her is still kind, and he also expressed his willingness to take on the responsibility of being a son. responsibility.

Unexpectedly, at this moment, Ling Xu, who suddenly lost his memory, returned to his teenage years overnight, and the hatred for her that had gradually faded was revived again.

She felt overwhelmed.

"No money! Don't think about it!" Ling Xu was very angry, he stood up holding Tiantian, and said to his mother, "Go back to your man, don't think about me and my brother!"

After speaking, he hugged Tian Tian and quickly walked out of the coffee shop.

And he didn't even take a sip of the cup of coffee in front of him.

Walking out of the gate of the coffee shop, Ling Xu heard Tiantian say: "What about grandma?"

Ling Xu said: "She did it on her own!"

I don't understand what it means every day.

After saying this, Ling Xu didn't feel relieved. He didn't get any pleasure from hurting his mother. Even if he did, it was only for a while, and he would still feel sad after he calmed down.

He hated his mother for hurting his father, but when he hurt his mother to complain for his father, he was also hurt.

Ling Xu still couldn't leave just like that, but sat down at the coffee shop door with Tiantian in his arms, raised his head when his mother opened the door and came out, and asked, "Where do you live?"

In the evening, Ling Xu tried cooking at home.

Recently, he had a sudden interest in cooking because the proprietress told him that he couldn't let his son eat bread and takeaway all the time, those were not good for his health and would grow up fat if they were too greasy.

Tiantian is only five years old, if he grows into a big fat man at the age of five, maybe it will be difficult to lose weight in his life. Ling Xu felt that he still couldn't cheat his son, so he tried to learn how to cook.

Ling Yi brought home the tablet they had played with in the company and threw it to Ling Xu to play with slowly.

Ling Xu searched for recipes online, and followed them step by step.

He even bought a kitchen scale, put all the ingredients needed on the scale, and added them according to the recipe.

Even so, Tian Tian said to Ling Xu, "It's not tasty."

"Not delicious?" Ling Xu thought it was impossible, "Open your mouth."

Open your mouth obediently every day.

Ling Xu glanced at it and said, "No problem, it can't be bad."

Tiantian closed his mouth and continued to chew, and swallowed it after chewing, and said: "It's not delicious."

Ling Xu felt that he was a bit disrespectful, so he knocked on the side of the bowl and said, "Is the takeaway delicious?"

Shaking his head every day, "It's not delicious."

Ling Xu asked him: "Then what is delicious?"

After thinking about it seriously every day, he changed his mind and said, "Some are delicious, and some are not."

Ling Xu said: "They all say that eating too much is not good, so let's eat less. Even if the food my father cooks is not delicious, it is healthy. You will grow up to be a handsome boy in the future. If you are too ugly, my father will not want you." Yes, I sold you."

Tian Tian picked up another dish with chopsticks in distaste, almost squeezed his nose and put it in his mouth, and then said vaguely: "Do you grow like Uncle?"

Ling Xu asked strangely: "Why is it Uncle? Of course he grows up to look like Dad."

Tian Tian said: "But I want to grow up like Uncle."

Ling Xu glared at him, "Then you can only be reincarnated in the next life."

Ling Yi came back late today, he opened the door and came in, and saw that only Tian Tian was sitting in the living room watching TV, while Ling Xu was playing games on the computer in the study.

Tian Tian wanted to watch it, but Ling Xu kicked him out, saying that children can't play games, and let him watch TV in the living room by himself.

"Tiantian," Ling Yi called him softly.

Turning his head to see Ling Yi every day, he was a little happy, "Uncle, you are back."

Children are always easy to bribe. Ever since he knew Tian Tian didn't like him, Ling Yi took some care and asked his secretary to help him prepare some small toys or food from time to time, and gave them to Tian Tian when he came back from get off work.

So Tiantian now feels happy when he sees Ling Yi.

Ling Yi put the door on top of the shoe cabinet, walked towards the sofa while untying his tie.When standing in front of Tiantian, he hesitated a little, but bent down to hug Tiantian and kissed him, asking, "How is today?"

Tiantian said: "Grandma is here today."

"Grandma is here?" Ling Yi was a little surprised, "Come to see you?"

Tiantian said: "Look for Dad."

Ling Yi stroked his hair, then walked towards the study.The door of the study room was not closed. Ling Xu was playing games with his earphones on. He didn't notice until Ling Yi walked behind him and took off his earphones. He quickly asked, "Brother, are you back?"

"Is your mother here?" Ling Yi asked.

The smile on Ling Xu's face disappeared instantly, he tapped the keyboard lightly, and said, "Yes, I'm back."

Ling Yi asked him: "Do you know who Tian Tian's mother is?"

Ling Xu became even more depressed, "I don't know, because she doesn't know either, and I began to suspect that Tiantian was created by mitosis."

Ling Yi said silently, "Do you know what mitosis is?"

Ling Xu said: "Of course I understand. I still listened to the biology class. Our biology teacher is a beautiful woman, but her breasts are a bit small."

Ling Yi didn't want to listen to his nonsense, and asked, "What is your mother doing back here?"

Ling Xu turned his gaze away, "It's nothing, you don't need to worry about her, I'll take care of it anyway."

"Where is she now?"

"Hotel."

Ling Xu's grandparents have passed away for many years, and her mother and an older brother also moved out of the city. Now she has no other relatives except Ling Xu and Tian Tian when she comes back.

Ling Yi said, "It's your mother after all."

Ling Xu nodded, "I know."