Fatty

Guan Tianren didn't say anything.He walked to the window, closed the curtains, and opened them again. After a while, he said, "Ji Jie, don't be angry with me."

"I'm not angry." Ji Jie said, "I think very clearly. Guan Tianren, you can't give me what I want, and you don't want what I give you. So let it be."

"Why don't I want it?" Guan Tianren was a little excited, and he said, "You said that no matter what I do, you will forgive me. I am not afraid that you will make trouble with me, quarrel with me, or have a cold war with me. As long as you can forgive me, Stop saying things like that. You can't help loving me..."

Ji Jie frowned and looked at Guan Tianren impatiently. He stood up and walked towards Guan Tianren step by step.

Guan Tianren's eyes flustered.He looked haggard, hadn't seen him for a few days, and lost a lot of weight.

Ji Jie stood in front of Guan Tianren, watching him quietly, Guan Tianren held Ji Jie's wrist with his right hand.

Ji Jie paused, then gently shook off Guan Tianren's hand, and held him backhanded.

"Guan Tianren." Ji Jie was taller than Guan Tianren, and he had to lower his head slightly to look into his eyes.Guan Tianren saw that Ji Jie's pupils were against the light, as if there were stars in them, and he was extraordinarily gentle.

But what the man said was so cruel.

He said, "I really don't want you anymore."

After speaking, he let go of Guan Tianren's hand.

At that moment, Guan Tianren couldn't breathe, his legs were so weak that he couldn't stand, so he supported the wall.

Ji Jie has already left the room.

Ji Jie told Guan Tianren that he gave Guan Tianren the apartment under his name.Although Guan Tianren doesn't care about the money, Ji Jie has a family and hopes to leave their former 'home' to Guan Tianren.

And tactfully expressed that he was unwilling to let Guan Tianren come to the villa again.

Guan Tianren tidied up his things silently, opened the door and left.Ji Jie sat on the sofa and read the newspaper all afternoon, but he never turned over that page.

Ji Jie feels that Guan Tianren will never be in his life again.But soon Ji Jie discovered that Guan Tianren was not far away from him.He lives in the house of the housekeeper's parents.Everything turned back in time, as if Ji Jie was still that arrogant and domineering boy, and Guan Tianren was still the warm and gentle child of the housekeeper.

But now nothing is the same.

Ji Jie turned around and said to Ji Wencheng:

"Dad, I have time today."

Ji Wencheng was taken aback, hesitated for a while, and asked, "When do you have time?"

"Morning, afternoon." Ji Jie said in a general way, he thought for a while, and added, "Evening is fine too."

The loyalty and responsibility in Ji Jie's character are inherent and indelible.Wanting to forget about Guan Tianren as soon as possible, Ji Jie hopes that he can have the next relationship.

I used to feel that a blind date was inappropriate because love cannot happen by chance in the name of 'marriage'.It should come naturally, slowly.A blind date always gives Ji Jie a sense of urgency.And now I don't think so.Now thinking about his views at that time, Ji Jie felt that he was very naive.

He is in his 30s and has a successful career. His parents carefully selected him. The first blind date girl was 25 years old and a kindergarten teacher.

"My advantage is that I like children very much." The short-haired girl shyly pinned her hair behind her ears, her face was flushed, and she didn't dare to look up into Ji Jie's eyes, "The temper is milder."

The parents probably thought that Ji Jie liked this kind of gentle girl.In fact, it is true.

Ji Jie blinked and confessed:

"There is something I want to tell you personally."

"You say." The girl smiled and rolled her eyes.

"I have been in a relationship with a man before, and we have been together for nearly 20 years. Of course, if I am with you in the future, I will not have any contact with him." After Ji Jie said this calmly, he asked lightly, "Do you care?" ?"

The girl's smile stiffened.

Afterwards, I saw that the girls are all very good, their quality, appearance, and family affairs are checked by their parents and Ji Yuan.Although Ji Jie's conditions are good enough, most of them still care about his boyfriend of 20 years.What girl wishes her lover had been gay?What's more, Ji Jie is so frank, as long as he asks, he can explain clearly about Guan Tianren.

The love revealed inadvertently between words cannot be concealed.

The blind date process froze for a long time.

Until a girl listened to him with great interest and asked Ji Jie: "Do you think this relationship makes you very proud?"

"No." Ji Jie lowered his eyes, in fact he just felt stupid.

"Then why are you telling me?"

"I just thought I should come clean. Some people, no, most people would mind."

"If you don't tell me, maybe I won't know after we get married."

"Then I have to tell you in advance."

The girl looked at Ji Jie with great interest, and asked, "Are you also so frank with your former lover?"

Ji Jie didn't answer, but just looked down at the one-eared cup in front of him, and unconsciously stroked the warm porcelain with his fingers. After a long while, he said 'hmm'.

"I like people who are frank. You are very nice. But if I can't be as frank as you are." The girl bit her lip and said hesitantly, "I can't tell you about my previous relationship. Do you care?"

"I care." Ji Jie lost interest, and felt that the blind date was meaningless. He said to the girl, "Why? Why can't you be honest with your lovers?"

The girl turned pale and said, "Frankness... There is also a bottom line for honesty. Some things are difficult to face by yourself, why should you tell others?"

"..." Ji Jie looked out of the window and said, "Okay, I see."

A long silence followed.

This kind of blind date is very boring. Every time Ji Jie goes home, he is exhausted and has to work hard to deal with his parents and brothers.

Ji Yuan and Sun Mei are very concerned about Ji Jie's marriage, and they gather around Ji Jie when they see him.

Sun Mei hugged the child and asked, "Brother, how is this today?"

Ji Jie shook his head and said, "It's still the same."

Ji Yuan was in a hurry: "Really? That's my colleague's friend. I heard that the woman has a gentle personality, so let me take care of her... just like our mother, why not?"

Ji Jie became anxious and said, "I don't know either. We can't talk about going together."

Ji Jie didn’t mean to slander the woman maliciously, but some girls who were rejected by Ji Jie were not happy. They would say that Ji Jie was gay and had a bad personality. Don't drink, don't drink lemonade, living with this kind of person will definitely shorten your life, and you will be so angry.

Even so, there were still many girls who wanted to go on a blind date with Ji Jie, and in the next 10 minutes Ji Jie couldn't sit still, and no one was interested.

Because his brother is too superb, Ji Yuan's mouth was bubbling anxiously, and asked directly: "Brother, what exactly do you want?"

Ji Jie didn't make a sound, he said:

"I want to find someone who will love me with all my heart."

"..." Ji Yuan lost his mind, he said, "Love...is something that happens after a long time. You didn't talk for 10 minutes, and you want others to love you, how is it possible?"

Ji Jie shook his head and said, "I know. I just..."

No one like that can be found.

Then one day, Ji Jie ran into an acquaintance during a blind date.

Looking at the little woman with burgundy curly hair sitting in front of him, Ji Jie said hello: "Long time no see."

"Yeah, long time no see." The woman nodded.

That person turned out to be Ji Jie's high school classmate, Zeng Yongqi.

Eating with her does not feel the tension of a blind date at all, just like chatting with an old classmate.

Zeng Yongqi looked at him with Ji Jie's inexplicable eyes, her hands trembling nervously, she asked: "You...and Guan Tianren, what's wrong?"

"Something happened." Ji Jie frowned and said, "We're separated."

"Not reconciled?"

"Ah."

"I heard that you came on a blind date. It's really incredible. It took a lot of people to ask you out." Zeng Yongqi said, "The painting you returned to me last time...I'm really touched."

So touched that when the waiter delivered it to Zeng Yongqi's table according to his words, Zeng Yongqi cried with her head in her arms.

Ji Jie said: "Small things, it doesn't matter."

Zeng Yongqi said: "Ji Jie. Do you know that I have liked you for a long time. But Guan Tianren has always been by your side. I have been waiting, and finally waited until this day."

Hearing what she said, Ji Jie didn't know how to reply, so he kept silent.

Zeng Yongqi looked at Ji Jie, her eyes were moist, and she said, "Don't you want to find a lover who is completely honest with you?"

"..." Ji Jie didn't know where she heard it.

"I can." The woman said firmly, "You have seen all my embarrassing moments in the past 30 years. I can be completely honest with you. As long as you...don't think I'm so fat."

Zeng Yongqi did not lose weight slowly like Guan Tianren.She is still fat, Ji Yuan frowned when he saw Zeng Yongqi, and didn't want to introduce her to his brother.

But Zeng Yongqi told Ji Yuan that she was Ji Jie's classmate, had been secretly in love with Ji Jie for almost 20 years, had been waiting for him, and had never married.

The reason why Ji Yuan let Zeng Yongqi and Ji Yuan go on a blind date is largely because Zeng Yongqi feels a little like Guan Tianren to him.

Ji Jie took a sip of water, looked at Zeng Yongqi, and asked seriously: "I have a question. If the two of us are locked in a secret room at this moment, only one of us can escape, and the other will definitely die. Would you how is it?"

Zeng Yongqi looked at Ji Jie and said firmly:

"I'll let you go. I won't watch you die."

Ji Jie drank the water in the cup and said, "Okay. Thank you. May I ask why?... Shouldn't it be more appropriate for a man like me to do this kind of thing?"

"Of course it's because I love you," said the woman.

Ji Jie felt as if something was choked in his throat, which made him very uncomfortable. After a while, he said softly, "...I'm sorry."

When Ji Jie returned home, he locked himself in the room.He turned off the light, and Ji Jie lit a cigarette in the dark, and a suffocating white fog filled the surroundings.

Ji Jie silently watched the scarlet fireworks in the dark night.He felt that he hadn't gotten out of Guan Tianren's vicious circle when he walked around.

When I go on a blind date with all the women, I think about Guan Tianren.

Anyone who meets wants to compare with Guan Tianren.But who can do better than Guan Tianren?Love him more than Guan Tianren?

Take care of Tianren!Take care of Tianren!

Ji Jie threw an entire ashtray of cigarette butts outside, opened the window, and let the cold November wind into the room.

Guan Tianren's situation is not so good.

Mother Guan found that her son had stopped talking.

Since returning home that day, Guan Tianren has been lying on the bed and hasn't gotten out of bed all day.Seeing their son's reaction, the housekeeper's parents guessed that Ji Jie didn't care about Tian Ren anymore.The two old people wept and felt distressed at the same time.

They gathered around Guan Tianren's bed, and when they found their son woke up, they tried to talk to him, but no matter how they tried, Guan Tianren would not speak.He didn't respond as if he couldn't hear.

Two days later, Guan Tianren said his first words these days.

All he said was 'Happy New Year'.

Guan Tianren, who had been silent for a long time, spoke slowly and hoarsely, but his words were clear.

It is not yet November, and there is still a long time before the New Year. Father Guan was the first to hear what Guan Tianren said. He turned his head, looked at his wife suspiciously, and asked, "Happy New Year? What Happy New Year?" ?”

The wife frowned, thought for a while, and suddenly remembered something, pointed to the empty birdcage outside, and said, "Happy New Year? That Happy New Year?"

It turned out that the butler had raised a starling before.

The species of starlings are not expensive, but it is said that they are good at learning tongues and are very easy to speak.Father Guan tried many methods to get the starling to talk.But the starling never spoke, so Dad Guan gave up and raised him just to add some spirituality to that lifeless villa.Later, when Ji Jie moved here, he liked the bird very much, and offered food and drink every day, but even so, the bird did not speak.So Ji Jie lowered his requirements, hoping that the starling could only learn one sentence of 'Happy New Year', which is festive and simple.But it doesn't even know this sentence, it seems that it only wants to be a starling who can only sing.

Ji Jie was very disappointed.He is very firm and loyal in life and work. After he has a relationship with this starling, he has never thought about raising other talking birds. He just thinks of it from time to time, and he will walk up to the starling and say "Happy New Year", " Happy New Year'.

Until Ji Jie's father, Ji Wencheng, had an accident, he didn't come home for half a month.

The starling became restless and his feathers were no longer shiny. He flopped around in the cage all day long, pecking at his own fur.

Then one day, the starling spoke in a straight voice.

'Happy New Year'.

Ever since I said the phrase Happy New Year, mynah has been making noise day and night, like a child learning to speak, only repeating this sentence.The returned Ji Jie stood in front of the starling's cage and cursed, "If I knew today, why bother?"He scolded sharply, but looked at mynah with nostalgic and gentle eyes.

The starling didn't listen, and said "Happy New Year" again with a correct accent.

The cry continued until the starling died.Ji Jie had been sad for several nights, as if nothing had happened during the day, the pillow was wet in his sleep.

Guan Tianren knew everything.Up to now, he is even a little envious of the starling in Ji Jie's hand.

Ji Jie didn't hide the blind date from the housekeeper's parents.The housekeeper's parents come to the villa every day to be with Ji Wencheng and Ji's mother. Of course, they can see Ji Jie's busy appearance, and they know that Ji Jie is going on a blind date without even asking.

Mother Guan always stared at Ji Jie with heartbroken eyes, holding Ji Jie tightly with her old hands.The palms are as rough as tree bark.

Ji Jie felt sorry for her, and put his arms around Guan's mother, wanting to comfort her, no matter what, Uncle Guan and you are my relatives.But it also seems hurtful to say that.

He couldn't open his mouth no matter what, and his mother could only cry 'woo woo'.After Ji Jie came back, it was Ji Yuan who was most anxious to ask Ji Jie the result, but the housekeeper's parents had been standing by and listening silently.

When Ji Jie shook his head, they breathed a sigh of relief.Later, even Ji Wencheng found out, and when he urged Ji Jie to go on a blind date, he was very embarrassed to see the housekeeper's parents.

Guan Tianren felt as if he had returned to the year of the college entrance examination.He was under a lot of pressure, but he couldn't let Ji Jie feel it. He loved that person deeply, but he couldn't get a response.

When he walked out of the examination room, he knew that he had failed the exam. When answering the math questions, he didn't have any thoughts, and he was not in the mood at all.When the results of the college entrance examination came out, Guan Tianren lied to Ji Jie that he forgot to fill in the answer sheet, but that was not the case.How could he forget such an important exam.

He was really out of shape, but he wanted to find a reason to prevent Ji Jie from underestimating himself.

Due to his childhood flaws, Guan Tianren has always had a low self-esteem, especially in front of Ji Jie.In order to cover up a little flaw, he would tell many lies to Ji Jie.

He has no sense of security and treats Ji Jie gently, but deep down in his heart he wants to lock Ji Jie up so that his eyes can no longer see others.

Guan Tianren hates himself like this.But he couldn't help it.

Guan Tianren is too concerned about face, no matter what, he cannot accept Lai Jijie's sympathy.Failure in the college entrance examination is simply a nightmare, if you want him to repeat the exam with Ji Jie's company, it's better to let him die.

He hoped that in Ji Jie's heart, he would be better and stronger.

Not like this, cowardly, incompetent.

Guan Tianren loses his temper with Ji Jie and his parents, but his heart is tormented.He wants to leave here, work hard by himself, and come back to find Ji Jie when he becomes famous.

Guan Tianren did this to satisfy his own vanity.

He was ruthless to himself, and went to his hometown to work hard with 1000 yuan in his pocket, and he was very busy.

Guan Tianren didn't dare to be idle, as soon as he was free, he would think of Ji Jie falling in love with other women, marrying them and having children, and once he returned one day, Guan Tianren would pretend to smile and bless him.

Guan Tianren didn't want Ji Jie to sympathize, but he didn't dare to go home.He was tortured so much that he had auditory hallucinations and hallucinations. He could only stay at home when he was not working. He felt that there was a cliff outside and that he would fall to his death as long as he walked out of the house.

He was very depressed, and he relied on free medicine for maintenance. For a while, he was still considering whether to get a disability certificate.

But as soon as he works and thinks of his success in the future, he can go back and watch Ji Jie, maybe Ji Jie is not married yet, the best result is that Ji Jie is still waiting for him... Guan Tianren will be able to persevere.

He was afraid that Ji Jie would not wait for him, and that no one would know when he died.

Guan Tianren has always been aware of his character problems.He has everything that an excellent lawyer has. As long as he is not in front of Ji Jie, he can be thoughtful, logical, good at disguising, and calm.However, those things he was good at were all wiped out in front of Ji Jie, not worth mentioning.

As long as Ji Jie's eyes, those bright black eyes stared at him, what Guan Tianren said would make him feel ashamed.

He felt that Ji Jie knew the lie he was telling.

Every second spent with Ji Jie is like a dream.He sometimes thinks, Guan Tianren, why is Ji Jie with you?

Does he love you, or sympathize with you?

You perverted, pathetic, cowardly, you are not a complete man's man.

Guan Tianren was lying at home all day and didn't go to the office anymore. He could still say a few perfunctory words when someone from the company called.Colleagues know that Guan Tianren is being retaliated against, and most of the time they don't bother him, hoping that he can get out of the haze as soon as possible.

So Guan Tianren hid at home like an isolated person.Only when Ji Jie drove the car out and heard the sound of the engine, Guan Tianren seemed to be alive, jumped up from the bed suddenly, lay on the window and kept watching.

Later, Guan Tianren knew what Ji Jie was doing when he went out.He is on a blind date.So Guan Tianren didn't look at it, he felt his heart ached, and even the tips of his fingers were numb.

This life of walking corpses lasted for a while, and Mother Guan couldn't bear it any longer. She touched Guan Tianren's hand, wept silently, and asked, "Tianren, what's the matter with you and Xiao Ji?"

Guan Tianren choked up: "Ji Jie doesn't want me anymore."

Although she knew this was the case, the mother was still sad with Guan Tianren.She touched Guan Tianren's back, approaching her son's ear like a loving mother, and scolded: "Can't you apologize to Xiao Ji? At this time, at this time, what face do you care about?"

Guan Tianren shook his head and said, "Ji Jie won't forgive me."

"How do you know if you don't try?"

Ji Jie thought that he had made it clear enough to Guan Tianren that day.But in fact, Guan Tianren was only depressed for a week. One morning, Ji Jie sat up listlessly from the bed, and after washing up, he saw the man standing up from the sofa in his living room.

The man was wearing white casual attire, his hair was not as meticulously arranged as before, but completely soft.

Seeing Ji Jie, Guan Tianren felt a little uneasy, and said in a trembling voice, "Morning."

Ji Jie didn't say a word, and looked at Ji Wencheng, his mother, and the housekeeper's parents who were sitting next to Guan Tianren.Since both parents were there, Ji Jie didn't ask the question: "Why did you come here?"

He turned around silently, washed his hands hastily, slammed the door shut, and left the house.

After leaving the house, Ji Jie went around the office where he was affiliated.Due to the risk of affiliation, the firm will regularly send some jobs to Ji Jie for him to verify. After Ji Jie came here, he was quickly overwhelmed by the suffocating sense of busyness here.He left in a hurry within two hours and didn't want to go home, so he drove to the university where Ji Yuan was teaching.

Ji Yuan's class is still so popular with students, even though it is a difficult and boring advanced mathematics class, the classroom is full of students.

After class, Ji Yuan looked at Ji Jie in shock and asked, "Brother, why are you here?"

"I'll come see you."

"Oh, by the way, brother, how was that girl yesterday?"

Ji Jie shook his head.

Is this the first girl Ji Yuan picked for him?Ji Yuan himself had never put in so much effort to get married, and his eager character was vividly revealed. He said to Ji Jie: "No, brother, what do you think you want?"

Ji Jie gave him a blank look, "How do you know until you find it?"

"What do you choose? I come and go looking for people like my big brother Tianren, but how can someone do better than me?" Ji Yuan was anxious, speaking recklessly, "You two are so good together, what are you doing?" Want to break up?"

Ji Jie roared violently: "Get out!"