Fatty

Chapter 40

But Ji Jie didn't interrupt their conversation, just stood at the door and watched for a long time.

When he walked into the ward, he looked at Guan Tianren and asked:

"How did you come?"

"I came here after I finished the exam," Guan Tianren said.

Ji Jie asked: "Have you finished your school work? Do you still need to go back to school?"

"Almost." Guan Tianren said with a smile as much as possible, avoiding the second question.

Ji Jie just looked at him like that and didn't ask any further questions. After a while, he lowered his head to pack up his things and said, "Then go home."

Naturally, the newly purchased building is not as grand as the previous villas, it is a three-bedroom apartment with less than [-] square meters.

Although Ji Yuan is young, in order to exercise his autonomy, he slept alone when he was four years old.Guan Tianren was worried about Ji Jie. He was a frequent visitor to this family and lived in the northeast of Beijing. He usually lived with Ji Jie, just like Beijing, so there was no inconvenience.

It was the same that night.Guan Tianren lay down after taking a bath, and after a long time, he found that Ji Jie was still not asleep.

He pays too much attention to observing Ji Jie, of course he knows whether Ji Jie is really asleep or fake.Seeing him like this, Guan Tianren also became agitated, turning over three times in one minute.

"...What are you doing?" Ji Jie put his hand on Guan Tianren's back, preventing him from moving. "Be honest, okay?"

He was depressed enough, but even if he was so depressed, he didn't disturb people's sleep by tossing and turning like this.

Guan Tianren didn't say anything, got up after a while, and lightly touched the corner of Ji Jie's eyes.

Ji Jie hid for a while but didn't dodge it. He was touched and was very upset. He asked, "What are you doing?"

"It's okay." Guan Tianren said, "I want to see if you...are asleep or not."

"What are you talking about, can I talk to you if I fall asleep?"

Guan Tianren was silent, and after a while, he said:

"...I should have come here sooner."

Thinking of what he said in the afternoon, Ji Jie thought to himself that you came early enough.But he didn't want Guan Tianren to find out that he was eavesdropping, so he just hummed softly.

Guan Tianren lowered his head and said, "I have to come a little earlier. I can... catch up."

Ji Jie knew what he was talking about catching up.Didn't it just catch up with the time when Ji Wencheng was taken away?

"...It's useless for you to come." Ji Jie said this fact very depressingly.

He knew in his heart that it was useless for anyone to come.Whoever comes, Ji Wencheng will be taken away, but he can't stay anyway.

He is not reconciled.A little bit mad at myself.

Guan Tianren's voice was hoarse: "I said it before, have you forgotten?"

Ji Jie said: "What did you say?"

"I said, if you are angry, I will help you to be angry. I don't want to see you like this again." Guan Tianren stretched out his hand to touch Ji Jie's back, then touched his back, and asked, "Does it hurt?" ?”

Guan Tianren heard that those prison guards were very ruthless and pinned Ji Jie to the ground.Although I didn't see the original situation, I can imagine how chaotic the scene was.

Ji Jie shook his head and said, "I don't feel pain. The one who really hurts me...is my brother."

Ji Jie frowned, clutching the collar of his pajamas with his hands, as if it made him breathless: "I think he should understand me. He knows how anxious I am, so he should contact me immediately if something happens. He didn't, I told my dad Leave it to him, but he runs away as soon as he encounters other things."

Guan Tianren understood who Ji Jie was referring to as 'he', so he listened quietly without speaking.

"I'm really uncomfortable." Ji Jie said, "I've been arguing with him for the past two years. But today I feel that the two of us can no longer go back to our childhood."

After a while, Ji Jie added:

"It's not his fault either. I can't."

"..."

"I can't do anything." Ji Jie's voice sounded painful, "No one can protect me."

That feeling of helplessness and helplessness, like a knife, forced Ji Jie in front of him.

Can't hide, can't hide.

Guan Tianren held Ji Jie's hand and said in a voice that was about to cry:

"I'll help you."

"..."

"Wait for me." Guan Tianren was more uncomfortable than Ji Jie, "You wait for me. When I grow up, when I have the ability..."

He is not Ji Jie, he has never experienced such a complicated thing.If he hadn't met Ji Jie, Guan Tianren would have been an ordinary high school student, busy with his professional classes all day long, wouldn't be running around, wouldn't--experience the frustration of being helpless so early.

But Ji Jie is not a vulnerable group that needs protection.He even felt that Guan Tianren's promise was inexplicable, so he didn't speak, and closed his eyes to think about things in the dark.Whenever he had something on his mind, he couldn't fall asleep, and the insomnia was very severe. After an unknown amount of time, Guan Tianren stood up straight in a low voice, and slowly and softly touched the corner of Ji Jie's eyes with his right hand.

Ji Jie found it strange, he didn't understand why Guan Tianren liked to touch his eyes so much, and felt that this gentle movement was very familiar for no reason, so he patiently finished touching his eyes before he opened his mouth and asked, "What's wrong?"

"..." Guan Tianren didn't answer, but asked instead, "Are you still asleep?"

"Can't sleep." Ji Jie said, "I can't sleep."

"Huh?" Guan Tianren stood up, "Do you want to light a cigarette? I'll get it for you."

"No need." Ji Jie grabbed Guan Tianren's arm, pulled him down, let him lie down, paused, rubbed against Guan Tianren's side, rested his pillow on Guan Tianren's shoulder, and repeated, " Need not."

Guan Tianren's breathing was stagnant, and he was taken aback by Ji Jie's sudden approach.It is only now that he understands what it means to be "closer to the hometown and more timid".Guan Tianren longed for Ji Jie's approach from the bottom of his heart, but when that person really approached, Guan Tianren was afraid that he would make Ji Jie uncomfortable.

Guan Tianren was trembling, while Ji Jie was not polite to him.

"Why are your shoulders so hard?" Ji Jie lay down, pointing at him, "I remember your shoulders were very soft before."

That is, I didn't see how much Guan Tianren lost weight in the past two years.Even if he couldn't compare his weight with Ji Jie's, it was definitely a normal standard.

Guan Tianren moved a place and said, "Lie on my lap."

"Don't be too busy." Ji Jie moved his head, and after a moment of silence, said, "I used to rely on my dad like this."

Guan Tianyi was taken aback, knowing that Ji Jie was going to have a heart-to-heart talk with him, he quickly put on an attitude of listening attentively, and said, "Tell me."

"...There is nothing to say." Ji Jie hesitated for a while before saying, "...it happened a long time ago."

"Ah."

"When I was young, my dad wasn't that busy at work, he was always with me, everything."

"What are you doing with me?"

"Accompany me in everything." Ji Jie was a little embarrassed, and felt that he didn't need to meet with Guan Tianren, so he said, "When I was young, it seemed, um... I loved to cry. Anyway, I cried when I couldn't see my parents. After finishing speaking, he immediately added: "This is not the case now."

In fact, although Tian Ren had heard of it, but when the same words came out of Ji Jie's mouth, it brought a completely different feeling.

"Later," Ji Jie closed his eyes, "later when he got busy, he wasn't as patient as before."

In addition to Ji Wencheng's lack of patience, the son who was estranged from his father and was extremely irritable and sensitive was also becoming more and more disobedient.

Ji Jie said: "...he always wants to control me, and I don't listen to him. I don't know when he will be so old."

Guan Tianren didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only reach out to hold Ji Jie's.The weather was not very hot. I turned on the air conditioner for a while in the evening, but now it has been turned off. The cool night breeze blows in from the wide open windows, which makes a layer of goosebumps appear on my calves.

Ji Jie lowered his head and said mockingly, "Why am I telling you this?"

"Tell me, I love to hear." Guan Tianren said, "I want to know."

"There's nothing to say." Ji Jie's mood fluctuated too much today, otherwise he wouldn't really say so much. "Go to sleep."

After such a long time, it was enough for Ji Jie to calm down.But Guan Tianren couldn't sleep for a long time.

It was slowly getting brighter.

Guan Tianren came to Ji Jie's side, looked into his ear, and said in a soft voice that seemed to be blowing, "...I know."

In fact, he knows all about it.

In the second month after Ji Wencheng was locked up in the detention center, Guan Tianren was still in Beijing. Wang Siwei's father, Lawyer Wang, took Guan Tianren to the Northeast Detention Center to meet Ji Wencheng.

Lawyer Wang, who was about to leave Beijing for the Northeast, rushed to the housekeeper and told Guan Tianren that Ji Wencheng wanted to see him.

Although Guan Tianren wanted to study law, it was actually the first time he met a lawyer, and he stammered, "I, me, me, how can I see Uncle Ji?"

Guan Tianren is 1.8 meters tall and gentle in situations. Strangers don't know how old he is when they meet him.

Lawyer Wang also took this into consideration, and took care of Tianren from top to bottom, saying, when I arrive at the detention center, I will tell them that you are here as an intern with me, and I will take care of the next thing, and you don't need to worry about it.

Guan Tianren turned his head to watch the house, and asked, should I tell Ji Jie?

The second month of being locked up in the detention center was the craziest period of time. Ji Jie had to go back to the Northeast, and there was a lot of trouble, and the Northeast was thoroughly investigating Ji's house. It must be a shame to let him go back now. Can't walk around.

Lawyer Wang shook his head and said, "Don't let Ji Jie know."

"Then... I, how can I go?"

Lawyer Wang didn't consider Guan Tianren's difficulties at all, and said, "Let's think of a way. I'm leaving at ten o'clock tomorrow morning, please don't be late."

Guan Tianren really made up an excuse, the excuse was very simple, because the logic was thorough, it sounded decent, but it was just a lie.

Guan Tianren remembered it clearly.He can hide something from Ji Jie, as long as it is for his own good, Guan Tianren can bear to hide it.But he is unwilling to lie to Ji Jie, every time he cheats, he feels extremely uncomfortable, so he remembers it clearly.

Especially when Ji Jie trusts himself without reservation, it feels really uncomfortable to lie to the person who trusts him the most.

When I saw Ji Wencheng in the detention center, the stern and serious man was very thin, his hair was shaved thinly, and his blue stubble looked extremely haggard.

Guan Tianren didn't have a deep impression of that day, he only remembered that Ji Wencheng asked him about the situation outside.Guan Tianren told him that Ji Jie resolutely refused to go abroad, and of course he dared not tell about Ji Jie's drastic actions.Hearing that Ji Jie refused to leave, Ji Wencheng was worried and frowning.Finally he let out a long sigh, showing some old look.

Speaking of the exchange that day, Guan Tianren's entrustment to Ji Wencheng is unforgettable.

Ji Wencheng entrusted Guan Tianren with two things.The first thing is to pay attention to Ji Jie's heart.

"When Ji Jie was just born, the family didn't have money to hire a nanny. I watched their mother and child alone, and I couldn't take care of Ji Jie when I was busy. Once he cried...I..." Ji Wencheng took a deep breath. Suppressing the trill in his throat, "...Ji Jie's heart problems are all because of me."

Knowing that he is angry makes his heart hurt easily.But I'm afraid that if I spoil my son too much, if I really don't care about him, this little boy will go astray in the future.

Are all fathers' loves so contradictory?So in love, but can't say it?

Guan Tianren will always remember that day, Ji Wencheng's heart ached, and said: "——Ji Jie's heart is a thorn in my heart. It can't be pulled out. It will never grow well."

And this sentence has always been rooted in Guan Tianren's heart in the future. Whenever he thinks of it, every word will come to mind, and there will be no trace of memory fading.

When it comes to Ji Jie, the two have a lot more in common.Guan Tianren talked about Ji Jie's stubborn personality, he would not easily reveal his weaknesses, even if he was sick, he would not tell others.

"I don't know what he thinks." Guan Tianren said distressedly, "Whether he has been wronged or not happy, many times I can't feel it right away."

From Ji Jie's point of view, Guan Tianren already understands himself enough, but listening to it this way, Guan Tianren seems to feel that he is far from enough.

Guan Tianren didn't even think about why he was so eager to know another man.very strange.

Hearing what Guan Tianren said, Ji Wencheng actually laughed, and then told the story of Ji Jie in a nostalgic and gentle voice.

The most talked about, of course, is Ji Jie's awkward and stubborn temper.

"Ji Jie was very clingy to his parents when he was a child, and would cry when no one hugged him. Gradually, I was busy with work and had no time to accompany him. Suddenly one day, Ji Jie stopped crying." Ji Wencheng said, "But he is not really I don’t want to cry, it’s not that I’m not wronged. He just can bear it.”

"Pain, sadness...he can bear it."

"These emotions will only appear at night." Ji Wencheng said, "It erupts in his dreams. When he falls asleep, touch his face. If it is wet, it proves that he is unhappy and he has been wronged. "

Guan Tianren was dumbfounded.

Ji Wencheng smiled, a very gentle smile, not at all as strict as before.He knew his son's wayward and awkward temper like the back of his hand.

Guan Tianren was surprised and thought Ji Jie was cute, he couldn't stop nodding when he saw Ji Wencheng.

Such a sensitive and innocent eldest son is like a ceramic doll stuffed with gunpowder inside. Ji Wencheng wants to take care of him carefully, but at the same time he can't help but teach him strictly.

If it wasn't for what happened in the future, how could he be willing to give the child to other people?

But looking at the boy in front of him, the boy with a gentle personality, neither arrogant nor impatient, who asked a little bit, Ji Wencheng felt that Guan Tianren was really a good kid.

Complementary to Ji Jie's character, he also takes care of others.

Such a good boy.

Guan Tianren recalled Ji Wencheng's entrustment, feeling complicated, and looked at Ji Jie's face through the sunlight.

The people around me loved acting like a baby and crying when they were young, and their minds were very sensitive.At that time, he was protected by a powerful father, and Ji Jie could be safe with just one hand.

But now he was alone.

Guan Tianren looked at a very inconspicuous wet mark on the side of Ji Jie's face, and thought, who made him so sad?Is it Yang Huaijin, or someone else?

I want to grow up quickly and take good care of him.

Guan Tianren really wanted to cry, but he couldn't.He got stronger, protected Ji Jie, and prevented anyone from bullying him again.

Don't let him be wronged again.

Guan Tianren couldn't help but touch Ji Jie's face, but he was noticed by Ji Jie who just woke up. Ji Jie narrowed his eyes, cursed, and said, "X, why do you keep touching my face?"

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