Knight's Love Letter

Chapter 44. What are you two doing?

Fang Shiqing was very confused. He knew that the root of Wang Qi's anger was his temporary repentance before coming out, but he had no idea how angry Wang Qi was.

From the very beginning, Wang Qi took the initiative and manipulated everything between them. It can be said that Wang Qi pushed him from behind, and they got to where they are today.

He loves Wang Qi, so he is willing to be influenced by Wang Qi, and he is also happy to be controlled by Wang Qi.

After all, in this relationship that started from an unspeakable secret love, he has been looking up to Wang Qi and enjoying it, but once Wang Qi withdraws his gaze from looking down on him and withdraws his hand, he doesn't know what to do. measures.

After being pushed by Wang Qi, he leaned against the steering wheel with his waist, feeling a little uncomfortable, and he didn't care about it. He stared into Wang Qi's eyes, his voice was really unstable this time, and said, "What's wrong? Are you Didn't you dislike me? Just because I don't count?"

Wang Qi's expression was a little helpless, and he said after a while: "Qingqing, do you know what I like most about you?"

Fang Shiqing thought blankly: "Be obedient?"

He doesn't know the answer to this question, because Wang Qi always likes to praise him, except for the sensual compliments when he is making out, the most common thing is that he is very good.

Wang Qi raised his right hand and gently touched Fang Shiqing's cheek, saying: "What I like the most is that you only have me in your heart, and you completely trust and rely on me."

Fang Shiqing said eagerly: "I have always been..."

"Then answer me," Wang Qi said calmly, "If you can only choose one between my family and me, who do you choose?"

Fang Shiqing was dumbfounded when asked: "...Why did you make this choice?"

Wang Qi's hand touching his face moved to his earlobe, pinched the piece of soft flesh casually, and said: "You don't want to choose, because you want everything, and you can't bear anything."

Fang Shiqing blinked vigorously, and said: "You are angry because of this? I love you, and I love my parents. What's the conflict? Why do you have to choose one of the two?"

Wang Qi looked straight at him and said: "I know you will be afraid, afraid of making them sad, and afraid of being charged with disobedience, so I told you a long time ago that I will bear and face it with you. .But you don't believe me."

Fang Shiqing retorted: "I didn't..."

Wang Qidao: "No? Then why did you suddenly go back on your word?"

Fang Shiqing opened his mouth: "I..."

Wang Qi said: "Because you don't trust me that much, you don't believe that I can protect you well, you don't believe that I can handle this matter well, right?"

Fang Shiqing's mind was completely confused: "...I, I don't know."

Unlike Wang Qi, he will analyze the reasons, logic, and consequences when facing these things. If he likes it, he likes it, and if he is afraid, he is afraid, so he shrinks back and hides from Wang Qi for many years. Later, Wang Qi didn't come to him half-forced, he would never tell about his liking for Wang Qi, he would hide from Wang Qi for the rest of his life, until he died.

It was the same thing this time, he had been planning to come out for many years, and the Fang family's parents were not uncivilized diehards, but just confessing their sexuality to them, the degree of difficulty was not beyond his tolerance.But now with the additional condition of "my lover is Wang Qi" coming out of the closet, it suddenly became Li Xiaopeng's jump with a difficulty factor of 7.2.

He promised Wang Qi at the beginning, because he really wanted to give it a try.If it hadn't been for Fang Mingyu's words on the night of his birthday to poke his weakness, he would have been kicked out by Wang Qi with his eyes closed.

Assuming it was not true, Fang Mingyu said, he was poked, opened his eyes, and found that he couldn't dance, and he didn't dare to dance.

Wang Qi squeezed his earlobe hard, and said: "You don't know? We agreed to tell our mother that you are with me, and you regretted it when things came to an end, and you didn't even discuss with me, even why I don’t even say the reason for regret, just that you suddenly don’t want to come out of the closet. I’ve deliberately ignored you for the past few days, and you’re going to hate me, don’t you? Still don't know where you went wrong?"

Fang Shiqing stumbled and said, "I, I know..."

Wang Qidao: "What do you know? I like to have sex with you, not because of the momentary sensual comfort, but because I like that moment when you belong to me completely."

Fang Shiqing couldn't tell the confusion in his heart, and he was eager to express his position: "I am, I belong to you completely! Any time! You ignore me, I am not happy, but I am stupid, I don't know how Make you happy..."

Wang Qidao: "But I'm even more unhappy if you're like this. I'd rather you bite me with fried hair than your hypocritical appearance."

Fang Shiqing: "..."

He has nothing to say, and he also knows that he is a bit fake. He seldom does such things to actively seduce Wang Qi. If he is not skilled in business, he deserves to be seen as fake.Besides, what Wang Qi said was right, if it wasn't for trying to please Wang Qi and coax Wang Qi to go home, what he wanted to do most in his heart was to scratch Wang Qi's face to see if he dared to ignore him.

Wang Qi withdrew the hand that kneaded his earlobe. He felt that the earlobe was hot and might have been pinched red. It was actually uncomfortable, but Wang Qi didn't touch him, and he felt even more uncomfortable.

"It used to be like this. Mingyu bullied you. You never told me once. You were obviously unhappy when I met her, and you didn't want to tell me directly." Wang Qi sighed and said, "Maybe you don't love her at all." I."

Fang Shiqing was startled, and said in a panic, "How is it possible?"

Wang Qidao: "Mingyu's words are more reliable than mine, and parents' feelings are more important than mine. You don't need me at all."

Fang Shiqing shook his head fiercely: "I need you! I need you very much! You don't know, I had a nightmare last night. The dream was full of you wanting me. I’ve packed all my things, can you go home with me? I’ll never be willful and hypocritical again, I’ll tell you everything, discuss everything with you, don’t be angry.”

As he spoke, he felt aggrieved, rushed over and hugged Wang Qi, buried his face on Wang Qi's shoulder, and confessed whether to cry or not: "I love you, I love you to death, I feel like I'm almost It's crazy."

He was not exaggerating at all. Wang Qi didn't pay much attention to him for two days, and he was not normal from head to toe. If this continues, he will probably go crazy.

Wang Qi didn't hug him back, he was silent for a moment, and said in his ear: "Okay, let's book a plane ticket home immediately, tell parents that you like me and want to spend the rest of your life with me, okay?"

Fang Shiqing was taken aback: "...now?"

Wang Qi said: "No?"

Fang Shiqing backed away a little, looked at Wang Qi hesitantly, and said, "Give me a little time, please?"

Wang Qi also looked at him and said, "Okay, I'll give you time to think about it, let's separate before you make up your mind."

Fang Shiqing's eyes widened in an instant: "...separate?"

Wang Qi's eyes and tone were very calm, and he said: "There is a lot of work at the end of the year, and Wang Chao is also shutting himself at home to think about his mistakes. I am very busy and don't want to waste time on things that may have no results."

Fang Shiqing: "..."

Wang Qi said: "Don't cry, you are already 28, I don't want to coax you anymore."

Fang Shiqing quickly turned his face away, his chest heaved violently, and asked: "What is the result of what you said? If I still don't want to tell my family that I am with my sister's ex-husband, will you break up with me?"

Wang Qi's lips moved, and finally said: "It's okay to understand it this way."

"Then you ran out against the cold wind in the morning?!" Yuan Rui said in surprise, "Didn't he even come out to chase you?!"

Fang Shiqing leaned on the table with his head tilted, smiled strangely, and said, "You also think he will chase you out, don't you? I think so too, waiting for him after turning the corner... How ridiculous! Idiot! I didn't even think about it, why is he chasing me even if he wants to break up!"

Yuan Rui didn't know what to say. He didn't understand this matter better than Fang Shiqing: "...Is it really that important if you come out of the closet?"

Fang Shiqing said: "He doesn't care about coming out, he just wants me to betray my relatives. My sister doesn't want me, and my parents don't want me either. I only have him. From now on, he will be the only one in life, old age, sickness, death, weddings and funerals!"

Yuan Rui heard that what he said was unreasonable, so he nudged him worriedly, and said, "Didn't you say you don't know how to drink baijiu? You've already drank half a bottle, are you okay?"

Fang Shiqing sat up with one hand propped on the table, his body and eyes were so dizzy that he couldn't find the north, and he said proudly, "What is this? I've drank more than this!"

Yuan Rui: "...What happened later? Drunk?"

Fang Shiqing laughed twice, showing off with a naive look: "Later...he was hospitalized!"

Yuan Rui was so frightened that he took the wine bottle over and said, "Then stop drinking, your bowl of noodles hasn't been touched, take two mouthfuls of noodles."

He put the wine bottle next to him, and helped Fang Shiqing mix the noodles with fried sauce that night.

Fang Shiqing rolled up two pieces of noodles with chopsticks and tossed them around, throwing a few dots of sauce on the light-colored coat on his body. Yuan Rui knew that he was really drunk this time, otherwise such a beauty-loving person would not be willing to make himself like this .

Fang Shiqing suddenly smiled again: "This noodle shop is delicious. I like it, and he likes it too. I used to come here to eat noodles when we were out walking together."

Yuan Rui persuaded: "Then you can eat a little. If you are empty stomach, you may have a stomachache for a while. You drank so much."

Fang Shiqing tilted his head to look at him: "Stomach pain? Yes, it will hurt, but what's the matter? No one cares about me, my sister doesn't want me anymore, my parents are so far away... We broke up! Who cares if my stomach hurts or not!"

Yuan Rui hesitated and said: "It should be just a moment of anger, he cares about you so much, why is he willing to break up with you?"

Fang Shiqing said: "He cares about my jb! Don't lie to me! You haven't been in a relationship before, you don't know, you don't understand! He never said he liked me at the beginning, but every day he knows sex, I I was very scared at that time, I was afraid that my sister would know, and I was also afraid that he was just playing with me, but I was never willing to say goodbye... If he really cared about me, how could he say goodbye..."

He couldn't continue, he lay down on the table with a bang, his shoulders were shaking terribly, he didn't cry out, but he looked like he was crying miserably.

It was noon, and there were few people drinking in the noodle restaurant. The two of them spent until two o'clock. Yuan Rui really couldn't stand the waiter's gaze, so he was embarrassed to stay any longer. He was wearing a hat and glasses, and he hadn't been recognized yet, so he paid in a hurry. After paying the bill, he helped Alchemist Qing go out.

This noodle restaurant is not located in a downtown area. There is a small street outside the entrance. It is quite clean and there are not many people.

Yuan Rui supported Fang Shiqing and walked a few steps slowly, and said, "Hey, are you feeling better? How about... Shall I call Wang Qi?"

Fang Shiqing turned his head and stared at him: "Don't hit him! Hit him and call me hypocritical!"

Yuan Ruidao: "Why are you so hypocritical when you're like this? Actually... the night before yesterday, he said he wouldn't go to the clubhouse to pick you up, and then he ran back to your house to boil water and feed medicine... Yes, he was so I love you, how could I break up with you? It must be an angry word, just an angry word. "

Fang Shiqing was half-drunk and half-awake listening to his words, and sneered: "He loves me so much? Are you sleepwalking? Did you see it in a dream? He is exactly like my sister, he looks like he loves me and cares about me. Waiting until the end is not the case at all! My sister, knowing that I am with him, said to me, 'Fang Shiqing! Listen to me! With him and without me, I without him!' I am so stupid, I can't bear him, and then I don't have a sister... He is like my sister today, let me choose again! Choose your mother! What's wrong with me, I like him! He said I don't care about his feelings , he doesn't care about me!"

He staggered, Yuan Rui was afraid that he would fall, and hurriedly hugged his waist, persuading him: "I'll take you home first, and you can tell me after you sleep."

Fang Shiqing was addicted to speaking and refused to stop, so he hugged him back and said, "No, let me finish with you! I saw you at first, if he didn't come out in the middle to disturb you, you would have agreed Come with me, where are these messy things!"

Yuan Rui said speechlessly: "Stop talking, your throat is cracked, doesn't it hurt?"

Fang Shiqing stared at him with red eyes, and suddenly said: "If he wants to break up, he breaks up, I don't care! I hate him so much! I won't like him anymore! Yuan Rui, let's get along!"

Yuan Rui was taken aback: "You..."

Fang Shiqing was still staring at him.

Yuan Rui opened his mouth and said, "But I like Wang Qi. Since you two broke up, I'd better be with him."

Fang Shiqing suddenly changed his face, holding Yuan Rui's hand instead of holding Yuan Rui's neck, and said like crazy: "How dare you! How dare you touch him! I'll kill you!"

Yuan Rui broke away from him with great difficulty and threw him aside. Before he could accuse him of turning his face and denying others, he saw him sitting on the curb and crying loudly.

Yuan Rui: "..."

After eating with his girlfriend, Zheng Qiuyang dangled in the car for a drive. His girlfriend is a first-rate painter, and he likes to take the quiet road with few people, saying that he can feel the quiet urban humanistic atmosphere.

When passing a small street, he saw two people on the side of the road from a distance and slammed on the brakes.

Yuan Rui and Fang Shiqing are hugging each other...for what?