Knight's Love Letter

Chapter 30. Why do you

Fang Shiqing followed Fang Mingyu into a nearby restaurant. This restaurant opened not long ago, but the business was not good because the food was terrible.

At this time, no one cares about these things. There are few people and quiet, which is more suitable for this moment.

The two of them waited silently for the two dishes and one soup to be served. Fang Mingyu ordered a bottle of white wine and poured two glasses. A glass is about one tael.

She picked up the cup, raised it to Fang Shiqing, and then gulped down.

Fang Shiqing had no choice but to drink that glass too, his throat hurt a little after taking a sip, he didn't know how to drink liquor at all.

Fang Mingyu filled two more glasses and said, "The last time I drank in front of you was to tell you that I was divorced. How good we were back then... It's only been two months, and it's become like this."

Fang Shiqing lowered his head and whispered, "Sister, I'm sorry."

Fang Mingyu shook her head and laughed: "You have nothing to be sorry for me. On the contrary, I hurt you and said such nasty things to you. I should apologize to you." She drank the glass in her hand again as she spoke. .

Fang Shiqing blinked hard, feeling a little happy in his heart, is his sister finally reconciling with him?

Fang Mingyu's expression was very soft, and he said, "I have met Wang Qi twice recently...don't be nervous, I'm not cheating on you."

Fang Shiqing: "..."

"He came to me and wanted me to stop embarrassing you and not bullying you," Fang Mingyu said with a wry smile on his lips, "I really don't know, the relationship between me and my brother How could it really be his turn to take care of it.”

Fang Shiqing was taken aback when he heard that, did Wang Qi quietly go to see her ahead of time after hearing what he said that day that he was going to find Fang Mingyu?

Fang Mingyu looked straight at him and said, "I don't have to make things difficult for you, can you stop making things difficult for me?"

Fang Shiqing said blankly, "I didn't..."

Fang Mingyu said, "I told you clearly that I really love him."

Fang Shiqing was stunned for a moment, and blurted out: "Sister, are you..."

"Like women?" Fang Mingyu said it herself.

Fang Shiqing didn't know what to do next.

Fang Mingyu said quietly: "When he came to me, I thought he finally regretted it and decided to come back to me, just like I went around on my own, only to find out that I still love him the most."

Fang Shiqing was a little astonished, and said, "You, where is your classmate named Su Yun?"

Fang Mingyu glanced at him: "He is already with you, should I wait for him to turn back? Qingqing, you really don't understand me and Wang Qi, we are the same person, even if Wang Qi really turns back Come to me, I will not want him again. He is the same, I have not looked back in those eight years, and when I want to turn back, he is not waiting for me. "

Alchemy Shiqing pursed his lips. He always weakened unconsciously in front of Fang Mingyu, and he said after a long while: "...Are you a pair?"

Fang Mingyu didn't make a sound, but at this moment, if she didn't deny it, she would admit it.

Alchemist Manifest rested his forehead with his hands, and said confusedly: "So you lied to him, tricked him into marrying you, and your lover at that time was a woman?"

Fang Mingyu said: "It's me, a senior. When we got married, I broke up with her. I can't count it as lying to Wang Qi. I also sincerely want to live a good life with Wang Qi. I didn't expect her I will go to my wedding, and after the wedding, we are in my dressing room... just so coincidentally, we were bumped into by Wang Qi."

Fang Shiqing frowned, and said in a questioning tone: "Are you unable to help yourself? Or don't you take Wang Qi to heart at all?"

Fang Mingyu didn't answer him, and said directly: "He really loved me at that time, otherwise, with his character, how could he agree to give me time to deal with that relationship?"

Fang Shiqing picked up the wine glass in front of him and drank it down. The alcohol passed down the esophagus, and the hot feeling went straight to his brain. He didn't know whether he was jealous of Fang Mingyu or angry for Wang Qi, and his tone became more serious. Bad: "He gave you a chance, but you didn't grasp it yourself."

Fang Mingyu sighed and said, "You're right, I couldn't grasp it myself. The senior sister at that time was so beautiful, I loved her very much, as long as she was by my side, I couldn't judge rationally, and couldn't control the situation at all. But I can't let go of Wang Qi. I have never made mistakes since I was a child. My goal in life is to be a better person than others, not to be a different kind. At that time, I thought, apart from Wang Qi, it is difficult for me to I found a man I was willing to entrust my whole life to. At that time, I didn’t even realize what kind of feelings I had for him. Later, my senior sister and I parted ways, and she finally got married. Every time we met, we would quarrel and even fight. I am very tired, and every time I go home after having a fight with her, I see Wang Qi reading, working, and cleaning at our home... Feelings are like a balance, maybe it will suddenly tilt to the other side at any moment .”

Fang Shiqing said silently: "It's not all of a sudden, it's because you can't find peace with your lover, so you gradually want to find comfort from him."

Fang Mingyu opened her mouth, and said after a while: "Even if you are right, the cause and process may be because I was too tired from the previous relationship, but the result is the same. I fell in love with Wang Qi, and my senior sister After breaking up, he turned around and fell in love with my younger brother."

Fang Shiqing found it ridiculous: "You haven't thought about his feelings for eight years, and you said you fell in love with him when it was irreparable? Even without me, he might like someone else, and it was you from the beginning You lied to him, why are you still so confident? What he said is so right, you won’t make mistakes even if the whole world is wrong, and you are the only one who is right in the whole world..."

"Fang Shiqing!" Fang Mingyu said coldly, "Wang Qi has the right to accuse me, so why do you?"

Fang Shiqing also lost his temper, and said: "I just can't stand you bullying him! You bullied him for eight years! Does he deserve to be played with by you because he likes you? He is not a piece of furniture, and it will always be in the house. Waiting for you to use it anytime, anywhere, you are right, he gave you the chance because he loved you at that time, and later that love disappeared because you did it yourself, if you don’t want him, just leave him alone, if you don’t want a divorce, tie him up Look at him, if you say you regret it, you will regret it, if you say you want to turn back, you will turn back, why do you have it?"

He drank a lot, his cheeks were flushed, and he talked a lot, his chest heaved and fluctuated, like a vindictive little cock.

On the contrary, Fang Mingyu was very calm, looked at him and said: "Yes, I can't turn back, what about you? Can you move forward? Even if he and I have never been a real husband and wife, will anyone believe it? You are not afraid You are gay, you can come out of the closet, I know there are many such people in your circle, but what about after you come out? How do you tell others? Say that you like men, so you seduced your brother-in-law, which caused your sister’s marriage to break down? "

Alchemist froze violently, looking at Fang Mingyu in disbelief.

Fang Mingyu said: "It's not that I said ugly words to scare you. Do you think my assumption does not exist? Everyone may accept that you like the same sex, but it is difficult to accept that you are with Wang Qi. We are not living in a paradise , we are all social people, we cannot do without interpersonal relationships, you can’t, and neither can Wang Qi. The matter of his divorce from me has not been publicly disclosed, and even many people in our unit don’t know about it. There are things I don’t want to say about it. The reason, and there are also reasons he doesn't want to say. Outsiders who don't know the situation will not only blame you, but also him... What a model husband, but he slept with his brother-in-law. "

Fang Shiqing's hands on the table trembled a little.

Fang Mingyu glanced at him and said, "He resigned and started his career from scratch. It is said that he is doing well now, but once someone uses your relationship with him to attack him, do you think his social reputation will be affected?" Is it bad? Or do you think he doesn't care about reputation?"

Fang Shiqing couldn't help but said: "Stop talking, I told you last time, I won't be separated from him."

Fang Mingyu said coldly: "We don't care about these extraneous things. I have already told you clearly that I will not accept you two being together. You two don't want your reputation and shame. I still want it."

Fang Shiqing turned his face away, the corners of his lips were tense, a little stubborn and a little bit wronged.

Fang Mingyu said: "There are also parents, they can't accept it, think for yourself, am I right?"

Fang Shiqing picked up the wine bottle and poured himself a full glass, the wine spilled a lot on the table, he frowned and drank it.

Fang Mingyu watched his movements, and his tone slowed down a bit, and said: "I know you have been stubborn since you were a child, but people live for decades, and you can't just do it for yourself. Either you continue to be with him, don't Don't care about me, don't care about your parents, or you will separate from him, just pretend that this has never happened. I am simply divorced, and my parents will not know. We can live as we should. go down."

Alchemist drank in silence, his ears and neck were all red.

There was a long silence in the card room.

After a long while, the alchemist blushed, stumbled and said: "I know, you are jealous that he likes me, and that's why you want us to separate. I won't...I won't..."

Fang Mingyu: "..."

When the two left the restaurant, the dishes on the table didn't touch a single chopstick, and the waiter was heartbroken when they cleaned them up. Is it really so unpalatable?

"I'll take you home," Fang Mingyu said, "You won't be able to go to work in the afternoon like this."

Fang Shiqing squatted under a tree by the side of the road, his stomach was churning but he had nothing to vomit, he was so painful that he couldn't speak.

Fang Mingyu frowned and looked at him, stretched out his hand to pat his back, but retracted it halfway, and said, "Should I ask him to pick you up?"

Fang Shiqing staggered up while supporting the trunk of the tree, and turned to look at her.

The two looked at each other for a moment, and Fang Mingyu suddenly said, "You're right, as soon as I think of him being with you, I'm going crazy with jealousy."

Fang Shiqing grinned, like a smile but not like it.

Fang Mingyu put his hands into the pockets of the down jacket, and said very slowly: "Qingqing, I beg you, sister, to separate from him, okay? I can't get him anymore, don't let me lose you too." .”

Fang Shiqing was stunned suddenly, tears rolled from the corners of his eyes, he raised his arm and wiped it vigorously with his sleeve.

Fang Mingyu stood there without moving, looking at him quietly with calm eyes, as if he could accept no matter what decision he made.

"Sister," Fang Shiqing said, "If you haven't divorced yet, and I tell you that I like him, you can either choose him or me. How would you choose?"

Fang Mingyu's lips moved slightly, but in the end he didn't say anything, turned around and strode away.