Knight's Love Letter

Chapter 23. Jealousy

Fang Shiqing suspected that he had heard it wrong: "...What? Say it again?"

Wang Qi's gaze was as gentle as a stream of spring water, and he said softly: "I haven't had a crush on me for as long as you, but it's not too long. The first time I fucked you in my dream was the second year you went abroad. It's been five years now."

Fang Shiqing opened his eyes wide, opened his mouth but said nothing, he felt that he was either dreaming, or he was hallucinating from being fucked too hard by Wang Qi.

Wang Qi smiled at him and said: "That year when you came back for the Spring Festival, I picked you up at the airport. You stayed with me and your sister for one night and went home the next day. I was the one who took you to the airport. You still remember?"

Of course Fang Shiqing remembered that he studied outside for a few years and came back every year during the Spring Festival. If the international flight he bought was to fly to the imperial capital, he would have to stay at his sister’s house for one night and then go home the next day. He didn’t want to I go to my sister's house, so every time I pick a flight that lands in another city.

There were only two exceptions, one was that he had decided to develop in the imperial capital after graduation, and the other was the one that Wang Qi said.

At that time, he had not been out for a long time. In a place where he was not familiar with the language and had obstacles, it was difficult to study and live. He missed his family, and especially missed Wang Qi.When he came back during the Spring Festival that year, he specially bought a flight ticket with one transfer in the imperial capital.

At that time, he had the idea of ​​getting close to Wang Qi one last time, and made up his mind to meet this time, so that he would never be bound by this shady love affair again.But when he saw Wang Qi who came to pick him up at the airport, he was so excited that he almost cried.

That night he slept in the guest room of his sister's house, tossing and turning, thinking of the loving couple in the opposite room, felt sad and sad, condemned himself countless times, and did not close his eyes all night.The next day, Wang Qi sent him to the airport. After he passed the security check, he looked back. Wang Qi smiled at him from a distance. He waved to Wang Qi, turned around, and boarded the plane home crying.

When he returned to school after the Spring Festival, he dated his first boyfriend, who was Chinese, loved to play basketball, and his smile looked very much like Wang Qi.

He said in a daze, "I remember."

Wang Qidao: "That night, you came out to drink water in the middle of the night, why did you cry so sadly?"

Fang Shiqing: "..."

Wang Qi asked him softly: "Is it because of me?"

Fang Shiqing pursed his lips tightly, his eyes were a little sore, he couldn't sleep that night, he just felt his heart was burning, he got up in the dark and went outside to find water to drink, after drinking the water, he stood in front of the French windows in the living room, looking at the lights and neon lights all over the world , felt that he was very sad, fell in love with someone he couldn't love, fell in love with someone he couldn't get, he didn't remember whether he cried or not, he only remembered that moment of despair to the extreme.

Wang Qi stretched out his hand, wiped his wet eyes with his thumb, and said softly: "I saw you crying like that that night, and guessed who you were sad for, and you were a little jealous, if you knew in the morning that you liked The person is me, and I won’t waste such a long time.”

Fang Shiqing blinked, a little happy, but also a little confused: "Why are you jealous? Didn't you still like my sister back then?"

Wang Qidao: "It's been three years since I painted the top of my head green, and I'm not a masochist. Why do I still like her?"

Fang Shiqing frowned and said: "...Didn't you like her very much at the beginning? How could you say that you don't like her and you don't like her?"

Wang Qi smiled helplessly, and said: "Qingqing, not everyone has the same views on marriage and love as you. The marriage between me and your sister is very common. She and I were both of marriageable age at that time. We She is single, and she also said that she is single to the outside world, and they all work in the same system. A colleague from a work unit got in touch with each other, and the conditions for each other are considered suitable. After dating for a year, it is time to get married. I am very satisfied with her as a marriage partner , I didn't feel disgusted by her performance, so I went with the flow and proposed to her."

Fang Shiqing couldn't accept it. He knew that many ordinary people's marriages were like this, but he felt that neither Wang Qi nor Fang Mingyu should be such ordinary people.

He asked, "then you have no feelings for her at all?"

Wang Qidao: "Of course there are. When I proposed to her, I really planned to live with her for the rest of my life. If she hadn't gone too far later, I would have fulfilled my promise at the wedding and would be good to her and her family. She will be faithful to her both physically and mentally. It has nothing to do with love, this is the responsibility of marriage."

Fang Shiqing was so handsome. Since he and Wang Qi were together, it was the first time that Wang Qi spoke so seriously. He had a crush on Wang Qi before, and it was because of Wang Qi's appearance that he was intoxicated.

The way he looked at Wang Qi was too hot, Wang Qi probably felt it too, pinched his face, and teased him: "Looking at me again will make me hard again, can you bear it?"

Fang Shiqing: "..."

Wang Qi laughed and continued: "You went out to drink water that night, wearing only a pair of panties, thin arms and legs, and a very beautiful little buttocks, and even the sound of crying is terribly beautiful, you go out the next day After I got married, I started dreaming about you every day, and I could do whatever I wanted in my dreams, but I couldn't help but call you overseas, but you said you were busy before you could say a few words, and you didn't reply to your emails, I thought You annoy me, are you actually avoiding me because you are shy?"

Fang Shiqing looked at him without blinking, and said, "I always thought that my sister ordered you to do those phone calls and emails."

Wang Qi also looked at him: "Qingqing, I like you not because you are Fang Mingyu's younger brother, nor because you two look alike. Don't say you cut your hair, it means you really went for plastic surgery. Still like you."

Alchemist pursed his lips and said: "Then you said before that you like my face."

Wang Qidao: "Don't you just like others to praise you for your good looks?"

Fang Shiqing asked him: "Then...why did you fall in love with me before that night? You wanted to get married, so you are bisexual. Why didn't you admit it when I asked you? It's bisexual. No shame, I have no prejudice against Shuang."

Wang Qidao: "I used to want to marry a woman, but later I fell in love with you and wanted you. Is this considered double?"

Fang Shiqing turned sideways and rubbed against Wang Qi, squeezed Wang Qi's cheeks with both hands, and asked: "From the time I went abroad to the time I came back, we have never met each other. You just married my sister not long ago, but you said, how did you fall in love with me?"

He is now confused by Wang Qi's words. If Wang Qi fell in love with him very early, then his marriage with Fang Mingyu was a mutual deception. He still doesn't know what happened to Fang Mingyu. It is pure gay marriage fraud, immoral!Condemned!

Wang Qi was pinched by him on both sides of the face, not angry at all, his eyes were full of indulgence, he grabbed his hand and pulled it down, and said: "We have never met, but I know what you do every day, you Remember when you used to have a blog?" He said the name of a website.

Fang Shiqing: "!!!"

It was a gay website. After he discovered that he was gay at that time, he registered a blog on this website. At first, it was to pour out his troubles caused by his sexual orientation to his peers. After a long time, he gradually began to write a diary to express his feelings, and occasionally After posting two photos, his blog became more and more popular. He appeared at the top of the popular blog list on that website for two consecutive months, and he received all kinds of website short messages every day. It was a bit overwhelming, and finally one day silently deleted all the information, canceled the account, and never went up again.

He was surprised: "Have you seen my blog?"

Wang Qi nodded and said, "It was only when I saw that that I realized that you like men. At first, I thought it was weird. You are so obedient and obedient, how can you like men? When you are curious, you click in every day to see it. Say some strange things, and like to talk about how unlucky you are today, you cut the teacher's fabric wrong, the cat you raised ran away, you stumbled when you went out, you blew up the microwave oven, and you burned your bangs when you cooked instant noodles."

Fang Shiqing blushed so badly, of course he remembered what he wrote, let's not talk about those unlucky things, he just lived alone and knew nothing, probably the most unlucky time in his life was during that time.It's nothing, if you feel bad luck, you can take it as a joke, but he wrote the most at that time, and it happened to be Wang Qi.

Of course he never wrote his real name, and he didn’t dare to say that the lover in his dream is his brother-in-law. He gave Wang Qi a French name, and he would mention it in the trifles from time to time. Fans of his blog know that he has a love interest. But not the straight man's crush.The most impressive one was when he dreamed of Wang Qi while taking a nap one day, and when he woke up, he shared that beautiful dream on his blog. He couldn’t remember the exact words, but it was probably written like a small yellow text. Similarly, the number of comments in a few minutes was over a thousand. Many people teased him in the comments. He was so angry that he quarreled with those people. Although he had a little yellow dream, his liking for Wang Qi was not what those people said at all. Well, he wants to do that kind of thing with Wang Qi because he loves Wang Qi passionately, and it has nothing to do with physical debauchery.

At that time, no matter what, he never thought that Wang Qi would actually spy on his blog. If he had known earlier, he would not have written such things if he was killed.

But Wang Qi recalled it very happily, saying: "At that time, I refreshed your blog dozens of times every day, just to see what stupid things you could do. After reading it for several weeks, I thought you were so cute. You The dream lover is an idiot, so what if he is a man? Why do you not like this kind of person? I also thought, if you like me, I don’t dislike you for having a penis, you dream I am willing to do with you the things I think in Li, although I haven't tried it yet, but my learning ability is very strong, and I will definitely satisfy you."

Fang Shiqing: "..."

Wang Qi seemed to have thought of something ridiculous, laughed twice before continuing: "I thought that person was your senior over there, and I went to your school's official website to look through the photos of your previous students. I'm almost blind, and I haven't found anyone who is worthy of you. I can barely see a few of them. I have been jealous of their photos for several years. If I knew that the person you like is me, then Should go to France and fuck you."

Fang Shiqing: "..."